I turned my head after watching Chen and his squad members brush past me.
When will this ridiculous rumor finally die out? Even though a long time had passed since that day, many seniors were still asking absurd questions.
To think Iâm still hearing this even after the new year changed.
I let out a short sigh.
Time flew quickly after the year-end party.
I had done quite a lot during that time. First was Yehyeonâs birthday. Yehyeon always takes vacation from December 26th to 28th no matter what. I spent Christmas quietly with Kairos and Milk, and on the 26th I celebrated Yehyeonâs birthday at his house.
This time too, I extorted the birthday present from Lee Seunghyun.
I had visited Lee Seunghyunâs house the week before Christmas.
âI became Yehyeonâs godfather this time.â
When I shamelessly said that, Lee Seunghyun looked at me with an expression of sheer disbelief.
He didnât argue.
Nor did he ask further. I sneered softly, then asked the disciple who had turned his body to do houseworkâthough I donât know what housework there even is to do in that spotless house:
âBy any chance... do you still have Sashaâs voice?â
His reaction was fast.
Lee Seunghyun snapped his body around. Even I had to marvel at the speed. I wouldnât be able to move that fast.
If I fought him with all my strength, Iâd lose with a 50% probability.
My still-burdensome disciple glared at me.
His face said he wanted to strike me right then and there.
âAre you going to keep doing this every time?â
âProbably. As long as Iâm still alive next year.â
I looked into those pitch-black eyes and smiled faintly.
âSorry for ripping open the wound. But youâve committed a huge wrong against your kid.â
âThis is my family matter.â
âSo you saw the court records.â
When I said that calmly, Lee Seunghyunâs clenched fist loosened.
I didnât hide my complicated feelings.
According to the records, even Lee Seunghyun didnât know for a long time that such abuse was happening. One day, when he was about to leave for work as usual, Yehyeon clung to his pant leg, sobbing in terror, which is how he learned the truth.
Even if Lee Seunghyun pushed Yehyeon back into the house, the boy kept opening the door and coming out.
It was a story that sank my mood whenever I recalled it.
âIt doesnât have to be long. Just let me hear her voice.â
Staring into his black eyes, I whispered.
âI heard you didnât even tell him his birth motherâs name until he was that old. Isnât it time to stop punishing him?â
Eventually, Lee Seunghyun bent.
This time, he didnât lose half his reason and go berserk like last time. He was just as furious, but if looks could kill, I would have died already.
But in the end, I got Sashaâs voice.
On the evening of December 26th, before I left the house, I handed Yehyeon the gift.
âListen alone at first.â
It was a missing-call message Sasha had left for Lee Seunghyun long ago. I didnât know what the contents were. I turned it off immediately after confirming Sashaâs voice came through.
That made me a bit nervous, but I guess it delivered properly in the end.
The next day, Yehyeon came to find me with swollen eyes.
âThank you.â
The child said that and kept his head lowered for a long time, unable to speak further.
âHow am I supposed to repay allââ
âStop talking nonsense and go finish sleeping.â
I sent the child home, thinking he clearly had sleep debt to pay back.
âAnd happy birthday again, Yehyeon.â
After the new year, it was Yunâs birthday. But my superior refused to accept any normal gift. He said the best gift would be giving him a chance to dissect me. He said anything money could buy, he could buy himself, so he didnât need anything.
Unchangingly unpleasant human.
I gave him a bottle of whiskey anyway.
I kept messaging Deltei. Kairos came to the cabin on weekends to see Milk.
I trained and dug through the materials on Yo that Erhart had sent.
And then the TF mission came down.
A dawn before sunrise.
âThis is one of the longest railway lines.â
Ami said as she boarded the train behind me.
âI really like this line! The scenery along the way is super pretty.â
âOh, nice. Weâre on it all day, right?â
âYeah. Roâs squad will get â§ NĐŸvĐ”Iight â§ (Original source) off after 12 hours, but we have to go 10 hours further from there.â
Since it was such a long trip, the seniors had a lot of luggage.
This time our target location was farther than before. Zones E and F were that large. The train would stop once in F, twice in E. We would ride it all the way to the terminal, rest at the E-zone shelter, then cross a steep mountain into C-zone.
Installing a portal machine there was our first objective.
After installing it, our second objective was basic groundwork to ensure that the safe house in nearby B-zone could be protected by the Core.
The reason this became a TF mission was that fog had begun forming near C-zone.
âWhat time will you wake up, Hilde?â
âI plan to get up no later than 11 a.m., but if anything happens on the way, please wake me.â
Breathing in the cold air deep into my lungs, I replied.
âIâll be in the front right compartment.â
The following seniors expressed agreement through silence.
They boarded quietly, swiftly chose their compartments, and threw their luggage inside. Ricardo, Yun, Kal, and Sophia all exhaled only white breaths, saying nothing.
Meanwhile, the squad boarding in the next carriageâChenâs squadâwas noisy.
It was 4 a.m., yet they were full of energy.
âNo, Iâm telling you I definitely saw it!â
âThis senior must have drunk during an operation. Or heâs growing marijuana in the supply room?â
âWhat a coward this bastard is.â
The partition between our carriage and theirs was open, so I could clearly see them pouring in.
Only Jonathan was quiet among them.
He didnât even exchange glances with Rona Chen or the other two seniors as he passed them and headed for his compartment.
As he opened the train compartment door, he looked back at me.
