Ch.115 Apostle of the Goddess of War
The belief that the Goddess of Light was omniscient, omnipotent, and eternally immortal was a misconception.
Even the Commander of the Holy Sword, who served Goddess Eru closest of all, had not realized this truth until now.
The footsteps of those who learned the worldâs truth were more powerless than ever before.
For the first time since deciding to become a monk serving the Light, his heart was broken.
He craved alcohol.
But nowhere in the Holy Kingdom could Lagan find the strong liquor he desired.
Thus, he staggered aimlessly across the Holy Kingdomâs plazaâ
âOh, Commander.â
He encountered Sion, who wore a face equally burdened with stories, wandering about.
âHeyââ
Lagan weakly raised his hand to greet him. Though they had met only recently, Sion felt unusually comforting today.
They walked naturally together and entered a quiet prayer room out of public sight.
A wide, open church.
On the front wall hung a statue of the Goddess of Light, showcasing masterful craftsmanship.
Sion and Lagan gazed at the statue and naturally sat side by side on chairs placed in the prayer room.
Lagan briefly clasped his hands and prayed.
Whether he was praying with eyes closed, or had simply fallen asleepâ
Sion, watching him, was confused.
Yet, he felt a peculiar impression.
âMaster is like this, and Lagan is like this too.â
Men who seemed most likely to be negative toward the Goddess were, in fact, the most devout.
Though their outward appearances and behaviors suggested otherwise, the faith sustaining them, the faith embodied in their flesh, was thick and sturdy.
Had they become strong because of their faith?
Or had they barely endured this harsh world, clinging precariously to faith alone?
âPerhapsâŠâŠâ
The two people Sion had encountered were still barely holding onâsurviving thus far, wounded and battered, clinging to a thread-thin strand of faith.
Having become a holy knight and endured hardship himself, Sion now understood.
Those called the strongest were, more than anyone, fragile humans.
âDid your conversation go well?â
Lagan asked abruptly.
When he had opened his eyes, he gazed at the statue with a melancholic expression.
It was a rare sight.
Though they hadnât known each other long, Sion sensed Laganâs mood was different from usual.
Sion also looked up at the statue and replied.
âWe didnât have enough time. There was so much I wanted to say.â
âHaha, you two have a good master-disciple relationship.â
âDoes Lagan have any disciples?â
Lagan snorted.
âI have one brat I suppose, but, wellâI havenât paid him enough attention to really call him my disciple.â
Sion recalled the person who always looked after Lagan closely. The two seemed very closeânot like master and servant, but more like uncle and nephew, or father and son.
âHe tries hard, but his talent is lacking.â
âHeâll shine someday.â
âHmm.â
Lagan made a strange sound and fell silent.
Silence flowed again.
This time, Sion initiated conversation.
âDid Lagan have a good talk too?â
âYou mean with our adorable Apostle?â
âHaha. Yes.â
Sion nodded readily.
Unconsciously, he found the Apostle of Light Naru cuteâlike a pretty next-door aunt who didnât act her age.
In any case, her behavior was as harmless as any elf could be.
Lagan chuckled softly and muttered.
âI crave alcohol.â
âWhy? Is something wrong?â
Sion asked proactively. His eyes widened slightly. He had never seen the Commander looking so troubled.
âHmm.â
Lagan groaned softly, then sighed deeply inwardly.
He still wasnât certain whether it was right to share the truth the Apostle had revealed with Sion.
Naru had said it was fine to tell himâor not to tell him.
âUsually, when someone says that, it means donât tell.â
The Commander couldnât decide whether it was right to obsess alone over such an important matter while excluding the very person most involved.
âItâll be a tiresome story.â
Yet Sion deserved to hear it. At minimum, he needed to know what situation the world currently faced.
After all, he too was a monk, a knight, and an apostle wielding a sword to save the world.
âWe had a discussion together before.â
Sion understood immediately. He turned his body toward the Commander.
âWhy traitors appeared in the Holy Kingdomâs gateway cities. Right?â
âYes. And there was that madwomanâs remark about the Goddess of Light weakening.â
ââŠâŠDid the Apostle provide an answer?â
âShe did.â
Laganâs voice turned profoundly serious. Not a trace of playfulness remained.
âItâs trueâthe Goddess of Light is losing her power.â
ââŠâŠ!â
Sometimes, such moments occur.
When the most absurd, worst-case scenario alone turns out to be true.
Why did that dreadful timing have to be now?
Sion and Lagan sighed simultaneously.
âWhatâs the problem?â
âProblem, problem.â
Lagan paused briefly to choose his words, then looked up once at the statue and stood frozen like a stone sculpture for a long time.
âItâs a problem that began with the birth of this world.â
Lagan continued in a low voice.
âWhere there is light, there is darkness. One cannot exist without the other. That is the principle of the world.â
Why, despite the existence of the Creator God and the Chief God, did Evil Gods and their followers persist?
Sion had long pondered this question himself. But he had never reached any conclusion.
It was a topic beyond human perspective, common sense, and understanding.
Sion set aside his previous thoughts and spoke.
âSo, as long as the Goddess of Light exists, the Evil God of darkness must also exist?â
âYou catch on quickly.â
It was a hypothesis he had somewhat anticipated.
Goddesses symbolizing and presiding over certain concepts.
The powers and laws born from them.
The proposition that darkness exists because light exists was an unchanging truth and law.
Even the Goddess of Light could not alter the myriad phenomena of the universe.
