Chapter 741: Fly [2]
âIt looks like weâll have a winner decided not long from now.â
Aoifeâs face twisted as she heard her brotherâs words.
Her lips parted, ready to protest, to refute him outright.
ButâŠ
ââŠ..â
No sound came. She found herself unable to say a single word.
She looked at the projection in front of her.
Towards Julien, whose face was pale, and whose entire body was riddled with injuries.
He held a sword in his hand while trying his best to deflect the attacks.
His movements were good. So much so that Aoife found herself questioning the situation, âHow is he so good at the sword? Why does it look like heâs getting better?â
But in spite of all the questions, there was still no denying the inevitable.
âHeâs going to lose.â
It was obvious. His mana was low, and he was surrounded on all sides.
Each second that passed, and heâd receive a new injury.
Aoife wasnât the only one who thought this way.
The audience thought the same.
Even Leon, who was usually believed in Julien blindly, was frowning, his arms tense as he stared at the fight in the distance.
The Marquis, on the other hand, was smiling.
The same was for her brother.
Aoife gripped the side of her armrest while staring ahead.
Towards the lonesome figure ahead.
âSeeâŠ?â
A certain voice drifted in her mind.
âHeâs an arrogant failure. You should never have trusted him.â
***
âI hate the sky.â
Pebble blankly stared at the sky.
It was blue. It was grand. And it was everything that the cat wanted to reach.
And yetâŠ
The very same sky that Pebble wanted to reach rejected it at every turn.
It was sort of like a cage.
A cage that trapped it from reaching it.
ââŠI really hate the sky.â
*
To fail.
What did it mean to fail?
Did failure come from not achieving a desired goal or outcome? Or did it simply mean to be not good enough?
In hindsight, it was both.
Failure was the outcome that came from not being good enough.
It was also a measure of worth.
Worth came from how much someone was able to achieve. The more one failed, the lower their worth.
Pebble was well aware of this. And⊠it was because Pebble was well aware of it that it hurt.
Pebble was simply⊠not good enough.
Worthless.
It had known this since the very beginning, from the moment of its birth, when a fragile, insignificant human girl had trapped it with ease, to every futile attempt afterward to seize a new vessel.
Had there ever been a time when it had succeeded in something?
Even Julien didnât pay much attention to its skill, and always focused on other things.
Why was that�
Because it wasnât good enough.
Pebble had never really been bothered by any of this. There were many excuses for its failures. Why did it get trapped by a human? Well, it had just been born. It was young.
Why did Julien not learn its skill?
Well, he was busy. There were many other things he had to get done.
Why did it fail to evolve?
ââŠ.â
Pebble had excuses for a lot of things.
But this time�
Pebble couldnât find an excuse.
The more it tried to look for an excuse to justify its failure, the more Pebble realized there didnât exist one. There was no excuse. Just an explanation.
Not good enough.
PebbleâŠ
Was simply not good enough.
Despite everything that Julien had gone through in order to help, Pebble had still failed.
Pebble watched as the owl managed to evolve, leaving its empty shell and finally blooming for the entire world to see.
Pebble yearned to have a moment like that. It yearned to finally get rid of its cursed shell and bloom before the entire world.
To reach the sky.
ButâŠ
Pebble was a failure.
No, it wasnât a failure.
Pebble was just⊠not good enough.
To fail once could be forgiven. But to fail again and again, without end⊠that was enough proof of its worth.
Pebble had no worth.
âŠAnd what use was there for someone that was worthless?
Swoosh, swooshâ!
The space before them warped, and several arrows appeared.
Pebble raised its paw, locating the arrow as it pressed down.
The gravity shifted, and several of the arrows stopped. HoweverâŠ
Bang!
âUkhâŠ!â
Some still managed to pass through.
Julienâs groans resounded as he took several steps back, blood dripping down from the side of his mouth as he struggled to hold the sword in his hands.
*Hum*
A low humming sound echoed shortly after.
The space warped, and countless more arrows erupted from every direction. They pressed in without pause, relentlessly and in such a way that it felt suffocating, leaving no room to breathe.
âNo, I canât let them in!â
Pebble could sense that the situation was turning even worse. Without hesitation, Pebble pressed its paw down once more, trying its best to make sure that no arrow passed.
So long as it did its job, then Julien wouldnât have a problem.
The cat understood that it was the last defensive barrier that Julien needed.
Failure meant Julienâs failure.
