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How could I have known that?!
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Tang Soyeol wondered if she had simply misheard her.
Namgung Bi-ah just said she had slept with Gu Yangcheon while holding his hands.
But now she was saying she might bear his child�
Tang Soyeol then wondered if Namgung Bi-ahâs words were figurative.
When she said she slept with him while holding his hands, she might have meant that holding his hands was a part of sleeping with him. Tang Soyeol, recovering from her shock, began asking Namgung Bi-ah questions.
âSis, are you saying your hand⌠um⌠theâŚâ
However, the issue was that she did not know how to ask the question. She struggled to choose the most appropriate vocabulary.
She tried to ask anything, but at the same time she could feel her ears getting red.
Tang Soyeol finally asked after stumbling over her words for a long time.
ââŚSo you slept only holding his hands?â
âNo.â
ââŚ!â
After hearing Namgung Bi-ahâs reply, Tang Soyeol bit her lip. So it wasnât all figurative, thenâŚ
Tang Soyeol had to hide her emotions, which were beginning to plummet.
âI-I also hugged him tooâŚâ
âHmmâŚ?â
âI think⌠I also touched his cheek.â
Namgung Bi-ah, who was talking while avoiding eye contact, had slightly reddened cheeks, as if she was embarrassed. When Tang Soyeol saw that, she felt like she was getting closer to the truth.
It was strange.
Like, very strange.
Tang Soyeol then asked Namgung Bi-ah with her eyes opened wide.
ââŚWhat about after?â
âDo I⌠need to do anything more afterâŚ?â
ââŚâ
After Tang Soyeol learned that she had just misunderstood, she felt that her mood improved.
But could a grown-up woman like that really have no knowledge in this department? Tang Soyeol started to wonder just how much Namgung Bi-ah didnât know.
Did the Namgung Clan not have sex education?
Not only did Tang Soyeol get sex education from her clan, she willingly studied more in this department herself, so for her to hear that babies were conceived by holding hands wasâŚ
It wouldâve honestly made more sense if she had said a phoenix, stork, or even a crow had delivered the baby for them. Hearing that babies came from two lovers holding hands was just that nonsensical.
In the end, Tang Soyeol stood up and sat next to Namgung Bi-ah. The sword-crazed girl couldnât help but wonder why her friend decided to sit closer to her.
Tang Soyeol was trying to be as respectful as she could. Tang Soyeol could not bring herself to say it bluntly while facing the naive Wi Seol-Ah who was sitting next to Namgung Bi-ah.
âWâŚWhatâs wrongâŚ?â
âSis⌠Babies arenât made like that.â
Tang Soyeol wondered if it was okay for her to tell her, but she also thought that she couldnât just leave Namgung Bi-ah like this.
Tang Soyeol then whispered quietly into Namgung Bi-ahâs ears. She started telling Namgung Bi-ah what she knew in this field.
Did Tang Soyeol know that she was actually rather good at explaining things?
That day, Namgung Bi-ah found out the truth and got to see a whole new world because of it.
It was an eye-opening day for Namgung Bi-ah.
* * * *
I could not return to my residence until it was time for dinner. Namgung Jin had kept me longer than I expected.
Thanks to that, though, I was able to go through with the contract.
「I did not expect that Namgung child would accept that easily.」
âNeither did I.â
Both Elder Shin and I couldnât help but wonder why Namgung Jin had accepted such a contract so easily.
I called it a contract, but it was more of a spell that was cast on him since some words on paper werenât going to be that effective.
â Clomp.
As I walked back, I made sure to keep my body in motion. After sitting for several hours doing little more than circulating my Qi, my body felt stiff. It was also not simple to use such a spell on a martial artist at the fusion realm.
「I didnât expect you to know how to put a seal on people.」
âJust an extra thing that I learned back in the day.â
The seal skill I used was a bit complicated, but it also wasnât that impressive of a skill either.
I couldnât even call it a seal when I compared it to the seal that the Heavenly Demon cast on people.
The seal of the Heavenly Demon held exorbitant power. Even if the person tried to escape from its grasp, they would never be able to escape.
We called that a curse.
On the contrary, the seal I used was similar to the one the Murim Alliance used. Not only did it require the caster to have their hands on the target while casting, but the person the seal was being put on had to flow their Qi in accordance with the movement of the casterâs Qi. Due to the process requiring so many things, it wasnât a very effective skill.
