At first, I didnât realize it was a memory from back then.
I was too busy being horrified that heâd managed to do something with his hands when Iâd clearly severed the tendons in his wrists. It looked like heâd used magic to stitch the severed nerves back together.
He mustâve lost a lot of blood, and he still pulled it off. Tenacious bastard.
Still staring in shock, I finally saw myselfâfilthy, a chain around my neckâand that was when true terror hit.
Wow.
âWhy are you playing something this gory?â
I drew my sword and stabbed down hard into the mageâs hand.
He screamed, but he kept the footage flowing.
It wavered for a moment, then the memory continued.
Because it was fragmented, there was no continuity to speak of. The scene of me being dragged along with a chain around my neck was already gone.
Instead, an image of me being trampled under the feet of three Executioners appeared. That, too, snapped offâand this time, a scene burst forth of me having my jaw forced open, swallowing some unknown liquid.
I need to knock him out completely.
I sheathed my sword, then swung the sheath into the back of the mageâs neck.
Thud!
The moment he passed out, the image cut off.
Silence settled over the transport.
âWhat the hell?â
The one who broke it was Ricardo, his voice sharp.
I gave an awkward smile.
âSorry. That was unpleasant to see.â
âWhat was it.â
âMages often use psychological attacks. That was probably part of one.â
After giving a light explanation, I turned toward Kairos.
This zone was far too dangerous to linger in. I wanted to tame a monster and get us out of here. We had no idea when the fluorescent marimo would finish eating everything.
But the squad didnât give me time to issue orders.
âCaptain. Was that really your memory?â
Kairos spoke bluntly before I could even open my mouth.
âHow does that bastard know you have memories like that?â
âIâll explain later, so letâs handle whatâs urgent first.â
âSky-birds donât fly at night. The ground has to heat up for updrafts to form. And the transport is being guarded by the snake. It looks like we should stay here until daybreak.â
The tamer reported coolly.
Meaning: donât even think about dodging the answer.
I want to dodge the answer.
But judging by the stares I could feel, I wouldnât be able to wave it off. Ricardo and Kairos, especially, werenât the types to let something slide. Kai was the type who would let it pass without asking, and Sophia and Walker didnât ask, but watched closelyâRicardo and Kairos didnât keep âlet it goâ as an option.
And the Choi siblings would come at it in their own way, too.
Realizing I couldnât skip the explanation entirely, I dragged a hand across my neck.
âKyle showed it to them. Most of our kin canât beat me physically, so I guess the order is: if you face me, attack me mentally.â
âThat thing just now... that really happened?â
Amiâs voice came out hoarse.
âNo, right?â
â...Yes. It did. A story from ages ago. I told you, didnât I? That I once swallowed an entire village.â
âHow did Kyle show that scene to his subordinates?â
Ami sucked in a breath, and Kairos frowned.
âHave you ever been trapped together in the Room of Dreams?â
I gave them the rough outlineâthat Iâd shown it myself.
And now that our relationship had completely broken, it seemed to be getting used as an attack method. When I thought about it, it wasnât a surprising reaction. Hadnât I also refused to hand my sword to Yehyeon, hoping Rei would hesitate?
And Rei really did hesitate when he saw my sword.
That hesitation got him killed.
Kyle would know that, too. And then he crossed the line. With that vicious betrayal and resentment, teeth grinding to dust.
Someone who wants revenge can become endlessly cruel.
The seniors were furious.
âTruly a vile bastard.â
Carl Dowâwho rarely showed any emotional fluctuationâspat the words like he was chewing them apart. It startled me.
âWorst trash Iâve seen in a long time.â
âFucking lunatic.â
Ricardo murmured, murderous.
âBut why are you so calm about it?â
Why is the fire coming at me....
âI found out last time....â
âLast time? When was last time.â
âDonât tell me your rejection reaction to inhalation is because of that experience?â
The moment I tried to make excuses, Ricardo shot back sharply, and Kairos immediately piled on after him.
I pressed my lips into a straight line, then answered in a subdued voice.
âYes. I barely have those nightmares anymore. And, Rickâuh, you know the one from when that train overturned. The guy riding the crow. I found out while facing him. I killed him right away, though.â
âWhen Senior Kudo beat you up?â
Sophia, whoâd kept her mouth shut until now, suddenly cut into the conversation.
I really wished she wouldnât. I wanted to end this quickly and get back to the current situation.
But maybe that short clip had been too shockingâbecause the seniors didnât look like they had any intention of changing the subject.
Even Walker was watching me with a dumbfounded face.
