Will is understood. Not perfectly, perhaps, but to some extent it can be defined.
It is, one might say, an invisible force born of resolve.
So thenâwhat is divine power? What is sorcery?
Even those accustomed to learning through physical means were by no means devoid of intellect. Especially here, among warriors who had surpassed certain thresholds in their own paths and reached levels of insight.
Naturally, they had thoughts on the matter.
âA good question,â Lua Gharne commented in agreement.
Audin responded with a soft smile and a question of his own.
âWhat do you think, brother commander?â
Enkrid considered several possible answers before settling on this one.
It wasnât a question of divine utility or divine uniquenessâit went deeper.
âA power filled with contradiction. Incomprehensible. A force that begs the questionâif gods exist, why do they not act themselves, and only lend their power instead?â
It â NĐŸvĐ”lÎčght â (Read the full story) couldâve been the residue of those chaotic questions Myl had hurled before he died. Or it couldâve simply been something Enkrid had always wondered.
He hadnât spent much time pondering the presence or absence of gods. But now, when asked to define divine power, what surfaced was a fundamentally existential question.
Can the existence of divine power be proof of the gods themselves?
Such musings carried the weight of theological doubt.
Not exactly the kind of question one should ask in a world ruled by faith.
Certainly not to someone who was, without question, a priest, paladin, or holy knight.
âWell, damn. Thatâs a spicy one,â said Rem, watching from the side.
Everyone glanced at Audin, half-expecting an outburst.
âThatâs blasphemy, brother,â someone might have said, and justifiably soâbut Audin did not.
A snowflake drifted down and quietly melted on his shoulder.
His face still held its usual mild smileâgentle, calm, and unfazed. He replied:
âWe are the ones living on this land. It is not the role of the divine to clear the snow at our feetâwe must clear our own path.â
Contrary to their worries, Audin didnât take offense.
If Enkrid hadnât said itâif it had come from Rem, or Ragna, or Jaxonâwould Audin have felt insulted?
He wasnât sure. Maybe heâd have taken it as mere provocation, not actual heresy. Because he could understand why those men would say such things.
That the words came from Enkrid, someone who typically acted before askingâonly made it more natural. Audin understood him, deeply.
âIf he acts, if he leads, then it makes sense he would ask such questions.â
He was someone who didnât blame the gods for not helpingâbut still demanded of them why they stayed silent.
Even if it was God.
Of course, if Enkrid said this sort of thing in the Holy Nation, theyâd cry blasphemy. Some might even call for an inquisition.
âAlthough, maybe not in this case...â
After all, if Enkrid had said it, people might be angryâbut they wouldnât be able to suppress him by force.
Overdeer wouldnât allow that.
Enkrid had already known that from their travels together, but the way Overdeer had immediately stood by him made it clearer than ever.
âHeâs chosen this side now.â
A man like Overdeer wouldnât brand Enkrid a heretic over one bold question.
Even setting Overdeer asideâEnkrid had Naurillia behind him. The king had always supported him.
Even if they tried to suppress him with mightâhis own power, not to mention the Mad Platoon, meant they lacked the means.
Enkrid wasnât challenging anyone. He had asked a question out of sincere curiosityâand the answer made enough sense that he nodded in understanding.
âThatâs true.â
âThe hell are you two nodding like youâve unlocked the secrets of the universe?â Rem said flatly.
âThatâs also true.â
Enkrid nodded again, expression unreadable but strangely irritating.
âYouâre mocking me now, arenât you?â
âSharp of you,â said Shinar, praising the barbarianâs awareness.
âYouâre right,â Enkrid added, nodding againâthis time prompting Rem to start unfastening his thermal coat as if preparing to throw down. Still, no one stopped the friendly sparring.
Audin smiled quietly.
âStrange, isnât it? Iâm repeating the very words I learned from him.â
The answer he gave had been born from watching Enkrid. And now Enkrid had asked a question that led Audin to repeat that same lesson back.
He had once seen a man live with no remarkable talent, burning through each day with relentless will.
It had ended Audinâs wandering. Led him to where he was now.
His decision to break his seal, to forsake his place among the apostles of the War Godânone of it he regretted.
All of it came from witnessing the way Enkrid lived.
âSo why did you come back?â Rem asked, sounding like he needed someone to take it out on.
âHmm.â
Audin looked up at the sky as if pondering deeply.
He couldâve returned to the Church after lifting his restrictionsâbut he had no intention of going back to serve the War God. He wasnât so lost as to not know where he belonged.
âAfraid of punishment if you went back? Thatâs it, isnât it?â Rem pushed again.
Audin nodded, replying in the same way Enkrid had earlier.
âThatâs true too.â
â...Shit. Youâre all crazy. Fine. Today we all die. Forget the squadâMad Platoon is disbanded!â
âAccording to whom? Go back to the West then. Oh waitâyou stayed behind because you donât know the way, didnât you? Shall I guide you? Out of mercy, Iâll walk you as far as the horizon,â Ragna cut in.
That shut Rem upâfor now.
Naturally, it was time for another spar.
Enkrid was the first to hop off Odd-Eye, excited.
âBring it on, gray-hair.â
âToo tired to even taunt properly now?â
Correct.
Jaxon, who had been watching snowflakes fall, went off to gather dry branches.
Rophod and Pell began setting up camp.
âEntertaining,â Lua Gharne said as she sat down nearby, joined by Shinar.
