Ch.101 Apostle of the Goddess of War
Sion tried to imagine his masterâs emotions.
Poisonous rage would be welling up from deep within his heart, seeping into his brain.
Who needed rationality at a time like this?
âIf I were in his place, I wouldnât be able to just sit still either.â
As if resonating with that thirst for revenge, a sharp, blade-honing sound rang from the mind sharpened with killing intent.
Every time he thought about it, murderous intent surged.
Sion tightly shut his eyes.
Thinking of his master made his chest ache.
He wanted to splash cold water on his face to clear his mind.
The place where everything was entangledâSeongguk.
Only by resolving matters there could Elim finally achieve true independence.
Or, perhaps, be recognized as a member of the Round Table.
âPersonally, thatâs not a choice Iâm particularly drawn to.â
Sion decided to stop thinking here. The rest was no longer his responsibility.
It was entirely up to the will of the Goddess of War.
In any case, Sion took the situation of Garfennâs imprisonment very seriously.
It was clearly dangerous.
Causing chaos in Seongguk would be problematic.
And going to seek revenge on the Apostle of Darkness would be even worse.
The image of his master losing didnât come easily to mind. Even if Garfenn fought Lagan, Sion would bet on his masterâs victory.
Howeverâ
There was that one in a million chance.
The opponent was an absolute powerhouse, ranked among the top three of the Evil Gods.
His cruelty was beyond human comprehension.
There was no way to predict what methods he might use in an attack. The variable Sion feared most was precisely that.
The Evil God knew no honor, and his apostle would not fight fairly either.
Thatâs why he had to be stopped.
Even if it wasnât the best option, fighting at a disadvantage was unacceptable.
Revenge had to be carried out perfectly.
It couldnât be done recklessly in a fit of rage.
Just as Sion had sworn he would kill the ones who murdered his family and fulfilled that promise half a year later.
Sion asked for confirmation.
âAre they detaining him for protective reasons?â
âYes.â
âI suppose I should be relieved.â
âFor now? You need to go and stop him. If he loses his mind and starts rampaging, even he might⊠die.â
âI understand what you mean.â
The objective became clear.
Stop Garfenn and pass the trial of Seongguk.
Now that the forces of the Evil God were becoming increasingly overt, the cults of the Round Table would gradually begin to feel the necessity of the War Cult.
Who stood to lose more?
When thought deeply, it was obvious.
There was a reason they were now accepting the appointment of the priestess and pretending to be cooperative.
âSeongguk alone cannot suppress the Evil Godâs forces.â
Even if it were possible, the cost in blood would be too high.
Their pride had already risen to its peak.
The high-ranking, rigid, and hypocritical members of the Round Table wouldnât willingly make their hands bloody with sacrifice.
Thus, they intended to use the War Cult as a weapon of war.
Knowing this, Sion still had no choice but to accept.
It was an uncomfortable coexistence.
Yet it was also a situation both Achille and Sion desperately desired.
As the scale of war expanded, Sion could quickly accumulate achievements.
He would grow stronger as fast as possible, making it impossible for them to ever use the War Cult again.
No.
So that they would kneel before him insteadâŠ
âI hold the negotiation card.â
It all depends on Sion.
He had to keep that in mind.
âSion.â
Bishop Gustein spoke.
His tone was unusually serious.
He looked up with utterly exhausted, hollow eyes.
âI entrust him to you. Youâre the only one who can bring him back safely.â
âDonât worry. Iâll bring Master back to Elim with me.â
Gusteine gave a faint smile.
It was the kind of smile that came from recalling something quite happy.
âHe deserves some happiness now, doesnât he? With his wife and child.â
Thatâs right.
There was Anna.
And inside her wombâŠ
Sion slowly nodded his head.
Garfenn had another choice. He could start anew.
He could bury the past and look toward the future.
People must move forward.
Thatâs how they live.
To remain stuck in the past is no different from being dead.
