âThe fatigue was too much.â
He had spent two full days exhausting his body and mind in battle. He wasnât in a normal stateânothing like his usual condition.
âIf it were under normal circumstances, I couldâve blocked that easily.â
It wasnât carelessness. Nor was he trying to rationalize anything.
It was a habitâhis routine review. What should he do if the same thing happens again? Or how could he prevent such a situation altogether?
The latter line of thought stemmed from the Lua Gharne training style. Not every Frokk trained that way, so it was distinctively Lua Gharneâs.
It was a method and combat mindset crafted not by a race, but by an individual.
This time, the core of his thought-splitting technique was enhancedâone of those cores was now filled with Lua Gharneâs combat logic.
Enkrid developed the idea further.
âBattle starts with taking position.â
A spot without sunlight. A place free from glare. A position that faces the wind.
Even the slightest advantage mattered.
There wasnât much to think over. The answer came quickly.
If the latter was battle instinct, the former aligned with Enkridâs innate tendency to use reasoning and time as weapons to uncover solutions.
After a short period of reflection, he reached a conclusion of sorts.
âBoth body and mind still have room for improvement.â
When Will is fully circulated through the body, the flesh hardens. Naming that process is what became Endure.
âThey just named a technique.â
As you move Will and endure shock and pain, the skin begins to resemble that of a giantâan iron hide.
âWill strengthens the body.â
The first person to create Endure or Iron Hide likely aimed to replicate the skin of giants.
After toughening the skin, they probably sought to harden the organs, muscles, and tendons.
Then is Will all thatâs needed?
No. Before enhancement takes effect, your base must already be solid. You need a sturdy body and mind from the start.
And that, you could build through repeated training.
Even now, Enkridâs level had far surpassed that of a regular knight. But if desire were flame, Enkridâs was fierce enough to incinerate mountains.
So his conclusion was this crude.
âTraining.â
Two syllables. Thatâs what remained. More than ever, he wanted to throw himself into training and refinement.
He had just killed a demonâhe couldâve basked in satisfaction. But there wasnât a shred of it.
This was the inner realm, the world of dreams. The Ferryman read Enkridâs heart.
The rippling river lay still. The Ferryman, gazing silently, finally spoke.
âEven in a moment like this, itâs training and discipline?â
â...Ah.â
Only then did Enkrid raise his head as if just noticing the Ferryman. Not that he made a fuss about it.
âDonât pretend you just noticed me, mortal.â
â...Aa.â
Enkrid nodded faintly.
âI know full well that you saw me long ago and ignored me while being absorbed in your own thoughts. Do you really think I canât read your intentions in here?â
âAhh.â
Enkrid had no reply, so he responded with a sigh of acknowledgment. It wasnât meant to be sarcastic.
Thankfully, the Ferryman wasnât angry or agitated.
âYes, youâre that kind of fool. I suppose I should give you a proper warning. The blade that struck you carried the will of the demon.â
â...I see.â
He nodded even though he didnât really understand. Normally, the Ferryman would stop there. No further explanation.
âIf you yield to that will... then yes, we shall witness the birth of a new demon.â
But somehow the Ferryman was being uncharacteristically thorough, so Enkrid asked,
âIs it... a curse?â
âA curse? You think such a thing could affect you?â
The Ferrymanâs eyes flared. A flash of violet blazed in his pupils.
âThere is no curse in existence that dares presume to influence you.â
From the Ferrymanâs repeated insistence, Enkrid gleaned a few truths.
There had been a real curse in the demonâs strikeâbut the Ferryman had already dealt with it.
âShould I be thanking you for that?â
âNo need.â
Both of them operated outside normal modes of thought. Their minds reached conclusions through compressed logic, dropping sentences like pebbles into a pond.
Enkrid met the Ferrymanâs gaze. Despite his rough, gray skin, the Ferrymanâs sharp eyes and high-bridged nose stood out.
