A small bead rolled and dropped with a soft thud.
It felt as if something had fallen into place inside me.
âMadam Mi doesnât hate us.â
That statement felt strangely out of place.
Could that really be true?
I had lived my entire life certain that Madam Mi resented and despised me.
Otherwise, none of it made any sense.
âIf not, then how could she act that way?â
There were far more reasons to hate me than to like me.
There were far more reasons to push me away than to accept me.
So, I couldnât understand.
âShe doesnât hate me? How can you be so sure?â
I asked Gu Ryunghwa, unable to grasp how she could be so certain of Madam Miâs feelings.
Gu Ryunghwa tilted her head with a somewhat baffled expression and said,
âBrother. Do you really not get it?â
âGet what?â
âHow can you not know...? Seriously, I feel bad for the girls.â
âStop messing around and explain properly.â
âExplain? Itâs obvious youâre the only one who doesnât know.â
Gu Ryunghwa frowned deeply.
She opened her mouth as if she was going to elaborate, but thenâŠ
ââŠNever mind.â
âWhat?â
âIâm not telling you.â
âWhatâs with starting a conversation and then just dropping it? Thatâs low.â
âLike you have room to talk. You said youâd come, but you didnât. I heard you even told Yung Pung youâd visit him. Said it yourself, didnât you? Then you didnât show up. And now youâre calling me low?â
â...â
Once again, I was at a loss for words.
Sheâd grown better at arguing as she got older. Damn it.
I was left speechless, and Gu Ryunghwa let out a small sigh.
âAnyway⊠What are you going to do now? Are you going back to Shanxi?â
â...â
ââŠYouâre going somewhere else again, arenât you?â
Seeing her disappointed expression, I quickly tried to explain.
âItâs just⊠I have some things to take care of. Itâs not like I donât want to go back. I swear, I really do haveââ
âYou donât need to make excuses. I know youâre busy.â
With that, Gu Ryunghwa turned her head and stared straight ahead.
âYouâre trying to catch that Cheonma guy, arenât you?â
â...â
The unexpected word froze me in place.
I hadnât expected her to bring up that name.
âI know, you know. That youâve⊠become someone important to people now. And that youâre busy trying to fight the Demonic Cult.â
I held my breath, unable to find the right words to respond.
âTheyâre calling you a hero, right? Honestly, I canât imagine you as a hero.â
Despite her sarcastic tone, the corners of her lips lifted ever so slightly.
âStill, I guess⊠I do feel a little proud.â
â...â
âDonât get the wrong idea, okay? Itâs just a tiny bit. People keep saying how amazing you are, so⊠I guess thatâs why it happened. Got it?â
Seeing my expression shift, she hurried to deny any deeper meaning.
What kind of face was I making for her to react like that?
Whatever it was, it must have looked wrong.
It wasnât embarrassment or disbelief that I felt.
âAnyway, itâs fine. Really.â
It was shame.
This praise, born out of misunderstandings and appearances I had fabricated, wasnât mine to claim.
And yetâ
âBrother? Whatâs wrong?â
ââŠItâs nothing. My stomach just feels a little off.â
The fact that I felt even the slightest bit happy hearing those words from Gu Ryunghwaâ
It made me sick to my stomach.
******************
The next morning arrived.
I dressed lightly and headed toward my destination.
After finishing my conversation with Gu Ryunghwa and having a brief discussion with Elder Il, I made my way to Madam Mi.
Strictly speaking, I had intended to meet Moyong Hee-ah, but she still seemed upset and refused to see me.
So, I left a message with Madam Mi instead.
When she heard I was leaving for Sichuan, her reaction remained calm.
Howeverâ
âAre you planning to leave the child here?â
âPardon?â
âThat child.â
âAh.â
She was likely referring to Dol-Dol, which left me momentarily uncertain.
Was this her way of saying she didnât want to be burdened and I should take him with me?
Thinking along those lines, I replied:
âI figured itâd be troublesome for you to keep watching over him, so Iâll justââ
âI never said it was troublesome.â
Her tone sharpened slightlyâwas it just my imagination?
ââŠOh, I see. But I still think it would be better if Iââ
âThe Murim Alliance is already keeping you busy. Itâll be too much to manage a child on top of that. Leave him hereâIâll take care of it.â
â...â
If she had already made up her mind, then why even bother asking?
I held back the urge to voice my thoughts aloud. It wasnât a bad outcome, after all.
Bringing Dol-Dol along might have been convenient, but it wasnât really necessary.
With so many people involved, he wouldnât be of much use anyway.
The only real concern was what sort of trouble he might cause if left unsupervised...
âHe seems to be enjoying himself, so maybe itâll be fine?â
Dol-Dol had been doing surprisingly well, acting like an innocent child while being well-fed and taken care of.
Apparently, he went out with Madam Mi almost every day.
âWhat exactly is he up to?â
I couldnât help but wonder.
It didnât seem like he was doing anything significantâjust dressing nicely and being treated to snacks.
ââŠHmm.â
It was hard to tell, but as long as he seemed fine, there was no need to interfere for now.
Nodding to myself, I shifted focus to more pressing matters.
âThe problem isnât thatâitâsâŠ.â
I stroked my chin, thinking about Madam Miâs fatherâthe former Baekhwa Clan Leader.
âI should have tried to meet with him again.â
The former Baekhwa Clan Leaderâa direct blood relative of the Gu family.
There were things I needed to ask him.
