As soon as the holiday endedâmeaning, at midnight when the holiday endedâI got a message from Yehyeon.
At this point, I donât get flustered by things like this anymore.
Yun had done something similar before. Heâd said â NĐŸvĐ”lŃgÒ»t â (Only on NĐŸvĐ”lŃgÒ»t) heâd leave me alone on the weekend, and then the moment Sunday ended, he came looking for me.
Without being surprised, I opened the message.
It had come from Yehyeonâs official work number.
[Supreme Commander: Asleep?]
The sound of a vehicle reached me.
I sprang up and went outside the cabin.
And I ran into Yehyeon coming out from the garage.
âYouâve arrived?â
My superiorâwho looked even paler in the darkânodded.
âDid I wake you?â
âNo, sir.â
I really had been awake. Hugging Milk, Iâd been retracing what Kairos had said, and the emotions heâd transferred to me.
âYeah. Shall we go in?â
In a low, subdued voice, Yehyeon spoke and walked into the house.
âSorry to call you out so late.â
All the lights inside were off.
I couldnât tell right away whether Yun and Ami were asleep, or simply not home. But soon, Ami came trudging out from the second floor with her eyes barely open. Yehyeon patted her head as she stumbled out in striped pajamas, then sent her back upstairs.
âHildeâs here too.â
Ami rubbed her eyes as she went back up the stairs.
âIâm gonna have nightmares....â
Yehyeon brewed me a decaf capsule coffee.
Said water was enough for him.
While I watched the coffee drip into the cup, my superior came back after hanging up his jacket and loosening his tie.
He gestured for me to sit across from him.
âIâm going to assemble the Badgers tomorrow evening, but I have to go out on a trip in the morning and afternoon.â
With his eyes lowered, Yehyeon drank water.
âI didnât have time otherwise, so I had no choice but to contact you now.â
âI rested well all day yesterday. To be honest, I was already waiting for continuous summons.â
âHilde.â
The sound of a cup being set down on the solid wooden table.
Yehyeon looked at me with a strangely businesslike gaze.
âDo you know your own stride length?â
I blinked at the unexpected question.
âAre you referring to my marching pace?â
âYeah.â
âAbout one hundred meters in one hundred and twelve steps.â
When I answered, Yehyeon slowly nodded.
Then he threw the next question.
âHave you learned how to find your position by the stars? Land navigation?â
âI grew up herding sheep and gathering herbs, so Iâm fairly good at finding my way in the forest. Iâd struggle in a desert, but I did learn how to read Earthâs stars.â
âShooting?â
I gave a bitter smile.
âIâm somewhat decent now.â
âUsing Claymores or other mines? Disassembly and assembly?â
âIâll learn.â
If the questions kept going like this, it felt like I was going to get scolded in the end.
Even as fear crept in, I answered honestly.
Yehyeon narrowed his eyes and sized me up.
Then he let out a heavy sigh and dragged a hand down his face.
âIn the end, I have no choice but to treat you like a piece of combat power too.â
So this was why heâd called me.
I gave a wry smile, then leaned forward, lowering the distance between us.
âThat is whatâs right.â
If Yehyeon truly had no other choice, he was in a position where he would have to shove even Yun and Ami into a killing field. That was his seat, and he was the kind of man who could do it.
âIf you donât treat me that way, Iâll be angry instead.â
âI want to request reinforcements from the Titans under your command, too.â
âIgor has probably been counting the days. Kairos is already under your command, Commander, and Yoow will require some persuasion. Thereâs also a subordinate named Roseâif I call, sheâll come. Shall I draft their personal dossiers and submit them?â
âDo that.â
The Supreme Commander lifted his fatigue-heavy face from his hands and took a sip of water.
âThe blue-eyed womanânon-combatant?â
âDeltei, sir? She falls under non-combatant. She has the most disastrous physical abilities of anyone Iâve ever seen.â
Iâd given up on teaching her exercise decades ago.
Deltei truly had no talent for physical training. Wellâthere are people like that in the world.
Sheâs an incomparable Saint, but I canât take her outside the Core.
âEveryone else aside from her is competent. Theyâll add to our strength. The problem is conflict with the Badgers....â
âIâll tell the Personnel Director about that.â
Yehyeon muttered in a tired voice.
My superior rubbed at his eyes with long fingers. I nodded, watching the exhaustion carved into him.
Now, I trusted the Personnel Directorâs ability as much as Yehyeon trusted Ju.
