It was a night when the crescent moon blossomed.
The clouds hung low, sinking endlessly, making them feel closer than ever.
Beneath them, the field of grass reflected the moonlight, exuding an inexplicable clarity.
It was that kind of night.
A night where the moon shone brightly.
A night where the sky was beautiful.
A night where the wind felt exquisite.
Andâ
âIsnât it beautiful?â
A night where I liked you.
That was today.
âYeah, itâs beautiful.â
The words werenât directed at the moon.
If I had to specify, it was more about the night sky.
A sky where countless stars bloomed like flowers.
The fields below were alive with blossoms,
And the sky above was adorned with stars.
Then, what was blooming on your face?
I often thought this when looking into her eyes.
âOh?â
She laughed at my words.
â...Youâre as incorrigible as ever.â
âWhen have I ever said anything bad?â
I couldnât recall ever saying anything offensive.
I looked at her, feigning injustice, but she smiled her characteristic smile and replied.
âYou always say cruel things.â
ââŠLike what?â
âThe things you say keep me alive. Theyâre cruel and heartless words.â
I didnât understand.
She often said incomprehensible things like this,
Always with a sorrowful expression.
âWhy are you crying?â
I asked, brushing her pale cheek with my fingers.
âIâm not crying.â
She grasped the back of my hand and responded.
Her touch was cold.
It always was.
And so, she would often cling to me,
Saying that since she was cold and I was warm,
Holding me made her feel a little more at easeâ
Enough to live another day.
Thatâs what she used to say.
âHey.â
âSpeak.â
The woman in my arms pointed toward the sky with her hand.
âWhat do you see?â
I lifted my head to look.
Was she asking me to describe everything I saw?
After a moment of silence, I spoke.
âI see the night.â
âAnd?â
âThe stars filling the night, and the clouds wrapping around them.â
âAnd?â
âThe moon rising above it all.â
âAnd then?â
âI donât know.â
Iâd said everything I could see.
If she wanted more, I honestly didnât know what else to say.
Hearing my words, she rolled her eyes.
It was something she did when deep in thought.
I liked that about her, so I quietly watched.
âThen, it has to be the night.â
Her words were abrupt and cryptic.
I frowned, asking, ââŠWhat are you talking about?â
âThe first thing you saw was the night, wasnât it?â
â...â
Wasnât that just what anyone would notice when they looked up?
I wanted to say that, but she interrupted.
âThen itâs decided. Iâll be your night.â
ââŠWhat?â
âIf I become your night, youâll think of me every time you look at it.â
â...â
âMaybe youâll even think of me whenever you see the sky itself.â
Night? Sky?
She kept speaking in riddles.
âDonât forget me, no matter what.â
â...â
Her words left me staring at her, speechless.
I didnât argue with the absurdity of her statement because of the desperate expression she wore.
ââŠAlright.â
And so, I made a promise.
âYou are my night.â
I promised to think of her whenever I saw the darkened sky.
Thatâs how I vowed.
âReally?â
She smiled at my words.
But as I looked at her smile, I felt a pang of unease.
Whyâ
Why do you still look like youâre crying?
I wondered as I gazed into her trembling eyes, forcing a smile.
âIâll believe you.â
She said, her shoulders trembling slightly.
Feeling pity, I pulled her into an embrace.
âAs always.â
Yet somehow, it didnât feel like I was holding her.
It felt as though I was embracing an empty mist,
Something ephemeral that could dissipate at any moment.
If I held her tighter, she might break.
If I let go, she might disappear.
ââŠThis time, too, Iâll believe you.â
Beneath the vast sky, she spoke.
ââŠAlright.â
To her words, I could only respond.
That was all I could do for the woman in my arms.
As I held her for a whileâ
ââŠHey.â
She spoke to me again.
âCall my name.â
â...â
Her request made me chuckle faintly.
Was that even something to ask for?
This much, I could do anytime she wanted.
Whether for a fleeting moment or eternity, I would do it for her.
With that thought, I opened my mouth to speakâ
â...â
But my lips froze.
I couldnât remember.
What was her name?
Why couldnât I recall it?
Panicked by the strange feeling, I looked down at my arms.
ââŠHuh?â
There was nothing there.
The woman I had just been holding had vanished.
ââŠWhatâŠ?â
What was I holding just now?
I was certain I had been holding something.
Why couldnât I remember anything?
With trembling eyes, I looked up at the sky.
â...â
And all I saw was an empty night.
************
âWhatâs wrong with you?â
Gripping small shoulders tightly, I demanded.
âWhat happened?â
I looked down at her chest.
Her clothing was torn in several places,
And blood was flowing from a wound.
A sword wound?
Judging by the state of it, it was a clean, precise cut.
What happened?
Where had she gone to get hurt like this?
Focused, I examined her body carefully.
ââŠIt hurtsâŠâ
Cheonma grimaced slightly and spoke.
I snapped in irritation.
âOf course it hurts, you idiot!
Look at her!! How could it not hurt?â
ââŠNo⊠my arm⊠hurts.â
âWhat?â
I glanced at her shoulder.
My hand was gripping her tightly.
Noticing this, I immediately let go.
â...â
Why was I even holding her like that?
I frowned.
ââŠWhy are you hurt?â
What had she been doing to end up in this state?
I couldnât understand and demanded an answer.
â...â
But Cheonma didnât respond.
