It was a rainy day.
The rain poured ceaselessly as if a hole had been torn in the sky, and thunder rumbled endlessly, as though the heavens were enraged.
Beneath the downpour that seemed to wash away the sweltering summer heat, a man walked carefully through the forest.
He didnât seem to mind the rain. He simply walked, slowly, endlessly, as if searching for something.
His soaked clothes clung uncomfortably to his body.
But the man didnât care about his clothes. He only wished that the thing inside wouldnât get wet.
Holding it carefully in his arms, he continued walking for a long time.
He walked and walked, until he passed through the grass and finally spotted a massive tree.
âââŠHaah.â
He let out a quiet sigh of relief.
He had found what he was looking for.
After wandering for nearly half a day, he had finally found it.
âââŠWhat are you doing here?â
Suppressing his relief, he let a hint of sharpness creep into his voice.
He couldnât help it. He wasnât calm enough to speak gently just yet.
At his question, the woman sitting under the tree, her head buried in her knees, slowly lifted her head.
âââŠWhy did you come looking for me?â
She asked bluntly.
Though her head was raised, her gaze did not meet his.
He knew she was deliberately avoiding looking at him.
Watching her in silence, the man reached out and tucked her wet hair away from her cheek.
She could have pushed his hand away, but she didnât.
ââItâs cold.â
At his words, the woman scoffed.
ââCold? Werenât you the one who said it was too hot in summer?â
âââŠI didnât know it would rain.â
He wasnât some god. How could he have known?
If he had known it would rain, he wouldnât have let her run off like this.
ââNo, thatâs just another excuse.â
The man suddenly found it absurd and shook his head.
Then, he carefully took something out from his embrace.
He pulled out a piece of cloth and placed it over the womanâs head, gently patting it into place.
It was meant to dry her off.
And in the moment when their gazes couldnât meet because of the cloth, the man spoke.
ââIâm sorry.â
âââŠ.â
ââI admit that I spoke too harshly. I shouldnât have said that to you.â
âââŠ.â
The woman gave no response.
But he knew that her silence meant she was listening.
ââItâs really cold. You can hate me if you want, but canât you do it back home?â
He carefully watched for her reaction.
Only after his words did she slowly respond.
âââŠDonât ever tell me to leave again.â
ââAlright. I was wrong.â
ââThe whole world can do that to me, but not you.â
ââI understand. I wonât say it, even in anger.â
ââAnd⊠you have to come find me every time.â
ââI will. As many times as you need.â
âââŠPromise me.â
She held out her pinky finger toward him.
The man stared at it for a moment before releasing the cloth and extending his own pinky.
Their fingers intertwined.
Only then did the woman seem reassured.
She removed the cloth from her head.
Her beautiful violet eyes curved into a smile.
ââDid you know?â
She looked so pretty, smiling with wet eyes.
That was the thought that crossed the manâs mind as he looked at her.
ââYou said I could hate you.â
The womanâs hand reached out and touched his cheek.
ââBut thatâs something I canât do.â
âââŠ.â
ââItâs really frustrating, you know.â
Her fingers left his cheek, and suddenly, she opened her arms to him.
ââHold me.â
Without a word, he pulled her into his embrace.
And as if it were all a lie, the rain stopped.
A rainbow stretched across the sky.
The woman smiled as she looked up at it.
And the manâ
Even then, he kept replaying her words in his mind.
No matter what.
No matter what happened.
He had to find her.
He repeated those words over and over.
*********************
Swooooshâ!!
The sound of something pouring down filled her ears as she opened her eyes.
ââŠâ
Had she dozed off for a moment?
Her head hurt.
It felt like she had remembered somethingâ
But if it was just a fleeting dream, she couldnât recall anything.
It was always like this.
Every time she felt on the verge of remembering something, it faded away.
She felt like she should hold on, like she couldnât let goâ
But she couldnât do that either.
