Xavier sucked in a broken lungful of air, his heart a pound of pain within his chest. Cool fingers were brushing through his hair, and he reached for them, haphazard and uncoordinated and trying to remember where he was, his Censor flickering in and out of awareness as he tried and failed to stop panicking.
Nails scratched into his scalpânot home in the Penns, then. None of the women in his family kept their nails sharp enough to give such glorious head scratches.
âItâs okay, Furkiâza, Iâve got this,â
the girlâwoman now, he supposed, even if just like their parents and older relatives, they also struggled to think of themself as anything more than childrenâwhispered to the shape in the doorway.
Furkiâza bobbedâswayed with the flow of the aether, one of the majenstra who helped mind them appearing to gently coerce them back to bed. It was a true art given how quickly the Yu child could fall into a meltdown, but the majenstra were excellent at itâwere so skilled at minding the Dyad that Meerikâza and Lanâza had left their sibling in the care of Meridianâburat even after the war ended.
A few more eyes danced in the softly lit hallwayâthose ones were his adoptive cousins, come to visit for a few days after theyâd all run an intervention with the pairâs now-adoptive father. Louisâburat was too soft and had almost gotten back together with his terrible wife, following their spectacularly public fallout. It had been so idiotic that every member of their
cousin group
âwhich was more
large group of children who were raised alongside one another over the last forty years and therefore were obnoxiously close
âhad gotten together to beat some sense into the man.
It hadnât taken long, thankfully, and had ended rather nicely, with his cousins accepting Louisâburat as their proper father, rather than simply their guardianâthey were his now-ex-wifeâs cousins and she had never wanted them, and therefore refused to formally adopt them. Louisâburat had always loved them like a father should, though, regardless of titles. Adoption paperwork dealt withâalthough it couldnât be filed until the divorce was finalized, lest things wind up even more complicated than they were already likely to beâtheyâd all decided to fuck off and have an impromptu vacation in Crishar to celebrate. As only a handful of them were still young enough to be in any sort of compulsory schooling, or old enough to have figured out what sort of advanced education they wanted, it wasnât exactly hard for all them to up and leave whatever place they called home these days, butâ
More majenstra shifted through the hallway, and that was weird?
âWhatâs with all the majenstra?â
he asked, pushing himself up, âdianâie shifting to let him sit. It was a little sadâno more head scritchies.
âSomething happened,â
she replied, gazing off into the hallway, her purple eyes glowing softly with some skill or anotherâ{Starlit Eyes} maybe, although he knew sheâd been spending more time with Porsq recently, learning to code her own skills. He was almost positive she wasnât actually that interested in it, but her sister was. Probably more of a bonding thing? With some of their other sibling groups, it might have been a one uppingâwhich would be ridiculous, given âdianâie was sixteen years older than her little sisterâbut not with these two.
With âdianâie and her sister, it would never be anything other than love and a desire to connect with someone who they largely hadnât been allowed to grow up alongside, nor publicly acknowledge the existence of.
So it goes, sometimes.
Xavier stared at his friend and kinda-cousinâit was complicated as anything could be, and while he privately thought of both sisters as his cousins, he doubted several of their relatives would appreciate the sentiment. A few would, but not all of them.
At least one, he suspected, would be downright hostile, which was weird. Adults were weirdâyet another reason why he definitely didnât want to be one! Much better to remain a child at heart!
âWhat happened?â
he eventually asked, head tilting when more members of their groupâwhich wasnât
technically
a corenâtaz but was close enough, hence their self-assigned group name of corenâtazâk, which was a simple addition of the Brylish negation
âk
onto corenâtaz.
The not corenâtaz.
The coren'taz but not quite.
This totally isnât a coren'taz.
They all thought it was funny. Emmieâgusht thought it was hilarious, as did a handful of her friends. Many of the more
adult
members of their parent and relative and guardianâs coren'taz and Division 30 didnât think it funny. They could all go be miserable by themselvesâseriously, no one would miss Leerin or Antoine, neither of whom got the gushan or burat honorifics they should have, cause they sucked. A few other members sucked, but Xavier rarely saw or heard of them, so they werenât worth thinking about.
