Ludger exhaled slowly through his nose. The Regent wanted loyalty because Lionsguard had allies beyond his reach. The Regent wanted titles because titles were chains you thanked him for.
And now Ludger had one more reason to refuse, because the cost wasnât just rails and politics.
It was
Eclaire.
A walking complication the Regent would absolutely notice the moment Lionsguard stopped being âborder trashâ and became âimperial nobility.â
Ludgerâs eyes narrowed into a squint, the tell he hated having.
âAnnoying,â he muttered, and it wasnât clear whether he meant the Regent, Torvares, or the fact that the world kept trying to force him into choices where every option tasted like poison.
Then he turned away from the labyrinth entrance, already thinking about contingencies. If the Empire came closer, Lionfang needed to get quieter.
And if Torvares was playing a deeper game⊠Ludger would have to decide whether he was a shield. Or just another hand reaching for the leash. When Ludger got home, the house was too quiet.
Not the peaceful kind of quiet. The kind where the air felt heavy because everyone had already said the important things and now they were waiting for the consequences to arrive.
He stepped into the dining room and found them there. Elaine and Arslan sat across from each other at the table, a candle burning low between them. No food. No cups. Just the faint smell of wax and the cold trace of road dust that Arslan still carried like a curse.
The twins were already asleep, he could feel it more than hear it. The house had that softened stillness it got when the babies were finally down and nobody wanted to breathe too loudly in case the world noticed.
Elaineâs expression was serious. Arslanâs too. Theyâd already talked. Probably more than once.
Ludger stopped in the doorway for half a heartbeat, took in the scene like it was a tactical briefing, then did the only sensible thing when walking into a room full of adults whoâd decided something without you.
He raised both arms, palms out, as if surrendering to an invisible enemy.
âAlright,â Ludger said. âTell me your decision, Mother. Weâll obey.â
Elaineâs eyes didnât soften. If anything, they got sharper.
âStop joking around,â she said.
Ludger blinked once. Arslan made a small sound in the back of his throat that mightâve been a laugh if he hadnât looked so tired. Elaine leaned forward slightly, elbows near the table, voice low enough it wouldnât carry to the twinsâ room.
âAs much as that idea seems pretty good for me,â she continued, tone flat, âIâm not interested in you turning this into a comedy so you donât have to say what youâre thinking.â
Ludgerâs arms slowly lowered. He didnât flinch. He didnât argue. He just looked at her, calm and attentive in the way he got when he realized the room wasnât going to let him hide behind dry humor. Elaine held his gaze like she could read him through stone.
âSit,â she said.
Arslan gestured to the chair beside him. Ludger sat.
And the moment he did, the weight of the decision settled on the table between them like another candle, one that didnât give light, only heat.
Elaine didnât speak right away.
She looked at Ludger the way she always did when things got real, like she wasnât just seeing her son, but the edges of the world pressing in around him. Then her gaze shifted to Arslan, and in that glance alone she acknowledged the miles heâd walked, the insults heâd swallowed, and the way âpolite negotiationâ in the capital was just another kind of fight.
âI understand the situation,â she said finally, voice steady and low.
No panic. No dramatics. Just clarity.
âThe Empire wants powerful allies,â Elaine continued. âAnd more importantly, it wants leverage over those allies.â She tapped a finger lightly on the table, once. âTitles, land, protection, those arenât gifts. Theyâre handles. Something to grab when we start pulling in a direction they donât like.â
Ludger watched her without blinking.
Elaineâs eyes returned to him. âAnd you want freedom,â she said. Not accusing. Just stating fact. âYou want Lionsguard to stay able to choose its own battles, its own allies, its own pace. You donât want to swear loyalty today and wake up a year from now with a new Regent, new ministers, and a new set of âinterpretationsâ that suddenly make you obligated to do things you never agreed to.â
Ludgerâs mouth tightened slightly. She wasnât guessing. She was
reading
.
Elaine turned her head toward Arslan. âAnd I know you donât like the idea either,â she said. âBeing tied down by the Empire. Being dragged into their courts and councils.â
Arslan didnât interrupt. He didnât need to.
Elaineâs tone sharpened by a hair. âEspecially when nobles have looked down on adventurers for pretty much forever. They call you useful when they need you, and crude when they donât. They want your sword, your labor, your risk⊠but they donât want to sit at your table unless they can pretend theyâre doing charity.â
Arslanâs jaw flexed once, the old bitterness there. Not loud. Just present. Elaine looked back at Ludger, and her expression softened, not into weakness, but into something more dangerous.
Choice.
âIâm not blind to the benefits,â she said. âA title means stability. It means papers that make it harder for someone to hurt us quietly. It means if someone tries, the Empire
has
to care, because it becomes a political incident.â
Her eyes flicked, briefly, toward the hall that led deeper into the house, toward where the twins slept. Then back to the table.
âBut Iâm also not blind to the cost,â she said. âBecause once youâre inside their structure, you donât get to pretend youâre just a border family anymore. You become part of their game. And their game has rules written by people who believe they own the board.â
Silence settled again. Elaine inhaled, slow, and then said the one thing neither Ludger nor Arslan had expected to hear so cleanly.