Instead, it just washed away with the rain.
ââŠUgh.â
Suddenly, she clutched her chest with her hand.
Right where her heart was.
âHnnâŠ.â
It hurt.
Was she injured? No, that wasnât it.
This wasnât just physical painâsomething inside her felt like it was burning.
âHh⊠HhâŠâ
Why was this so painful?
She didnât know.
She didnât even realize that this feeling was sorrow.
She didnât recognize that this discomfort was anger.
She just knew she hated it.
But what exactly did she hate?
She didnât know.
She just felt an overwhelming sense of hatred, for somethingâanything.
ââŠâ
Looking at her hand, she recalledâ
A little hand, curled into a fist, striking someone.
ââŠâ
She stared at it for a momentâ
Then, smack.
She suddenly slapped the back of her own hand.
She hadnât held back. Soon, a red mark rose on her skin.
It hurt.
Getting injured hurtâ
But the ache inside hurt even more.
ââŠâ
It was wrong.
That was the word that came to her mind.
But what exactly was wrong?
Was it him who was wrong? OrâŠ
âAm I the one whoâs wrong?â
Was it wrong for her to have hit him?
Why had she struck him?
Rubbing her throbbing hand, she buried her face into her knees again.
ââŠHe probably hates me now.â
If she went back, he would surely hate her.
Her sister had told herâif she did something wrong, she just had to apologize.
Would it be okay if she apologized now?
She agonized over it, but found no answer.
More than that, she was afraid.
Afraid that even if she apologized, he wouldnât forgive her.
But why?
Why was she so afraid of that?
Who was he to her?
Who was she to herself?
She didnât know.
From the moment she was born, she had asked herself that questionâ
But she had never found an answer.
âFrom the moment I was bornâŠâ
The moment she first existed.
As she thought about it, another question surfaced.
âWhen was I born?â
Why had she come into existence?
And for what purpose?
The instant she considered itâ
Throbâ!
âUrghâŠ!â
The woman clutched her head.
A sudden, excruciating pain had struck her.
âUuuuh⊠UuughâŠ.â
The pain was unbearable, and she let out a weak groan as she held her head.
Srrk.
She felt a hand gently cover hers.
A warm hand.
As soon as it touched her, the pain began to fade, little by little.
And when the pain had finally subsided, she lifted her head, eyes slightly reddened.
Standing there was a young man, drenched from head to toe by the rain, his face fierce and rough.
ââŠAh, fuckâŠ.â
His irritated glare and deeply furrowed brows made it clear just how furious he was.
Seeing that, the woman flinched involuntarily.
âAre you out of your goddamn mind? You punched me in the stomach and ran?â
ââŠUh⊠UhâŠ?â
âWhat do you mean âuhâ? What, do you have flowers blooming in your damn head? Itâs pouring rain, and this is what you decide to do?â
He shook his head roughly, annoyed at how soaked he was.
Water sprayed in every direction with each shake.
âGoddamn it. Even this cursed place has rain. And itâs just as fucking relentless as everything else.â
Tsk, tsk.
Clicking his tongue in frustration, an energy surged from his body.
Whooosh!
A wave of heat erupted, instantly drying his drenched clothes.
Sizzle.
The moisture evaporated in an instant, his clothes drying completely, and even the falling rain failed to touch him, dissipating before it could land.
Fwooshâ!
Then, he directed that heat toward the woman, drying her off as well.
Once she was dry, he looked at her in silence.
âHey.â
ââŠ!â
At his voice, she instinctively turned awayâ
But clamp.
Gu Yangcheon grabbed her face with both hands and turned it back toward him.
âDonât look away. Look at me properly.â
ââŠâ
âDid you have fun punching me and running?â
ââŠâ
âI asked if you enjoyed it. Do you have any idea how long I searched for you?â
She didnât respond.
She shouldâve pushed his hands away, but she couldnât.
Her fingers twitched hesitantly.
