When it comes to memories of my mother, I must admit, I donât recall much.
I was too young back then, and decades have passed since. At best, only fragments remain.
One memory is that she loved winter.
On snowy days, she would always hold my sisterâs and my hands as we walked through the snow-covered paths.
She once mentioned that she liked things that were pure white. Or at least, thatâs what I think she said.
And perhaps because of that, she also loved white flowers.
Actually, she seemed to love anything that was white.
But there was one exception.
"She liked our hair."
Despite her love for all things white, my mother had an odd fondness for our pitch-black hair.
Her own hair was as white as freshly fallen snow, but she once said it was fortunate that ours was black.
It made no sense, but she would say it so earnestly.
Those were happy times.
Every day seemed that way when I think back on it.
There were no worries, just days spent enjoying the moment.
âSon, do you like this?â
âYes.â
On snowy days, I would often nap on the wooden porch, my head resting on my motherâs lap.
Her embrace was warm.
Yet, despite her warmth, my mother, like all members of the Gu family who radiated heat, felt the cold acutely, even though she loved winter.
Why was that? I remember it being a strange reason.
Ah, right.
âItâs because I donât have fur.â
Thatâs what she said.
Even now, itâs hard to make sense of those words. Maybe it just meant she was sensitive to the cold.
Anywayâ
I liked my mother.
No, Iâm sure I did.
Even if I donât remember everything clearly, I believed I did.
Which is whyâŠ
I must be dreaming about her now.
A dream about something I canât return to, something I can only long for.
âMy son.â
ââŠâ
I felt a touch on my hair.
Perhaps because itâs been so long since Iâve dreamt of her, the sensation felt vivid.
The gentle strokes of her hand were soft.
As if she were truly there, stroking my hairâŠ
ââŠâ
Something felt off.
"Isnât this too real for a dream?"
That thought lingered as I slowly opened my eyes.
âAh.â
ââŠâ
The first thing I saw was a pair of violet eyes staring back at me, along with a familiar, beautiful face.
âHello.â
Her monotone greeting made me immediately sit up.
I pulled away and glared at her.
âAhâŠâ
Cheonma looked at me with a disappointed expression, which only made me frown deeper.
ââŠWhat the hell are you doing?â
I thought this dream felt unusually vivid. It turned out I had been lying on Cheonmaâs lap this whole time.
I scratched the back of my head with an annoyed grimace.
Damn it.
How did this happen?
"Did I pass out?"
That seemed likely. I tried to recall my last memory before losing consciousness.
ââŠ!â
I remembered.
"The Blood Demon."
I had come to find Cheonma when the Blood Demon appeared.
They fought, and I had drawn the White Flame to stop himâŠ
"As soon as he saw it, the Blood Demon tried to kill me."
His unsettling grin vanished the moment he saw the White Flame. His expression hardened, and he moved to kill me on the spot.
And thenâ
"Mother appeared."
She appeared, wrapping me in her energy.
Though it was only her presence, I knew it was her.
She even subdued the Blood Demon.
"That monsterâŠ"
The moment I felt his power, I realized something.
The Blood Demon was far beyond anything I had imagined.
But if my mother could suppress him, that meant her power was even greater.
No, more importantlyâŠ
"They seemed to know each other."
That fact bothered me.
I had long suspected my mother wasnât an ordinary person.
Iâd even heard about her before.
"A calamity."
If the Blood Demon was the first calamity, my mother was the second.
Yet, the world had survived them both, leading to the present day.
Still, why would my mother and the Blood Demon know each other?
"The Blood Demon called her Mangye."
Mangye âthe Lord of Myriad Realms.
Muah had also described her as such.
It meant my mother was the ruler of some realm.
"But setting that asideâŠ"
How had she appeared back at the Sinryong Pavilion?
And what did her final words mean?
"She told me never to look for her."
Why?
I didnât know.
As I frowned and sank into thought, a voice interrupted.
âAre you all right?â
ââŠTch.â
I clicked my tongue at the voice in front of me.
"Right, sheâs still here."
It wasnât just my mother or the Blood Demon I needed to think about.
There was something I needed to confirm with Cheonma, too.
The Blood Demon had said she was his daughter.
âYouââ
I turned to ask her about it but stopped.
I grimaced and scanned my surroundings.
Something felt wrong.
âWhat is thisâŠ?â
Only then did I realize it.
âWhere are we?â
This wasnât the open field weâd been in.
The wide, open space was gone, replaced by a forest filled with massive trees.
And the treesâ
"What are these?"
The trees were unnaturally thick and towering.