It had to prove its worth!
âI donât want to fail. I canât fail. Iâve already failed too many times. Something⊠Please. Let me be good at something!â
The cat roared in its mind.
Its roar was powerful.
It was grand.
It was majestic.
But it was also⊠in its mind.
Bangâ!
âAkhâ!â
A scream left Julienâs lips as his entire body started to tremble, and a couple of arrows lodged themselves in his body. His body shook, and blood seeped down from every part of his body.
âH-humanâŠâ
Pebbleâs voice shook.
Pebble blankly stared at the sky.
Towards the cage that trapped it. If it could just flyâŠ
Everything.
It was⊠its fault.
If it just wasnât so incompetent
If it just⊠wasnât such a failure.
âKph!â
Groaning, Julien raised his head and stared ahead. With his sword lodged on the ground, he continued to glare at his three opponents.
He could see several orbs within their bodies. They were growing in size, and he could feel that they were rushing to end things. They, too, were running thin on mana.
His grip of the sword tightened.
âIâm close. Iâm almost done.â
Julien stared at the blood leaking onto the ground.
He forced a smile while staring at it.
At this moment, Julien could end things if he wanted. He could fully use the fifth level of emotive magic and fight on par with them.
But this wasnât something that he wanted.
This wasnât his stage.
It had never been.
âJust a little more. I need to do a little moreâŠâ
The stage was almost set, but there was still something that he needed to do.
ButâŠ
ââŠ.â
Right as he began to move, he realized that his arms were heavy. So heavy that he was struggling to move them up. Was Pebble doing something?
Julien slowly turned his head and stared at the cat.
It was there that he noticed a couple of orbs.
A blue and a red one.
Sadness and anger.
Julien blinked slowly before looking at the cat. One look at its expression was all he needed to know what was happening.
In that moment, the weight that seemed to be pressing down on him from all sides seemed to vanish, and in its place was a smile as he looked back at his three opponents. All it took was one look for Julien to realize what Pebble was thinking.
âWhat a silly catâŠâ
He couldnât help but laugh as he looked ahead.
He was also reminded of a certain past. One involving a certain owl.
âIsnât it strangeâŠ?â
He spoke softly, his words quietly reaching the cat.
Strange?
The cat slowly raised its head.
âWhat is strange?â
Instead of responding, Julien simply took in his surroundings. The rustle of the trees, the damp earth beneath his feet, the distant chirp of insects, the faint ripple of a nearby stream, and the whisper of wind through the branches. His eye flickered, and the world around him seemed to slow.
Pebble felt it too.
But only for a brief moment.
âHow the world shifts when we shift how we look at it.â
The cat blinked its eyes slowly.
Julienâs smile turned even softer as he looked ahead.
It was time.
Swooosh!
An arrow materialized from thin air. Julien raised his hand, but it was useless as it pierced right at his shoulder. He didnât make a sound.
He just accepted it. He couldâve avoided it, but decided not to.
He was using his body to build the stage.
To buildâŠ
The ramp.
Pebbleâs face shook.
âWhyâŠâ
âPain⊠can be suffering, or growth.â
The human spoke, his voice weaker than before. And yet, there was a certain firmness to it that prevented it from shaking.
His gaze remained firm as he looked ahead. Trying his best to raise his sword, he looked prepared for the next attack.
âFire can be destruction or growth. A rainy day can bring forth gloom, or it can look like the most well-crafted painting. Silence⊠changes depending on how you feel. From peace to loneliness. All of it⊠just depends on how you see things.â
Pebble paused.
Where was the human going with this? What was he saying all of this nonsense for?
Now was not the time for this.
âWhat does thisââ
âCoughâŠ!â
Coughing, Julienâs body wobbled as he looked ahead. âSomething shifts when you stop trying to prove yourself. When you stop measuring your worth by how much you give, fix, or achieve. Suddenly, you realize that thereâs much more to the world than achievemâ!â
Xiu! Xiu!
âHum⊠Julien!â
Even more arrows appeared, stabbing at his back.
His face went considerably pale as he stumbled forward before smacking the sword down and using it to support himself.
âHaa⊠HaaâŠâ
With his hand shaking, he smiled.
âYou called me by my name for the first time.â
âIâŠâ
Pebbleâs face changed.
This wasnât the first time the cat had seen the humanâs stubbornness.
This was an all too familiar scene.
Even in the most desperate of times. Even in death. Even in⊠failure. He continued.