âYes. Back then.... He babbled an explanation, so I found out.â
âSo because you were shocked, you were just letting Senior Kudo beat you up?â
âPardon? No. That wasnâtââ
âThatâs too much.â
Ami was on the verge of bursting into tears.
âIâm going to kill him and display the corpse.â
The words that followed were chilling.
I started thinking fast to salvage the situation. The projection hadnât even lasted a full minute, but the seniors and Kairos were either glaring at the unconscious mage like they wanted to kill him, or dissecting my face with their eyes.
Looks that were itching to murder the mage.
I needed something to flip the momentum.
While thinking, I remembered there was someone who hadnât added a single word yet.
âYun!â
When I whipped around and called the shooter, he jolted like heâd been startled.
âWhat.â
His eyes, which had widened for an instant, quickly returned to normal.
But after witnessing the rare sight of a startled Yun, I couldnât speak right away.
Only after blinking a couple of times did I come back to myself.
âPlease help interrogate that mage.â
If we interrogated him, weâd learn what heâd done to Shu, too.
If we couldnât return right away, interrogation was still efficient. The information he spat out would help once Shu was transported to the hospital. And it would also dampen the seniorsâ boiling anger, at least a little.
The other seniors listened, grumbling.
âAh, sure.â
Yun answered gently.
Gently?
Why are you answering gently?
âIâll go get the equipment, so wait a bit.â
â...Pardon?â
I stared blankly as he walked off toward a duffel bag.
âWhat equipment?â
Instead of answering, Yun bent down and pulled something out.
A smooth silver case emerging in his large hand.
It was a scalpel set.
âWhy are you carrying something like that around?â
âJust in case I ever need it.â
Without panicking, I moved to Amiâs side.
Yun arched one eyebrow as he watched me back away to widen the distance.
âWhy are you reacting like that.â
âYeah. Why do you think I am?â
âCalm down. Youâre the one who asked me to help with interrogation. Donât tell me you meant you were going to get answers by listening to the captiveâs inner voice like some psychiatrist.â
âThatâs not what I meant.â
Yun and scalpels.
What a horrifying combination.
Even if I tried to go back to my spot, my feet wouldnât move. So I stayed glued beside Ami, and Yun stared at me with a blank face before tilting his chin once.
âThen what were you going to do.â
âI usually use water.â
With the mage in tow.
Right now, without a mage, the best option would be to tame the âVoice of Dreams,â butâ
The shooter let out a small laugh.
âThatâs efficient too.â
âYes. If you use water neatly, it cuts down the work in every way. ...But I may have been a medieval knight captain, senior, yet youâre a modern scientistâhow do you know that?â
âI saw it in a movie.â
Shameless.
I made a face that said I was impressed anew every time by his sheer audacity. As always, Yun ignored my glare.
He set the silver case with the scalpels down on a chair, then unfolded a pair of latex gloves that had been tucked inside.
As he pulled â NĐŸvĐ”lÎčght â (Read the full story) the gloves on, Ami shouted.
âOppa, what are you doing!â
âIâm helping the squad leader.â
âBut Hilde says he uses water!â
âThen weâll use water too.â
Yun put on those uncomfortable-looking gloves perfectly well by himself.
Sophia frowned as if displeased, Ricardo and Walker let out hollow laughs, and Carl narrowed his eyes.
I pressed my palm to my forehead.
Ignoring all of that, the man smoothly drew out a scalpelâfrighteningly well-suited to himâand went to the mage, dropping to one knee beside him.
The shooter muttered to himself.
âThough... donât we not have any spare water?â
Meanwhile, Kairos, who had been standing still as if feeling out his instincts, spoke.
âThe Voice of Dreams is too far away.â
I admired the tamerâs senseâheâd located the Voice of Dreams without needing instruction.
âThanks. I was looking for it. If itâs that far, it canât be helped. But if it comes nearby, tame it.â
âGot it.â
The red-haired man nodded.
âGiven the circumstances, weâll finish the Kyle story after we return.â
Wasnât it over already?
Wasnât my honest answer, plus the implicit signal that weâd kill the mage eventually, supposed to be the end of it?
I wanted to askâbut if I did, the topic would circle right back, so I held it in.
For the first time, I felt relieved that the situation wasnât entirely good.
I gave an awkward smile and turned my gaze toward Yun and the mage.
The mage lay collapsed in one corner of the transport.
Yun was turning the manâs face left and right with his hand.
This isnât really the place to start work.
We should take Yun and Walker outside the transport and do this with the seniors staying inside.
As I was thinking that and turning toward Walker, Yun broke the silence.
