Xie PanâErâs words came out as a roar, very loud. The little Emperor and Ji Youzhiâs brothers on the roof heard her clearly, their mouths falling agape.
This little girl is too fierce!
"Father! I donât care how far youâve let yourself go, but there are some things you must stand up and face now."
Xie PanâEr suddenly crouched down. Raising her head, she saw the tears on Xie Wulangâs face that he hadnât had time to wipe away. She was stunned.
Her father was crying? Wasnât he mired in self-abandonment, utterly despondent? Hadnât he ignored his wifeâs suffering and their (her and her brotherâs) predicament all these years? So why was he crying now, in secret where he thought I couldnât see?
"Father! You... youâre crying? Why?"
Xie PanâErâs astonished voice reached the roof. The little Emperor and Ji Youzhiâs brothers exchanged glances.
A man who remained silent, enduring his daughterâs accusations and rebukes, was actually crying? This Xie Family certainly seems unusual!
"Father, say something! Why are you crying? Is it because of the suffering Mother endured for you? Or is it because you, a respected scholar, had your leg crippled for no reason and were treated so unfairly? Is that why you plan to waste away your entire life like this?"
"If thatâs the case, then what are your tears worth? And what was Motherâs suffering all for?"
Xie PanâEr roared, then broke down sobbing uncontrollably.
Suddenly, a weak voice called from inside the room, "PanâEr!" It was the Luo Family!
"Mother!" Hearing the Luo Familyâs voice, Xie PanâEr forgot about questioning Xie Wulang further and rushed into the room to check on the Luo Familyâs condition.
"How are you feeling? Are you uncomfortable anywhere? Mother! What happened last night? Did you kneel on the warm cobblestones in Grandauntâs courtyard all night again? Why did she torment you again?"
The Luo Family opened her mouth, but before she could speak, tears streamed down her face.
"Donât blame your father. This is all Motherâs fault!"
Xie PanâEr shook her head. "I do blame him! Why didnât he speak up for you? Why didnât he plead for you, to lessen your suffering?"
The Luo Family gave a bitter smile and gently touched her daughterâs face.
"Iâm fine. As long as you and your brother are well, this suffering is nothing to me. Donât blame your father; heâs the one who is truly suffering the most."
Xie PanâEr didnât understand and asked, her face etched with confusion.
"What do you mean? Why would *he* be suffering? He drinks all day; heâs practically pickled in a wine jar! Your legs... one look tells me you were forced to kneel outside all night. And Father stinks so strongly of liquorâhe must have been drinking all night for it to be that potent!"
Separated from her family for three years, her return should have been a joyous family reunion. But seeing her father in such a state was heartbreaking, which was why she had confronted him so directly.
"Your father has his reasons for drinking like this. PanâEr, we are living under your granduncle and grandauntâs roof, dependent on their charity. There are some things we simply must endure."
"I ask for nothing else, child, only to find a way to marry you into a good family. Whether they are poor or rich doesnât matter, as long as they treat you well. Once you are married, and your brother has taken a wife, then even if your father and I were to die suddenly, we would have no regrets."
These sudden words from the Luo Family made the intelligent Xie PanâEr pause and think.
"Mother, what do you mean by that? Are you and Father hiding something from me?"
"No! PanâEr, you stayed at the Ji Familyâs residence last night. Did you happen to offend anyone important?"
"PanâEr, in the future, stay away from such prominent people. We donât seek great wealth or status; a peaceful life is all we desire. In a few days, Iâll go to Matchmaker Wang and have her arrange a marriage for you. Once youâre married, you wonât have to endure the mistreatment in the Xie Family any longer."
Hearing her mother speak of marriage again, Xie PanâEr replied without hesitation.
"Mother, Iâm still too young to marry! Besides, Elder Madam Ji, Second Madam Ji, and Third Madam Ji have already decided that I will stay by the Grand Princessâs side to attend to her."
"Rest assured, Mother. As long as I serve the Grand Princess well, Iâll be able to escape this inferno of the Xie Family."
Hearing this, the Luo Familyâs eyes widened. Yesterday, when her daughter was suddenly taken away by the two ladies from the Ji Family, the Luo Family had been consumed with anxiety. If people from the Lin Family hadnât forced her to kneel in her own courtyard all night, she would have rushed to the Ji Familyâs residence to find out what was happening.
She had never expected...
"Mother, Iâve thought it through. Since the main Xie Family doesnât treat us like human beings and humiliates you so terribly, I think today we should burn our bridges! We should take the drastic step of formally separating from the clan. We can leave, establish our own household, and live independently!"
"What are you saying? Separate from the clan? Absolutely not! Thatâs unthinkable! It would bring ruin upon our entire family!"