âWhyâŠ?â
Pebble looked at the distance. Towards the people. They were all looking at him with contempt and resignation.
It was over.
The cat could see it.
They could see it.
So why�
Why was he still struggling in failure?
âL⊠life doesnât changeâ!?â
Swoosh!
Julienâs face turned pale as he took a step back. Another arrow pierced his leg. Blood dripped down.
He was on the verge of losing.
The entire world seemed to feel it.
ââŠThe only thing that changes is you.â
Thud!
Julien clutched onto his shirt as his knee buckled to the ground.
Pebble could see he was on his last leg.
And yetâ
âYou were just too busy thinking about success to notice.â
He continued to speak.
âBut when you pause.â
Julien paused.
His eye flickered.
The world slowed down once more.
In that moment, it almost felt as though everything around them disappeared.
What was left behind was just the silence of the world.
âBreathe.â
He took a breath.
ââŠAnd look.â
He raised his head.
Not towards the incoming attacks. But towards the sky.
The big blue sky.
âThe mundane becomes beautiful.â
A smile marred his lips.
And as he did, he mumbled,
âIsnât it strange just how much beauty hides in plain sight? Waiting for us to look at it differently?â
Something changed when Pebble heard the humanâs words.
It raised its head and looked up at the sky.
The big blue sky.
For once, it looked at the sky differently.
Not as a cage, but as something beautiful.
From the clouds that constantly shifted in the air to the sun that shone right beside it.
The catâs mouth opened as its gaze grew blank.
Julien chuckled, his voice growing hoarse.
ââŠBeauty isnât something you should be scared of.â
He raised his hand to display a certain egg.
âItâs something that you should embrace.â
Pebbleâs mind stirred as Julien tossed the egg in the air.
âThe sky isnât a cage.â
He mumbled, his voice growing weaker.
âItâs the opposite.â
He took a deep breath.
âItâs freedom.â
Pebbleâs mind grew blank.
It stared at the flying egg.
Freedom?
âYes.â
But can I be free?
âOf course you can.â
Me? A failure?
âThe greatest of failures.â
ButâŠ
âJust look.â
Pebble stared at the sky.
The big sky.
âTruly look at it. Not as a cage, but as something else.â
Something else�
The catâs eyes shook. For the first time, it stared at the sky properly.
From the pure azure sky to the golden sun shining over the clouds, carried along by the gentle breeze that followedâŠ
Pebble truly looks at the sky for the first time.
And as it did, it couldnât help but mumble,
âItâs⊠beautiful.â
Pebbleâs gaze drifted towards the egg.
âReach for it.â
Julien mumbled, pulling the egg closer to it.
By now, the cat didnât seem to notice how the world appeared to have slowed down for the two of them, and how Julienâs face was paling by the second.
It just stared at the egg.
The source of its failure.
ââŠStop measuring your worth by how much you achieve.â
âYou donât need to earn your place in this world through achievements.â
âYou are already worthy.â
SoâŠ
âFly.â
You are enough.
Julien paused. In that moment, staring at the little cat, a certain owl appeared in his mind. While the two were different, they were so similar. One wanted to bloom, and the other wanted to fly.
He was well aware of it.
And he took it upon himself to build a stage for the two of them.
To bloom, and toâŠ
âFly.â
âŠThe world grew silent after that.
It was silence that lasted a split second before Pebble looked up at the sky. The blue cage that seemed to trap him was no longer there.
Instead, all it saw was an endless blue.
Thatâs when Pebble realized.
The skyâŠ
It was no cage.
No.
It was something else.
It wasâŠ
Its area.
Yeah.
Itâs territory.
No, more.
ItâsâŠ
Domain.
A change occurred from that point forward. Pebble faded, and the egg in the sky started to crack. A terrifying pressure emerged shortly after. One that seemed to completely take over the surroundings as everyone paused.
âWhatâs happening?â
âWhere is thisâŠ!?â
Everyoneâs face paled at the pressure.
How could they not?
After all, this was no simple pressure.
This was a dragonâs pressure.
âRoooooooooooar!â
A roar pierced the sky.
One that shook the entire world.
And one that marked the transformation of a cat into a dragon.
That day,
Julien reached the seventh tier.
But more importantlyâŠ
.
.
.
In the stage known as the sky.
A dragon flew.
A big and large dragon.
One whose entire presence consumed the world.
Fly.
This was the name of Pebbleâs act.