âLong time no see.â
Receiving his piercing gaze, I smiled gently.
âLetâs eat lunch in the dining car later.â
Jonathan nodded once.
âAnd you.â
âI also planned to go to the dining car around 11, so if the timing works, how about lunch together?â
âGood.â
Jonathan didnât toss his luggage like others.
Instead, holding it firmly in one hand, he looked straight at me.
âI heard youâre going outside E-zone.â
âYes.â
âBe careful. Your regeneration is on the weaker side.â
It was amazing how much a person could change.
I grinned and nodded.
âYes. Rest well. See you at lunch.â
The fact that he still didnât throw his luggage suited him.
After watching him disappear into his compartment, I crawled into mine.
***
I woke around 10.
Heading to the shower booth, I ran into Yun coming out.
My superior emerged shirtless, towel-drying his hair.
âCreatures.â
âMaybe because itâs a safe region, I barely sense any.â
Yun nodded.
âYou eating lunch later?â
âEven if I refuse, Choi Ami will drag me out.â
The man grumbled, his brow faintly furrowing.
âDo I really have to eat with those noisy things?â
It did seem like he wasnât compatible with the neighboring squad.
But Yunâs prediction was right. After finishing my shower and heading toward the dining car around 11, I ran into my superior again. Ami was beside him.
Ami had her arms looped around Yunâs and was dragging him along. Her hair was still damp, suggesting she had just showered.
The neighboring squad members were already seated.
Except for Jonathan Kudo, the remaining four were sitting together eating brunch.
âThe neighboring team is here.â
The one who yesterday yelled at Chen asking if he was growing marijuana munched on bread as he scanned us. He had a sturdy build and bangs that almost covered his eyes.
For a moment I almost mistook him for a man. But he had no Adamâs apple.
Then that must be Jun.
The blond man next to him must be David.
âHow come only classy folks ended up in this team.â
âHey, isnât that the famous gray-hair rookie!â
David turned his head, spotted me, and brightened.
âI wanted to chat with youâgreat timing! Letâs have a smoke together later.â
âNice to meet you, senior.â
I greeted politely while avoiding giving a firm answer.
Chenâs squad would disembark at E-zoneâs first stop.
The roster was something else. Their team was made of Ro Giacomo, Chen, Jun, David, and Jonathan Kudo.
It wasnât as disastrous as that time when Personnel Director Ju gathered all the problematic people together. But their compatibility was the worst.
The reason this personnel disaster happened was because the Personnel Director was on vacation.
Thatâs right. Ju took a one-week vacation as soon as the new year began.
âThey normally donât send Kudo outside the Core.â
I was planning to sit and drink coffee while waiting for Jonathan and Ricardo to arrive.
Sitting across from the Choi siblings who were eating breakfast, I sipped a warm Americano. Ami spoke slowly.
âYou know that junior sucks at group activities.â
âYes. I imagine so.â
âThatâs why they always assign him patrol duty. Who knew this kind of huge mess would happen.â
Ami spread blueberry jam onto her bagel diligently.
Yun chewed a plain bagel and let out a short laugh.
âAt this point itâs almost a retaliatory personnel assignment.â
â...Well... I donât know the other three very well, but Ro senior is at least straightforward.â
âIf you combine the intelligence of those fourâexcluding Kudoâit still wouldnât amount to half of Kudoâs intelligence.â
My superior snorted, adding that remark.
Ami didnât deny her brotherâs words.
Good grief.
I knew the exact way to get an accurate reputation assessment of seniors: ask the oldest Choi siblings. Ami tended to see a personâs strengths; Yun tended to see their weaknesses. If I asked both and averaged their answers, Iâd get the most accurate evaluation.
The fact that their opinions aligned meant Yunâs added comment was very accurate.
Jonathan would have a tough mission ahead.
He was probably currently spending time at Ricardoâs cigarette break.
Thinking I should at least treat him well until he disembarked, I waited for the seniors who would soon arrive.
Until the noisy chatter at the neighboring table became even louder.
âHey, you handsome punk over there!â
Through the noise, Roâs voice came.
Was he calling Yun?
I turned my head with a puzzled look, but Ro was staring directly at me.
âYeah, you, the only normal-looking guy! You, across from Peanut!â
âAre you calling me?â
âYeah, you.â
He crooked his finger.
âCome over here.â
âWhat the hell, Ro! Why are you ordering another teamâs member around!â
âShut it, Peanut.â
âSenior.â
I gave a bitter smile, then walked toward Ro and said:
âYou remember my name, right?â
With all the creative ways he addressed me, it looked like heâd forgotten.
But how could he forget, after the kind of shocking way we first met?
Puzzled, I approached their table. Ro dug into his ear with his pinky and raised an eyebrow.
Then he said:
âKumbelevrtkumchum? Something like that? That kind of vibe, right?â
...What?
âKum... Kumdeberrtwarrr. I think there were lots of râs.â
â...Not âKum,â itâs Hil. And not âwarrr,â but Taleb....â
âOh right. Taliban.â
Iâm going insane.
âKumbeverrt Taliban, wasnât it?â
âJust call me however you want.â
I resigned at light speed and turned that resignation into a smile.
âWhat did you need, senior?â
âChen was in the middle of telling a ghost story he saw outside the Core.â
David grinned and jumped into the conversation.
âYou believe in ghosts, rookie?â