He looked oddly like that shield-bearing warrior Enkrid had seen in a dream.
If he had blond hair and blue eyes... yes, the resemblance was uncanny. Like twins, even.
âDid you always look like this?â
âNow you finally see my face?â
âItâs visible, thatâs all.â
Did it mean Enkrid was now closer to the Ferrymanâs presence? Or was this the Ferrymanâs intent?
Enkrid couldnât tell. It just felt like coincidence. Or perhaps the Ferryman had let his guard down for a moment.
Not that asking would yield an answer.
â...Why did you help me?â
He asked, because everything pointed to this being the same entityâthe one who spoke of walking opposite the fire.
âIf you were trapped in such a âtoday,â watching you wouldnât be any fun.â
The Ferryman responded. A faint smirk twisted his lips. It resembled a smile, though it made his face look grotesque.
After that twisted smile, the Ferryman continued.
âIf you donât want to die, then flail around all you like. You donât want to keep repeating this kind of today, do you? I didnât bother sealing it. Left it open on purpose. Thought it might be entertaining.â
Behind the Ferrymanâs back, something crept closer like smoke.
His words had thorns. Malice, too, was plainly present.
While Enkrid silently watched, the Ferryman finished.
âIf it swallows you even once, itâs over.â
Enkrid couldnât understand what he meant. It was like being told the conclusion of something he hadnât experienced yet.
He blinked.
And the river, the Ferryman, and the lantern were gone.
In their place stood the demon.
No, not yet a demon.
He saw the creature before it was called such.
No one had told him, but he could tellâthis was him.
The being that had devoured the flesh and blood of fairies.
He had originally been a fairy. One who wanted to climb higherânot just absorb life essence, but transcend entirely.
A fairy drunk on desire, willing to become a demon if that was what it took.
Emotion twisted into blades and stabbed relentlessly. Who could understand that searing hunger and ambition if not Enkrid?
âLook at me!â
The memory invaded him. The fairyâs will crept in like mist and seeped into him.
âLook at my life!â
The reason this fairy became a demonâwhat lay beneath it?
The will was contaminating him. Changing color, blurring.
This was what the demon wanted.
But Enkrid skimmed through what it tried to show him. It wasnât difficult.
Tuning out the Ferryman, focusing on training, ignoring whatever life story a demon or fairy wanted to showâit was all the same.
The demon lashed out. He had to tempt the target.
âNo! Accept my will! I will grant you power beyond imagining. I will help you grow your Will!â
Enkrid had never once felt that his Will was lacking.
âI will harden your body! Let you surpass the limits of human flesh!â
Audin had said: everything other than eating, drinking, and training was a false method.
You could grow your body with drugs, but it would deflate once the drugs wore off. Empty muscle.
When it came to muscles and conditioning, Audin had no compromises. Even the Mad Platoon respected that.
Even Rem, in matters of Enkridâs physical training, had entrusted everything to Audin.
âYou build today upon today. Thatâs what training is.â
That was Audinâs belief.
And Enkrid had accepted it. Thatâs why he carried boulders, took punches, and trained Endure until his body was ironclad.
So the demonâs words held no weight.
Its tone shifted.
There was a silhouette of black soot, cold sweat running down its form, hastily speaking within his mental world.
âIâll grant you a charm that could seduce anyone, no matter their reason.â
Now that he really didnât need.
â...Goddamn.â
The demon spoke its own name countless times, but Enkrid let it in one ear and out the other.
To truly listen, one must know how to truly ignore.
Calmly and flatly, Enkrid erased the existence of the fairy-turned-demon.
The fairy race had a tradition of not naming demons, so as not to give them strength.
Their attitude toward demons was rooted in that.
But Enkrid went a step further.
Complete and utter disregard.
The demon tried to scream its existence into permanenceâbut Enkrid wasnât the kind of human that would work on.
âYou mad human...â
That was its final cry.
But even that, Enkrid barely registered. He felt lightâopposite of darknessâcreep in and opened his eyes.
