Was it because she was too young, or too rash? Honored Lady Jiang wondered.
Do I need a reason not to want to serve him?
The Emperor was indeed remarkableâhandsome as a jade tree in the wind, a sovereign ruling all under Heavenâbut his heart was not hers alone. Nor could they ever achieve the harmonious accord of perfectly tuned lutes.
So, is it wrong for me to wish to maintain my purity?
Honored Lady Jiang thought with aloof pride.
If there is no one man devoted solely to me, I would rather grow old alone.
But then, the Empress shattered everything for her. Just because of her looks, she was forced to serve the Emperor! Even worse, she was held down by several people and stripped of her clothes for an inspection! The very thought filled her with humiliation.
Honored Lady Jiangâs gaze was icy cold. She hated herself.
If I had any backbone, I would have dashed my head against a wall long ago,
she thought bitterly.
It would never have come to this.
But now, she wasnât willing to die.
I havenât done anything wrongâwhy should I be the one to die?
she reasoned. Meanwhile, the true culprit remained the noble Empress in her lofty position, possessing ultimate authority over the Harem, receiving the worshipful reverence of all.
Why should that be?
So, she couldnât die yet. Even if she was surviving on sheer spite, she had to live on. Although she was only a minor Honored Lady and couldnât bring down the Empress now, as long as she lived, there would always be a chance. Someday, she would make the Empress repay the humiliation she had suffered. What she needed to do was survive and wait patiently!
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October 16th was the Empressâs birthday, only four days different from the Third Princessâs.
She still remembered this time last year; the Noble Consortâs child had just passed away. The Empress, wanting to show off her kindness and generosity, had taken the initiative to propose not celebrating her birthday, but instead praying and mourning for the deceased Little Prince.
But this year was quite different. Xia Jieyu was about to give birth soon, which was considered a joyous occasion. The Empress took advantage of this to hold a feast celebrating her birthday.
Early on the 16th, Zhao Junyao received the news. He frowned slightly in displeasure, but ultimately, it was not appropriate for him to say anything. One couldnât simply ignore the Empressâs Thousand-Autumns Festival. So after some thought, he instructed Li Shengan to find some items from the storehouse and present them as gifts.
Li Shengan knew how to handle things. The items he picked were not particularly rare, but they were all valuable enough. After choosing, he personally attended the banquet and presented the gifts. His speech was beautifully and respectfully delivered, giving the Empress great face.
The Empress then smiled and said, "The Emperor is busy with a myriad of state affairs. Those are of the utmost importance. For him to remember such trivial matters of mine is already an honor for me!"
After saying this, she instructed Yu Lan to accept the gifts. The Empress also personally offered, "Eunuch Li has taken the trouble to come here. Please have a cup of tea before you go!"
"Thank you, Empress, but your servant must return to report and... wonât trouble Your Majesty any longer!"
The Empress nodded her head and didnât insist further.
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After Li Shengan left, the Empress looked extremely gratified.
She then laughed and said, "Originally, I did not plan to celebrate my birthday.
"But... Xia Jieyu is about to give birth, which is truly a joyous event...
"Having nothing better to do, I also wanted to join in on the fun!
"Itâs been a long time since we sisters have gathered. We have a rare opportunity to be together, so letâs not be restrained by the rules..."
After finishing her speech, she continued to urge, "Come on, eat up, everyone hurry and eat..."
Having said that, she herself began to enjoy her soup with delight.
Jiaofang Hall was spacious. The stage was set up in the center, far more luxurious than it had been for the Second Princessâs birthday. The opera singers on stage performed their lilting arias, ensuring the atmosphere wasnât too awkward.
As for what everyone else thought, well, they all felt somewhat at a loss for words, tinged with a hint of irony. Especially Noble Concubine Shih; her complexion looked as if she had swallowed a fly.
The Empress has gone too far! My child perished at this time last year!
A year had passed, and this matter was still the deepest scar in her heart. Every time the wound was about to heal, the Empress would tear off the scab and sprinkle a handful of salt into it. Time and again, she had done so.
Does the death of my child please Fan Mengzhen that much?
As Noble Concubine Shih brooded, her hands clenched tightly inside her sleeves. Her fingernails dug into her flesh, yet she felt no pain.
Noticing the tension in the air, Honored Lady Shih by her side didnât dare to speak and just sat there quietly.
As for everyone else, many held scorn in their hearts.
But who would dare voice it?
The banquet was abundant with delicacies and fine dishes, yet almost everyone felt as if they were chewing wax. Fortunately, there were opera performances; otherwise, the atmosphere would have been unbearably awkward!
After the meal, the Empress, having shown off enough, walked away satisfied. The others then made their departures.
As they left, scorn filled their hearts.
Humph! The Empress behaves like this. Isnât she afraid she might stumble one day?
Others thought,
Itâs a good thing the Emperor doesnât favor her. Otherwise, with that temperament, sheâd probably try to ascend to the heavens!
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For the Empressâs birthday feast, Xia Ruqing directly pleaded illness and did not go.
In the morning, Yu Lan had come to invite her repeatedly, claiming, "Xia Jieyu is a woman of great fortune. The Empress eagerly anticipates your presence to add to the auspiciousness!"
Upon hearing this, Xia Ruqing scoffed in her heart.
Empress, oh Empress! Are you trying to make everyone hate me, or do you wish for some misfortune to befall my heavily pregnant self?
Eventually, she feigned a stomachache to get out of the event.
Once Yu Lan left, Zi Su couldnât hold back any longer. "You did the right thing, My Lady. Asking you to go out at this time, what exactly is she plotting?"
Xia Ruqing scoffed. "Sheâs desperate because she has no child!"
She sees that even Noble Concubine Shihâs faction is about to have a child, and Honored Lady Jiang hasnât received favor in a month. How could the Empress not be anxious?
she thought.
But whether the Empress was anxious or not, it was none of her concern. However, if the Empress intended to harm her, then she had grossly miscalculated! Xia Ruqing protectively held her belly, her lips curled in a cold smile.
Zi Yue, seeing her mistress agitated, quickly came forward to soothe her. "Calm down now, My Lady. You mustnât get angry at this time!" As she spoke, she glared at Zi Su.
Zi Su paused for a moment, then quickly softened her expression.
After lunch, Xia Ruqing took a nap in the afternoon.
When she woke up, she noticed that there were a few more Sisters in Qingya Residence.
"What is this..."
Zi Yue smiled. "These were sent by Chief Steward Hai. He said... the Little Prince is about to be born. These are the Sisters from the Ministry of Internal Affairs assigned to attend to the Little Prince!"
Upon hearing this, the three Sisters immediately knelt down. "Servants pay their respects to Xia Jieyu!"
Xia Ruqing scrutinized the three people before her. Her gaze swept over each one, and after a while, she finally smiled.
Not bad,
she thought to herself. The three appeared kind and amiable, looking honest and decent.
Though it was said they were sent by Chief Steward Hai, Xia Ruqing knew this was actually arranged by Zhao Junyao himself. He always took great care in matters concerning his children.
Xia Ruqing smiled again.
Eunuch Hai has indeed become wiser this time. He didnât bring a whole group for me to choose from; instead, he directly provided suitable people. Good!
Xia Ruqing did not ask them to rise immediately but instead inquired, "How shall I address you?"
The three introduced themselves one by one.
The first said, "Servantâs surname is Liang. I also just had a child and was selected to enter the palace mainly to nurse the Little Prince!"
The second said, "Servantâs surname is Huang. I am mainly to attend to the Little Princeâs daily needs."
The third said, "Servantâs surname is Jiang. I am also mainly to attend to the Little Princeâs daily needs."