âOh, Young Master. Youâve returnedâŠâ
Upon returning to the dwelling, I was greeted by Tang So-yeol, who froze mid-sentence upon seeing me.
âYoung MasterâŠâ
âHmm? Whatâs wrong?â
âDid something happen?â
Her eyes were filled with concern, and I couldnât help but smile faintly at the sight.
âWhat could possibly have happened? Nothingâs wrong.â
âButâŠâ
âHave you eaten?â
ââŠYesâŠâ
I deliberately changed the subject, and she reluctantly went along, understanding that I didnât want to talk about it.
That made me feel a little guilty.
âWhat about you, Young Master? Have you eaten?â
âAh, yes. I ate.â
I replied with a smile, but of course, it was a lie. I hadnât eaten.
How could I?
âAs if I could stomach anything.â
Running a hand through my hair, I tried to calm my mind.
Though I had spent some time cooling off on the way back, it wasnât enough.
Far from itâI still felt my emotions burning hotter than ever.
Cheonma.
Was it just a dream?
The thought crossed my mind, though I knew better. It was more of a desperate wish than a genuine question.
But I was all too aware that it wasnât a dream.
The jet-black hair.
The violet eyes that stared directly at me.
The suffocating aura that radiated from herâit was all real.
While I had made countless changes, large and small, to this world with my actions,
this was, without a doubt, the greatest butterfly effect yet.
âWhere did it all go wrong?â
Cheonma had appeared in Hanam, looking vastly different from what I remembered.
How was it supposed to be?
ââŠNot like this. Not this soon.â
If my memory was correct, it should have been at least another year or two before her appearance.
She was meant to open the
Magyeong Gate
during the grand festival hosted by the Martial Alliance.
That memory was still vivid.
The sight of her tearing through the sky and stepping into the world.
The way she looked down at the vast crowd of orthodox martial artists gathered below.
["I am Cheonma."]
Her voice had silenced them all, her overwhelming strength forcing even the great masters of the Alliance to kneel.
That moment was seared into my mind.
Of course, many things had already changed.
The premature appearance of the Crimson-Rank beasts, the change in the Martial Alliance leader to the Wudang Sword SaintâŠ
I could understand those deviations. They were the result of my own meddling.
I had accepted responsibility for those.
But thisâ
âThis is too much.â
This was a problem of a completely different scale, one that made my head throb painfully.
Cheonmaâs demeanor was nothing like what I remembered.
I hated to admit it, but her resemblance to Wi Seol-ah was undeniableâtoo similar in both appearance and aura.
["Why do you hate me?"]
Her words lingered in my mind.
Why do I hate her? That was putting it mildly.
âI despise her.â
I hated Cheonma.
I kept repeating it to myself, but her recent behavior refused to leave my thoughts.
âDonât dwell on it. Sheâs Cheonma.â
I struggled to push the memory out of my head. I had to remind myself of who she was.
What I had endured for this moment.
Why I continued to live this way.
And at the same time, I had to think aboutâ
âWhat comes next?â
No matter what Cheonma had become or what my current circumstances were,
I needed to figure out how to navigate this.
âYoung Master?â
Tang So-yeolâs voice brought me back.
âAre you⊠truly okay?â
She had approached me and was now holding my hand firmly.
The cool touch of her hand felt oddly grounding, even though summer had already arrived. Why were her hands so cold?
Her eyes were filled with worry, and I realized my expression must have been a mess.
âIâm fine.â
ââŠâ
She didnât believe me. Her expression said as much.
Not that I could blame herâI was doing a poor job of hiding it.
âYoung Master.â
Tang So-yeol called my name again.
âHmm?â
When I turned to look at her, she spoke with a quiet but determined tone.
âI⊠I can help you now.â
Her gaze was resolute, and I could tell exactly what she meant.
âSo please, wonât you let me?â
Her voice was careful, almost timid.
I could sense the fear in her, afraid that I might refuse her.
ââŠâ
I sighed inwardly at the sight.
This was a problem.
âThis isnât why I wanted her to grow stronger.â
All I had wanted was for her to stand on her own.
To be able to protect herself in dangerous situations.
And above allâ
âTo stop sacrificing herself.â
I didnât want her to burn herself out, trying to protect others like she had in my previous life.
That was my only intention.
If Tang So-yeol now offered to help me, it would defeat the purpose entirely.
At the very leastâ
At the very leastâ
âI donât want these kids caught up in this.â
That was why I had started all this in the first place.
Caught between her earnestness and my own thoughts, I reached out and gently patted her hair.
Her hair was slightly longer now, its texture softer than before.
