The desire to kill is, after all, an emotion.
Simply put, itâs the intent to end someoneâs life. When combined with a martial artistâs energy, it manifests as killing intent.
The deeper the emotion, the stronger the energy. But because itâs just energy, it can ultimately be controlled.
Thankfully.
If someone went around spewing killing intent just because they felt like murdering someone, that would cause no small amount of trouble.
Killing intent is the most distinct energy a martial artist can possess. The higher their cultivation, the more they must learn to restrain it.
If unleashed carelessly, it would be far too easy for others to notice.
Thus, the more skilled the martial artist, the better they are at handling their killing intent. Use it only when necessary. Suppress it when possible.
This means that killing intent, tied as it is to emotions, can be regulated at will.
At least, thatâs what I believed to be true.
"This is just bullshit."
I scowled as I assessed my condition.
Gripping my chest where my heart was, I clicked my tongue. Something felt terribly wrong with my body.
Thrum-thrum-thrum-thrum!
âUrghâŠâ
A vibration pulsed from deep within me.
From the inside of my heart, a massive killing intent was surging. It was so intense I had to pour my energy into suppressing it.
"Goddamn it, this is ridiculous."
Barely keeping it from leaking out of my body, I had no idea how long I could hold it back. Letting it burst out wasnât an option either.
"Thereâs just too much."
The sheer volume of energy mixed with the killing intent was staggering.
It wasnât just enough to cover this placeâit could easily engulf the entire branch.
Vast and overwhelming.
If this slipped from my grasp and exploded, it would sweep away most of the people around me. Given its density and intensity, the aftermath would be devastating.
I had only intended to stir up some chaos, but if it escalated to that point, it would be a real problem.
At least, not yet. Now wasnât the time for that.
âHooooâŠâ
I forced myself to endure, suppressing and suppressing some more.
âStar Dragon Captain.â
And then, as if summoned by fate, the worst possible person appeared before me.
âWhat is the meaning of this?â
The man questioning me had his sword pointed at me.
Ilcheon Sword, the leader of the Azure Dragon Division, stood before me, brimming with hostility.
âExplain yourself.â
âŠHah.â
This was bad.
Looking at his face already annoyed me to no end, but to have his sword aimed at me on top of that?
"Couldnât he have chosen a better time?"
I was already sweating bullets trying to suppress my killing intent. Why now of all times?
I took a deep breath and glared at him. Ignoring his question wasnât an option, so I gathered my energy to suppress the backlash and opened my mouth.
âŠCanât you tell by looking?â
Ilcheon Sword glanced around. His subordinate, the deputy captain of the Azure Dragon Division, lay collapsed and bloodied on the ground. The Azure Dragon soldiers around us were visibly terrified of my every move.
And then there was the barrier of energy I had erected around us. None of it painted a good picture.
Ilcheon Sword pursed his lips and spoke.
âŠI see that much. But thatâs why Iâm asking. You, for all your arrogance, donât strike me as someone who acts without thought.â
âWell, thank you for the compliment. Iâm overwhelmed.â
I forced a smile.
Thankfully, the killing intent within me was slowly, albeit painfully, subsiding. The pace was excruciatingly slow, but progress was progress.
âIn that case, since you seem so understanding, do you also know why things turned out like this?â
âI do not. So Iâd appreciate an explanation.â
Schiiing.
Ilcheon Swordâs blade trembled. At the same time, I felt energy ripple along its edge.
âIf you donât, Iâm afraid I wonât be able to hold back this time.â
âHahaâŠâ
Under normal circumstances, Iâd retort with âAnd what exactly will you do if you canât?â But right now, even that felt impossible.
More accurately, I didnât have the luxury. If I pushed it, the energy I had worked so hard to suppress might erupt again.
So instead of nitpicking his words, I decided it was best to address the situation directly.
âIf you insist, Iâll explain.â
I paused, letting the silence fill the air to set the tone. Then, pointing ahead with a finger, I gestured to the man whose jaw I had shattered earlier.
