Perhaps the most frustrating thing about the situation was Emilia
knew
Boundary was going to tell her more, if only sheâd been able to stick around long enough for them to talk again.
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We can only be away so long,
⸠he had said, when they parted earlier that day. â¸
I will find another opportunity for us to speak soon.
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After the Risen Guard had more or less confirmed that the power bestowed on them by the heartcores causedâusually slowâpsychological damage, this being the primary reason most of the heartcores were now locked down, he had asked her a few questions about her own experiences. Apparently, he had been tasked with getting information out of her, and as long as she answered some of his questions, he would be allowed to take her out again.
When she had asked why they werenât talking in an interrogation room, he had told her the higher ups didnât want the wrong person overhearing her answers.
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There are spies in our organization, as Iâm sure you are aware.
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Unsurprisingly, the Stringer familyâs spy status was toast, and Emilia had been more than happy to supply some basic information about themâit's not like any of it was going to be of use to the Risen Guard. The Stringer Matriarch was a bitch. Key was nice, if also a pushover, but seemed to actually want to help the world. Skâlar was a sadist, as far as she could tell. Harmony had a problem controlling her temper. Rin was conflicted about the Risen Guard, after learning about its corruption.
And corruption it was. The things Key had said about women being killed by the Risen Guard for miscarriages or bleeding outside of their cycle? Another result of overseer corruption. Boundary had been irate to learn of these rumours and had promised to pass them along to the people who were supposed to be searching out corrupt overseers and Risen Guards. Emilia almost felt bad for them because Boundaryâeven in his normal, not magically created split personalityâcould definitely be terrifying. Almost.
Other than some basic information about the Stringers and the few other Enclave members and visitors sheâd run into, there wasnât much Emilia could give the man. It was at least enough that heâd been sure he could relay it to his superiors with promises that he knew she was holding information back and with a little pushing he could get it.
Mostly, the only information she was holding back was information about Zach and how much sheâd been fucking with her core. Given Boundary had fought her stalker, another visitor capable of using his core, she had assumed the Risen Guard would have known at least some visitors were capable of using their cores. She wasnât certain of this, however, and she was never given a chance to ask.
âWant to get out of here, little irregular?â
Emilia slid in front of Astra as she turned, glad that the nameless boy had become oddly attached to Boundary and wasnât here. Somehow, the little boy had convinced the quiet Risen Guard to hang out with him a little longer. She wasnât sure where theyâd gone, but Boundary had assured her the boy would be back for his bedtime.
Well, their haphazardly created bedtime routine was about to be fucked by her getting kidnapped. Again. Technically, her time inside the raid was just a long stream of kidnappings, most had just been less cut and dry kidnappings than what was definitely about to happen. The labyrinths, for instance, had trapped her inside. That was a kidnapping, of a sort, definitely.
This, having no weapons while her stalker blinked lazily at her from the doorway, seemed like it was going to be a plain old kidnapping, unfortunately.
âHello,â she replied, wishing the Risen Guard had left her with something to defend herself with. They hadnât, a grumpy old lady stripping her of all her armour and weapons. âDidnât expect to see you here. Howâd you get in?â
âThâRisen Guard are less observant than they like tâthink,â the man replied. âIt wasnât even that hard gettinâ in here. Doubt itâll be much harder gettinâ out.â
âThe Risen Guard can hear.â
âSo?â
âSo, if you try to take me, Iâll scream.â Emilia wasnât positive anyone would hear her, only a few Risen Guard wandering the area. As much as they often turned their ears on her when she was with people she could actually talk to, they tended to ignore her when she was alone or with the younger kids. Chances were she could scream and no one would come.
The manâs head cocked, deep purple eyes she hadnât been able to make out the last time theyâd met, several nights earlier, catching in the light. He was such an odd-looking man, with his odd eyes, too big mouth and sharp, dark features. He was too tall, too thin, the fingers once again fiddling with his blade too long and bony. The look wasnât exactly unattractive, more unnatural. The type of body that got swiped up for ad campaigns because strange bodies attracted more attention.
âI woulda thought youâd want tâget out of here,â he mused, not exactly asking. âPerhaps I was mistaken.â
âIââ Emilia cut off, unsure of what to say to that. She didnât
want
to be here, not really. Regardless of how
done
she was with this raid, V was still potentially out there, in need of helpânot to mention the entire city system needed a harbinger and her own world needed⌠something. They probably just needed her to refer this whole knotter fiasco to the proper authorities. They could handle whatever was happening on Ship oâ Stars⌠maybe.
This worldâher friendâneeded her to at least try to help, however, and she couldnât do that while she was here.
The man patiently waited for her to churn her thoughts, playing with all her information and facts and how likely a chance to escape would come again. Realistically, this was probably her only chance to leave, even if it seemed too soonâeven if she would have loved to say goodbye to all the kids, but especially the ones who had helped so much, before he vanished forever.
That didnât change the fact that this man was untrustworthy. As much as he had implied he wasnât fully aligned with how his family did thingsâhad laughed and cheered when he found out his brother was deadâhe had still hurt her, still chased her, Astra and Stephy through the streets before fighting Boundary.
