Honestly, Emilia knew Olivier hadnât meant to make it sound like there was something about Simeon that needed to be fixed; sheâd heard his own stance on various laws that were unevenly applied to or targeted at certain demographicsâDyads, those with irregular deviations deemed
dangerous
, the rare Free Colonier immigrant, and both ex-300s and low-devs being the main targets of such lawsâto know that he felt they were too broad, too focused on perceived issues that were based on centuries of prejudice, purist sentiment, and the odd case where someone within those demographics actually committed a crime said laws
might
have been able to stop.
Emilia would have been shockedâdrop-dead in the middle of the bathroom shockedâto learn that he could speak down to students who dared suggest the laws that placed lavender codes under government surveillance for the entirety of their lives, regardless of whether theyâd ever actually done anything worthy of being monitored, could also believe an ECC Dyad needed to be
fixed.
Still, it seemed necessary to make sure he knew that, to her, this was the sort of talk that was liable to have her breaking someoneâs neck. Seriously, if she had to kill the Drydens, she would not only
not
feel bad about it, she firmly believed the world would be better off without them. In the end, the main thing holding her back wasnât laws or social constructs or her own moralsânot that those werenât relatively fucked after growing up surrounded by black knots and studying under the Blood Rain General; rather, it was the blowback to other Dyads that would occur if she killed them.
Regardless of whether she took credit for killing Simeonâs parentsâthey were all undecided on whether his older sister needed to die or not, if they went the murder routeâblame would be put onto him by certain people, certain organizations, factions within the government itself. While Simeon might not face any legal repercussions should his parents die, that didnât mean all Dyads wouldnât gain more stigma. Dyadsâdespite there being a huge variety of them, all with different needs, no one was denying Dyads did need extra help in order to manage their excesses and deficits in genetic focusâwere so often lumped together as
problems.
If people started killing their shitty parents because laws werenât meant to protect themâor any other child who needed a little more attention that
normal
âit was almost inevitable that it would be added onto the collective list of Dyad crimes.
So, no, Emilia wouldnât actually kill the Drydens or support anyone else doing so in their ongoing discussions of what to do if Simeonâs parents tried to extend their legal hold on him. To the Drydens, her friendâone of her oldest and dearest and sweetest friendsâwas a burden and an embarrassment. If they had to seize legal control of him in order to keep him from venturing into the world and
bringing shame upon them
, then they would. Currently, it was unclear if they would, and the laws regarding such things were vague, to say the least.
Theyâd talked about that in Olivierâs class as well. It was one of the few classes sheâd taken seriously, going through every one of his required, suggested and optional readings despite already knowing quite a bit about the subject. Did he realize now, why sheâd already known so much? Why she had come to class with a list of questions to ask him?
The problem was the Drydens could attempt to argue Simeon wasnât prepared to leave their homeâthat he would die, fail to thrive, become a burden to the government. It wouldnât matter that they had never had the patience to teach him those skillsâand to be clear, Simeon did have a lot of life skills, learned from the clonesâ lectures on being a functioning human, mostly, which theyâd all attended because if the clones did anything well, it was preparing their youngest members for the worldânor would they be forced to show they were trying to give Simeon the skills he would need out in the world.
The stupid fucking government didnât care about people like Simeonâlike her and her siblings. They were a nuisance, a burden, a disaster waiting to happen. If a parent or guardian wanted to keep their problem child locked away for the rest of their life, the government wouldnât stop itâwouldnât even confirm their allegations of their childâs ineptitude at life were accurate. If parents wanted to give up their kids, no one was there to question it, nor were they there to make sure the caregivers they were given to did more than the bare minimum.
Then, of course, when the kids raised in those terrible homes grew up to be fucked up, too many of them turning to crime for it to be anything less than a result of those cruel homesâthe same ones that had fucked up Emilia and her siblings, even if theyâd only spent a few years within their cold wallsâit was simply taken as proof that their parents were right to give them up, proof that parents should be within their rights to keep their children locked up, proof that the government was right to treat many of them as soon-to-be criminals from the moment they were identified as
different.
âIâm sorry,â Olivier said, soft and cutting through Emiliaâs spiralling thoughts.
Barely more than a few seconds had passed, but her brain was running on overdrive, as it so often did when
something was wrong.
Something was wrong, and it wasnât easily fixed. They would get Simeon out of that house, no matter whatâEmilia hadnât been joking or overexaggerating when she told her teacher that her friend would kill himself if left there much longer, if he were informed he would be trapped there for the rest of his life. The reality was, they might not be leaving Baalphoria behind just because of her charges.
Fleeing the country with an ECC Dyad who the courts had ordered to remain within his abusive parentsâ care indefinitely would certainly be newsworthy, and privacy laws wouldnât be protecting their identities as they were hers now. Oh well.
âI did not mean to imply your friend or any Dyad needs to be
fixed.
I simply meant that even if someone did believe that, it isnât something that can be done. Even the various therapies that are touted as
miracle cures
are often abusive, traumatizing those who are forced to undergo treatmentsâalthough perhaps torture is a better word for the things Iâve heard they do.â
Olivier wrinkled his nose, and despite the fact that she very much did not want to know what those so-called therapists did, she was curious. There had been a few cases that had gone to court, she knew, the verdicts varied and uneven due to all the laws that protected Dyad parents and guardiansâ rights to do whatever the fuck they wanted to their kids, as long as it was in the name of
fixing
or
controlling
them. The precise details of those cases were often sealed, however, and while The Black Knot did have access to them even they had told her not to look, and seriously? When a black knot looks queasy at what theyâve read, you donât want to go near that shit yourself, which made Emilia wonder if Olivier had seen those filesâheard those gruesome detailsâhimself.
