"What do you mean youâre not sure Iâm going to like it? From the looks of things, I really wonât like it."
I already didnât like it. Just the look on Noelâs face made me not want to do whatever he was trying to suggest.
"...Itâs not that bad."
"Itâs that bad?"
Noelâs brows furrowed.
"I said it isnât..."
"Sure."
Though he tried to make it seem like it wasnât, I knew my brother all too well. Even after a lot of years had passed, I could see when he was lying.
Still, it wasnât like I wasnât willing to hear it.
"Tell me what this method is. Iâll consider it after hearing you."
"Itâs not much," Noel answered, trying to keep his tone light while he started to explain. "Normally, the body grows stronger over time as the mana channels gradually adapt to the flow of mana being used, kind of like building muscle. Itâs a slow and steady process. Thatâs why itâs taking so long for you. Your body is just not there yet."
"And...?"
"The key is to get your body to adapt to said mana. Usually, this can only be arranged with time and maturity, but well... Thereâs another faster and shorter way toâ"
"Stop dragging the explanation out. What is it?"
"Overload your body with mana and then use my blood to repair it. Repeat it until your mana channels grow significantly stronger than before. Then, itâ"
"Alright, Iâve heard enough."
I cut Noel off before he could finish his words. I pretty much understand what he was trying to imply.
"I refuse."
"But..."
"Yes, I understand that we donât have much time, but I still wonât do it."
I was well aware of the state that Noel was in. He was in no state to offer up some of his blood to me. Furthermore, he was also planning on killing the Emperor.
Chances were that he was going to fail whatever he was planning on doing if he were to offer up his blood to me.
...And not only that.
âIâm tired of breaking down and subjecting myself to an endless amount of pain in order to grow stronger. I know that Iâll eventually reach tier 7. It might take several more months, but Iâd rather take my time than force it.â
At the very least, I wasnât going to become stronger like this.
Not unless I had no choice.
I had a choice.
"....."
Feeling the gentle rustling of the grass beneath me and the silence that took over, I looked at Noel, who stood on the opposite end, his clothes fluttering alongside the wind as the two of us stared at each other.
He stood like that, his face calm until he lowered his head and smiled.
"You really did change."
He looked somewhat relieved as he looked at me.
Taking a step back, he raised both hands.
"Alright. If this is the path you want to take, I wonât stop you. If you do ever change your mind, Iâll be waiting. I may not have my heart anymore, but thereâs still plenty of blood left in me."
"...Iâm good."
I didnât think Iâd ever take him up on the offer.
"Never say never."
"Alright, stop it."
Noel smiled again.
At the same time, his head lowered as he seemed to notice something.
"You picked up the sword again?"
"Hm? Sword?"
Looking down at my hip, I glanced at the sword that was resting on the hilt. Oh, right... I had kept it with me because I was so used to having it with me as Lazarus.
"No, not really."
"Thatâs rather surprising. You were quite strong with the sword. I did try to get you a body that was suitable for the sword, but I failed in that aspect. I even tried to improve his talent, and got him obsessed with the sword, but..."
Noel stopped there.
Especially given how I was looking at him.
"What is it?"
He cocked his head slightly.
"Youâre giving me a weird look."
It was as if he didnât notice anything wrong with his words at all.
âRight, itâs about time that I asked him. Iâve always wondered about this.â
"Regarding Julien... Are you the father?"
"Julien?"
Noel blinked, the gears in his mind slowly turning, until my words clicked, and he burst out laughing.
"Of course not. I had been preparing for quite some time, but I only took over once Aldric passed away. His body wasnât exactly the strongest."
"...Oh."
I felt a lot more relieved upon hearing his words.
But only for a moment.
"Not that I wouldnât have done it if I had the choice."
"What...?"
Noel looked at me, his smile seeming extremely thin.
"In my current state, thereâs no way I can do anything that youâre imagining. But if I had to do it, I wouldâve done it. In fact, I wouldâve probably been able to accomplish much more. However, Julien was the most suitable body for emotive magic. His talent was good enough to serve as a good body."
"....Oh."
I swallowed quietly, feeling the current Noel to be completely different from the warm Noel that had been speaking to me just a few moments prior.
"If I had to take a guess, then the reason why Julienâs mother joinedâ"
"But of course. I made it so that she would go there. Why else would you think someone like her could become a seat?"
Noel retained his smile, and I felt my breath pause.