âAs expected, this one has it too.â
Everyoneâs eyes flew toward the shooter.
Yun was looking at the mageâs neck.
Noâmore precisely, behind his ear. He was inspecting the bumpy bone behind the auricle, even folding the mageâs ear forward so the bone behind it was clearly visible.
Why is he staring at that so closely?
As I wondered, Yun lifted his head.
âYou have this too.â
âPardon? What are you talking about? Iâm genuinely asking because I donât understand.â
âThis bumpy part.â
âHm?â
I craned my neck to check the spot Yun was indicating.
âDoesnât everyone have that?â
That part is just shaped like that, isnât it?
Itâs not usually within oneâs field of view, so Iâve never closely examined that part on othersâbut the bone below the auricle is normally like that. Iâd seen it a few times when fastening Kyleâs earring or other peopleâs earrings, and they all looked the same.
Itâs usually hidden by hair, so you donât notice it much.
âThe human mastoid process isnât bumpy like this.â
At Yunâs words, my eyes widened.
âItâs just smooth bone.â
I reflexively touched behind my own ear.
So this area is called the mastoid process?
My callused fingers felt the distinctive uneven texture of the spot.
Humans donât have bumps here?
I turned my gaze to the humans around me.
Checking behind Amiâs ear felt... awkward.
I stretched my legs and stepped closer to Yun.
When I approached from behind and bent down, Yun folded his own ear forward to show the bone behind it.
âOhâwhat.â
Itâs true?
âWhy is it so smooth here?â
âItâs always like this.â
Really?
All humans are like this?
Then why hadnât Eve noticed this difference?
Still stunned, I straightened up while rubbing the bumpy bone behind my earâthe mastoid process, according to Yun.
That was when I noticed people touching behind their own ears.
Everyone was craning their necks, trying to look at either the mageâs mastoid process or mine, stroking behind their own ears as they did.
I stared at the squad with a blank expression.
âI wanna see behind Hildeâs ear!â
It was only after hearing Amiâs voice that I snapped out of it.
I nodded and walked over to her.
âLet me see yours too. Is it flat back here for you as well, Ami?â
âEek!â
When I bent down and showed behind my ear, Amiâs eyes widened.
âIt looks so unique!â
âNo, isnât this how everyoneâs is normally shaped?â
âWow~.â
The members who had been sitting jumped up all at once and crowded over, staring intently at my mastoid process.
âItâs like tiny scales tattooed there~. I never noticed~.â
âRick, if you donât mind, can I see behind your ear too.... Yeah, itâs really smooth for you too, senior.â
âThis isnât a scar? Itâs just naturally like that?â
âYes. Everyone I know has bumps here.â
âJack too?â
âOf course, senior. I have it too.â
âI honestly thought everyoneâs was like this.â
âHumansâ is just smooth there, rookie. Guess youâve never smashed a human in that spot before.â
Walker said something terrifying.
Drawn in by the commotion, Kairos came over, marveling as he looked at the humansâ mastoid processes. Ami and Carl examined behind Kairosâs ear. Ricardo tugged my ear back hard.
We spent a while like that, earnestly inspecting one anotherâs mastoid processesâuntil we snapped back to reality.
Because Yun stood up.
The man held the scalpel deftly in his right hand.
âMy guess is that this is the receptor for your instincts.â
The scientist spoke flatly, a faint smile on his lips.
âWhether itâs a chemical receptor, an electrical receptor, or something else entirely, weâll only know after looking. But finally encountering a living specimen I can open upâthis is refreshing.â
Thatâs a real mad scientist thing to say.
While I was reeling, the shooter continued calmly, saying something even more horrifying.
âIâve been curious about it every time I saw your mastoid process.â
âPardon? Since when did you know about this? How did you even see this part of me?â
âHow many times have you passed out in front of me? Itâs been a while. I just didnât say anything.â
âWhy didnât you tell me? Do you have any idea how violated my dignity feels right now? Do you understand this feeling? Can you even imagine it?â
âI donât know. Since weâre already talking, let me ask one more thing.â
Trembling, I waited for Yun to continue.
Grabbing onto the arms of the seniors who had gathered around me.
I was too scared to even tell whose arm I was clutchingâCarlâs, Ricardoâs, Walkerâs, or Kairosâs.
I just shook and waited.
And the question that followed was genuinely shocking.
More shocking than the footage the mage had shown.
Choi Yun asked,
âCan you transmit emotions among yourselves too? This was another hypothesis I hadnât mentionedâbut inside the school today, it looked like you somehow warned Blackjack.â
This is seriously terrifying.