âThis is fucking ridiculous. You cause a mess and then just disappear? You ruined everything.â
ââŠâ
âI shouldâve gone after you, but I couldnât. Do you get that?â
At his words, full of disbelief, the woman finally spoke.
ââŠThen⊠why didnât you follow me?â
If it bothered him that much, why didnât he just chase after her?
Her tone was genuinely confused.
ââŠâ
This time, Gu Yangcheon didnât answer right away.
Was he hesitating?
After a long silence, he averted his gaze slightly and muttered,
ââŠGood question.â
His tone made it clearâhe didnât understand it himself.
ââŠFuck. I should have gone. Why the hell didnât I? Am I seriously just an idiot?â
It sounded more like a lament than an answer.
Hearing it, the woman simply stared at Gu Yangcheon.
âAh, never mind. I probably wouldnât have caught up anyway. Ah, fuck. This is all your fault!â
ââŠWhat is?â
âYou piss me off. And why the hell is it still raining?â
He ruffled his own hair violently before standing up.
ââŠShit. Itâs all screwed now.â
There had been something he needed to doâsomething important.
But everything had gotten tangled up.
That frustration made him let out heavy sighs.
Then, turning back to her, he spoke.
âQuit just staring at me and get up. Are you planning to sit here getting soaked all night?â
ââŠâ
The woman, silent, slowly stood up.
For a moment, she considered reaching out to him.
But she didnât.
She could tell instinctivelyâhe wouldnât take her hand.
âMove it. Iâm not waiting for you, so donât drag your feet.â
After confirming that she had stood, Gu Yangcheon started walking.
Despite his words, his pace was noticeably slower than usual.
ââŠâ
Seeing that, the woman quickly caught up to walk beside him.
âUgh, donât stick so close.â
Gu Yangcheon grimaced in disgustâ
But he didnât push her away.
The woman watched him for a moment, then turned her eyes upward.
ââŠA rainbow.â
âWhat?â
âThereâs a rainbow.â
Hearing that, Gu Yangcheon glanced up at the sky.
ââŠThe fuck are you talking about? Are you blind? Do you not see the rain pouring down?â
The sky was still dark, the rain falling hardâthere wasnât a rainbow in sight.
And yetâ
âNo, thereâs a rainbow.â
She saw it.
So clearly, as if it were right in front of her.
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Mangyeâs Celestial Nature.
A place so revered that countless people called it the very dwelling of the heavens.
No one knew its exact location.
And no one could set foot here without the masterâs permission.
Thud.
Someone appeared there, landing softly.
Drip.
Droplets of water fell from the figure, likely from the rain they had just passed through.
Just as the droplets were about to hit the groundâ
Whoomâ!
A pulse of energy rippled, suspending them midair.
ââŠâ
Observing the frozen droplets, a woman in a black maskâYarangâknelt without hesitation.
âYouâve returned.â
A voice sounded from ahead.
Soft, elegant.
And with it, the faint scent of flowers drifted through the air.
âHow was your little excursion?â
Violet-red eyes settled on Yarang.
Ssssâ
A rustling sound accompanied the appearance of pure white fur around them.
Step.
Before long, the quiet sound of approaching footsteps reached her ears.
âMy daughter.â
ââŠâ
Yarang did not answer the call.
âThe outside world is raining, isnât it?â
At the question, Yarang gave a small nod.
âI see⊠No wonder my hearing felt clouded.â
The woman closed her eyes lazily, as if she had just realized something.
âSo the rain finally falls, after so long.â
Her voice, carrying clear exhaustion, made it obviousâshe did not welcome the rain.
âBut.â
Her eyes opened again, and her gaze settled on Yarang.
âYou must have seen what you needed to see, havenât you?â
ââŠâ
Yarang didnât respond verbally.
Instead, she moved her hand.
Seeing that, the faintest trace of interest flickered in the womanâs otherwise weary eyes.