âRight. I had been wondering that too. How is it possible for Julienâs mother to be this strong, yet her sons arenât nearly as talented? While itâs true that Iâve become strong, thatâs mainly because of the weird system. I used to struggle a lot before that.â
"In that case, is she on ourâ"
"Oh, no."
Noel cut me off.
"Sheâs definitely not on our side, but it doesnât matter. I prefer it to be this way. Itâll make things easier further down the line when sheâll be of use."
"I... see."
There were a lot of things that I wanted to say or ask at the moment. However, staring at the current Noel, I couldnât find it in me to ask any more.
I knew that Noel had changed.
I knew that I couldnât expect Noel to be the same innocent child that he used to be.
With everything that he had gone through, this was to be expected.
âYeah, itâs expected...â
But even though I knew and understood.
I couldnât help but feel sad.
This was my fault. It was without a doubt my fault.
But when was something not my fault?
Covering my face with both hands, I plopped down against the grass and stared at the distant sky above.
âIâm tired.â
So, so tired.
***
Verdant Empire.
Swoosh! Swooshâ!
A silver streak flashed through the air, too fast for the eye to follow. Moments later, several large chunks of armor clattered to the ground.
Clank! Clank!
Placing his sword back to his hilt, Leonâs gray eyes stared at the dummies on the floor. His brows furrowed slightly at the sight.
âStill not fast enough.â
He needed to be faster.
"Not bad."
A deep voice suddenly echoed, snapping Leon out of his thoughts. He turned his head to see a large, burly figure approaching. The man wore heavy armor emblazoned with a massive lion at the center, his long white hair and thick beard making him look rather valiant.
"Knight Commander."
Leon immediately lowered his head to greet the man.
He was Albert. J. Konnedy, the Knight Commander who served the Emperor, and one of the four Monarchs of the Verdant Empire.
"Looking at what youâve performed, you seem to be just one step away from reaching the sword assimilation realm. Thatâs pretty good. In fact, thatâs extremely impressive when considering your age."
"...Thank you."
Sword mastery was divided into five tiers: Foundation, Sword Resonance, One Heart One Sword, Sword Assimilation, and Sword Sovereignty.
Unlike with [Mind] and [Elemental] paths, the [Body] path had different means of growth. While the Tiers were the same, what truly separated one [Body] user from another was the degree of mastery in their respective weapon. Be it fist, or anything else.
In Leonâs case, having reached the sixth tier, he was considered extremely powerful.
However, if he were to face someone of the same tier, but had reached the Sword Assimilation, heâd without a doubt lose.
Sword Assimilation was the state where the sword and the wielder were in near-perfect sync. Movements were instinctual, and reaction time was nearly instant.
Leon craved to reach such mastery.
But...
"Iâm still far off from reaching the sword assimilation mastery."
"Thatâs only understandable. I was at least two tiers higher than you before I reached it."
Albert laughed, patting Leon with his large hand. Feeling the power behind the gentle tap, Leonâs face twitched, but he didnât let it show.
The Knight Commander had helped him quite a lot recently.
He was the main reason why Leon had been able to see massive improvements in his skills. So long as he kept going down this path, Leon was confident in becoming even stronger.
âIâm sure heâs also getting stronger now.â
Thinking about âhimâ, Leon couldnât help but bitterly smile. There was a time when the two of them used to be on the same level. He was just a tiny bit weaker than Julien, but Leon could still keep up with Julien.
But ever since the trip to the Mirror Dimension, Leon realized that Julien had changed a lot.
The gap between the two of them had expanded more than ever.
That was why Leon didnât decide to stick with Julien even though he couldâve. Everything he had told Julien was just an excuse.
He just... needed some time to himself and improve.
âIâm sure the others are also the same.â
Raising his head and looking up at the Knight Commander, Leon sighed and lowered his head.
"Please teach me again."
"..."
Sensing the silence coming from the Knight Commander, Leon raised his head to see him smiling at him.
Eventually, with a laugh, he answered.
"I wouldnât be here if I didnât want to teach you."
Leon smiled back and raised his sword.
"Iâm coming."
"Good, come."
CLANK!
Sparks flew in all directions.
***
End of Volume [5]
Relatively shorter volume.
I wanted to go through the powersystem at the end of the volume since I neglected it quite a bit. Either way, this is the end of the fifth volume, which will lead up to the sixth one, which will be a rather chaotic one.