âIâm fine. For now.â
At my words, Tang So-yeolâs expression grew sullen.
Even after reaching
Hwagyeong
, she still made faces like that. It was strangely endearing.
Despite her growth and enlightenment, some things about a person never change.
âReally, Iâm fine for now.â
ââŠAlright.â
âIf I need help, Iâll let you know, okay?â
âNo, you wonât.â
ââŠâ
Her blunt response left me speechless.
She wasnât wrong.
âWell⊠uh. Yeah.â
I let out an awkward laugh, knowing I couldnât deny it.
My past actions spoke for themselves.
Perhaps that was why Tang So-yeol seemed unusually resolute.
Sniff.
She let out a small huff, and somehow, my scrambled thoughts seemed to settle just a little.
âFirst⊠I need to focus on what I can do.â
Complicated matters would stay complicated.
But that only meant I had to act.
So what should I do now?
Recovering my strength was important, butâ
âCheonma is somewhere in Hanam.â
If Cheonma was here, then my next step was clear.
âHey.â
âYes?â
I asked Tang So-yeol,
âWhere is the Shadow King right now?â
At my question, her lips pouted slightly. It seemed she wasnât pleased that this was the first thing I asked of her.
âI do feel a bit bad.â
But this couldnât be helped.
The situation on my end was urgent, after all.
ââŠMaster isâŠâ
Master.
Hearing the Shadow King referred to like that felt oddly strange.
âHave you not been able to contact him either, Young Master?â
Her words made me tilt my head.
Something about what she said caught my attention.
âWhy? Is something wrong?â
I could track the Shadow King down if I really needed to, but her reaction piqued my curiosity.
âMaster⊠I donât know where he is right now.â
âHm?â
âHe left saying it was time for me to descend the mountain and hasnât been seen since.â
He disappeared?
I thought over her words.
If Tang So-yeol couldnât contact the Shadow King, then what might be the reason?
One possibility came to mind.
âCould it be⊠Taeecheon?â
The
Magyeong
of Taeecheon. Could he have business there?
I vaguely remembered him mentioning he might visit the place.
âThat would explain the lack of contact.â
If heâd crossed over to the other realm, it would make sense that he was unreachable.
But it didnât matter much.
âI can still reach him.â
Just because Tang So-yeol couldnât didnât mean it was impossible.
Iâd send word to him before the day was over.
Normally, I wouldnât go out of my way to contact him, butâ
âI need the Shadow King for this.â
If it involved Cheonma, the situation demanded a different approach.
âGot it. Iâll try to get in touch with him.â
âHuh?â
âAnything you want me to pass along?â
âAh, no⊠that isâŠâ
The mention of the Shadow King darkened Tang So-yeolâs expression.
â...If you can, just tell him to take his time. Or better yet, come as late as possible.â
â...â
Her words made me chuckle wryly.
It seemed sheâd had quite a rough time with him.
******************
The next day arrived, and I found myself lying flat on the ground, staring up at the sky.
Yes, it was a scene I was all too familiar with.
âUgh, my backâŠâ
I groaned as I pushed myself upright. A sharp pain shot through my lower back as I sat up.
It seemed I had overdone it a bit.
As I clutched my aching back, someone plopped down lightly in front of me, meeting my gaze.
It was Paejon.
âTsk tsk⊠You look pathetic,â he said, shaking his head in mock disdain.
I frowned at his words.
âDidnât I ask you to take it easy? Whyâd you go all out and toss me like that?â
The reason I had been lying flat on the ground, staring at the sky, was none other than my training session with Paejon.
Though, calling it a âtraining sessionâ felt too generous. It was more like a one-sided beating, as always.
âI thought I was starting to close the gap.â
Back when Paejon was merely at the peak of perfection, I could somewhat hold my own.
But now that he had reached
Hwagyeong
, it was utterly hopeless.
âEven activating my inner vision doesnât help.â
No matter how much I strained myself, I couldnât keep up. It wasnât just the speedâ
âThe paths of his strikes are endless.â
The trajectories of Paejonâs energy attacks were simply too many to count.
There was no way to block or counter them all.
And so, the outcome was inevitable.
âI just get pummeled, thatâs all.â
Without any way to respond, I ended up rolling on the ground over and over.
âThere is no such thing as moderation in training. You must be serious at all times,â he said firmly.
âIâm still recovering, Elder.â
âIndeed. And it was you who insisted on training despite Shin-ui telling you to rest, was it not?â
â...â
He had a point. I had been the one to ask him for help, thinking my body was mostly recovered.
â...I didnât expect him to go all out and beat me to a pulp, though.â
I couldnât deny the unfairness of it.