「So itâs not really usable in a life-or-death situation.」
âYeah.â
It was effective once cast, but overall, it wasnât that much of a seal as it required the approval of the target.
Because of that, we had to spend a long time discussing the seal and our agreements. This included how long the spell would last, our goal for it, and many other things.
âHe said he would do anything for the sword, but he still had a lot to say.â
It was understandable, though, as it was a process of literally putting a seal onto oneself. With his position, Namgung Jin had to give it some serious thought.
Nonetheless, he did go through with it in the end.
But I did not learn this spell so that I could use it as a weapon or to get what I wanted; rather, I did it because I wanted to earn peopleâs trust.
â To not betray
â To not hold grudges against each other.
â To believe in each other.
This spell was created by a friend in order for us to survive the damned Abyss. Thinking about it now, that spell didnât even work in there.
But, ironically, we humans continued to believe that the spell was effective simply because we chose to believe so. Even after surviving the Abyss and living through a different timeline, I still wondered if perhaps that seal was still on me.
âThe seal does work.â
It just didnât work in the Abyss, so I was still able to use it outside of that hell.
Quite a few times, actually.
Every time I used it, I remembered his voice; the voice of the man who was responsible for its creation.
â I swear Iâm gonna kill you if you use this outside of this place.
â Why bark at me when you made it for us to use?
â Iâm saying this because I didnât make it for you to use it, you dimwitâŚ!
He told me many times not to use this spell, but I used it to the fullest without listening one bit.
How could I not if this was the only seal I knew how to use?
「Even if heâs only half-complete, heâs still a man whoâs reached the fusion realm. Shouldnât you check if the lock is working in the first place?」
Elder Shin made some alarming comments, but I was not the least bit concerned.
While casting the lock on Namgung Jin, I had also done something else to his body.
âI never imagined putting my demonic Qi to use in such a way.â
If possible, I didnât want to use it, but I wasnât in a situation to be picky about my options.
I poured some of the demonic Qi that was in the process of being purified after I had consumed that flower into Namgung Jinâs body.
It was not enough to harm him like it harmed the Sword Master, but just enough to enhance the sealing spell.
And once the seal dissipated, so would the demonic Qi I put in Namgung Jinâs body, so I would know when it did.
For Heavenly Demon, it could notice if demonic Qi had disappeared from a person from even a long distance, but that wasnât possible for me.
âAnother problem is the First Elder.â
The thing I asked about the first time while casting the lock on Namgung Jin was about his conversation with the First Elder. I had to know what they talked about.
Since he was a suspicious man, I was expecting that they were doing something nasty in the background, but funnily enough, he told me they didnât have such a conversation.
â
It was just a friendly conversation, like I said. We didnât talk too much about politics.
It wasnât too weird for the First Elder to have a talk with Namgung Jin as he was also a well-known person in the world. He just wasnât as famous as the Second Elder.
But if Namgung Jin was being honest when he said he did not discuss anything major, there was an issue.
Namgung Jinâs absence from the scene of the incident involving my servant.
I was wondering if the First Elder was the one who had set up that stage.
âIf the incident really is connected to the First Elder,â
Was there a reason why my father didnât do anything to him?
There was no way that father did not know if this actually occurred. In the end, everything that transpired within the Gu Clan was reported to Father.
I prayed that this was not the case, but if the First Elder had caused this, I would not be surprised.
I had to consider whether âthatâ should occur faster.
The death of the First ElderâŚ
「Even if that happened, would all the problems go away?」
âProbably not.â
The First Elder played a unique role. Not the position he held within the Gu Clan, but the significance of his role in this timeline.
The reason I did not do anything despite knowing that First Elder was doing bad things in the background was, first and foremost, because my father did nothing about it.
Second, I wanted him to stay in that position for another two to three years. After that, the First Elder would face his final moments without my intervention.
His own greed and ambition would engulf and consume him.
Because thatâs what happened in my past life.
