Listening to Father Qiās heartfelt explanation, Mother Qi felt increasingly uneasy, not knowing what to do with her hands and feet.
"I..."
"Actually, we donāt need to look far; just look at Zhuziās wife at the west end of the village, and youāll see." Father Qi took a drag of his cigarette and said, "In the past, Zhuziās mother used to make life hard for Zhuziās wife, right? She wouldnāt be happy if she ate an extra bowl of rice. Now look at Zhuziās mother, living alone, getting more confused, having a meal or notāitās all because of what she did in the past. Had she not tormented her daughter-in-law then, would she be in this plight now?"
Mother Qi thought of that old lady, greasy-haired and dirty, so confused that she would soil herself without anyone caring, looking pitiful.
"Enough, stop talking about it. Iām already treating her like an ancestor; will that do?" Mother Qi didnāt want to hear any more and changed the subject: "Now that Fengping is back, although Wenjing is taking care of her, I still donāt feel at ease. Iāll go over in the next couple of days, maybe bring some mountain goods and herbs."
Father Qi nodded.
"Do you think I should take Xiao Bao to Fenglian?" Mother Qi thought of her little grandson and said, "If I go over, youāll be home alone, and taking care of a child isnāt easy."
Father Qi replied, "Isnāt Fengping there? If you take him over, Fenglian has to go to work; how would she take care of him? Even if itās a family-owned shop, itās not right to always bring a child there."
Talking about the elder daughter, Mother Qi sat back down in her chair with a long sigh and said, "Thatās the importance of having in-laws. Without them, thereās no one to help care for the children, alas."
Father Qi sighed, "Thatās just fate. Fate has it this way, and thereās no way around it."
"Itās been almost two years now; donāt you think itās time she should find someone else?" Mother Qi added, "She canāt just live with two children like this, can she?"
Father Qi said, "She has to be willing herself, and itās not that easy to find someone. If heās not good to the kids, itās all for nothing."
"But she has to find someone, right? Sheās still so young, and thereās a long life ahead. No way, Iāll have to ask around carefully. That Zhang Jishengās wife has already given birth, and heās so smug about it, hmm." Mother Qi looked annoyed and angry.
Just two months ago, Zhang Jishengās new wife gave him a son and invited relatives from the village over for the celebration.
That could be tolerated, but Zhang Jishengās mother even boasted about how capable the new wife wasāable to both work and bear childrenāa son at that, claiming superiority, then sarcastically commented on how Qi Fengping was before, also saying that men in their fifties or sixties could still find young girls, whereas how could a divorced woman do so?
The guests who attended the feast came back gossiping, and when it reached Mother Qiās ears, she almost jumped out, cursing Zhang Jisheng as heartless and a scoundrel, no wonder he hadnāt come to pick up Baobao for a visitāturns out he already had a new addition.
As the saying goes, one must not admit defeat in dignity. Now that Zhang Jisheng remarried and had a son, Qi Fenglian canāt spend her life just raising two children, right? After all, children grow up, so while sheās still young, finding a companion is essential.
Father Qi watched as Mother Qi went out in a hurry, opened his mouth, but didnāt call her back. As parents, who would want to see their children live lonely lives? There must be a companion. Children will eventually grow up and leave; itās the partner who accompanies you to the end.