I stared at the hand that had stopped me.
A pale, slightly thin hand.
The touch of Noya's grip made my body tremble.
I struggled to move, but in the end, I couldnât.
Part of it was the sheer strength with which Noya held me.
But more than that, I was forcing myself to endure.
Crack.
My bones groaned under the pressure.
I repeated deep breaths, struggling to hold myself back.
âHaaahâŠâ
I barely managed to suppress my instincts.
Even so, my gaze remained locked on the figures who had passed behind me.
âCalm yourself.â
Noya placed a firm hand on my shoulder.
ââŠâ
I didnât respond.
I only stood there in a daze, staring at the two as they disappeared into the crowd.
It wasnât until they were completely out of sight that I finally managed to speak.
ââŠWhat was that?â
I turned to Noya, my voice barely above a whisper.
âWhat I just saw⊠was it real?â
Not just what I sawâwhat I felt.
I demanded an answer.
But Noya, frowning slightly, replied,
âDo you think I would know? Iâm just as shaken as you are.â
Even Noya didnât seem to fully grasp the situation.
His expression, unusually grim, made that clear.
Which meantâ
âIt wasnât just my imagination.â
That sensationâ
That moment of recognitionâ
It wasnât a mistake.
Thenâ
âWhyâŠ?â
Why was she here?
A part of me had hoped it was nothing but an illusion.
But if it wasnât⊠that made things even worse.
Tighten.
ââŠâ
I clenched my hand into a fist, forcing myself to think.
I couldnât meet Mother right now.
Not like this.
I kept repeating that thought in my head.
That was likely why Noya had stopped me as well.
ââŠFuck.â
But knowing didnât make it any easier.
Especially when she had passed right in front of me.
Forget why she was hereâ
âAm I just supposed to let her go?â
That thought clawed at me as I stood frozen, staring at the path she had taken.
****************
Meanwhileâ
âHm?â
A woman walking through the streets suddenly stopped.
She turned her head, glancing back.
âWhat was that?â
Something felt⊠off.
She scanned the crowded streets, but all she saw were throngs of people moving about.
âHmâŠâ
She hesitated for a moment.
Should she lift the veil and take a look?
The thought crossed her mind, but she shook her head slightly and turned forward again.
It wasnât a good idea to remove it right now.
If she did, it would only cause unnecessary trouble.
Since it had been a long time since she had come down from her place, she wanted to leave as quietly as possible.
Of courseâ
âStill⊠something feels strange.â
A lingering unease remained.
A fleeting sense that she shouldnât have just walked past whatever it was.
What had she just passed by?
She had moved through too many people to keep track.
From beneath the veil, her crimson eyes shifted.
Like gemstones, they gleamed as they flickered toward the woman beside her.
ââŠDaughter.â
The masked womanâYarangâturned to face her.
âHave you seen anything⊠unusual?â
At her motherâs words, Yarang remained silent for a moment.
Then, she shook her head.
âIs that so?â
The woman smiled, seeming convinced without a hint of doubt.
âI understand. From now on, youâll need to be my eyes and ears. Make sure to guide me well.â
At her motherâs words, Yarang nodded once more.
Howeverâ
Her gaze remained fixed on the path they had just walked.
For a brief moment, she searched through the crowd.
But as her mother resumed walking, she quietly followed after her.
âHm.â
The woman glanced around as they moved.
âIt has changed a lot since I last saw it.â
When was the last time she had been here?
It had been so long that she couldnât count the years.
Back then, this place had been nothing more than a thicket of trees.
To think something like this existed nowâit was almost amusing.
âAs always⊠time moves so quickly, doesnât it?â
At her words, Yarang nodded.
Time changed in the blink of an eye.
But the time of mortals never aligned with hers.
To her, time simply existed.
The flow of time held little meaning to her.
Because of thatâ
Because of thatâ
âShe doesnât care.â
She had no reason to.
Time was endless, so it was meaningless.
Meaning only existed in things that were finiteâthatâs what made them beautiful.
But to her, it was different.
That truth had long since faded.
So even as she gazed upon the transformed Yahwol, she felt no deep sentiment.
A mild curiosity, perhapsâbut nothing beyond that.
âHm.â
She observed her surroundings with those stunning, otherworldly eyes.
Yet, the light within them had dimmed.
What was she looking at?
Her eyes scanned everything.
But nothing seemed to leave an impression.
Noâ
Perhaps she didnât want to remember any of it.
After all, even if she did, what purpose would it serve?
There was no point in giving meaning to things she had no reason to recall.
This was the world she was meant to exist in.
The place she had to protect as part of her being.