âI canât really do anything since I do not know for sure, so I guess I should go warn him.â
「You are quite good at holding back, huh? You seem like you want to kill him on the inside.」
ââŚDonât just look into my emotions like that so rudely. And can a taoist like you really speak so carelessly about other peopleâs lives?â
「You brat, do you know what I learned after the war?」
âWhat is it?â
「Those who deserved to be killed, should be killed.」
I halted my steps after hearing Elder Shinâs cold words. They were way too brutal for a taoist like him.
「Iâm not going to say anything about you trying to fix up that Zhuge Hyuk kid, as I canât really say that was the wrong decision. But Iâll tell you when I think youâre wrong.」
âI understand what youâre trying to say.â
「Thatâs what war is, kid. I thought you would know that yourself since you experienced it on your own, didnât you?」
No loose ends. He was telling me that itâd be too late to regret later if something happened because I didnât finish the job.
And like Elder Shin said, I was able to relate to his words since I had experienced it more than anyone else. Those words may have sounded way too brutal to come from a taoist, but it was a realistic thing to say for a hero who saved the world after a war.
But now still wasnât the time. I first had to find a good reason to do that.
âDonât worry. Iâm not just going to sit and watch.â
This was why I also requested something else from Namgung Jin.
If not a tiger, but an old dog like him was trying to show his fangs, I had to pull them out, whether it were his teeth or claws.
Fortunately enough, I was a professional in this department.
* * * * *
When I got to my place, I thought it was pretty loud. Even though it was dinner time, I thought there were more people than usual here.
âWait, there actually are more people here.â
I saw some that I had never seen before. Well-trained martial artists were here on guard as well. The way they were dressed suggested that they were from the Tang Clan.
Wi Seol-Ah ran over to me as soon as I walked in, as if she had been waiting. I reached out my hand to her as she ran like a puppy toward me.
I planned to pat her on the head.
âYoung Masterrrr!â
âDonât think about hugging me since youâre heavy.â
âI-Iâm not heavy!â
She probably wasnât heavy, since she had indeed lost some weight. Because of this, touching her cheek that had lost weight did not have the same effect as before.
I patted her head despite my disappointment.
âHow come there are so many people here?â
âLady of the house and a pretty aunt came!â
ââŚWhat?â
There was only one person in existence that Wi Seol-Ah would call a âlady of the houseâ.
âSeems like Gu Ryunghwa came.â
Gu Ryunghwa, who was staying in a separate guest house, appeared to have come here. Also, what did she mean when she said pretty auntyâŚ
Because of a sudden thought that passed through my mind, I asked Wi Seol-Ah just in case.
âYou⌠You were not referring to the Sword Master herself when you said âpretty aunty,â right?â
âHmm? Oh, I was! Pretty aunty.â
âDid you say that in front of her too?â
âYesh, she said she liked that and told me to keep calling her that in the future!â
âShe said she liked thatâŚ?â
It didnât seem like a good title, no matter how much I thought about it.
âI guess itâs okay if she herself said she liked it.â
Wi Seol-Ah did not seem to have done anything wrong, and the Sword Master said it was fine, so I thought it was probably okay to let this go?
With that thought, as I was patting Wi Seol-Ahâs head, Hongwa appeared and pulled the girl away.
âKyaa!â
âSeol-ah! You shouldnât bother the Young Master since heâs tired.â
âOkayâŚâ
After hearing Hongwa, Wi Seol-Ah turned away in disappointment.
Still, it did not bother me. Even touching her hair helped me feel better.
I retrieved my hand that had been touching Wi Seol-Ahâs hair awkwardly hanging in the air and asked Hongwa.
âDid Lady Tang come here?â
âYes, Young Master. She came here with Lady Namgung.â
âWith Namgung Bi-ah? I guess it makes sense since theyâre friends, but did they have a reason to come to my place?â
âLady of the house and the Sword Master are also here currently.â
âOh yeah, I was already told. Why did they come here anyway?â
Hongwa tilted her head a bit after hearing my question.
âUh, they said the Young Master invited them to dinner todayâŚâ
âI did what?â
âDid I?â
I felt like I had said we should have dinner together sometime, but was that today?
I couldâve sworn we hadnât set an exact date for that.
It was still good, though, since I planned to see the Sword Master in the near future anyway. While I was thinking, Hongwa spoke with a worried tone.
