Clang.
The sharp sound pierced my ears, and I turned around. Shattered fragments lay scattered on the floor.
Beyond them, a pair of delicate shoes came into view.
I followed them up slowly to find their owner.
It didnât take long before our eyes met.
ââŠLady Mi.â
The owner of those shoes was none other than Lady Mi.
Why is Lady Mi here? And why now, of all times?
Did she hear what I just said? Damn it, she must have. That expression says it all.
In other wordsâŠ
âIâm screwed.â
Thoroughly, completely screwed.
âWhat do I do?â
Cold sweat broke out across my body.
I had just sold out my father to save myself. But if Lady Mi overheard that, things were about to take a drastic turn.
How drastic, you ask?
âIâd rather not imagine it.â
No matter how I pictured it, none of the outcomes looked good.
The kid looked no older than ten.
If I tried to calculate⊠If this was really my fatherâs childâ
âWait. Even before doing the math, the fact that Lady Mi doesnât know about him already spells disaster.â
No amount of excuses could fix this mess.
âUm⊠Lady Mi. This isnât what it looks likeâŠâ
It felt like standing on the edge of a cliff, bracing for the storm of a broken household.
What do I do? How do I fix this mess?
Gulp.
My dry throat kept swallowing as my thoughts spiraled into panic.
âShit.â
No matter how I turned it over in my head, there was no way out.
Confessing now felt too late. At this rate, Iâd have to not only sell out my father but drag him into disgrace.
Save myself, or throw my father under the bus?
It was an impossibly hard decision.
Still, as a son, there had to be limitsâŠ
âLady Mi⊠That is, I wasnât trying to hide it from you. Itâs just, with my fatherâs circumstances and all, I thoughtâŠâ
Selling out my father. That was my conclusion after a short but agonizing deliberation.
Heâs still healthyâhe can handle this much.
Iâll probably get beaten to death if this comes out later, but Iâll deal with that then. Right now, survival came first.
âSo, if youâd just hear me outâŠâ
Just as I was desperately scrambling for excusesâ
Step.
Lady Miâs widened eyes locked on me as she started walking forward.
I flinched and instinctively hunched my shoulders.
But thenâ
Swoosh.
Lady Mi didnât come toward me.
She walked right past and kept going.
Toward Namgung Bi-ah, who was holding the kid.
ââŠâ
When Lady Mi reached Namgung Bi-ah, she said just one thing.
ââŠAh.â
Then, she reached out her hand.
I froze.
âŠWait, is she about to slap her?
It wouldnât be surprising.
Imagine confronting an unknown child and realizing it might belong to your husband.
Any wife would be furious.
Especially one with a temper like hers. I wouldnât put it past her to throw a punchâ
ââŠWait.â
Now that I think about it, doesnât this situation mirror mine a little too closely?
âA concubineâs child. A brat with a nasty temper.â
I suddenly felt uneasy.
We werenât that different, were we?
Fortunately, Lady Mi had never hit me before, but stillâ
âAnyway.â
Should I step in and stop her?
Or leave things alone, given the circumstances?
I was still debating whenâ
Swipe.
Lady Miâs fingers reached the kid.
Not the cheek, though.
ââŠHuh?â
The kid tilted his head at the touch.
Lady Miâs hesitant hand stroked the childâs hair.
ââŠâ
I couldnât see her face from behind, but she kept gently brushing the boyâs hair.
As I stood there dumbfoundedâ
âHeyâŠâ
âHoly shit!â
I jumped at the sudden voice near my ear.
I had dulled my senses earlier to avoid the discomfort of heightened awareness, so I hadnât even noticed anyone approaching.
When I turned, I saw the White Lotus Sword standing there.
ââŠWhat? What is it?â
She looked unusually hesitant.
ââŠSo, whose kid is that?â
ââŠHuh?â
What the hell did she just say?
âItâs obviously not Lady Miâs, right? Judging by the looks, maybe itâs your motherâs? No, that canât be it.â
ââŠâ
Was that what this was about?
âWell, thatâsâŠâ
âOr is it the Sword Queenâs?â
âWhat?â
I squinted at her words.
Sword Queen? Did she mean the Plum Blossom Sword Emperor?
âSenior, what are you talking about? Why would you bring up the Sword Queen?â
âOh, right. I guess you wouldnât know.â
âWhat do you mean I wouldnâtâwait. What are you even saying?â
âIf you donât know, then forget it. So, itâs not the Sword Queen. Then⊠maybe someone from a noble family? I mean, that girl could probably pull something like this. No, wait. Lady Mi wouldâve dealt with her already. Then who could it be? Donât tell me itâs someone from the Blood Palace? But sheâs already engagedâŠâ
ââŠâ
Name after name poured outâpowerful names, ones Iâd definitely heard before.