A video slotted itself into Xavierâs Censor, and oh, shit.
âFuck, that is beautiful,â
he laughed, watching Emmieâgusht decimate her now-ex-boyfriendâs doorway.
âBet thatâll cost a pretty penny to repair.â
âProbably,â
âdianâie replied, continuing her strange stare into the hallway, whereâ Just how many majenstra were out there?
âdianâie was, annoyingly, doing
something
in her Censorâa temporary one, because despite being half Baalphorian, half Crisharian, she hadnât been so stupid as to having a proper Censor installed. This may have mostly been because Xavier, who was a few years older and had therefore had several years to regret his decision to have a permanent one installed before her own Censor was set to be installed, had told her to just not.
Regardless, currently she was doing something on her Censor and getting answers out of her was so painful that, after several minutes of struggles to communicate with her and having little information to show for it, he rolled out of bed, grabbed a sleep shirtâit was far too hot to sleep in anything but boxersâand went to go find someone who would actually answer his questions. With everyone up and aboutâseriously, had he been the only one asleep?âthis should have been easy.
It was not.
Somehow,
everyone
was in a state, which seemed rather ridiculous, as he was the one who had just caused enough of a fuss with his nightmare that âdianâie had needed to come and wake him up! Yet, he was almost positive he was the calmest of the people hustling about the estate, and really, this was far too much hustling for this late at night. Was it actually not actually
that
late, and instead, theyâd all been worn out from a party the night before and decided to go to bed earlyâsomething no one but he had apparently done? Yes. Still, too late for hustling about. Where was the calm!? The relaxing at the lake house!?
Something in one of the rooms he passed exploded, a collection of majenstra hurrying in to see if anything was on fire or if it
hadnât been a self-inflicted explosion.
Given whose room it was that was now smoulderingâand again, it was far too late for this amount of nonsenseâit would be odd if it
werenât
a self-inflicted explosion.
It was therefore exceptionally odd for the majenstra to be worried it might be
something else.
In what was a truly horrific turn of events, it took almost fifteen minutes for Xavier to finally figure out what was happening, and this was only after he gave up getting answers out of anyone who was actually residing in their summer home! The majenstra were distracted, brushing aside questions while trying to put out the small fire caused by the explosion and tidy up the damage. Half of his cousins and friends were either immersed in virtual raidsâseriously, had that early night plan been a complete lie?âor binge-watching Above the Clouds, trying to determine what sort of
big reveal
would be happening in that nightâs episode, Henriâburat having warned all of them that
something
had happened.
Given there were exactly two things Helixâburan could reveal about himself that would be worth warning everyone to be prepared for, Xavier wasnât sure why anyone was bothering to place betsâand really, if it had been the one thing, he was sure that they already would have heard about it, rather than Henriâburat giving them such a vague warning.
âdianâie was still doing something with her Censor, so entranced that he could only assume she was messaging her sister. An attempted message from himself to said sister, asking what she knew, yielded no results either.
Two little silverstrains, messaging from afar~
Two little silverstrains, so obsessed with one another that everyone else might as well vanish into the aether~
Could both spark and just go to one another and live in a little cuddle puddle and chat? Yes. With how odd the majenstra were behavingâtheir effective guardians since theyâd all been herded to Crishar at the start of the war, although theyâd spent time in Norvel and the Ridge Rind as well, and theyâd picked up more members over the yearsâXavier wasnât sure how much they would appreciate their charges vanishing into the wind, but really, what other choice did he have if he wanted answers!
Was he
that
easy to ignore? How could that many people brush aside his attempts to get answers!? Xavier knew he was generally one of the quieter and less assuming of their corenâtazâk, but this was more than a little ridiculous!
Sorvellâburan squawked when Xavier sparked into the strange building he and Olivierâburat were sitting in. It was a⊠weird building.
âWhereâs this? And why is it so⊠bare?â he asked, peering around the space, which appeared to be in the midst of being unpackedâor packed up, he supposed.