And that was all.
To her, this land was nothing more than that.
To rememberâ
To hold onto somethingâ
When was the last time she had truly felt that way?
She couldnât remember.
"Memory, huh."
Did she need to remember anything?
Had she ever tried to remember anything?
As the woman pondered that thought while walkingâ
âOh.â
Her eyes widened slightly as she caught sight of something.
Thenâ
Thudâ!
Something descended from above, landing with force in a secluded area.
A young man with light green hair stood there.
The woman gazed at him with a calm, expressionless face.
ââŠI greet my lordâŠ.â
Yusa, his face tense with anxiety, lowered himself in a formal bow.
âIt has been a long time,â the woman spoke gently.
Hearing her voice, Yusa swallowed hard and bowed even lower.
âTo think that one as noble as yourself would grace such a humble placeâŠ.â
âHumble?â
The woman let out a soft laugh.
âWhat place on this land could possibly be called humble?â
ââŠâ
The faint scent of flowers lingered in the air as it passed through Yusaâs nose.
He parted his lips slightly, realizing his mistake.
ââŠForgive me. I oversteppedâŠ.â
âItâs fine. I wasnât looking for an apology.â
Sarak.
The woman stepped forward, closing the distance between them.
Her presenceâso devoid of any Qiâfelt like an absolute void.
Yusa shuddered.
How could someone feel so completely absent?
âLift your head.â
At her command, Yusa hesitantly raised his gazeâ
And met the womanâs crimson eyes.
Swish.
A white hand gently cupped his cheek.
âIs my presence here⊠a problem for you?â
ââŠHow could it be? There is no place on this land where my lord does not belong.â
At his unwavering words, the woman smiled faintly.
âGood. Then, may I ask you something?â
ââŠI will listen.â
Yusa bowed deeply, lowering himself nearly to the ground.
His once-twitching tail had long since stilled, his ears flattened against his head.
He had assumed the most respectful posture possible.
Seeing that, the woman asked,
âI heard that something⊠amusing happened recently.â
ââŠ!â
At her words, Yusaâs tail twitched slightly.
âItâs not unusual for things to happen⊠but this is the first time Iâm hearing of it.â
ââŠIt was simply a matter of confirming the details. I planned to report to you once I had gathered all the information.â
âIs that so?â
âIt isââ
[âIs that so?â]
ââŠ!â
A tremor ran through Yusaâs body.
His heartâ
No, his very soulâ
Shuddered.
A tightening sensation wrapped around his throatâ
The same feeling as when he received an order from her.
ââŠIt is⊠the truth.â
âI see.â
As soon as he managed to force out a response, the overwhelming pressure vanished.
Only then did Yusa finally manage to breathe properly.
âSo then, you mean to say you will tell me later?â
ââŠIf you desire, I can tell you immediately.â
âNo need.â
The woman dismissed his offer without hesitation.
âIf you say you will tell me when the time comes, I will wait.â
Waiting meant nothing to her.
As she had already said, time was meaningless to her.
âIâve heard my answer. I apologize for disturbing you.â
ââŠNot at allâŠ.â
âHow long will you be staying here?â
A strange questionâ
After all, this was her own land.
But there was a reason she asked.
âI will depart first thing tomorrow.â
The woman had left Yusa with certain tasks.
âI see. Then rest well.â
Having said all she needed to, she turned her back to leave.
But Yusa hurriedly spoke up.
âMy lord⊠are you returning now?â
âHm? No.â
The woman shook her head slightly.
âNot immediatelyâŠ.â
She hesitated for a moment, then glanced at Yarang, who stood beside her.
âI think I will go for a little outing.â
âAn⊠outing?â
âYes. An outing.â
The woman spoke lightly, then began walking forward.
Without the slightest hesitation, she left Yusa behind.
And as he watched Yarang silently follow after herâ
Yusa bit his lip.
****************
After leaving, the woman and Yarang made their way to the central park of the city.
A quiet spaceâ
One of the few peaceful spots within the otherwise chaotic fortress.
Walking leisurely, she took in her surroundings.
After being surrounded by nothing but buildings, stepping into this place felt strangely different.
Yarang followed behind her, quietly watching.
How long.
For what purpose.
And to what end.
She could have asked these things.
But she didnât.
She couldnât askâ
And even if she could, she wouldnât.
So, she simply watched.
And thenâ
âDaughter.â
The woman spoke to Yarang.
âThere is something Iâve been thinking about.â
Her voice was as gentle and quiet as ever.
Words spoken with a soft, deliberate rhythm.
But what followedâ
âI think⊠it is time to change the general.â
âwas far from gentle.