âIâm fine either way.â
Arslan blinked. Ludgerâs eyes narrowed a fraction. Elaine didnât flinch under either reaction.
âAs long as both of you agree on the plan,â she continued, voice calm and absolute, âIâll follow you. I wonât sabotage it. I wonât split the house. I wonât make this into a battle between father and son.â
Her gaze pinned them both.
âBut you
do
need to agree,â she said. âBecause if you donât, then the Empire doesnât need to trap us. Weâll trap ourselves.â
Arslan exhaled slowly, like heâd been holding his breath for permission to breathe.
Ludger sat very still, taking in her words the way he took in enemy movements, carefully, memorizing the shape. Elaineâs expression didnât change, but her voice softened just enough to remind them that this wasnât a council meeting. This was a family.
âI can live with risk,â she said. âIâve lived with it since the day you decided to create the guild.â Her eyes slid to Ludger. âAnd since the day you decided the world would bend, even if it didnât want to.â
A pause.
âI just refuse to live with
division,
â Elaine finished. âSo decide together. Then we move.â
Ludger felt a small, genuine relief at Elaineâs words. It was clean. It was fair. It meant he wouldnât have to fight a battle at home while an Empire leaned on the door. For a heartbeat, that was enough.
Then the meaning of what sheâd said finished settling in.
As long as both of you agree.
Ludgerâs relief thinned into something sharper. Because agreement wasnât automatic.
Because Arslan had come back tired and troubled, and tired men didnât look that way unless they were carrying a decision they didnât like but couldnât dismiss. Ludgerâs eyes slid to his father.
Arslanâs expression was tight, jaw set, gaze slightly unfocused like he was still seeing the capitalâs marble halls and smiling mouths. Like the Regentâs âreasonable toneâ had left fingerprints on his thoughts.
Ludger sat up straighter.
âDad,â he said, voice even. âDo you think this is a good deal?â
Arslan didnât answer.
Ludger didnât push, yet. He watched.
Arslanâs fingers shifted on the table, rubbing thumb against knuckle. His shoulders were tense in a way they werenât when he was facing bandits or monsters. This was a different kind of discomfort. The kind that came from being forced to choose between pride and safety.
Ludger narrowed his eyes slightly.
âEven if they donât give us unrestricted access to all the labyrinths,â Ludger continued, âeven the sealed ones in the Empire?â
Arslanâs mouth tightened. Still no answer. Seconds passed. Long enough that the candle crackled. Elaine didnât interrupt. She just watched Arslan with the patient sharpness of someone who already knew he was fighting himself.
Arslan finally shifted in his chair, uncomfortable, and exhaled slowly through his nose.
âIâŠâ he began, then stopped.
His eyes moved to the side, not meeting Ludgerâs. Not avoiding him out of shame, avoiding him because if he met his sonâs stare too early, heâd say the wrong thing.
He swallowed. Then, at last, he spoke.
âAfter thinking about it all this time,â Arslan said, voice low and rough, âand on the way back from the capitalâŠâ
He paused again, as if the words were heavier than they shouldâve been.
ââŠI can understand Torvaresâ point of view now.â
Ludger went still. Because that wasnât an answer. Not yet. But it was the first crack in the wall. Ludgerâs eyes narrowed, not in anger, in focus.
âWhat do you mean by that?â he asked.
Arslan didnât answer immediately. He inhaled, slow, like he was bracing his ribs against something invisible, then let the breath out and forced his shoulders to unclench.
He gathered his thoughts the way he gathered a blade: deliberately, carefully, without letting emotion make the grip sloppy.
âIf it were twenty years ago,â Arslan said, voice rough with honesty, âI wouldâve spat on their marble floor.â
Ludger didnât react. He just listened.
âI wouldâve looked those nobles in the eye, laughed at their âoffers,â and walked out,â Arslan continued. âBack then, that wouldâve been the right answer. Back then, I had pride and a sword and nothing else that could be taken from me.â
His gaze flicked toward the hallway, toward where the twins slept, and when it returned to the table, it wasnât weaker. It was heavier.
âBut now I have a family,â Arslan said. âI have your mother. I have the twins. I have youââ his jaw tightened as if he hated admitting that Ludger belonged on the list of things he worried about, ââand I have a town full of people who think Lionsguard is the thing keeping the world from swallowing them.â
He rubbed his thumb against his knuckle again, the same small motion heâd done since Ludger was little, back when worry had been simpler.
âAntagonizing the Empire isnât a good idea,â Arslan said. âNot this one. Not
now.
â
Ludgerâs gaze sharpened, but he didnât interrupt.
Arslan leaned forward slightly. âEven if this Empire is smaller than the one that came before,â he said. âEven if itâs just⊠the smallest version of a much larger structure from the past, clinging to old traditions and wearing old crowns.â
He exhaled through his nose.
âItâs still an Empire,â he said. âStill organized. Still layered. Still full of people whose entire job is making sure anyone who says ânoâ regrets it slowly and legally.â
Ludgerâs fingers tightened around his own forearm, the only sign he was resisting a response.
Arslan kept going, because he needed Ludger to understand
why
Torvaresâ advice had started making sense in his head.
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