The tunnels didnât change much.
Stone. Rune-light. The wagonâs steady roll. The faint vibration in the bench under Ludgerâs hands as the runic drive pulled them forward like a patient beast.
Ludger kept his focus on the path, guiding the wagon through turns and junctions that only existed because heâd carved them into the earth himself. It was almost comforting, control. Predictable terrain. No eyes in the dark unless he allowed it.
Which was why he noticed it instantly when something
shifted
behind him. Not sound. Mana. Kaelaâs.
A thin, clean layer of wind gathered around the rear bench, so subtle most people wouldâve mistaken it for the wagonâs natural draft. But Ludger didnât miss mana signatures. Heâd learned to read them the way other people read expressions.
A barrier. Not defensive. Not thick. Just⊠private.
He didnât turn fully. I didn't need to. His eyes flicked to the side, catching the edge of it in the rune-light, air bending like heat haze, cutting off whispers the way a curtain cut off sight.
Kaela had moved closer to Viola and Luna. Ludger shot them a look over his shoulder, the kind that asked
What are you doing?
without wasting a single word.
Kaela met his eyes. Then she winked. And lifted a finger to her lips.
Shh.
Ludgerâs eyebrows twitched.
Not because he was surprised she could do it, Kaela could do plenty, but because sheâd done it like she owned the wagon.
Like she owned
his
mission.
He faced forward again, jaw tight, and told himself he didnât care. Two minutes passed. Then Kaela dismissed the barrier like it had never existed. The air snapped back to normal. The tunnelâs stale breeze returned. She leaned forward slightly, voice carrying just enough to reach the front.
âItâs girlâs talk,â Kaela said, casual as a tavern afternoon.
Viola made a pleased little sound, like that explanation was a shield. Luna didnât react, but her eyes were bright with quiet satisfaction.
Ludger stared ahead. ââŠâ
Kaela turned her head, looking past Ludger toward Shera. âYou want to join?â
Shera lounged in her seat like she was made of comfort, hands behind her head, eyes half-lidded. She didnât even pretend to be offended.
âIâm fine,â Shera said, lips curling. âYou three can conspire without me.â
Kaela hummed like that was acceptable. Ludger finally spoke, voice flat and unamused.
âKaela,â he said, âyouâre tooâŠ.â
It almost came out before he could stop it.
A simple sentence. A factual observation. The kind of thing that would get a recruit smacked upside the head and a veteran laughed at.
Kaela didnât laugh.
She turned slowly, slow enough that Ludger felt the temperature in the wagon drop by a degree without any actual wind. Her smile was cold. Not angry. Not offended. JustâŠ
aware.
She didnât say a word. She didnât have to. She just looked at him like she could see exactly what had gone through his head the moment he decided to say it.
Ludgerâs mouth opened. He almost doubled down. Almost clarified. Almost tried to explain the intent like that mattered. Then he remembered, very clearly, that certain words were forbidden to use on women if you liked having skin.
He closed his mouth. Silence. Kaelaâs cold smile softened into something sharper, amused now, like sheâd successfully reminded him of a rule without needing to swing the stick.
Viola snorted from the back.
Lunaâs lips twitched. Maurien, eyes closed, let out a faint breath that mightâve been laughter if it hadnât been so miserably restrained.
Sheraâs grin widened, delighted. Kaela finally turned away, satisfied.
âGood,â she said lightly, as if theyâd just completed a lesson. âNow drive.â
Ludger stared forward, hands steady on the wagonâs controls, face blank. But his eyebrows twitched again anyway. Because he didnât like being taught rules he already knew.
And because, somewhere behind him, he could feel the girlsâ talk start back up in whispers the moment Kaela decided the wagon belonged to them again.
Renvar made a sound that was
almost
a cough.
Almost.
His shoulders started shaking, and he leaned forward like heâd suddenly discovered a very interesting knot in his own belt. One hand went to his stomach, the other braced on his knee, and the only reason the wagon didnât fill with laughter was because Renvar was biting down on it hard enough to leave teeth marks.
Ludger watched him from the corner of his eye.
For a man whoâd fought pirates in a storm and watched men drown without blinking, Renvar was currently losing a battle against a joke.
Idiot,
Ludger thought.
Still hasnât grown as much as I hoped.
Renvar finally lost enough control to speak, voice strained and shaking.
âItâs justââ he wheezed, then cleared his throat like that would fix it. âDespite the fact your name stirs fear in the EmpireâŠâ
He paused, shoulders shaking again.
ââŠyouâre still a thirteen-year-old boy who doesnât know how to treat women properly, vice guild master.â
The words hung in the wagon like a thrown pebble. Viola made a satisfied sound in the back. Kaela didnât turn around, but Ludger could feel her amusement like a draft. Ludger stared forward, expression flat.
âI know,â he said.
No denial. No pride. No wounded ego. Just the fact.
âMy mother made sure to teach me enough,â Ludger continued, tone dry, ânot to become a womanizer like my father.â
The wagon went quiet for half a breath. Then Viola snorted so hard she nearly choked.
âHey,â Arslan wasnât here to protest, but the spirit of offense hovered anyway.
