The founding head of the Baekhwa Trading Company is a direct descendant of the Gu Clan.
Hearing those words from Elder Il left me frozen.
I stood there, stiff as a board, unable to form any immediate reaction.
How was I supposed to respond to something so absurd?
After a long moment of struggling to find words, I finally managed to speak.
ââŠWhat kind of nonsense is that?â
âWhatâs so nonsensical about it?â
ââŠDo you even hear yourself right now?â
Did he really not understand why this didnât make any sense?
âHow the hell is that even possible?â
If the founding head was truly a direct descendant of the Gu Clan⊠wouldnât that make the relationship with Lady Mi even more complicated?
âLady Mi was born into the Mi Clan.â
But if her father, the founding head, was from the Gu Clan, then they would have had different surnames.
Wellâ
âUnless he married into the Mi Clan.â
It was possible that he took his wifeâs surname.
Especially considering how strained their father-daughter relationship seemed to be, it wouldnât be surprising if Lady Mi took her motherâs name.
That part I could let slide.
Surnames werenât the issue.
The bigger problem wasâ
âWhat about my fatherâs marriage?â
If the founding head was a direct descendant, then he and my father had to be related.
Not as siblings, obviously, but as cousins at the very least.
Which meantâ
âWouldnât that make them family?â
Close family, even.
And if my father married Lady Mi and had children with herâŠ
âIs that even okay?â
By my standards, it didnât sound right.
ââŠNow that I think about it.â
I thought the founding head seemed a little ill-tempered when I first met him.
Was that just the Gu bloodline acting up?
Come to think of it, Lady Miâs cold demeanorâŠ
Could that be the Gu bloodline too?
No matter how far we ran, it seemed like we couldnât escape our roots.
But honestlyâ
âShould I even be surprised?â
The Gu Clan had been a mess for as long as I could remember.
So I tried to brush it off.
ââŠBut can you really ignore this?â
No matter how hard I tried, I couldnât just dismiss it.
This didnât make any sense.
While I wrestled with the implications, Elder Il snickered.
âYouâve got quite the look on your face.â
ââŠâ
I turned to glare at him.
âYou think this is funny?â
âWhat, I canât laugh? Youâre the one making funny faces.â
Was my face really that bad?
His words stung, but I pushed it aside.
What mattered more was his next comment.
âItâs not as bad as youâre making it out to be, so donât worry too much.â
ââŠNot as bad? How?â
âExactly as I said.â
ââŠHow can you say that?â
I stared at him, waiting for an explanation.
Butâ
âHmm? I donât think that was part of the bet.â
ââŠâ
The bastard just smirked and clamped his mouth shut.
Unbelievable.
âHeâs not planning to tell me anything else.â
I couldnât believe I fell for it.
Stillâ
âSo the old man really is from the Gu Clan.â
If Elder Il was telling the truth, the founding head was part of the Gu Clan.
Most likely, my grandfatherâs brother.
That would explain why he knew so much about the clan.
Butâ
âWhy didnât I know about him?â
Why didnât anyone ever mention a living direct descendant?
Not to mentionâ
âHe doesnât even seem to have any martial arts training.â
I hadnât sensed any qi from him.
That, combined with all the other inconsistencies, left me even more confused.
And yetâ
âElder Il doesnât seem worried at all.â
Despite knowing all this, Elder Il acted like it wasnât a big deal.
No matter how laid-back he was, there had to be a reason for his attitude.
âYeah⊠If something was seriously wrong, the marriage never wouldâve happened.â
The Gu Clan wasnât exactly the most stable family, but it was still a noble house.
The elders may not have had much authority, but my fatherâs position was unshakable.
âFor that to be the case, my father must have had solid justification.â
If my father had committed some grave mistake, there was no way the marriage wouldâve been approvedâ
Even if it was politically advantageous.
âA marriage between close relatives? Thatâd be too much.â
So if the marriage happened anywayâ
âThere mustâve been a reason why it was acceptable.â
Either thatâ
âOr very few people actually know.â
There was a chance the information had been hidden.
Butâ
âNo, itâs probably the first one.â
I was willing to bet there was more to this story than I knew.
I turned back to Elder Il.
âElder.â
âHmm?â
âYou really are sneaky, you know that?â
âWhat was that?â
Elder Il frowned at me, looking genuinely offended.
But I just sighed.
ââŠLike youâre one to talk.â
By now, it was obvious.
Elder Il hadnât told me this because he lost the bet.
That was just an excuse.
He had dropped this bombshell to make me understand somethingâ
That the founding head was part of the Gu Clan.
That he knew the clanâs secrets.
Andâ
ââŠThat his family is just as messed up as mine, so maybe I should cut him some slack.â
This was Elder Ilâs way of saying I should try to be more understanding.