âWell rested.â
He awoke from the dream. His muscles still ached, not as if heâd wandered the desert, but his throat was slightly dry.
He sat up and spoke.
And a voice replied.
âWhat do you mean âwell restedâ?â
It was Lua Gharne. His vision was still blurry. He blinked a few times until his sight returned.
âI had a dream. Canât remember it.â
If the dead demon happened to overhear this, itâd probably curse out Enkridâs entire bloodline.
âTalking about dreams now of all times?â
This time it was Pell.
Enkrid looked up at the unfamiliar ceiling. It seemed like a room in the fairy dwellings. The air smelled of grass. The ceiling was woven from tree roots.
A sharp scent stung his nose.
âThe hero has awakened.â
It was Bran.
Finally, he took in his surroundings. Dozens of calm, quiet eyes stared at him. The room felt smaller with them crowding it.
Fairies. The room was packed wall to wall with fairiesâstanding.
âWhat... are you all doing?â
Enkrid asked, a little startled. It looked like something out of a nightmare.
âIn case something happened, we gathered only the fairies who would be willing to merge their essence to save you. Might be a bit much, huh?â
The answer came from Shinar. She sat in a chair by the head of the bed, her green eyes cool as ever. Her tone restrained but faintly kind.
Enkrid was used to that.
âYou slept for ten days,â Pell added.
â...No wonder I feel light.â
âYou know you nearly died, right?â
âNo.â
Enkrid had forgotten the demonâs final momentsânot just in words, but truly erased from memory.
Then he heard what had happened to him.
His eyes had turned red, blood tears streaming. His nose bled. Veins across his body â NĐŸvĐ”lŃĐłht â (Donât copy, read here) swelled and throbbed.
Heâd burned with fever until his lips cracked.
He felt the scabs on his lips even now.
But for all that, he didnât feel terribly dehydrated.
âShinar didnât leave your side for days, feeding you water,â Bran said.
Shinar, right beside him, gently poured water from a wooden flask into her mouth, then leaned forward and showed a subtle smile.
That smile said how sheâd given him water.
She drank it down.
It had actually been through a leaf-pipe designed for this, but Enkrid couldnât have known.
Dozens of fairies were present.
He even spotted the one whoâd guided him earlierâname forgotten.
Too much had happened that day. Killing the demon had drained everything from him. No room left for remembering names.
Even the maze path was starting to fade.
âHmm... are you Jorman?â
Enkrid called to a fairy he assumed led the council.
âWhoâs that? Iâm Ermen.â
To a fairy, forgetting a name after a few days might be an insult, but he didnât show a hint of offense. Just corrected him with warm generosity.
The atmosphere alone made it clear.
Roughly grasping the situation, Enkrid realized his condition wasnât so bad.
Shinar stood up.
As she did, the surrounding fairies parted in perfect order.
Shinar Kirheis. The Golden Witch in the Border Guard, but here, a fairy akin to a queen.
She moved back a few steps to adjust to Enkridâs line of sight, then knelt down and lowered her head.
Then she spoke.
âOn behalf of all fairies, I speak. To you, Enkrid of the Border Guard, I offer our thanks. And before all the fairy clan heads present, your Frokk and seed alike, I say this...â
âWho are you calling a seed?â
Pell muttered, but no one else made a sound.
Maybe they had known what she would say. Or perhaps theyâd expected it.
All fell silent.
Enkrid, unsure what was happening, closed his mouth under the solemn mood.
Shinar smiled.
Not a witch nowâbut a golden angel. Her smile was radiant.
Eyes perfectly symmetrical. Straight nose. Pink lips opening.
âUntil the day of your eternal rest... I shall spar with you, whenever you wish.â
Enkrid noticed that she had oddly cut herself off mid-sentenceâbut let it pass.
What she had just said was a phrase from the fairy wedding vow.
Originally:
âUntil eternal rest, I shall remain by your side.â
She had modified it.