âYou owe the girls an apology.â
A light-brown eyebrow raised, a few shades darker than the brown of his hair, many shades lighter than his deep brown skin. âWhich girls?â
âThis one,â Emilia said, tilting her head behind her, where Astra was busy being the chill child she naturally was, continuing to eat her food and barely glancing at the adults, âand the other one. If you remember, her legs are broken. We can go to the infirmary.â
The man looked incredulous. âYou want us to waste timeâto risk getting caughtâso I can go apologize tâthat girl? And donât try anâ tell me I broke âer legs or anything like that. I know they were already broken when I stepped in front of you.â
âOh~ so you chased us even knowing the girl was seriously injured and the jostling would hurt her?â
âI didnât chase you, you ran anâ I followed. An interview for a runninâ partner, I believe you said.â
âOh yeah, cause I was just going to wait there and assume you had good intentions?â
âWho says I didnât?â
âThen what were they?â
The man glared at her, eyes filled with annoyance and a healthy dose of amusement at their arguing. It was a good thing his body was thoroughly disconcerting to look at. Emilia had already slept with one visitor, she didnât need to keep adding to that listânot that she found herself with any desire to seek anyone else out.
Mostly, she just wanted to find V.
âI was a medic in the war. I thought maybe I could help the girl,â her stalker said, sounding almost⌠sincere. Probably. That or he was an excellent actor, but everything the man had previously said to her had seemed sincere as well, which was⌠strange.
The man was strange.
Emilia shifted her weight uneasily. âWhy didnât you just tell me that? Or help her when we stopped? I seem to remember you just chatting with me, while the girls tried to crawl away.â
His eyes shifted away, towards the bed she and the children shared. Someone had been kind enough to send over some of the fluffiest blankets sheâd ever had the pleasure of sleeping underâa feat, considering sheâd spent a significant portion of her life collecting blankets for making nests and forts. She suspected theyâd been sent by Boundary, but had forgotten to ask about it.
Now, she supposed she may never get the chance, unless he tracked her down againâassuming her stalker didnât just off her the moment he got them out of here.
âI got caught up in the moment,â he replied. He didnât blush or look particularly embarrassed at having gotten
caught up
in chasing her and scaring the shit out of a couple of kids, but neither did he look proud of the fact. More⌠accepting, like it was something he couldnât control. Another note in Emiliaâs list of why the man was strange.
âSkills and magic in this world are different. How in the world could you help her?â Emilia asked, although she already knew the answer. Medics were trained for emergencies, and those emergencies included situations where using skills might not be possible. Plus, given the control the man had of his core, it was possible he may know how to leverage it for treatment as well.
The man answered as such, passing Emiliaâs little test. As far as tests went, it wasnât particularly impressiveâever solider knew these things about medics, after allâbut at least he hadnât fumbled and proven himself a liar.
âWhy are you here? Like, I want to get out of here, but youâre basically stalking me at the moment.â
Her stalker didnât look at her as he told her that he couldnât stop thinking about her. âI told you,â he said, cutting off her remarks about how
that
wasnât exactly encouraging her to go along with him, âyou remind me of mâbrother. If he were you, I would want tâburn the world down, gettinâim out.â
âWant to?â
A wry smile pulled at the manâs lips, and he finally looked at her again, deep purple eyes bright in the light filling the world. âHe wouldn't believe âis life worth the collateral damage, even in the real world, let alone in one where he couldnât really die.â
âLow self-esteem?â
The man snorted, pushing himself away from the door frame to step inside, the door sliding shut behind him. A moment later, the sound of children chatting slid through the aether, obscured by the door and walls, but kids will be kids, and kids are loud.
âNo. Mâbrother just dogmatic in what he believes is right and what is not. If someone deserves to die, heâll kill âem and feel no remorse. If they do not, wellâŚâ A humourless laugh escaped the man. âMy brother does not believe in collateral damage, unless it is for a good reason.â
âThisârandomly breaking him or me out of hereâwould not be a good reason,â Emilia noted. âDoes that mean you'll treat our escape like that? Like weâll die before harming the kids and anyone else who doesnât deserve to be hurt?â
âYes.â The answer came faster than Emilia might have expected. The man was clearly earnest in his dedication to following this brotherâs philosophy, even if he didnât completely agree with it.
His behaviour reminded her of members of The Black Knot, in a way. The organization had rules its members followed, no matter what. Their superiors could override those rules, but that was rare. Those rules were in place to keep civilians safeâto keep the people within its organization from losing control and letting their lack of empathy drive them to do terrible things.
Not that this man seemed to have a black knot, something similar, perhaps. Not a standard black knot, for sure.
âWe should go,â the man said, cutting off the million more questions Emilia had about himâabout his family. Why was he in this raid with his family when clearly they had different values? If his brother was so serious about his ethics, why was he allowing his family to run wild? Was he going to take her to his family?
Actually, that last question was too important to ignore, and as Emilia dumped the few belongings the Risen Guard had left her withâmostly her stolen clothingâand the items Astra had had on her into a bag, she had to ask.
âNo. I used my other brotherâs death as an excuse tâleave them. The Enclave they joined may be able tâcall me back tâthem, as they did when I was fighting you and your Risen Guard, but they will not be able tâtake you.â
Emilia glanced over, intending to ask how that worked, but the man had already pulled up his shirt. Across his hip, a complicated looking array had been burned into him.
âSomething to call him back with,â
she supposed, stuffing a few more items, including some snacks sheâd conned Lanaira into leaving with her, into the bag and grabbing Astra, who seemed content to be dragged along wherever they were goingânot that Emilia would be able to stop her from coming, even if she tried leaving the girl behind.
âAlright. Infirmary?â