The Personnel Director was someone with talent so outrageous that even the Emperor would roll his eyes and still want him close by.
So heâd find a way to smooth over the friction between the Badgers and my subordinates during joint operations.
As I was making that assumption on my own, the Commander broke the silence.
âIâll have HQ issue passes for all incoming Titans, so come to the conference room tonight at 8:30. Detailed instructions will be delivered through the duty system.â
âUnderstood.â
âFor those being deployed on this operation, we plan to notify them in advance about the identities of the Titans, including you. That youâre humanoid Creatures who stood on humanityâs side since the First War. So go and introduce your kin with an easy mind.â
âYes, sir.â
âIn the end, youâll have to stand at the negotiation table.â
Yehyeon explained in a weary voice.
âMy ability isnât enough. I canât see any other way.â
âI anticipated as much.â
I smiled, long and slow.
âIâve been awaiting your orders.â
âPlease come back safely.â
All at once, the businesslike edge vanished from his voice.
In the space where the hardness disappeared, heavy fear and sorrow settled in.
âIâm begging you.â
I reached out and patted Yehyeonâs head.
Yehyeon stayed still while I ruffled his soft hair. With his large eyes lowered, he gloomily stared at the decaf coffee.
I studied his face, which looked even paler than usual.
Why does he look thinner?
Ttidi-dik!
As I narrowed my eyes and withdrew my hand, I heard the front door open.
We turned our heads at the same time.
A man with a dry, arid air to him walked in slowly.
âWorked hard.â
In a half-hoarse voice that had grown even huskierâlike it was partly lockedâYehyeon greeted Yun.
âDonât push yourself too hard. Take it easy tomorrow.â
âWhat is this about?â
Yun addressed Yehyeon with crisp, respectful honorifics, and at the same time, looked at me.
Yehyeon briefly explained why I was here while Yun took off his outerwear. After he finished, he askedâsoft-voicedâwhether Yun wanted something to drink.
While the two of them talked, I drank the fragrant coffee.
Then, when their conversation wrapped up, I asked,
âYehyeon. Have you not been eating much lately?â
Yehyeonâs eyes widened as he turned to me, and Yun added,
âYeah. Like he saysâhavenât you lost weight recently?â
âHave I? I donât really know....â
âIf you lose any more, youâll disappear entirely.â
At Yunâs words, Yehyeon turned his head away.
The kid stared straight at Yun with big eyes and said,
âItâs not that bad.â
I let out a small laugh.
After finishing the decaf coffee, I greeted the men and left the house. I gave Yun a rough lookâtelling him, wordlessly, to keep an eye on the gloomy Yehyeonâand felt reassured when it seemed like my senior understood perfectly.
When I opened the door after saying goodbye, the bluish dawn air greeted me.
I need to resolve this quickly.
With Yehyeonâs shirt hanging loose on him and his pale face, and Kairosâs face full of exhaustion in my mind, I returned to the cabin.
***
I went to Kairosâs house in the early evening.
Tti-tti-dik!
Igor had already finished preparing and was sprawled out.
Surprisingly, Yoow was also in the middle of getting ready to depart. I didnât even need to persuade him. When I relayed about half of what Yehyeon had said, he immediately declared that he would go as well.
Igor, Deltei, and I all stared in shock.
We looked at Yoow with round eyes, but the tactician didnât explain himself.
âTheyâre giving us entry tags, right.â
That was all he said before disappearing, claiming he needed to gather materials.
That was why Iâd come to see Kairos a little early. Rose said sheâd come straight to HQ.
If he wasnât home, that meant he was at HQ, so I should callâ
I was looking down at my phone as I stepped into the house when I stopped dead in the entryway.
Several pairs of eyes were staring straight at me.
People stood there with beer bottles and champagne in hand, mouths hanging open.
Startled, I opened my mouth too.
For a brief moment, silence settled inside the building. No one moved from where they stood.
The silence broke when someone snapped out of it.
âThatâs Hildebert!â
Right.
âThat amusement-park Badger!â
âMario Badger!â
âThe guy who stole Jack!â
People cheered and surged toward me.
Flustered, I took the hands they thrust out at me.
Every time I clasped one, they yanked me in for a hug and slapped my back hard. Amid cheers from people whose names I didnât know, I awkwardly patted backs in return.
They all smelled moderately of alcohol.
Only the last man to approach me leisurely didnât smell of it.
With a confident motion, he offered a handshake and flashed a grin.
âSo youâre the one who took away my rival.â
An F1 driver, apparently.