Their appearance was unfamiliar, unlike any I had ever seen.
Trees of this size should have been ancient, yet there were so many of them here.
While it might be possible in some remote region, I was certain there was no forest like this in Hanam.
Moreoverâ
"Why does the air feel so strange?"
Even breathing felt unusual.
The air was heavier and seemed to fill my lungs more completely.
"âŠThe concentration of qi in the air is this high?"
Every breath was drawing in far more qi than normal.
It was all too strange.
This wasnât anywhere I knew. Which meantâ
âWhere the hell did you bring me?â
Assuming Cheonma was responsible, I spoke with certainty.
ââŠ?â
Cheonma tilted her head, her expression puzzled, as if to say it wasnât her doing.
âDonât play dumb. If not you, then whoââ
I began to press her further when she suddenly raised a finger.
I tensed, expecting an attack, but she simply pointed upward.
She was gesturing at the sky.
Following her hand, I looked up.
âWhat are you trying to show me?â
All I could see was the night sky dotted with stars.
"What is this? Is she asking me to figure out how long Iâve been unconscious?"
Iâd passed out at sunset, and now it was night. That meant Iâd been out for at least a couple of hours.
As I thought about it, I paid closer attention to the sky.
ââŠHuh?â
I noticed something strange.
Whooshâ!
I lit a flame and propelled myself upward.
In an instant, I reached the top of the towering trees, revealing the vast expanse of the sky.
âDamn itâŠâ
The sight made me curse.
âWhat the hell is this?â
A vivid galaxy stretched across the night sky.
The Milky Way, flowing unnaturally with a crimson hue, was breathtaking. The auroras dancing above it were stunning enough to leave anyone speechless.
It was a sight so vast and awe-inspiring, it felt overwhelming.
Yet, I couldnât admire it.
ââŠHaâŠâ
At the center of that starry expanse, a problem hung in the air.
No, not one moonâthere were two.
âShit.â
A blue moon and a crimson moon hovered in the sky.
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In my life, Iâve experienced many things.
Iâve abandoned my humanity, killed my own father, and even turned back time. I thought nothing could surprise me anymore.
Ah, well, I was pretty shocked when that brat Dol-dol turned into a child who resembled me. But letâs set that aside.
Anyway, I figured Iâd seen it all and convinced myself there was nothing left to astonish me.
âLife.â
I had to lament my arrogance as I became painfully aware of it.
It seemed the world still held countless things I didnât know.
Damn it all.
âHaaâŠâ
A sigh escaped me naturally.
How could it not?
After wandering around for what Iâd estimate to be roughly two hours, Iâd ended up right back where I started.
I had no choice but to admit it now.
âShit, where the hell is this placeâŠ?â
At first, I thought it might be an unfamiliar part of the northern regions, like the Outer Lands of Murim.
ââŠBut they wouldnât have two moons, right?â
Even though Iâd never been there, I knew they only had one moon.
If it wasnât thatâ
"Could this be the Blood Demonâs doing?"
I wondered if heâd done something to me.
It wasnât impossible. There were precedents, like when Tang Sunbae sent me back to a past life. Perhaps the Blood Demon had used some trick like that on me.
Butâ
"No, that doesnât make sense."
The last energy that enveloped me wasnât the Blood Demonâsâit was my motherâs.
So, was it her doing?
ââŠBut why would she?â
If it was my motherâs power, there was no reason for her to send me to a place like this.
âUgh.â
No matter how much I thought about it, I couldnât figure it out. The only thing I could be certain of wasâ
"This isnât Zhongyuan."
This definitely wasnât the world I knew.
It might sound absurd, but there was no other explanation.
The massive ancient trees surrounding me, the unfamiliar sensation in the airâ
And above allâ
"The moment I saw two moons, everything stopped making sense."
The beautiful night sky with two moons shining above.
Taking everything into account, this wasnât Zhongyuan.
Ugh, my head hurts.
âPhewâŠâ
I pressed a hand to my forehead, overwhelmed by the absurdity of the situation.
So now Iâve somehow ended up in another world?
How am I supposed to return to where I was?
"Tomorrow is Fatherâs trial."
I couldnât afford to waste time in a place like this.
The entire Murim Alliance was in chaos, and I needed to be there.
And on top of thatâ
I glanced behind me.
"With her following me around?"
Cheonma was trailing me.
âHey.â
âHm?â
At my call, she turned to look at me.
âWhy the hell do you keep following me?â
âIâm not following you.â
Not following me? Weâve been walking together for nearly two hours now.
âThen what? Are you saying Iâm following you?â
âItâs not following. Weâre just walking together.â
ââŠFuck.â
I regretted talking to her. My headache only grew worse.