She simply stared at me in silence.
âWhat are you doing? Hurry up and answer me!â
When I pressed Cheonma impatiently, she tilted her head and asked,
"Why?"
"What?"
Her response only deepened my already furrowed brow.
"What do you mean, why?"
"Why are you asking?"
"What do you mean, why am I asking? Itâs obviousâ"
Was it?
Why was I asking this in the first place? My question felt slightly off. This wasnât it.
Instead of asking why she was hurt, I shouldâve asked what she had been through.
Trying to correct myself, I began to speak again.
"What did youâ"
"Are you worried?"
"What...?"
Her words stopped me mid-sentence like a mechanical error.
Cheonma stared at me intensely as she asked, her violet eyes locking onto mine.
The moment our eyes met, my entire expression twistedâmy eyes, my brow, everything.
"Donât talk nonsense."
"..."
"Iâm not worried about you. What bothers me is that I told you not to cause trouble, and here you are, coming back like this."
Exactly.
It wasnât worry.
I had things to do here, and I needed to wrap them up quickly. If this idiot stirred up any more chaos, it would be a real problem.
That was all it was.
"So just answer properlyâ"
"Youâre worried about me."
"Stop twisting my words."
Why did she keep misinterpreting what I said? My irritation flared.
Meanwhile, Cheonmaâs lips curved up ever so slightly, as if she found the situation amusing.
That annoyed me even more.
"Why are you smiling?"
"Iâm not."
"Youâre smiling right now."
"Iâm not."
"You littleâ"
I reached to grab her by the collar but stopped myself when I noticed her battered, disheveled body.
"Shit."
I retracted my hand, looking at her again.
"Cut the nonsense and tell me properly. What happened?"
"..."
Cheonma hesitated for a moment, her lips moving slightly before she finally spoke.
"I went to see someone."
"What?"
I couldnât believe what I was hearing.
"Who could you possibly need to see around here?"
Was there anyone in Mangye that Cheonma would know?
It didnât make sense.
But if she came back injured, it could only mean one thing.
She fought someone.
Who in the world could she have fought to end up like this?
As I puzzled over this, Cheonma added, "It was that person we saw last time."
"...Last time?"
A memory surfacedâ
Cheonma had once gone after someone lingering around Mount Hua.
Butâ
"They were here, too?"
"Yeah."
"And you got into a fight and ended up like this?"
"I made a mistake."
Cheonma spoke with a tone of regret, almost indignation.
Yeah, I thought so too.
The fact that Cheonma got hurt at all was unusual enough to baffle me.
"I wonât lose next time."
"Next time? What the hell are you talking about?"
I ran a hand through my hair, exasperated.
Frustration welled up inside me.
What the hell is going on?
Not just around Mount Hua, but even here, they kept showing up. It was infuriating.
"And how did you even find them?"
How had she tracked down someone monitoring us?
"Oh."
Cheonma tapped her fist lightly against her palm as if the answer were obvious.
"I followed you."
"Followed me?"
"Yeah."
"Why?"
"Because itâs fun."
"..."
What should I do?
Should I actually hit her? Could I even hit her?
I seriously debated it.
"Anyway... So you fought the person spying on us?"
"No."
"What? You just said you didâwhat are you saying now?"
Cheonma pointed at me, cutting me off mid-sentence.
"Whatâs this about?"
"Itâs you."
"What about me?"
"They were watching you."
I turned to look behind me.
It was Gubong, standing there awkwardly, unsure of what to do.
"So... What youâre saying is..."
Even though Cheonma and I had been traveling together, the spy had been focused on me alone.
"And how do you know that for sure?"
Gubong and I had been together the whole time.
I hadnât even noticed when the tailing or surveillance started.
Which meant one of two things:
Either Cheonma was lying, or...
The spy was skilled enough to evade my detection.
Both scenarios were equally troubling.
If it was the former...
I already donât trust Cheonma.
If she were going out of her way to lie to me, the situation would become even more complicated.
And if it was the latter...
Itâs going to be a pain.
Either they were using powers I couldnât perceive, or they were simply far more capable than me.
That alone made things convoluted.
On top of that...
I looked at Cheonmaâs injuries.
They managed to hurt Cheonma.
Even if she called it a mistake, it didnât mean she was lacking in skill.
Who could it have been? Which faction were they from?
As I pondered, one figure came to mind.
...Could it be Mother?
A mother I didnât even know.
Could she be the one behind this?
I bit down on my thumb, lost in thought over the unpleasant possibilities.
"But," Cheonma said suddenly, breaking my train of thought.
"They were... strange."
Her words caught me off guard.
**************
In a forest far from Yahwol Palace,
a woman stumbled as she clung to a tree trunk.
Drip.
With each step, blood fell to the ground.
Oddly, her blood wasnât redâit was a deep, purplish hue.
âHahhâŠâ
The woman slid down the tree, sitting on the ground.
âHuff... huffâŠâ
Her breathing was labored, her ears and tail drooping as if expressing her exhaustion.
She reached up to remove the black mask on her face, as though it had become stifling.
As the mask came off, a wave of heat dissipated into the air.
Her concealed face was now exposed to the world.
âHuff⊠urghâŠâ
Her head fell forward, her brown hair cascading to cover her face entirely.
And within that moment, her golden eyes glimmered faintly in the dim light.