âThat bastardâor rather, the Azure Dragon deputy captainâclaimed he had some business with our division.â
âŠBusiness?â
Ilcheon Sword frowned. His expression made it obvious he didnât understand the issue.
But.
âI donât know what business exactly. He just said there was something.â
âAnd why would that be a problemâ?â
âThen why the hell didn't he come himself, but ordered us to come to him??â
âŠ!â
Ilcheon Swordâs eyes widened. He seemed to finally grasp the problem.
âIf he had business with us, shouldnât he have come to us? Why the hell is he summoning us like some lord giving commands? And between captains of equal rank, no less? Hah, unbelievable.â
I started walking toward him, speaking as I went.
âAt this rate, anyone watching would think weâre a subordinate branch of the Azure Dragon Division. Donât you agree?â
âŠâ
His frown remained, but there was a noticeable shift in his expression.
This was about justification.
Do you know the biggest difference between the righteous and the unorthodox factions? There are many reasons one could argue, but to me, the most important is how they act.
The righteous faction doesnât recklessly display their strength based on emotions, while the unorthodox faction couldnât care less. In other words, itâs a matter of justification.
And.
âThe Azure Dragon Division came here as reinforcements, didnât they? So how am I supposed to interpret this bullshit situation?â
Right now, I was hammering home the concept of justification to Ilcheon Sword.
He frowned deeply, and I smiled as I asked him.
âAm I wrong?â
Weâre of equal rank. Not some grunts, but captains. Second only to the division leaders in our respective units.
And yet this deputy captain of the Azure Dragon Division dared pull such a stunt? It didnât make sense.
"Especially consideringâŠ"
I had overheard bits of their conversation. It was absurdly condescending.
I couldnât understand it.
"Does he not have a brain?"
Right now, the Allianceâs focus was heavily on the Star Dragon Division. Even if it was mostly for appearances, that much was clear.
Yet he openly showed such blatant disregard?
"Youâd have to be insane."
No matter how I looked at it, it didnât add up. For someone who had climbed to the rank of deputy captain after years in the Alliance to act like this?
There had to be a reason behind it.
"Unless thereâs something I donât know, thereâs no way this wouldâve happened."
Whether it was Ilcheon Swordâs orders, an attempt to undermine us, or some personal grudge, there had to be something more to it.
And Ilcheon Sword surely knew that as well.
However.
âEven if thatâs the cause, do you think itâs justified to not only brutalize a fellow comrade but also threaten me like this?â
Ilcheon Sword wasnât without his own argument. His justification lay in the notion that I had overreacted to the situation.
"You're right."
Based on the situation, it didnât seem necessary to go this far. If I had simply used my authority as the Star Dragon Captain to suppress and pressure the deputy captain, it would have been resolved easily.
"Moreover, weâre in foreign territory. We should be cooperating to move forward, not pulling this kind of nonsense."
At Ilcheon Swordâs words, murmurs erupted among the onlookers, particularly from the Azure Dragon Division. Their reactions made it clearâWasnât this a bit too much?
From a logical standpoint, his argument made sense.
But.
"Then maybe they shouldnât have acted like assholes."
I didnât care.
"...What?"
Ilcheon Swordâs eyes widened at my response. He clearly hadnât expected it.
"If they didnât want this to happen, then they shouldnât have started messing around in the first place."
"Star Dragon Captain, what kind of nonsense is this?"
"Nonsense? Are you kidding me?" I shot back, my voice sharp, my energy rising.
As I spoke, I felt my killing intent threatening to erupt again, and I forcefully suppressed it.
"You call it logic or reason, but honestly, itâs annoying. I donât have the patience to counter every single word youâre saying."
Truthfully, I could refute everything he said, step by step. I could even steer the situation in my favor if I wanted.
But.
"I just beat them up because I felt like it. So whatâs the problem?"
I decided to cast all that aside and say what I wanted to say.
"...What? Are you even listening to yourself?"
"Of course. Isnât this a perfectly valid response, senior?" I replied with a slight smirk.