âTell that bastard to snap out of it and come back quietly.â
An old soldier must survive.
He must end his quest for revenge and penance.
He must find peace and spend his remaining years in tranquility.
Hopefully, Garfenn would find happiness.
âYes. Leave it to me.â
Gustein secretly clenched his fist tightly.
He was almost there.
Happiness was right before his eyes.
After a full thirty yearsâServing the Goddess, sacrificing his own life, running this entire time.
He should have broken long ago.
Now, all that remained was to part ways with the life of a puppet, forcibly patched together and kept moving.
âLet the future be entrusted to the young ones, my friend.â
***
It was the night before setting off to Seongguk with the Holy Sword Brigade.
For Elim, which had been walking on the edge of a blade, a brief moment of peace had arrived.
The immediate crisis had passed, and it was time to regain stability.
Elim had suffered no direct damage, and there were no injuries.
In fact, having repelled the Wisdom Cult without shedding a single drop of blood only raised their reputation further.
Around this time, influential traders from the western islands beyond Foils began making contact.
Sion, deep into the night, was observing and refining the insights and inspirations he had gained from meeting Arwen and Lagan within his mental domain.
Until someone came to him, he maintained an extreme level of concentration, as if dwelling within the universe itself.
Knock knock.
âBig brother, itâs me. Can I come in?
A voice that sounded somehow damp, like it had been soaked in water. It was Ruina.
âYeah.â
Creeeak.
Ruina came in wearing her nightgown.
Her movements were slightly more cautious than usual.
Like a cat, perhaps.
âWhat? Canât sleep?â
âYeah.â
âCan I lie down next to you?â
Not long ago, they had shared a bed inside a cold prison. It was a request that shouldnât have felt strange at all.
But, for some reasonâŠ
Lately, Ruina was different.
She treated Sion not as a younger sister, but as a woman.
Sion wasnât unaware of this.
âI didnât know how fast Master and Anna were progressing.â
In any case, lately, being around Ruina wasnât as easy as it used to be.
Ruina was shaping their relationship this way.
Still, Sion kept repeating to himself, âSheâs my sister. Sheâs Ruina.â and brushed it aside.
But today, the atmosphere was odd.
Somehow, he didnât feel he could easily brush it off.
From her clothes emanated a sweet, warm scent. Her hair was wet, as if she had just bathedâŠ
âSheâs made her move.â
Sionâs thoughts stuttered. He could barely get words out.
âYeah, lie down.â
Sion said, lying on the side closer to the wall. Ruina silently climbed onto the bed like a cat, moving close to the wallâso close that she could smell the scent from the top of his head.
âRuinaâŠ?â
âHm?â
She calmly turned the question back at him.
âYouâre too close.â
âWeâre close, right? Weâre that kind of relationship.â
âThatâs not what I mean.â
Ruina ignored Sionâs words, slipping into his arms.
Thump thump thumpâŠ
No matter how much self-control he exerted, Sion couldnât stop his heart from pounding.
âYou damn heart!â
Ruina giggled.
âBig brother, why is your heart beating so fast?â
âYouâre suffocating me.â
âAre you nervous?â
âWhat are you talking about, kid?â
Sion had no resistance against Ruina teasing him. He never had, even from the beginning.
Recently, the intensity had sharply increased, making it hard to keep his mind clear.
âThis time too⊠will it take a long time?â
âHuh? Yeah, probably.â
Ruina sighed, still nestled in his arms.
âIt feels like I barely get to see you.â
âIâm sorryâŠâ
Sion truly felt guiltyâhe didnât feel worthy of facing his siblings.
Even when he wanted to help Set with his training, he barely had time.
The same went for tending to Kailiâs condition.
Lately, Kaili herself spent more time in Elim Forest, adjusting her body with divine power.
Marquisin, the doctor, was busy, so his time with Sion had also decreased.
âThe longer weâre apart, the more distant we feel.â
Sion lightly slapped Ruinaâs backâgently, so it wouldnât hurt.