Why are all these names coming up now?
âŠWait.
âIs she trying to figure out who the mother is?â
If so, did that mean all these women had ties to my father?
Unbelievable.
âFather⊠Were you really that much of a womanizer?â
Not just one or twoâthere were too many.
I suddenly felt disappointed.
Meanwhile, the White Lotus Sword looked completely serious as she rattled off theories.
I let out a sigh.
âLook, whatever youâre thinkingââ
âThen that means thereâs still hope, right? If even those women managed to pull it off, thereâs no reason I canât!â
âWait, what?â
âOh, come on. Whatâs the big deal? Just go with it. Itâs not like itâll make your hair fall out or anything.â
ââŠWhat kind of life have you lived for that to make sense?â
Talking to the White Lotus Sword always felt like losing brain cells.
I didnât have time to waste on jokes, not with this mess hanging over my head.
Rustle.
Meanwhile, Lady Mi kept stroking the boyâs hair.
No one dared to breathe as they watched.
This was the kind of scene that made your skin crawl.
My fatherâs hidden child had appeared.
And my fatherâs wife had shown up immediately after.
It was enough to make anyone sweat bullets.
Even Tang So-yeol and Wi Seol-ah stayed dead silent.
âWhere the hell did Goeseon go?â
That guy had already bolted. Smart move.
Even the usually composed Moyong Hee-ah looked pale, covering her mouth.
What kind of hell was about to break loose?
At that momentâ
ââŠWould you⊠like to hold him?â
ââŠ!â
ââŠHuh?â
ââŠ!!â
Namgung Bi-ahâs words sucked the air out of the room.
Was she insane?
And yetâ
ââŠâ
Lady Miâs hand froze mid-stroke.
Was she mad?
No one could blame her for being furious.
Butâ
ââŠâ
She didnât respond.
She just kept staring at Namgung Bi-ah and the boy.
âWait⊠Is she actually considering it?â
No way.
âNo, she wouldnât.â
It had to be a mistake.
Sure enough, after a long silence, Lady Mi spoke.
âNo. Thatâs alright.â
A rejection.
Of course, no woman would willingly hold her husbandâs hidden child.
The only relief was that she hadnât exploded with anger.
âHow can someone stay this calm?â
It was astonishing.
If it were me, I wouldâve already turned the place upside down.
But Lady Mi, despite her obvious surprise, maintained an air of composure.
While I was still marveling at her restraintâ
âFirst Young Master.â
ââŠ!â
Her voice jolted me like a thunderclap.
âY-YesâŠ?â
I barely managed to respond, and Lady Mi turned to face me.
Her expression was as flawless as ever.
If anything, it was even harder than usual to read her thoughts.
Cold sweat drenched my back.
I was doing my best to hide it, struggling to keep my breathing steady.
Then, Lady Mi spoke.
âWe need to talk.â
ââŠâ
âCome with me for a moment.â
ââŠY-Yes, maâam.â
With that, Lady Mi began walking.
I had no choice but to follow, forcing my legs to move.
This was, without a doubt, the most nerve-wracking moment of my year.
******************
It took some time to get from the Divine Doctorâs residence to where Lady Mi was staying.
Especially since Lady Mi was an ordinary person, she couldnât move quickly.
Matching her pace, I had to spend half a sikyeong walking when I couldâve arrived in a single sprint.
Do you know what was really exhausting?
âI didnât exchange a single word during that entire walk.â
Lady Mi walked ahead in silence. Following behind her, I couldnât even swallow my saliva amidst the awkward quiet.
And so, we arrivedâat Lady Miâs residence.
This was my first time visiting her personal quarters.
Usually, if I wanted to see Lady Mi, Iâd go to the head office of the trading company, or she would summon me.
I had no memory of ever visiting her personal residence.
âIs it⊠this big?â
I was genuinely surprised.
The size of the place was overwhelming.
Iâd always thought my own quarters were quite large.
But this place put mine to shame.
It wasnât exactly twice as big, but the size difference was undeniable.
The well-maintained garden paths were beautifully decorated.
Even the interior, which we entered shortly after, radiated elegance and order.
âSit down.â
ââŠYes.â
I immediately sat down as instructed.
There were already teacups set on the table.
It didnât seem like Lady Mi had prepared them herself. Most likely, a servant had arranged them in advance after being informed.
Feeling parched, I thought to drink the tea firstâŠ
âDid you say that child is the lordâs?â
ââŠCough.â
But I couldnât even take a sip.
Hearing her words, I froze and set the cup back down, my gaze shifting to Lady Mi.
Her hands were folded, and her sharp eyes were fixed on me.
It was clear she was expecting an explanation.
