The dust settled, and I saw the face of my kin.
A man wearing something like a robe, desperately waving his hands. The moment I saw his face, my eyes widened.
Iâve seen him before.
But no matter how hard I tried, I couldnât recall his name. It was strange. I was certain weâd met. Which meant he probably wasnât one of the kin born after the war.
And yet, the name simply wouldnât come to me.
There hadnât been only a few of us. A lot of time had passed, too. And some among my kin were extremely uncomfortable around me. If they were commoners, it was even worseâsome would only bob their heads shyly and run away.
Even so, I usually remembered names.
I was good at memorizing faces and names to the point that Reina Kyle often rushed over to me with an SOS at social gatherings.
Or maybe it was like with Lee Seunghyunâsomeone whose name I simply couldnât bring to mind.
âTarget confirmed. I will take him alive.â
Iâd deal with the complicated thoughts later.
I swung my sword widely.
KWAâGWAâGWAâGWAâANG!
âHrk!â
The kin recoiled in terror as the sword strike grazed past him.
âIâI donât even have a weapon!â
The process dragged on.
If it were up to me, Iâd have rushed into the abandoned house and carried him out. But things never went that smoothly. The moment I tried to advance, a swarm of Creatures poured over the ridge. It wouldâve been easier if theyâd come toward me, but instead they charged straight for the seniors repairing the damaged devices.
[Requesting support!]
Jonathan went to assist, widening the distance Trevain and I had to cover.
If I left my position, a hole would open in the defensive line.
He didnât look like he was about to die, so Iâd leave him for now.
As I cut down the pouring Creatures, the kin in the abandoned house moved.
He clumsily gathered himself and stepped out of the ruins.
The kin who emerged from the wreckage sprinted straight toward the Core.
âSurrender!â
The man ran toward us with both arms raised.
âI surrender! Iâll go inside!â
[Do not let him inside!]
Richard shouted thunderously into my ear.
[Trevain! Switch positions with Taleb!]
So he wanted Trevain to take him.
I didnât complain. After replying that I understood, I ran toward Trevain, who was charging toward my position. Seeing me approach to switch out, the blond senior curled one corner of his mouth upward.
Bang!
He planted a bullet right where my foot was about to land.
Nice aim.
âLetâs see how you handle that.â
He whispered as he brushed past me.
âStay away from it.â
No complaints.
I didnât strain to remember the manâs name either. Thinking about it wouldnât change anything, so I focused on something else.
We needed to wrap this up fast and get back to Center Core within the day.
Driven by sheer determination not to postpone my Lexic noodle promise, I swung my sword relentlessly. While I defended a much wider area than before, Trevain captured the approaching kin.
He didnât even have to try.
The man didnât resist.
If anything, he seemed terrified by the strength of Trevainâs grip.
âIâIâIâm really nothing! Please spare me!â
âShut up.â
Trevain roughly dragged the nameless man along.
âDonât even think about resisting. Iâll put a bullet through your forehead the second you try.â
âHiiik!â
He was dragged away, arm in Trevainâs grasp.
I heard the sound of the Core opening. Then I heard the sound of the senior throwing the man into the gap of the opened Core. The man hit the dirt floor hardâTHUD! He must have lost his balance when he was shoved.
Rough handling.
I thought that, but didnât turn to look.
I felt nothing in particular. I wasnât angry at Trevain, nor did I pity the man being handled roughly. If I were certain he was a complete civilian, I wouldâve clashed with Trevain to make sure he was treated gently.
But I still couldnât remember him, so I suspended judgment.
I didnât despise Trevain for treating a surrendered man roughly. This was well within acceptable bounds. Iâd been born and raised in a far more barbaric era. There were no conventions like the Geneva Conventions. Only nobles were treated humanely upon surrender.
Frankly, the fact that he didnât just shoot him on the spot was already restraint.
The standoff lasted three hours.
The last hour could barely be called a standoff at all. My kin eventually withdrew the Creatures. The road in front of the safehouse was completely torn up, but the devices were intact.
The air shifted into a lull.
Richard rearranged the deployment. Trevain went inside. The Dobbs Squad members guarding the eastern devices also headed to the safehouse to monitor the humanoid Creature.
I wasnât allowed inside.
Richard conveniently kept me outside until the core device repairs were finished.
The problem was that Jonathan wasnât called inside either.
Until the eastern device repairs were complete, Jonathan and I stood blankly outside the Core.
This is awkward.
I looked away and lightly kicked at a pebble.
Every now and then, I felt a gaze like that of a cat watching a bug, but I pretended not to notice.
[Hilde.]
While I stood there avoiding eye contact, Tom spoke to me over the comm.
[Please try talking to him just once.... I think itâll work out if you muster a bit of courage.]
If I replied, Jonathan might hear.
I gauged the distance with a sideways glance, then shook my head.
If Jonathan were watching me, heâd probably think Iâd lost my mind. Or that there was a bug swarming around me.
[How about asking if heâs hurt anywhere?]
Shake.
[What about saying he can go in first if heâs tired?]
Shake.
[It mustâve been really bad when things came out. I canât really imagine it, but....]
It was.
[Are you even scared to make eye contact?]
When I gave a slight nod, Tom made a thoughtful âHmmâ sound.
Not a sighâmore like genuinely thinking. That was very Tom.