âYoung MasterâŚâ
âYeah.â
âLady Namgungâs expression didnât look too good.â
âWhat? Does she feel sick?â
âNo, it didnât seem that way.â
âHmm, all right, Iâll go ask her.â
It was rather rare for a servant to worry about a child of a different clan, but it was understandable as I had seen Namgung Bi-ah and Hongwa talk to each other from time to time.
âHer expression didnât look too good, huh.â
Almost never did her facial expressions change, and even when they did, few people would have noticed, so how bad was the change for even Hongwa to notice?
Concerned that she might actually be ill, I walked with rapid steps.
I saw Namgung Bi-ah flinch as soon as I opened the door.
Tang Soyeol was next to her, and they both flinched when I entered, as if they were having a private conversation.
âLady Tang, you are here.â
âHello, Young Master GuâŚâ
âWhat brought you here? Oh, was it because of the reason you were here before?â
âOh, that is not it. Sister Bi-ah said she wanted to eat with usâŚâ
âHere? Together?â
âIs that not⌠possible?â
ââŚNah, itâs fine.â
I might have said it was fine, but I couldnât help but feel a little uncomfortable after learning that Tang Soyeol had feelings for me. I didnât know what to do with her.
âIâve never had to deal with anyone having a crush on me.â
It was such a new feeling for me that it was obvious I would feel uncomfortable.
「To word it differently, it takes a Tang girl like that for you to finally notice.」
âWhy do you always pipe up when I think about those things?â
「Itâs the joy of my life.」
I let out a sigh and asked the two girls who couldnât fix their expressions.
âYou both seemed very surprised when I came in. What were you two talking about?â
âN-Nothing. We werenât talking about anything! Right, sis?â
âY-Yeah.â
Why were they acting this way? Anyone could tell they were talking about something.
They must have been very focused, since first-rate martial artists like them didnât even notice me approaching the door.
I first looked at Namgung Bi-ah.
As Hongwa had said earlier, her expression did seem rather different. I even saw that her face and ears were slightly heated.
I approached Namgung Bi-ah and asked, âYou feeling okay?â
âNo⌠Iâm fine.â
âNo? You donât look fine, though?â
âIâm⌠fine⌠so please back off a little.â
She seemed to have a fever, so I tried to place my hand on her forehead.
I didnât really hesitate to do so since I had done this a few times before. I thought it was the same for Namgung Bi-ah.
-Slap!
âHmm?â
However, I was wrong.
Namgung Bi-ah slapped my hand away. She seemed surprised by herself too, as she covered her mouth with her hand while her eyes widened up. It was a novel sight to see Namgung Bi-ah make such a shocked expression.
âYou found it uncomfortable for me to touch your forehead? You shouldâve told me.â
âNo⌠Itâs not uncomfortable. I was just surprisedâŚâ
âI donât think I did anything too shocking⌠I can call you a medic if you donât feel well.â
âToday is just a bit hotâŚâ
ââŚYou know itâs already fall, right?â
Even I felt the chilly weather despite my body being tempered with my flame arts, so how could she be hot?
Tang Soyeol interrupted the conversation because I was looking at Namgung Bi-ah suspiciously.
âS-Sis must be sweating because she worked out earlier.â Right?â
ââŚYeah.â
It seemed like Tang Soyeol was talking for Namgung Bi-ah for some reason. That being said, Namgung Bi-ahâs clothing looked too neat.
Furthermore, she even looked different from usual, as she had some makeup on, though not as much as on the day of the engagement. That meant that she didnât train.
That was my thought, but I didnât intend to argue any longer.
I thought that I should just let it be since they seemed to be having a secret conversation.
âAll right. Iâll tell the servants to prepare more meals.â
âThank you.â
âOh, by the way, the Sword Master might be joining us for the meal, would that be okay?â
âO-Of course, I came here without any notice, so I have no right to-â
Tang Soyeol, who was replying joyfully, suddenly stopped. After a brief pause, she opened her mouth again.
âWait, Young Master Gu.â
âYes?â
ââŚWho did you say we were eating with?â
âThe Sword Master.â
Tang Soyeolâs expression changed strangely after hearing my words, as if she had misheard me.
I noticed that Tang Soyeol seemed to have lost her posture, so I asked her.
âDid you not know that the Sword Master was here in the Gu Clan?â
âHow could I have known that?!â
Tang Soyeol shouted back.