âWhat are you saying? That could never happen.â
âI just feel that way.â
âI know youâre feeling neglected⊠but I alsoââ
âLetâs have a baby?â
Sionâs words were instantly cut off.
âWhaâwhat?â
Among all the possible things he had imagined Ruina might say, this wasnât on the list.
It was completely out of the blue. Ruina was the only person in the world capable of tearing through Sionâs deep, solid heart.
âI was jealous of Sister Anna.â
ââŠâ
âEven when sheâs far from her lover, she still carries his trace inside her. When she misses him or feels lonely, she touches her belly and finds comfort.â
âWhat kind of nonsense are you saying.â
Ruina turned her body with a soft sigh, shifting out of Sionâs arms to gaze at the ceiling.
âWeâre both adults. Isnât it about time we started a family?â
Sion had thought Ruina had decided to make a move today, but he never expected this.
âShe didnât just decideâsheâs aiming for the final blow!â
Sionâs vision went as dark as his mental domain.
âWhat do you think?â
Ruina turned her body and asked. Her brown eyes shimmered under the moonlight and starlight.
This was no joke.
Ruina had struggled greatly before confessing.
Her sincerity came through clearly.
To keep avoiding this would be disrespectful to Ruina.
Sion turned his body and lay down, staring at the ceiling.
âI⊠like you too.â
âWhat?â
âRuina, I like you. I still think of you more as a little sister⊠but if I were to get married, it would probably be you. I canât really imagine anyone else.â
Ruina rested her chin on Sionâs chest. Her excited breath brushed against his lips.
âReally? You really mean it?â
âHuh? Of course I do. Would I joke about something like this?â
Ruina made a mysterious, ethereal expression, then snuggled back into Sionâs arms.
âIâm glad.â
âGlad about what?â
âJust⊠that you see me as a woman too.â
âReally?â
âYou never showed it. I was the only one feeling anxious and all.â
If thatâs how she had felt until now, then her feelings were justified.
Still, as time passed, Ruinaâs actions had gradually seemed more flirtatious and womanly.
Sion could no longer delay.
He had to let go of the thought of her merely as a younger sister.
Ruina was a beautiful young woman.
âI just⊠Iâm cautious too. After all, the situation still isnât stable.â
âMm, I know.â
Ruina sat up. Sharak.
The sound of fabric brushing against skin tickled his ears.
He found himself hyper-aware of every single movement she made.
Ruina walked to the window.
Her silhouette in the moonlight looked exceptionally beautiful tonight.
Had Ruina always been this beautiful?
Innocent, yet cat-like and haughty.
And also, exquisitely lovely.
Without realizing it, Sion stared intently at Ruinaâs profile.
Then, suddenly, Ruina turned her head sharply.
âLetâs have a baby later.â
âHuh?â
âWhen things settle down. Then.â
âWas that for real?â
âIâm always sincere, big brother.â
From the moment Sion entered her life, the moment he rescued her from the hands of thieves, the moment he took the beating for her, the moment she saw his backâin all those moments, Ruina had been sincere.
âAlways.â
For the first time, Sion felt afraid of Ruina.
Until now, he had thought of her as just a noisy young girl.
But now he realized she had this side to her.
Sion felt he should perhaps be a bit more sincere too.
Not with a light heart.
He didnât want to hurt her.
âFrom now on⊠I need to be careful.â
âIt was at that very moment.
Ruinaâs face suddenly appeared right in front of Sionâs nose.
Smack.
The surprise attack happened before he could react.
Sion touched his lips in shock, stunned.
On his fingertipsâa long strand of saliva clung.
When he finally regained his senses, Ruina had already closed the door and left.
Only a lingering, sensual aftertaste remained.
âCrazyâŠâ
He couldnât even form coherent words.
It felt as if he had been enchanted by a fairy of the moon.
Gradually, Sion was becoming an adult too.
âŠâŠIt was winter.
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