"Do you even understand what the title of captain means?" I asked, my tone sharp.
Being a division captain. Did Ilcheon Sword understand what that role entailed? Maybe, but probably not the way I saw it.
"Being the head of a groupâitâs not just a title. From where I stand, it means this."
I fixed my gaze on him, still suppressing my energy.
"If someone messes with your subordinates, you step up and crush them. Thatâs what being a captain means."
If you sit in the position, you take responsibility. No matter what it entails.
Thatâs why I despise titlesâthey come with too much pointless responsibility.
But what can I do? Iâm already in the seat, so I have to act.
"And my subordinate was openly disrespected in front of me. What else was I supposed to do?"
I had to retaliate.
"So, youâre telling me you did that to himâto the Azure Dragon deputyâbecause of that?"
"You catch on quickly," I replied.
"Hah..." Ilcheon Sword let out a laugh, utterly baffled. His irritation was evident in his narrowed eyes.
"For all your inexperience... you really donât understand the gravity of what youâve done, do you?"
His previously raised gaze grew colder.
"What exactly donât I understand?" I asked, tilting my head.
"Do you not realize how inappropriate it is to act without fully grasping the situation?"
"Inappropriate? Hahaha." I couldnât help but laugh at the word.
"What does âappropriateâ even mean for someone like me?"
"Are you seriously asking?"
"Yes, Iâm serious."
In both my previous life and this one, Iâve never adhered to the concept of propriety.
"Youâre a captain of the Martial Alliance and a martial artist titled as a king. That alone demands behavior befitting your status."
"Oh, I see... behavior befitting my status," I said, as if mulling it over.
"Then you understandâ"
"But you see, senior, I donât need that kind of status."
"...What?"
Ilcheon Sword blinked, baffled by my response. He opened his mouth to say something, but I cut him off.
"Think about it. What use is propriety to someone who canât even protect their own subordinates? Spare me the crap. If thatâs what propriety means, I donât need it. You can keep it for yourself."
"Star Kingâ!" Ilcheon Sword roared, his voice vibrating with energy. His anger was palpable, and the air trembled.
"Why are you shouting? My ears hurt," I said, wincing at the volume.
The sound of his grinding teeth was audible. He was clearly holding himself back.
"As I said earlier, you acted without understanding the full context. Do you have any idea what kind of punishment awaits you once this reaches the main Alliance?"
He wasnât wrong. If this got reported, Iâd face disciplinary action. I had reacted without fully assessing the situation, and my retaliation had been excessive. Once I returned to the Alliance, punishment would be inevitable.
And even if it werenâtâŠ
"Even outside the main Alliance, I have no intention of letting this slide."
Ilcheon Sword drew his sword. He clearly wasnât planning to let me off easily.
Of course not. If he let this go, his own position would be jeopardized.
How would it look if he simply backed down after his deputy was humiliated? For the sake of his own standing, he couldnât afford to let this go.
"Star King, unless you properly apologize for this, Iâll have no choice but to draw my blade."
"Hmm... is that so?"
So, he wasnât planning to let this go. I see.
His resolve was clear. I took a step forward.
"...!"
Ilcheon Swordâs eyes narrowed, his stance shifting into a defensive posture. The energy on his swordâs edge flared more intensely.
"If youâre not planning to let this slide, then what will you do? Fight me?"
"If thatâs what it takes, then yes."
"Good. Thatâs bold of you. But if youâre going to be so boldâ"
Step. The distance between us closed further, and his killing intent thickened.
Any closer, and heâd undoubtedly strike.
"But you shouldnât have resorted to poison in the first place."
Ilcheon Sword froze. His eyes flickered, and even the energy enveloping his sword wavered.
His reaction was telling. I couldnât hold back a smirk.
"Or... maybe, at the very least," I said, wiping the grin from my face, "you shouldnât have been messing around with the Celestial Stream Sect. Donât you think?"
The moment those words left my mouth, the surroundings fell into a heavy silence.