âSimply put, no matter how hard we strive, even if the Goddess herself personally exterminates them, the Evil God of darkness can never be completely annihilated.â
ââŠâŠThen, what exactly. Ah.â
Sion suddenly felt an overwhelming, inescapable terror.
As he traced back Laganâs words to grasp their true meaning, that terror emerged.
âDo you understand?â
âThat the Goddess of Lightâs power is weakeningââ
Lagan nodded painfully, with great difficulty.
âShe has chosen self-annihilation.â
Sionâs words were abruptly cut off.
He didnât even attempt to control his expression.
âSimultaneously with her annihilation, the heavenly gate, the celestial portal to the Round Table, will close. Humans will no longer be able to meet the Goddess.â
He opened his mouth, then covered it with his hand.
Not knowing what to do, he rolled his eyes.
He ran his hand through his hair, clenched and unclenched his fists.
He could only sigh deeply, repeatedly.
Lagan was no different.
The truth he had heard, even as blood seemed ready to burst from his eyes, nose, and mouth, was truly shocking.
Eru was in the process of self-annihilation.
She was suppressing her own power, erasing her existence.
For where there is no light, there can be no darkness.
The world.
Humanity.
Unbeknownst to them.
Was bidding farewell to the Goddess.
âI spent my life serving the Goddess. I navigated vast oceans using her will as my lighthouse.â
But now.
âI feel lost. I wonder if this is how a child feelsâleft utterly alone after parents depart.â
Sion now understood why the seemingly strong Lagan had collapsed.
Because in this world.
In our world.
It was utterly impossible to imagine a world without Goddesses.
Could any human truly accept such a possibility?
âThen. What about what comes after?â
Sion quickly regained composure and asked.
âWill the remaining Evil Gods naturally vanish too?â
âNo, not that.â
Lagan added.
âThat is humanityâs responsibility.â
ââŠâŠ.â
And they would leave behind someone strong enough to exterminate the remaining Evil God forces.
That was precisely the strongest sword the Goddess of War desired.
Achilleâs lifelong aspiration had, from the beginning, been arranged by Goddess Eru.
The reason Goddess of Wisdom, Menesia, after long contemplation, chose to nurture Sion was also the Chief Godâs arrangement.
Through innate wisdom, she had vaguely reached that conclusion and acted upon it unilaterally.
It was the purpose of existence bestowed upon the Goddesses by Eru, mother of all Goddesses.
Sionâs fate had been determined long ago.
Lagan did not speak the latter part.
He considered it too cruel.
If he voiced those words now, burdening Sion, he might break.
âI can only help him as far as my strength allows.â
Sion wore an almost deathly expression.
Even to him, it was too horrifying a story.
That light must vanish to completely eradicate evil.
The sanctity of the statue descended.
It encouraged those suffocating under the overwhelming sense of defeat filling the prayer room.
Sion and Laganâs eyes met in midair.
Lagan gazed at Sion with eyes full of regret.
Sion, too, pitied the Commander.
All were in the same situation.
They must prepare to bid farewell to the Goddess they had relied upon their entire lives. And prepare for the holy war to save humanity.
The world of the coming infants.
A tiny flame of survival ignites here, in a world where only humans remain.
Lagan stood up with a faint smile.
âSee you tomorrow, comrade of the future.â
ââŠâŠIs this information still a secret?â
âYes. The world isnât ready to accept it yet. Soon, the Priestesses and Apostles will know.â
With the instruction to remain silent for now, Lagan left the prayer room.
The empty prayer room.
Sion stared blankly at the statue of the Goddess of Light.
He had never found an expressionless statue so detestable.
Ultimately, what he sought was not the Chief God, but his own Goddess.
âGoddess Achille. Please show me the way.â
* * *
The next morning.
Waiting for Sion as he left his quarters were holy knights clad in platinum armor.
Without a word, they scrutinized Sion with eyes mixed with contempt and suspicion, then led him somewhere.
The place they finally arrived at was a massive circular stone chamber.
The inscription above the doorââHall of Repentanceââcaught the eye.
This was the place where, throughout the Holy Kingdomâs history, heretics and apostates were interrogated and their sins proclaimed to all under heaven.
The reason for bringing Sion specifically here was glaringly obvious.
âHah.â
Sion couldnât suppress a bitter laugh.
Led by the knights, he stepped inside the stone chamber.
The ceiling was impossibly high, exerting a crushing, oppressive pressure.
At the center of the floor stood a single platform for the accused, surrounded by high, tiered seats arranged like a circular amphitheater.
Already seated in those seats were over ten figures.
Cardinals dressed in pure white ceremonial robes embroidered with lavish golden patterns.
Each wore an aged, gaunt, and authority-filled face.
One stroked his chin beard with greasy fingers, another sneered while whispering to his neighbor, another didnât even glance at Sion, instead trimming his fingernails.
To them, Sion was invisible.
Only a contemptible novice from the arrogant and barbaric War Cult existed.
In one corner sat familiar faces.
Roben and Lagan, attending as witnesses.
Only they offered Sion a gentle nod.
As Sion was led by the knights to stand on the central platform, the eldest cardinal seated in the highest position struck the floor sharply with his cane.
The entire stone chamber resonated with a low hum at the sound.
The distracted elderly cardinals finally cleared their throats, shifting the atmosphere.
At last, the cardinal presiding over the judgment opened his mouth.
âSion of the War Cult. Before the trial, profess your loyalty and faith to the Goddess of Light.â
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