âWatching your sweaty fiancĂ© is always a delight,â she said.
Everyone was chaotic in their own wayâbut it caused no harm. In fact, it brought joy.
After sparring and dinner, the philosophical question Enkrid had asked earlier returnedânow no longer existential, but practical.
âDivine power is a force granted by God for us to live and protect ourselves on this earth. It differs from Will,â Audin explained.
His explanation carried a bit of theological preaching, but everyone listened intently.
Rophod, Pell, and Teresa especially had much to learn.
Later, Enkrid turned to Rem to ask about sorcery.
âWhatâs different about sorcery?â
âItâs easier to visualize power in sorceryâbut thatâs something Will can do too, right?â Rophod asked.
âThatâs not the only difference,â Rem replied calmly, not snapping.
They werenât dumping all this at onceâeveryone added bits while doing their tasks.
Jaxon brought back branches. Esther lit the fire with a snap of her fingers.
Rophod and Pell expertly set a pot to boil and heated stones.
With jerky, grain powder, and water, a field meal came together quickly.
Rem had even hunted three rabbits, which he cooked himself.
âI brought some good wine,â Audin said, pulling out bottles from his pack.
They all took out tin or wooden cups and poured.
Enkrid took a sip and nodded in appreciationâit was fine wine indeed.
Lua Gharne ate dried grasshoppers. Shinar nibbled dried fruits.
They all drank soup made with the grain mix.
Even Frokk didnât eat only bugsâhe just enjoyed them when he could. Heâd once said:
âWould you eat a cow raw and still alive, without bleeding it first?â
That was his response when asked why he didnât eat live flies. Some things are better cooked.
Frokk had preferencesâcertain herbs he loved, for instance.
Amidst this casual bustle, Enkrid, Audin, and Esther sat in the centerâdrawing the others into their circle.
âSo divine power is stable, youâre saying?â Rophod asked, sipping wine and pouring more.
Snow was falling heavier now, but they had found a shallow cave and pitched a makeshift tarp shelter outside it. It wasnât cramped, and they were shielded from the weather.
After dinner, seated around a crackling fire with wine in hand, their conversation turned to divine power, sorcery, and Will.
They disagreed, but no one got angry.
Everyone here had carved their own path. Even when they teased, it was never mean-spirited.
Enkrid sat among passionate souls, watching the flames and the falling snow.
âThis is fun.â
A tightrope between joy and contentment.
Enkrid, who often skipped sleep because he loved refining his technique, couldnât help but enjoy moments like this.
Not just the thrill of growth, but the opennessâthe camaraderie.
He remembered imagining this as a child.
After becoming a knight, he had pictured gatherings with others like himâdiscussing techniques, sharing weaknesses, helping each other grow.
They werenât quite sharing weaknesses here, but the feeling was similar.
He was thoroughly enjoying it.
And he was learning a lot.
Enkrid committed each insight to memory. That was his strength.
One takeaway:
Will can exhaust you. Divine power does not.
âYouâll still get tired if you push itâbut itâs not your will that weakens. Rather, itâs that your vessel can no longer hold the divine strength. You may be unable to use it for days afterward,â Audin explained.
Sorcery was different too.
âWith sorcery, if you mess up, itâs not just fatigue. At worstâyou get possessed.â
âPossessed?â Enkrid asked.
âThink of it as being taken over by a being thatâs not the kind of god the glowing lump over there believes in. Itâs not the same as being hauntedâbut close.â
âWhatâs the difference?â Pell asked.
As a shepherd from the wilds, he had experience dealing with spiritsânaturally, he was curious.
âYou donât obey a spirit like a ghost. You follow a primal instinct or obsession. Itâs hard to explain. Just know it happens. And people possessed by sorcery become way more dangerous.â
Enkrid didnât fully grasp it eitherâbut having lived in the West, heâd seen enough of grimers and spirit channelers to understand the gist.
âIf itâs a gentle spirit, like a bear guardian, you might just eat some wild honey and get a stomachache. But if itâs not, it can get real bad.â
Will leads to fatigue. Sorcery risks loss of self.
But rarely does one lose the power entirely. In fact, sometimes it even increasesâthough no one in their right mind would gamble for it.
Compared to that, divine power was remarkably stable.
But that wasn't always a good thing.
âItâs hard to unleash it explosively. Youâd need innate talent for that. Think of divine power as a long, sturdy rope.â
âSorcery, thoughâyou can push out far more than your usual strength. Thatâs probably the biggest difference. But thereâs always a cost,â Rem added.
Sorcery used catalysts to amplify power. Divine power was durability. Sorcery was volatilityâbursting in short bursts of brilliance.
As for Willâhow did it differ?
Ragna provided that answer.
âWill is entirely shaped by the user. It changes color with each person.â
As he said that, he glanced at Jaxonâas if to highlight how different their styles were.
Divine power and sorcery had forms of standardization.
But Will was different. It came in a hundred colors for a hundred warriors.
Perhaps that was why the fundamentalsâlike Future Sight or Endureâexisted.
Only once one reached a certain level could individuality even be discussed.
Through all this, Enkrid wasnât just enjoying himself.
He was awakening to ideas he already heldâconfirming them, deepening them.
And thenâ
âThe source is the same.â
The voice of a mage added one final piece.
And Enkrid found his perspective expanded once more.