Iâd assumed heâd take it easy on me, considering my condition, but clearly, that assumption was wrong.
Paejon, dissatisfied with my silence, gave me a piercing look.
âBesides, with so many stray thoughts clouding your mind, what kind of training do you think youâre accomplishing?â
â...â
His words struck a nerve, and I couldnât help but let out a bitter laugh.
So he noticed. I figured he might, but of course, Paejon would pick up on it.
âIâm sorry.â
I apologized quickly, and his eyes narrowed slightly in response.
âJudging by your expression, something is troubling you.â
â...â
âWith your personality, I doubt youâll tell me what it is.â
Was my chest an open book? How did he always know?
âAt the very least, if youâre serious about training, rid yourself of those distractions. Otherwise, itâs no different from wasting your time.â
ââŠUnderstood.â
Paejon rose to his feet after delivering his advice, leaving me to sit there and swallow my frustration.
âRid myself of distractions, huh.â
Easier said than done.
How could I possibly do that when my situation was such a mess?
I had come to Paejon out of desperation, hoping to quell my anxiety and frustration, but even I knew that wasnât the right solution.
The fact that Cheonma was somewhere in Hanam loomed over me like a heavy shadow.
Was it my troubled thoughts again? Paejon let out a heavy sigh, clearly dissatisfied.
âDisciple.â
âYes, Elder?â
âAs always, you think too much for someone of your level.â
â...â
Hwagyeong
âa realm attainable only through great enlightenment.
Yet here I was, still plagued by unnecessary thoughts.
âIf you canât clear your mind, youâll never reach the place you aspire to.â
â...â
âWhether itâs a higher realm or the power you seek, it will remain out of reach.â
In other words, not only would I struggle to ascend further, but the power I was working to build would also remain incomplete.
ââŠIâll keep that in mind.â
For now, all I could do was nod in acknowledgment.
I understood it in my head, but putting it into practice was another matter entirely.
âHmph.â
Paejon snorted softly, his disapproval evident, though he didnât press the issue further.
I got to my feet as well, brushing off the dust.
ââŠThank you for the morning session. Iâll head to Shin-ui now to check on my condition.â
Having wrapped up the morningâs training, I intended to visit Shin-ui to assess my physical state.
Butâ
âShin-ui isnât here.â
âWhat?â
I widened my eyes at Paejonâs unexpected remark.
âNot here? This early in the morning?â
The sun had only just begun to rise. Where could he have gone?
âI heard he was expecting a guest and stepped out to meet them.â
Paejonâs explanation only deepened the mystery.
A guest?
The reason Shin-ui had come to Hanam was clearâ
âHe said he was here to meet someone.â
Was this guest the person heâd been referring to?
âWho could it be?â
Even the leader of the Martial Alliance would have to make the effort to visit Shin-ui in person.
Yet this was someone important enough for Shin-ui to go out of his way to meet.
Who on earth could that be?
I couldnât help but feel a twinge of curiosity.
******************
The sun had just begun to rise, painting the sky in soft hues of morning.
As the streets started to fill with people, the bustle of the crowd was interrupted by the arrival of a single carriage, weaving its way through the busy thoroughfare.
The carriage drew the attention of the passersby, their gazes fixed upon it. While the appearance of a carriage was nothing out of the ordinary, its design was what captivated them.
It was a style rarely seen in Zhongyuan, unique enough to stand out amidst the common streets of Hanam.
Inside the carriage, a womanâMoyong Hee-ahâlet out a quiet sigh.
âFrom here on, it looks like weâll have to continue on foot.â
With the growing crowd, the carriage would only become a hindrance.
Moreover, drawing further attention would pose an issue, particularly because of the person seated before her.
The woman seated in front of Moyong Hee-ah nodded at her words, shifting her gaze momentarily toward the window.
Outside, the streets were teeming with people.
To the woman, it was all rather fascinating.
The ground, untouched by snow.
The warmth of the season, so vivid and palpable.
Everything about it was a new and curious experience for her.
ââŠSo this is Hanam,â she murmured, her voice carrying a mix of wonder and excitement.
Moyong Hee-ah nodded in response, though her own feelings about the situation were far less positive. Still, she knew better than to let it show.
The person before her was not someone she could afford to treat with anything less than absolute respect.
âMy Lady.â
The carefully spoken title drew the womanâs attention back to Moyong Hee-ah.
As the faintly shifting breeze moved through the carriage, the womanâs eyesâbriefly visibleâreflected a strikingly familiar light blue hue, identical to Moyong Hee-ahâs own.