I took his hand and replied politely.
âBlack Badger Hildebert Taleb. Iâm not very knowledgeable about F1....â
âEd Armermajor.â
The man laughed as he shook my right hand with a powerful grip.
âItâs an honor to meet you. Jackâs been hiding you away like a treasure, wouldnât let anyone see.â
Whether he was serious or jokingâ
I couldnât tell, so I just smiled awkwardly.
I quickly rolled my eyes, assessing the situation. It seemed people from the F1 scene had come to visit Kairosâs house. Judging by the rows of empty bottles and the half-finished food on the solid wooden table, theyâd been here quite a while.
I needed to take Kairos away before eight.
Was this really going to wrap up before then?
âCome in and have a drink!â
âLetâs take a photo!â
âOne with me too, please!â
âHilde.â
Kairos came out from deeper inside.
Every head snapped around.
Feeling like Iâd just been saved, I called out to him.
âJack!â
âDid something else fall apart? According to the duty system, the meetingâs scheduled for eight.â
âNo. Eightâs right.â
âBlackjack!â
The crowdâs shouts drowned out my words.
âYou said youâd introduce Mr. Taleb!â
âWhat, youâve got a mission tonight?â
âOhhh. A mission. Thatâs cool. A rookie like you already getting missions?â
âHey, if you had work at night, you shouldâve said so. We felt bad you werenât drinking.â
âNot felt badâif he says heâll drink, weâre the ones who have to stop him. What if he gets drunk and snaps one of our hand bones while shaking hands?â
âBlack.â
Armermajor, standing beside me, smiled slowly.
âIntroduce us properly. Weâre all just staring at each other in fascination.â
Kairos set the beer bottles he was holding down on the wooden table.
Then he dragged me around and introduced me to everyone one by one.
As expected, Ed Armermajor really was an F1 driver. Theyâd been on rival teams, constantly competing for rankings. But when Kairos quit outright, Armermajor suddenly became the fastest driver. Even so, the label of âthe driver who never surpassed Blackjackâ stuck to him, and it didnât seem to make the situation particularly joyful.
The others were all F1 people as well. Mechanics. Drivers from former teams. A team CEO. Race engineers. Pit crew members....
Even for someone like me, whoâs good at remembering names, it was dizzying. Somehow, after all that, we ended up taking a group photo.
Then Kairos abruptly asked for their understanding, grabbed me, and pulled me into his study.
âSorry.â
He apologized the moment he closed the door.
âI shouldâve said something beforehand. If you leave them alone, theyâll entertain themselves, so you donât need to worry. Is everyone waiting? Give me three minutes. Iâll be ready right away.â
âNo. We didnât need to persuade Yoow anymore, so I came early. Weâve got timeâno need to rush.â
Even as I soothed the hurrying executor, I couldnât hide my complicated feelings.
Of course, the executor read my expression instantly.
He studied me closely.
âWhatâs with that look? Are you torturing yourself again with that ridiculous guiltâdragging subordinates who were living just fine into this place?â
âItâs not that... well, not entirely. I just didnât know you were this popular, and that when you left that world, you were called a traitor.â
âIâve always done what I wanted. You know that.â
âI know. Thatâs not whatâs bothering me most.â
I swallowed the anxiety rising up my throat and grabbed his shoulder.
Then I looked straight at Kairos as he blinked and said,
âWhy did you invite them now?â
âOh. Because itâs the day of the meeting? Sorry if that made you uncomfortable. This was the only time I had....â
âDid you think you should greet people before going on this mission?â
Even as I asked, I wasnât sure whether I wanted to hear the answer.
âDid you get that kind of hunch?â
Kairos smiled bitterly.
Because he knew exactly what I was afraid of. I desperately hoped he would clearly deny it.
But Kairos didnât sweep away my worry so cleanly.
Instead, he gave an awkward smile and said,
âItâs not a last farewell, so donât worry. But thereâs something the Supreme Commander asked me to tell you before the meeting starts.â
âHm? I met Yehyeon at midnight yesterdayâwell, early this morning.â
âHe wouldnât have told you. I said Iâd deliver it directly. He agreed that would be better.â
âWhat is it.â
I was genuinely scared.
âWhat is it?â
Kairos wore a subtle smile.
An expression mixed with apology, bitterness, and resolve.
But also the stubbornness that was uniquely his.
âIâm going to awaken the Abandoned Spirit.â
Kairos said it plainly.
âTo lure Kyle.â