How terrible. Being a lawyer seemed difficultâat least, if you were focusing on the truly terrible cases, anyways, the ones that aimed to help the underdog⊠or defend the abuser, she supposed.
âThere are some Censor functions that aim to help Dyads,â Olivier continued, startling Emilia, although she had no idea why.
Virtually all the functions out there for Dyads had been created or updated by herâthere was no money in it because Dyads were rather rare, their needs so diverse that some of the functions Simeon used constantly had never been picked up by anyone else. If Olivier had a function she had created over a decade earlier, it shouldnât be surprising that he knew about some of her other released. Somehow, it was still a little surprising, but also, perhaps this was her way to make him update his severely outdated function?
While she could use this as a chance to tell Olivier she was the hacker behind those functionsâit wasnât like sheâd ever made much of an effort to hide it from people she knew, and she doubted Olivier would start spreading her identity aroundâand then innocently mention that she could totally hook him up with the newest, yet-to-be-released versions of her functions, she never had a chance to fully think through whether that was a good idea of not.
One moment, they were standing in the bathroom, herself just outside the stall door, Olivier looking down at her with soft, apologetic eyes, seemingly begging her to accept that he hadnât meant to imply Simeon needed to be fixedâat least not on the whole ECC Dyad front, who knew what Olivierâs stance on trans people was, something else the Drydenâs wanted to take away from their childâs beautiful identity. The next, Emilia was bullying him backwards into his stall because someone was entering the bathroom, the stall door snapping shut behind them.
Odd that the system that controlled the stall doors would even close two grown adults in. Usually, only the systems in bars did that, where hooking up in the bathroom was more acceptable, if still somewhat frowned uponâstall sex was better than the alternative, much more public, options. Maybe this restaurant was pro-bathroom sex? Or rich people just had no boundaries?
âWhat are you doing?â Olivier asked, his voice holding that same strain she heard in it so often, usually when he seemed to be resisting throttling her. Heâd had it earlier as well, when heâd been horrified that sheâd admit to planning the Drydenâs murder. Now, it was probably more because she was pressed right up into him, the stalls not nearly big enough for the two of them to stand together.
Did this restaurant have family bathrooms? Surely, there was no way a parent could come into one of these stalls to help their child bathroom? Not that this was a particularly child-friendly restaurant.
âYour brother,â Emilia said, hoping the man would assume one of the triplets had let her know the younger de la Rue had been stomping off towards the bathroom. To be fair, Valor had let her know, sheâd just also been watching the table through the security system, disinclined to be caught nose-to-nose with Olivier by his abhorrent motherâseriously! The woman had moved on from contemplating how to take over her cousinâs case to discussing how to encourage SecOps to push for charges on one of her firmâs clients because she wanted to
bleed him dry.
What in the world was wrong with the woman!? Emilia had met some pretty terrible people in her life, but somehow, Judith de la Rue just seemed to be flat out fucking evil???
âYo? You in there?â the lawyerâs baby brother called from outside the door because they were still the only people in the bathroom. âMother wants to know if you were able to shit yet.â
Emilia burst out laughing at that, trusting the stallâs one-way sound proofing to keep her giggles contained. Olivier made a sound that seemed half groan, half growl, which didnât help her amusement.
âIs that what you said you were doing in here?â she asked, grinning up at him as they both ignored his brother, who was grumbling outside the door and claiming he knew Olivier was in there.
Olivierâs attempts to respond were cut off by a colourful curse from his brotherâone that was not very nice and implied Olivier was solely responsible for their mother being insufferable.
âLook,
you
need to come back and deal with her. Father got a call he couldnât refuseânot that I think he tried, fucking coward. I canât deal with herâthatâs not
my
fucking job. So fucking finish shittingâas though any of us actually believe youâre in here doing anything other than hidingâand get back out there. Fuck, youâre just as much of a coward as father is. Fucking grow up and get out there and fucking manage her!â
Holding up a finger to silence her teacher, Emilia turned, several skills splitting free of her before she smacked the button to open the door, Olivier making a strangled sound behind her, clearly not realizing she had erased his presence. That was fairâit wasnât like sheâd given him any indication thatâs what she was doing, nor was it a publicly available skill.
âLook, you!â she hissed, rubbing at the fake tears sliding down her cheeks, her entire person having shifted slightly. She was too lazy to change her dress, but her hair and eyes had been transformed into something normal, her makeup altered to appear as though sheâd been crying in the stall for a while. âI donât know who youâre looking for, but heâs not here! And if your mommy is being such a bitch, leave! Or better yet, tell her off! You keep calling your father and what, I assume, is a sibling, cowards, but where if your courage!? You arenât a babyâIâd bet youâre in your gap decade. I know not having mommy and daddyâs financial support would be hard, but if theyâre that terrible, suck it up and figure out how to support yourself! AND! It isnât anyoneâs job to manage your mommy!â
Hand smacking into the panel again, the door snapped shut on the stunned man, his eyes huge, his mouth gaping, Olivierâs expression nearly identical when she turned back to him.
⊠oops? Sheâd treated Olivier and his brother the same way she would any of her friendsâshe generally had no qualms about calling people out on their shit, even if she often tempered her words for some of her friends, like Janie and Simeonâand well⊠that might not have been appropriate or appreciated.
Hopefully, she hadnât just completely fucked up her chances of ever convincing the man to become her lawyer by offending him and his brother? And their mother, she supposed, but then again, sheâd already done that and Olivier hadnât seemed to care or disagree, so maybe, it wasnât actually that bad? Maybe?