Chapter 1343: [NCheng] Holding hands
By the time Shangguan Ze came back, Ning Cheng had realized heād fallen into a big hole.
"Chengāer, you lied to me," he murmured.
"What did I lie to you about?" Chengāer asked innocently.
"Your assassin said you were forced into slavery!" Thatās right, Ning Cheng was very unstable right now.
"So you came to rescue me?" Chengāer giggled.
Ning Cheng couldnāt answer and fell silent. Chengāer couldnāt bear to let him go, afraid that heād run as soon as she released him. Shangguan Ze saw her hugging him and could barely stand it, but he didnāt know how far the two of them had gone. Since the guy was willing to sell himself to save Chengāer, at least he still had heart. He stood at the entrance and said, "Ah-Cheng, letās settle the agreement like thus. You can sign the deed of sale with my little sister."
Ning Cheng didnāt answer, though it was useless for him after falling into the wolfās den. He remained remarkable silent until Shangguan Ze left, then asked, "Have you fussed around enough?"
His voice was so fierce that Chengāer was a little timid. She reluctantly let go and stood behind him, not knowing what to do.
"What is going on?" Ning Cheng asked.
Chengāer sighed. "Letās talk inside the rooms."
Once inside, Ning Cheng smelled the strong scent of alcohol. Only then did Chengāer remember sheād been brewing wine here. She quickly ran to the table and saw the bottom of the pot hadnāt been burned out. Breathing a sigh of relief, she said, "Thankfully, thankfully, this is the 300-year Snow Sculpture Wine my brother found for me."
Ning Cheng glanced at it wordlessly. He was addicted to wine, but wine itself didnāt affect him much. He didnāt get drunk on his own wine or covet the wines of others. Chengāer poured him a cup attentively and said, "Taste it, itās definitely to your liking."
Ning Cheng didnāt accept it. "Whatās going on here. Are you tell me or not?" he demanded icily.
"Drink the wine first and Iāll tell you," Chengāer grinned. Leaving aside those who knew her, even those who didnāt could guess sheād tampered with the wine based on her roguish grin.
"Speak!" Ning Chengās patience was at its limit.
"Are you worried I drugged the wine?" Chengāer asked with amusement.
"Yes," Ning Cheng nodded without hesitation.
"Hey, who do you take me for?" Chengāer was a little angry.
"Arenāt you that kind of person?" Ning Cheng retorted.
Chengāer simply splashed the wine on Ning Chengās face after his words. "Ah-Chen, let me tell you," she said seriously, "Your Shangguan Chengāer really did grow up with a bunch of men! But Iām clean and pure. You can see me however you like, but you canāt take me to be one of those women!"
Ning Cheng was stunned on the spot. He allowed the wine to slowly flow down his face. Droplets hung off his eyelashes and made his vision blurry. This scene was so familiar yet so distant. Although it happened a few years ago, it might as well have been from a different lifetime. He even clearly remembered the wine from that year was cold, while this one was warm. That angry face of the past seemed to overlap with this furious one. He blinked and looked closer, the droplets falling with the motion. The face before him was clean and pretty and...wasnāt angry, but amused.
Chengāer was smiling.
Chengāer used to be full of anger, but she couldnāt help grinning after seeing Ah-Cheng make a fool of himself. She never expected such a fierce, cold man to fall for her bluff one day. She handed over a handkerchief. "Sorry, I did it on purpose."
Yes, she said, "I did it on purpose."
"You!" Ning Cheng didnāt know what to do with such a woman. He didnāt accept her handkerchief, but took his sleeve to wipe the alcohol off his face. Whether it was anger, stuffiness, or helplessness, he ended up exhaling a long breath.
"All right, Iāll count it as you drinking the wine. Let me tell you what happened," Chengāer sat down and carefully told him the truth.
Ning Cheng could hardly believe it. He was still reeling when Chengāer handed him paper and brush. "Go ahead and write. My big brother promised to let me go, so you write the deed of sale to me."
Ning Cheng snorted. If he really signed, itād be the biggest loss he did in his lifetime. He stood up. "Since youāre unharmed, Iām leaving. The skies in the south, the earth in the north, may we never meet again."
Chengāer panicked. She grabbed his right hand and stuffed a brush into his hand with a warning. "You promised yourself! If you donāt write, I promise you wonāt take a step out the Shangguan door!"
"Stop fussing," Ning Cheng said.
"You donāt have to write it either. Just stay and live with me," Chengāer added.
"No can do! Stop clinging to me," Ning Cheng said word by word.
"You clearly care about me, so why donāt you admit it?" Chengāer was really anxious. The indifference in his eyes scared her.
"I only pity you, thatās all." Ning Cheng put down the brush and circled around Chengāer to leave. She couldnāt grab his right hand and went to take his left, tightly gripping his fingers.
Ning Cheng stiffened and didnāt struggle free like he did with his right, but snapped, "Let go!"
"I wonāt!" Chengāer grew stubborn.
"Just what will it take for you to let me go?" Ning Cheng had never been so stifled in his life, much less to a woman.
Chengāer sniffled. She was clearly on the verge of tears, but still wore a capricious look. "Say you like me. Say it, and Iāll let you go."
Ning Cheng fell silent.