âSeriously.â
He really had a talent for making things complicated.
ââŠStill.â
Whether the founding head was from the Gu Clan or notâ
I honestly didnât care.
âSo what?â
I already knew my family was a mess.
The only thing that changed wasâ
âLady Mi and I might be more closely related than I thought.â
Maybe our blood ties were a little closer.
That was it.
Nothing more.
What mattered most right now wasâ
âSo why did that old man call for me? Do you know?â
âAhâ!â
Why had the founding head summoned me?
If Elder Il was right, it wasnât just to talk about the Gu Clanâs secrets.
âIf that was the case, he shouldâve contacted me in my past life.â
So why now?
It had to be related to my recent rise in status.
Or maybeâ
âSomething about my name spreading through the martial world?â
Whatever it was, there had to be a connection between my reputation and his sudden interest.
I needed answers.
So I asked Elder Il about it.
âHmm.â
âWhat? Is this another question you donât want to answer?â
âNo, itâs not that.â
Elder Il stroked his beard as he spoke.
âIt just so happens that this ties into the secret I was going to tell you.â
ââŠHuh?â
The secret heâd promised to reveal.
Iâd almost forgotten about that.
âOh, right. That was part of the deal.â
Heâd agreed to tell me a secret along with the truth about the founding headâs identity.
But now he was saying this was related?
While I was still trying to process it, Elder Il continued.
âThe reason that old man called for you and the secret I mentionedâŠâ
âYes?â
âItâs because he adores his daughter too much.â
ââŠWhat?â
My brows furrowed immediately.
âThe manâs a hopeless doting father.â
ââŠ?â
I had no idea what he was talking about.
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I returned to my quarters afterward.
Elder Il had refused to explain further and then disappeared, claiming he had someone to meet.
As always, he was like the wind.
Honestly, it was a little enviableâbeing able to live so freely.
Elder Il said heâd drop by again since he was staying at the Gu Clanâs estate for now.
Of course, I told him not to come.
Not that it would stop him.
I just hoped I wouldnât have to see him too often.
Back in my empty room, I sat down and fell into thought.
It wasnât about the conversation with the founding head, the Gu Clanâs responsibilities, or the mysteries surrounding the Heavenly Demon.
No, none of that was on my mind.
What occupied my thoughts wasâ
âWhat was that sensation earlier?â
The feeling Iâd experienced during the spar with Elder Il.
That floating sensation and the flurry of changes within my body.
The moment of clarity that martial artists often referred to as âenlightenment.â
I was trying to recall it.
Martial artists always said that if you failed to grasp enlightenment when it came, youâd regret it for the rest of your life.
Thatâs how rare and precious it was.
ââŠHmph.â
But I had let it slip away.
I didnât know why it came so suddenlyâ
Or if it really was enlightenment.
But my instincts told me it was.
No, I was sure of it.
It had to be enlightenment.
My thoughts, my energyâthey all told me the same thing.
Which made it all the more frustrating.
âWhat if Iâd held onto it?â
What if Iâd captured that fleeting moment?
Would something have changed?
Would I have gained insight into a new world, as the name âenlightenmentâ implied?
It sounded far-fetched, but who could say?
And why had it come to me in the first place?
âI donât get it.â
Enlightenment didnât just appear out of nowhere.
Especially not during a spar.
âThis is a first for me.â
Iâd never experienced anything like it before.
So I started to speculate.
ââŠWas it the White Jade Stone?â
The White Jade Stone Iâd devoured in a hurry.
Was the enhanced qi and firepower the reason?
It was possible.
No, it was the only explanation I could think of.
ââŠNot that it matters now.â
Iâd already missed my chance.
If Iâd tried to capture that moment by striking Elder Il with full forceâ
âHe wouldâve been seriously injured.â
Thinking about it, I never really had a choice.
So this was just me lamenting what couldâve been.
âTsk.â
I clicked my tongue and glanced out the window.
The sun was already setting.
Iâd wasted an entire day without getting anything done.
âTomorrowâs going to be a hassle.â
My life was like thatâ
One misstep, and everything spiraled into chaos.
It was frustrating, butâ
âItâll work out somehowâŠâ
When things piled up too much, I tended to stop caring.
Future me would deal with it.
For nowâ
âI should go check on the kids.â
When life got too heavy, it was better to focus on something light.
With that thought, I stood up and stepped outside.
Iâd vented my frustrations through the spar.
Now I needed something pleasant to clear my head.
So I moved.
Tired and frowning, I started walking.
Too drained to focus, I failed to notice it.
The faint flames flickering across my back.
Andâ
âSpeak.â
âUrgh⊠AghâŠ!â
I also failed to realizeâ
âKeep barking, you worthless dog.â
That by tomorrow, Iâd be beating one of the clan leaders to a pulp.