âBut he wasnât there.â
I had hoped to speak with him last night while visiting Madam Mi, but he was nowhere to be found.
Where could he have gone? Had he disappeared for good?
Or perhaps Madam Mi had hidden him away to prevent us from meeting.
That seemed more likely.
âWhy, though?â
Why did Madam Mi hate her father so much?
And why was this man, despised by his own daughter, connected to the Gu family bloodline?
The questions lingered.
Elder Il had assured me it wasnât anything to worry about, butâ
âIâm curious.â
Even if I pretended otherwise, I couldnât ignore it.
I needed to find out.
And for thatâ
âI need to finish this trip quickly.â
Iâd wrap things up as soon as possible.
Ideallyâ
âBefore the season ends.â
Autumn had only just begun, and I wanted to settle everything before it ended.
Resolving to act quickly, I turned around.
Behind me stood fewer than twenty people, their faces tense.
âIs everyone ready?â
ââŠAll members are prepared.â
Tang So-yeol immediately responded to my short question.
Her answer came so quickly that it seemed she had been prepared for it in advance.
It made me want to pat her head out of amusement, but I resisted.
There were too many eyes watching.
âGood. Then letâsââ
I was about to report to Muk Yeon and set out whenâ
âHmm?â
I sensed movement.
Turning to look, I saw a group approaching from the distance.
It wasnât a small group, either.
Their attire looked familiar, not just to me but to everyone else as well.
âI-Isnât that Ilcheong SwordâŠ?â
âItâs the Azure Dragon Commander?â
Leading the group was a sharp-looking middle-aged man.
Ilcheong Sword, the Azure Dragon Commanderâknown as the strongest among the commanders, second only to the current Sword Emperorâwas walking toward us with his subordinates in tow.
The others reacted quickly.
It wasnât surprising to see members of the Azure Dragon Unit here.
We had already been informed that this operation would involve cooperation with them.
Howeverâ
âWhy did Ilcheong Sword come personally?â
That was an entirely different matter.
âMaybe he came to see us off?â
âWhy would the Azure Dragon Commander bother? Are the two of them even close?â
âI heard they werenât. In fact, didnât they have some friction before?â
As murmurs spread, growing louder with each passing moment, Ilcheong Sword appeared, and I stepped forward to meet him.
âSenior Ilcheong Sword.â
âGood to see you.â
Ilcheong Sword extended his hand, and without hesitation, I took it.
Feeling the firm grip, I smiled and spoke.
ââŠI had heard you were willing to assist us, but I didnât expect you to come in person.â
âHahaha. I couldnât just sit back after hearing that the Star Dragon Unit was heading out on its first mission. Iâm glad I can offer my help in this way.â
Grip.
There was a slight increase in pressureâenough to notice but not excessive.
âI only worried that my presence might be burdensome for the Star Dragon Commander.â
âNot at all. Your recent reputation precedes you, Senior. Having your support is reassuring.â
âIâm relieved to hear that.â
The exchange of words was warmâalmost too warm.
So much so that the onlookers couldnât help but whisper among themselves in surprise.
âLooks like theyâre closer than we thought.â
âOf course. Why would someone like Ilcheong Sword ever cause friction?â
They began forming their own narratives, clearly misinterpreting the situation.
Their assumptions made my ears itch, but I ignored them.
The reality wasnât nearly as friendly as it seemed.
âThis bastardâs digging at me the moment he shows up.â
I analyzed Ilcheong Swordâs words carefully.
â âI couldnât just sit back after hearing that the Star Dragon Unit was heading out on its first mission.â
Interpretation: I was so worried youâd screw up the moment you left that I couldnât sleep and had to come supervise.
â âI only worried that my presence might be burdensome.â
Interpretation: Youâre a rookie, so having me around might save you from embarrassing yourself. Even if youâre uncomfortable, just deal with it if you want to succeed.
Even if I softened the interpretation, the meaning wasnât much different.
His seemingly kind words hid sharp barbs.
I wasnât about to let it slide.
âIâve heard much about your recent reputation, Senior. Iâm sure your support will be invaluable.â
I had just brought up his reputation.
The truth was, Ilcheong Swordâs recent success rate wasnât particularly high, and his failures were no secret.
Bringing that up couldnât possibly be taken as a compliment.
âHahaha.â
âHahaha.â
The tension between us rose.
Grip.
Our handshake, initially firm, began to escalate into a contest of strength.
Crossing the line between polite pressure and outright competition, we both tightened our grip.
I adjusted my posture slightly, controlling my energy.
SssssâŠ
Right on cue, he let a sliver of energy slip, as if by accident.
Suppressing the urge to smirk, I feigned surprise and released his hand.
Thud!
As our hands separated, a faint breeze stirred the air, ruffling strands of hair.
At that momentâ
âStar Dragon Commander.â
âYes?â
Ilcheong Sword spoke.
âIf you have any concerns, let them go.â
He smiled.
âThe Azure Dragon Unit will fully support the Star Dragon Unit. I assure you, this mission will be a success.â
Beneath his confident words, I detected something faintly sinister.
Normally, it might have grated on meâbut this time, I managed to keep my smile.
âConcerns? Not at all.â
There was no need for concerns.
I trusted Ilcheong Sword completely.
We shared the same goal, after all.
âI believe in you, Senior.â
No matter what situation aroseâ
âSo, letâs give it our best together.â
âI knew he would act exactly as I wanted him to.