âGet lost. I donât want to travel with you.â
âOkay.â
ââŠWhat?â
That was quicker than I expected.
Whatâs this about?
I looked back at Cheonma, puzzled, but despite her words, she wasnât leaving.
âWhy arenât you leaving? You said you understood.â
âYou said you donât want to walk together. So now, Iâll follow you instead.â
ââŠUnbelievable.â
I was at a loss for words. Does she even hear herself?
âWhether you call it following or walking together, itâs annoying as hell, so just leave me alone.â
âNo.â
âYou crazy womanâŠâ
Grinding my teeth, I turned away. I was already furious, and she just kept provoking me.
I started to gather energy, intending to drive her away forcefully.
âI donât know the way.â
Cheonmaâs confident statement made me pause.
Youâve got to be kidding me.
âAnd you think I do? Do I look like I know where we are?â
I didnât even know what this place was. Did she expect me to have any answers?
Hearing my response, Cheonma nodded.
âThen we should stick together.â
âI told you I donât want to! Why canât you get that through your thick skull?â
âWe should stick together.â
âAgh, forget it.â
I was on the verge of losing it. Maybe I should just fight her and settle this.
With that thought, I took a step forward.
Butâ
âSo I can protect you.â
ââŠâ
Her words made me freeze in place.
"Iâll protect you."
I remembered Cheonma standing in front of me during the Blood Demonâs attack, her small back shielding me.
I remembered clenching my teeth as I watched her.
The memory left a bitter taste in my mouth.
âDamn it.â
I cursed under my breath, frowning deeply.
âProtect me? Do I look like someone who needs protecting?â
âYes.â
Her reply was so confident it made me sick.
âI donât need it. Get lost. How many times do I have to tell you? You disgust me. If you stay near me, Iâll end up killing you.â
âThatâs fine.â
Her response came without hesitation.
âYouâre fine with me killing you?â
âYes.â
Her expression remained unchanged.
âIf thatâs what you want, Iâm okay with it.â
ââŠUnbelievable.â
I was at my witâs end.
Why the hell is she acting like this?
"Did something go wrong during my regression?"
The Cheonma I knew wasnât like this.
She could be reckless, sure, but she wasnât an idiot.
âLet me stay with you.â
The current Cheonma was nothing like the one I remembered.
ââŠAh.â
My headache worsened.
Should I just abandon her? But would she even let me?
"Probably not."
She didnât seem like sheâd leave on her own.
"So⊠Should I just kill her?"
Wouldnât it be easier to just get rid of her?
My thoughts spiraled, each option more frustrating than the last.
After a long internal debate, I sighed and spoke through gritted teeth.
ââŠIf you piss me off, Iâll kill you. So just shut up and follow quietly.â
Her eyes widened slightly.
Then she nodded, a faint trace of joy in her expression.
"Unbelievable."
Is she really Cheonma?
Or am I mistaken? I couldnât help but wonder.
"Is this the right decision�"
Why did I even allow this? I couldnât understand myself.
I shouldâve just killed her here and now. Instead, I let her follow me.
"Maybe Iâm losing my mind, too."
I mustâve gone crazy. Honestly, I hoped I had.
If this entire situation were just a hallucination, thatâd be even better.
I wished for it with all my heart. I couldâve even prayed for it.
Butâ
Rumbleâ!!!
ââŠ!â
As if to crush my hopes, the ground trembled violently.
The shockwave was massive.
Cheonma and I exchanged a glance.
Then we both leapt into the air, landing atop the towering trees to get a better view.
The sky and moons were the same as before.
Still as beautiful as ever, butâŠ
ââŠHaâŠâ
Beneath that skyâ
âGuuuuaaaaarghâ!!!â
A massive black mass of energy had appeared on the ground.
I narrowed my eyes at the sight.
Even from this distance, I could see it clearly.
"A demonic beast?"
No, it was far too large to be a typical demonic beast.
It was the biggest creature Iâd ever seen in my life.
Its head alone touched the clouds.
âGuuuuaaaaarghâ!!!â
Was that a roar? My hands were trembling slightly.
The sheer presence of it was overwhelming.
What the hell was that thing?
What kind of being could radiate such power? My mind raced to make sense of it.
"Should I retreat for now?"
It didnât seem wise to approach it. Just as I was about to decide to leaveâ
âRoooooooarâ!!!â
ââŠHuh?â
I turned to look at the monstrous creature again.
This couldnât be possible, butâŠ
âKurungâŠ?â
It felt oddly familiar.