What the hell was I supposed to do now?
âWhat else? I have to start making excuses.â
It was too late to turn back now.
I had to say somethingâanythingâimmediately.
âWell, about that⊠you seeâŠ.â
The walk here hadnât been short, so Iâd already prepared what I wanted to say.
Just as I was about to explain it to Lady Miâ
âI know itâs not.â
ââŠ!â
Her words cut me off, and my mouth snapped shut.
She knew it wasnât true?
Did that mean she already knew Iâd lied?
I was too stunned to react, and Lady Mi continued speaking.
âWhat do you meanâŠ?â
âSo, is it?â
ââŠâ
Her gaze was firm.
For a moment, I thought about admitting it was true and following up with the excuse I had prepared.
Wouldnât that be better?
ââŠNo, it isnât.â
But in the end, I confessed.
Lady Miâs tone was already certain, and strangely, I couldnât bring myself to lie while looking into her eyes.
âIâm sorry.â
ââŠâ
Hearing my apology, Lady Mi took a sip of tea instead of replying.
I couldnât even hear the sound of her drinking.
Clink.
Only the faint sound of the cup being set down reached my ears.
ââŠLady Mi.â
âSpeak.â
âI know itâs an odd question to ask right now, but⊠how did you know?â
How did she figure it out?
I couldnât suppress my curiosity.
Even as I asked, Lady Mi gave me a look that seemed almost amused.
I thought she wouldnât answer, but thenâ
âAt first, I thought it might be possible.â
Lady Mi began explaining, despite her earlier expression.
âBecause the child looks quite similar.â
ââŠâ
âNot exactly like the lord⊠but more like you. Yet, thereâs no way the child could be yours. So for a moment, I did think that maybeâjust maybeâit could be the lordâs child.â
ââŠBut why did you decide it wasnât?â
âThatâs an easy question.â
Was it my imagination, or did she just smile faintly?
She continued,
âBecause your father wouldnât do something like that.â
ââŠ!â
Her answer caught me completely off guard.
âMy father is someone who hides many things.
He doesnât talk much and prefers to keep things to himself.â
ââŠâ
That was definitely true.
In a year, my father probably spoke fewer than a hundred words.
âBut even so, he wouldnât hide something like this.â
ââŠThatâsâŠâ
âBesides, even if he tried to hide itâI wouldâve known.
Iâm the head of Baekhwa Trading Company.â
ââŠâ
Gulp.
I couldnât relate to her earlier points at all,
but her last statement made perfect sense.
Iâm the head of Baekhwa Trading Company.
Her pride and confidence practically radiated from those words.
âThatâs why I wanted to ask.
Who is that child?â
ââŠWould you believe me if I said itâs my child?â
âI would.â
ââŠWhat?â
She said it so easily that I was the one who felt flustered.
âItâs not hard to believe.
If youâre willing to take responsibility for it, then go ahead.â
ââŠâ
Lady Mi knew it wasnât true.
She also knew the child wasnât my fatherâs.
Yet, if I told her to believe it, she said she would.
And on top of that, she asked if I could take responsibility for it.
âSheâs asking if I can bear the weight of that claim.â
It was a much heavier and scarier statement than outright disbelief.
So what was I supposed to do now?
My thoughts were racing in all directions whenâ
âOr, I could choose not to ask.â
Lady Miâs words widened my eyes.
âWhat⊠do you mean?â
âExactly what I said.
I wonât ask who that child is.
And I wonât scold you for falsely claiming the lordâs identity either.â
âWhyâŠ?â
âWell, if I had to give a reasonâŠ.â
Clink. Clink.
The teacup in Lady Miâs hand made a peculiar sound.
âThatâs because you need it. Isnât that reason enough?â
ââŠâ
âIf you need it, then go ahead.
If you need an excuse, I can give you one.â
ââŠWhy are you going this farâŠ?â
âHowever.â
Before I could finish asking, Lady Mi raised her finger and spoke firmly.
âThereâs one condition.â
âA condition?â
âYes, one condition.â
She was willing to ignore everything.
She wouldnât pry about the childâs identity or reprimand me for using my fatherâs name as a shield.
But in return, there was a condition.
Hearing this, I bit my lip.
âOf course.â
Naturally, nothing came free.
There was no way something like this would be without a price.
Overlooking such a serious matter and even offering an excuse had to come with a heavy demand.
I couldnât even guess what she might ask for.
ââŠWhatâs the condition?â
I couldnât refuse without hearing it first.
Tension welled up inside me as I waited for her answer.
Seconds ticked by.
âI will take the child.â
ââŠWhat?â
âThat is my condition.â
ââŠ?â
I heard the words clearly.
But my brain couldnât process them.