Looked more
mid-unpacking
, though. Something about the way things were placed and the giant pile of paper in the cornerâpacking protection, he assumed, the pile located next to a room that appeared to be a kitchen. From within, someone hummed and another piece of paper flew through the doorway, missing the pile. Without looking, Olivierâburat used a skill to move it into the pile. Several more pieces of paper followed the first piece, all of which missed the pile and were summarily moved by Olivierâburat.
âWhy donât you just move the pile? They seem to be throwing all the pieces into the same place?â he asked, plopping down and letting Olivierâburat swing an arm around his shoulders and pull him close.
âBecause it is right in front of the doorway, and Yujao has already walked into it once and thrown a fit.â
âI heard that!â Yujaoâburan yelled from the kitchen, his head poking around the corner a moment later. âHello, Xavie. Been awhile,â he said before vanishing in a gust that sent several pieces of the paper pile fluttering away. They were retrieved and returned to the pile by Olivierâburat. Xavier wasnât sure how Yujaoâburan had managed to create that gust of wind, but he was almost positive the man was trying to annoy Olivierâburat. It wasnât workingâlikely wouldnât work unless the Dionese man did something truly egregious, given how sleepy Olivierâburat looked.
âXavie!â Sorvellâburan cheered, now that his heart rate had returned to normalâshould they be concerned it had gone up that much just because heâd sparked in unexpectedly?
âNo,â Olivierâburat cut in.
âButââ
âNo.â
âButââ
âNo.â
Sorvellâburan threw up his hands, muttering about how
this was unfair
and about how
this wasnât so entirely his fault that he alone should be left to deal with Milesâ wrath.
âWhy is Milesâburazat upset?â Xavier asked, tucking his legs up and over Olivierâburatâs lap, the man tugging him so close he felt liable to melt into the older manâs warmth and protection.
âI thought Meridian was supposed to tell yaâll?â someone asked from another room, their voice muffled because, when Axelleâgusht rounded the corner, she was in the middle of brushing her teeth.
âMaybe?â Xavier said, humming happily when his attempts to melt further into Olivierâburat were met with the man pulling him closerâthe older man had always been so good at giving him snuggles. Seriously, little him had chosen well when heâd decided he wanted Olivierâburat to be the one to carry him about. A second later, lips pressed to the top of his head, just as soft and sweetly affectionate as such kisses had always been.
Best. Decision. Ever.
After Axelleâgusht had sparked off to tell the majenstra where he had goneâonly a handful of them wore temporary Censors, and while a few of their minders generally did, they were so distracted they were ignoring even her messages. As she didnât return for a while, there was a chance she was now yelling at them for being idiots or had been coerced by their corenâtazâk into doing somethingâit was a bit of a toss up. Axelleâgusht might be one of the more
adult
members of Division 30, but she could be fun and generally let herself be bullied into doing things with them, and as much as they all loved the other
children
of Division 30, there was something to be said for being able to get the
adults
to go along with their chaos.
As Olivierâburat and Sorvellâburanâwith occasional commentary from Yujaoâburan as he continued unpacking the kitchenâexplained the situation to him, however⊠Well, Axelleâgusht was likely yelling at the majenstra for not having taken a few minutes to explain things to him⊠and then sticking around to make sure everyone was actually safe because they hadnât noticed him leaving.
Considering kidnapping was currently a pretty big risk for basically anyone associated with Division 30⊠Yeah, it wasnât great that no one had noticed him leave, nor even told him he shouldnât be leaving because, ya know, kidnapping risk!
While Xavierâand he was sure everyone else as wellâappreciated Axelleâgusht wanting to keep them safe, it would make things harder, if she were intent to lingerâafter all, despite how quiet he was, Xavier had still been exposed to Emmieâgusht and her chaos for the majority of his life.
[
Xavie:
So, how are we ditching the sitters long enough to come rain chaos on Emmieâgushtâs ex?
]
There was absolutely no way they werenât joining in on the fun because as much as they still thought themselves to be children, and the adults in their lives still treated most of them like they were toddlers in need of constant minding, most of them were adults, and they were definitely all products of the insanity their elders had long been known for.