Renvar choked on another laugh, shoulders spasming. Ludger didnât care. He kept talking, because this was one of those rare subjects where honesty was cheaper than pretending.
âEven if I had the time,â Ludger said, âwhich I donât⊠fooling around is out of the question. Looking for girlfriends left and right is close to suicide when your mother spent years suffering because of a runaway fling.â
His voice didnât harden with anger.
It hardened with
memory.
Not even his own Elaineâs. The kind of pain that got passed down like an heirloom nobody wanted. Renvarâs laughter died down into a quiet, guilty wheeze. Kaelaâs wind shifted faintly, like sheâd turned slightly to listen without looking like she was listening.
From the side bench, Maurien finally opened his eyes.
He looked at Ludger for a second, then said, deadpan, âAt least that part of your life is normal.â
Ludger turned his head slowly, like he wasnât sure heâd heard correctly.
âHow is that normal?â Ludger asked.
Maurienâs mouth twitched. Not quite a smile. More like the shadow of one.
âYour fear,â Maurien said, voice calm as a lake with something dead at the bottom, âof your overprotective mother.â
Ludger stared at him. Renvar let out a small, broken sound that mightâve been laughter returning, or mightâve been him trying not to. Violaâs eyes gleamed with the kind of joy only a big sister could feel when someone else was being bullied for once.
Ludgerâs gaze drifted forward again, back to the tunnel, back to the mission, back to the cold certainty that the sea didnât care about any of this.
âGreat,â Ludger muttered.
Maurien leaned back, closing his eyes again like heâd delivered wisdom and was now done with social interaction. Renvar finally straightened, wiping at the corner of one eye as if heâd been coughing too hard.
âYouâll figure it out,â Renvar said, still amused. âOr you wonât. Either way, the Empire will still be afraid.â
Ludger didnât respond. Because the Empire wasnât what scared him. Not really. The thing that scared him was a woman in his home who could look at him once, say nothing, and make him feel like heâd committed a crime against common sense.
And the worst part? Maurien was right. That was⊠normal.
Ludger let the laughter and the teasing burn itself out like a small fire in a stone bowl.
The wagon kept rolling. The tunnel kept narrowing and widening in familiar patterns. The rune-light kept sliding over faces like pale water.
Valk sat quiet through all of it, straight-backed, hands resting loosely on his knees, eyes half-lidded like he was meditating inside a moving wagon full of idiots.
Shera, too, had gone still again, watching the ceiling stones pass overhead with the relaxed patience of someone whoâd seen enough chaos to choose when to care. Ludger glanced at them, then exhaled. He turned just enough to address them without fully giving up the front.
âSorry,â Ludger said. âMy guild members are⊠noisy.â
Renvar made a strangled sound behind him, somewhere between
offended
and
trying not to laugh again.
Kaela didnât react. Viola looked smug. Luna looked entertained. Maurien looked like he was asleep but was absolutely listening.
Valk opened his eyes fully and regarded Ludger with calm focus.
âI donât live alone because I hate liveliness,â Valk said. His voice was steady, unhurried, like a teacher correcting a mistaken assumption. âI live alone because I seek enlightenment every day.â
Ludger blinked once. Then he nodded, accepting that like it was a statement about weather.
âI understand,â Ludger said. âThen⊠apologies again. Because on this trip, you wonât get much enlightening silence.â
Valkâs mouth twitched, almost a smile, but restrained, the way his whole existence seemed restrained.
âSilence,â Valk said, âis not always the absence of sound.â
Ludger stared forward again. That sounded like wisdom. It also sounded like something that would get Renvar punched if he tried to say it in the wrong room.
Shera leaned in slightly, amused.
âAnd I live alone,â Shera said, âmostly because moving elsewhere is too troublesome.â
She said it like it was the simplest explanation in the world.
âBesides,â she added, eyes brightening with genuine interest now, âIâm curious about this sea beast.â
Ludger nodded once. âFair.â
Then, as the words settled, something tight pulsed in his forehead. A vein began to throb.
He felt it before he consciously acknowledged it, like his body recognized the pattern his mind was trying not to.
Curious about the sea beast.
Which meant theyâd been told.
Which meant⊠Ludgerâs gaze hardened, not outward, but inward, running back through the morning in fast, clean steps.
Arslan talking with Kharnek. Arslan inviting Valk and Shera. Arslan
mentioning
the mission.
And if Arslan had mentioned it⊠Ludger closed his eyes for half a second, breathed in through his nose, and breathed out slowly.
Dad spread info about that as well.
He opened his eyes. The vein kept throbbing. Maybe it hadnât been an accident.
Maybe Arslan had used it. Not maliciously. Not as a trap. But as a lure, dangling the promise of danger and novelty in front of two people who lived alone and claimed they didnât care about liveness.
A lure to bring capable hands into the fold without having to argue with Ludger about it first. Ludgerâs jaw tightened. He kept his eyes on the tunnel. He kept driving. But the thought stayed there, tapping at the inside of his skull like a knuckle on stone.
Maybe he used that to lure Valk and SheraâŠ
Ludger didnât say it out loud. He didnât need to. The ocean already had enough hooks waiting. He didnât need to add family politics to the list.
Still⊠That vein in his forehead didnât stop throbbing.
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