Chengāer was thrilled and quickly added, "You donāt have to say it for a lifetime, either. But if thatās the case, you have to stay here for a lifetime."
Ning Cheng really had it with this woman. "Why bother?"
"Because I like you!" Chengāer was direct. She subconsciously tightened her grip, only to find out something was wrong with Ning Chengās hand. She quickly let go and took a closer look before exclaiming in alarm, "Your hand..."
At first she thought he was stiff because he was resisting her, but after holding him tightly, she realized that wasnāt the case. His fingers were stiff originally.
"What happened to your hand?" Chengāer cried. "Did Han Xiang hurt you?"
Ning Cheng didnāt answer. This hand...this whole arm had been wasted for the sake of reviving West Qin. Inside it was hidden the West Qin princessās item.[1] Now there was no West Qin, only Great Qin; no West Qin princess, only the Great Qin empress, but his hand had become a force of habit. If Chengāer hadnāt reminded him, he...would have forgotten by now.
Remembering it was intentional.
Turning it into a habit was forgetting it instead.
Ning Cheng was lost in his own world while Chengāer was almost mad with anxiety. She tugged at Ning Cheng and asked, "Say something, was it Han Xiang who did this to you? Where else does it hurt? Say it!"
She dragged at him and inspected him from head to toe. "Will you tell me or now? Where else are you hurt? I wonāt force you anymore, can you speak?"
Since Ning Cheng wouldnāt give her any answers, Chengāer released him and walked towards the door. "Big brother...big brother...help me kill Han Xiang!"
"Chengāer!" Ning Cheng called out quickly.
Chengāer turned back and Ning Chengās whole heart seized. Because he saw this cheery, careless, sharp-tongued girl wear a face full of tears...
"I...Iām all right. Itās not Han Xiang who hurt me." He didnāt notice how gentler he sounded.
Chengāer quickly strode back and asked, "Then whatās going on with your hand?"
Ning Cheng looked at her and turned serious. He said, "Chengāer, Iām not only blind in one eye, but crippled in one arm. What do you like about me?"
"I liked that you won over me," Chengāer blurted out. Perhaps that wasnāt the real reason, perhaps she didnāt know why either.
Ning Cheng broke into a bitter smile. "Many people can win against you."
"But I just happened to run into you!" Chengāer replied stubbornly back.
"You donāt even know what kind of person I am, yet you still dare to like me?" Ning Cheng asked.
"Itās not like I like you because of who you are," Chengāer answered.
Ning Cheng usually argued with her. After all these years, heād never lost, but today he was rendered mute.
"Tell me who you are!" Chengāer asked.
Ning Cheng didnāt hesitated but told her his origins. She was shocked.
"So youāre that Great General of Northern Li! The head of the Ning Clan!"
Seeing her reaction, Ning Cheng couldnāt help smiling. "Itās not too late to regret now."
Chengāer only slapped his hand. "Ning Cheng, I worship you most out of all the other Great Generals of Great Qin! You didnāt have a single losing battle in Northern Li, how did you do it? And why did you leave after you won? I was hoping youād be the Northern Li King and fight your way to Wintercrow to destroy Le Zheng."
Ning Cheng arched his brow at her, not expecting her to pay attention to the battlefront.
"Was your hand injured on the battlefield?" Chengāer asked.
"You could say that," Ning Cheng replied simply.
Chengāer took his hand again. Ning Cheng wanted to avoid her, but she wouldnāt let go. She didnāt understand. "How was it hurt? Why canāt you move your hand anymore?"
A complex look flitted past Ning Chengās eyes. "If you let go, Iāll tell you."
Chengāer did and Ning Cheng took out a dagger before cutting open his palm to take out a tiny acupuncture needle. She couldnāt help covering her mouth in fright. "This needle...how did it get there?"
"It belongs to my master," Ning Cheng replied honestly.
"The Great Qin Empress Han Yunxi?" Chengāer was again surprised. "Why did you hide it in your hand? You shouldnāt ruin your arm just because itās crippled, ah. Is this a very precious needle?"
"This needle is..." As Ning Cheng spoke, Chengāer came to wrap up his injuries with her handkerchief while testing his fingers and palm.
Before he could finish, she was already interrupting. "With the needle out, it seems you can move your hand again!"
"Mm, it can move. It just has no strength," Ning Cheng answered.
Chengāer quickly took his hand and wound their fingers together. "Thatās fine. As long as it can hold my hand, itās enough."
She tightened her grip and asked, "What were you saying about this needleās origins?"
Ning Cheng looked at their entwined hands and fell silent for a while without saying a thing. Chengāer was quite alert and worried, frightened that heād shake her off again to leave. So she stayed silent too.
It wasnāt clear what Ning Cheng thought, but he slowly lifted their hands and rested it against his lips, kissing the back of Chengāerās hand.
He said, "Chengāer, Iāll stay. I only have one condition."
Chengāerās heart bloomed as she stared at her kissed hand as if drunk. She didnāt ask for the terms but said, "I agree!"
Ning Cheng couldnāt resist rolling his eyes before he said, "Forget about my identity. Iām only Ah-Cheng."
Chengāer happily agreed. "I wasnāt part of your past, so of course I can forget it!"
1. As a reminder: Han Yunxiās acupuncture needle, which he stuck inside himself and kept there. Yeah.