[Maybe things will ease up a bit once the missionâs over.]
How would Jonathan treat the kin inside right now?
The thought crossed my mind, but I didnât dwell on it.
Iâd find out soon enough anyway. What was the point of worrying in advance?
From beyond the comm, I heard Tom pondering. He didnât need to worry this much. I felt sorry for making things uncomfortable around me, but I was genuinely scared. I didnât have the courage to speak first.
I wasnât this timid before.
I guess my disposition changed after falling out with my kin.
Anyway, this isnât so bad either.
After standing there motionless for a while, staring ahead, another voice came through the comm.
[Come inside.]
The core device repairs were finished.
I quietly turned and followed behind Jonathan as he walked back into the safehouse.
***
The kin whose name Iâd forgotten was bound.
A wide, dark space on the second floor of the safehouse. In the center of what must have once been a multipurpose room, my kin was kneeling. His hands were tightly bound behind his back with fishing line. Dobbs Squad members surrounded him in a circle, guns trained on him. The manâs face, positioned at the ends of multiple gun barrels, was completely drained of color.
Jason Trevain and Richard Green stood with their arms crossed, looking down at him.
Tom wasnât there. He was probably in the control room.
When Jonathan opened the door and stepped in, everyoneâs gaze snapped toward us.
More precisely, their gazes flew straight at me.
Jonathan pretended not to notice the stares flying past his shoulder.
âBoth devices are operating normally. No abnormalities.â
âGood work.â
Richard replied shortly.
âStep aside now.â
That left me.
The moment Jonathan stepped aside, my view opened.
I took one step past the threshold and faced the kneeling kin.
Short brown hair. Light green eyes.
I looked down at him with my eyes wide open. A few steps ahead, I could see the crown of the manâs head, lowered as he knelt, bound.
Someone who felt familiar, yet whose meeting place I couldnât recall at all.
I could feel the seniors scrutinizing me.
Ignoring those piercing gazes, I dug through my memories. Now I really wanted to remember his name.
And it felt like it should be time to remember it.
Is it because Iâm getting older?
Why does it feel like itâs right there, yet just out of reach...?
âCommander!â
The man lifted his head.
The squad members aiming guns at him flinched. Trevain, Richard, and Jonathan, who had been staring holes into me, all snapped their heads around.
I widened my eyes slightly.
The man beamed at me.
âKnight Commander!â
My left hand remained on my sword hilt, unmoving.
Yet the distance closed.
Because the kin, smiling brightly as he looked up at me, crawled forward on his knees.
The seniors tensed.
âHey, donât move!â
âShould I shoot?â
âLeave him.â
âItâs an honor to see you again.â
Dobbs shouted sharply, and the man who had been pointing at me earlier looked anxiously at Richard as he asked. But Richard calmly gave the order.
Trevainâs index finger brushed the gun barrel, but didnât settle on the trigger.
Jonathan gripped his sword hilt tightly with his right hand.
The air tightened the instant he moved. But the man didnât care. With eyes filled with a mix of joy and relief, he approached, then stopped a few paces away and lowered his upper body.
This was how low commoners would bow when facing royalty or high nobles.
The man lifted only his head, light green eyes gleaming.
âIâm relieved youâre safe.â
â...Sorry, but whatâs your name?â
I muttered without shrinking my gaze.
âI canât quite remember. I feel like Iâve seen your face before.â
âSomeone as insignificant as meâof course you wouldnât remember my name. Nor do you need to. But since youâre curious, Iâll tell you. I am Cheris.â
Nothing came to mind.
The name itself was common. A name with plenty of people sharing it.
But strangely, the face and the name didnât align.
Heâd be a commoner, so no surname.
Without changing my expression, I examined the one claiming to be Cheris.
It felt off. Something about him didnât feel like Cheris. The face was familiar, and the name was an Imperial one, but the two didnât match at all.
Was he lying to me? Or was my instinct wrong?
It felt like the former, but overconfidence leads to mistakes.
To be sure, I asked another question.
âWhere did you live?â
âThe westernmost edge of the Empire. I lived in Skybirdâs Grave, where the lowly reside.â
That was a slum of slums.
âHow old are you?â
âBorn in Imperial Year 327.â
âWhat did you do in the Empire?â
âHow could someone living in Skybirdâs Grave have a proper occupation? I did whatever labor I could just to avoid starving to death.â
As he answered, the manâs eyes filled with swelling emotion.
The self-proclaimed Cheris lowered his head, then moved closer to me.
Clickâ
Jonathanâs sword slid slightly out of its scabbard.
I heard Richard stopping the senior.
âWait.â
The man crawled forward slowly on his knees.
I didnât move until he reached my feet, until his shadow covered the tops of my boots.
Because I was looking down at him, white hair spilled over one shoulder into view.
Without bothering to brush aside the white hair covering the corner of my vision, I watched my kin lower his head.
Watched him kiss my foot.
Ignoring the shocked seniors, he pressed his lips there, then smoothly withdrew and looked up at me again.
Light green eyes.
They curved gently.
âO sacred wing of the Empire.â
A title I hadnât heard in a very long time.
âO most holy knight.â
Thatâs laying it on a bit thick.
In that moment, I realized who he was.
And why I had never been able to remember his name.
I looked at him and gave an order.
âShow me your soles.â
He was a death-row criminal.