While things were unfolding with Shin Noya and Yusa in the distance,
events were also taking place at the park.
A woman, having been grabbed by the arm, turned around.
Our eyes met.
For a moment, both the woman and I fell into silence, caught off guard by the sudden encounter.
The cold sensation in my hand and the eyes staring at meâ
seeing them made me swallow involuntarily.
I had prepared so many things to say,
but now that I was face-to-face with her, I couldnât bring myself to speak.
âMother.â
My guess was right.
The moment I saw her, I knew.
This woman was undoubtedly my mother.
How could I ever forget?
Even after decades had passed, I had never forgotten her.
I thought I had lived my life forgetting, but now that I saw her again,
the memory had only become clearer.
The silence stretched on.
Though my hand remained still, gripping her arm,
I knew I had to say somethingâanything.
But what should I say?
My mind went blank.
All my thoughts burned away in an instant.
âUmâŠâ
ââŠ!â
A voice.
It was my motherâs.
Beneath the veil, her eyes curved gently.
âIs something the matter?â
ââŠâ
She glanced down at my hand gripping her wrist,
prompting me to release her without realizing it.
Thumpâ! Thumpâ!
My heart pounded.
Even more intensely than before a battle.
What should I say?
Should I express longing?
Or should I speak words filled with resentment?
Or perhapsâŠ
No matter how hard I tried to think, nothing came to mind.
Still, I had to say something.
Forcing myself, I finally spoke while looking at my mother.
ââŠThisâŠâ
I pulled something from my robe.
A handkerchief.
âYou dropped this.â
âOh my.â
My mother accepted it with a soft smile.
âWhen did I drop it?â
I had seen her drop it earlier when she passed by.
I picked it up immediately, intending to use it as an excuse to talk to her.
That was my planâ
to confirm things by speaking to her.
âThank you. I hadnât noticed.â
She smiled and expressed her gratitude,
but she showed no other reaction.
Watching her, I bit my lip slightly.
Was Shin Noya right?
âDoes she truly not recognize me?â
Even though our eyes were meeting like this,
my mother seemed unable to recognize me.
That thought scratched at my insides.
PerhapsâŠ
âIs it because of the spell?â
The spell cast on my bodyâ
it affected not only my appearance but also my very soul.
Could that be why she didnât recognize me?
Would things change if I removed it?
That thought filled my mind, butâ
âHold it in.â
I clenched my fist and forced myself to endure.
It was too dangerous of a gamble.
Hadnât Noya warned me?
Right now, my mother not only didnât recognize me,
but if she didâif she found outâit would put me in danger.
âA dragon is a target for extermination.â
The mere existence of a dragon was unacceptable.
Thatâs what they had said.
If they discovered me, they would kill me on sight.
And yetâ
âIâm standing here like an idiot.â
Even knowing that,
I was still looking at my mother.
Even though I knew everythingâ
This was an act of foolishness driven by emotion.
But at the same time,
it was also a means of confirmation.
With trembling eyes, I stared at my mother.
The eyes that looked back at me, smiling.
The distinctive hair peeking out from beneath the veil,
the gaze meeting mineâ
I swallowed dryly, without realizing it.
ââŠWhat is this?â
How could smiling eyes feel so cold?
At a glance, they seemed endlessly gentle,
yet within them, I sensed something chilling.
An utter lack of emotion.
There was no trace of warmth in the way she looked at me.
Realizing this, I bit my lip hard.
I was certain now.
ââŠNoya was right.â
My mother truly didnât recognize me.
I had hoped otherwise, butâ
it seemed that was the reality.
And if that was the caseâ
âThen all my fears were true.â
If she ever realized who I was,
it would indeed become a life-threatening situation.
I averted my gaze.
I looked at the person standing behind my mother.
I knew who it was.
âYarang.â
One of the generals known as Yarang.
The current daughter of Mangye.
In other words, someone claiming to be my motherâs daughter.
And, at the same timeâ
ââŠDivine Sword, Wi Seol-ah.â
The one I believed to be the Divine Sword.
I narrowed my eyes slightly as I looked at her.
It made sense now why my mother didnât recognize me.
Thanks to the spell, she didnât even realize I was a dragon.
That was a relief.
Butâ
âThen whyâŠ?â
Yarang should know about me.
Not only had we met face-to-face before,
but according to Cheonma, she had been watching me all this time.
Yet she remained silent.
That led to many thoughts,
but one stood out the most.
âCould it beâŠ?â
Was she staying silent despite knowing?
Someone called the eyes and ears of Mangyeâ
Was she choosing to keep quiet?
If soâ
âWhy?â
Why was she doing this?
If she was truly the Divine Sword,
was she keeping silent for my sake?
Was this just a logical deduction based on the situation,
or was it merely my desperate hope?
I wasnât thinking straight given the circumstances.
âUmâŠâ
ââŠ!â
My motherâs voice snapped me back to reality.
âDo you still have business with us?â
ââŠNo, itâs nothing. I was justâŠâ
I shifted my gaze from Yarang back to my mother.
âI saw you walking through the park and wondered what brought you out here.â
âAh.â
My mother smiled again at my words.
That smile hurt more than anything.
âIâm simply out for a stroll with my daughter.â
ââŠA⊠stroll?â
âYes. The weather is nice today, isnât it?â
ââŠYes.â
The sky was indeed clear.
Not a single cloud in sightâbeautiful, even.
Butâ
âSo I decided to take my daughter out for a rare outing.â
Hearing those words, I found myself unable to respond.
Out for a stroll with her daughter.
As my mother spoke and took Yarangâs hand,
the image of my younger sister walking beside her overlapped in my mind.
That was whyâ
âThank you for picking up my handkerchief. I hope you enjoy your day as well.â
I couldnât bring myself to stop her as she turned away.
The mother who had looked at me with such cold eyesâ
I was too afraid to even ask if she truly didnât recognize me.
I just watched as she walked away.
Andâ
I could feel Yarangâs eyes piercing through me as she followed after her.
******************
The woman left the park and stepped back into the crowd.
Ignoring the constant noise in her ears, she walked for a while.
She walked in silence for quite some time,
before finally stepping into the shade of a building.
It wasnât because of the heat.
She merely sought to avoid the sunlightâ
and at the same time,
to take a moment to steady her breath.
âHmmm.â
She exhaled softly.
After calming her breathingâ
âDaughter.â
She called for Yarang.
At her summons, Yarang responded.
âThat child from earlier.â
ââŠâ
âDoesnât he seem familiar to you?â
Yarang quietly observed the woman.
She was trying to read her expression,
but the veil covering her face made it difficult.
Her voice was as languid and gentle as ever,
yet Yarang sensed an odd dissonance beneath it.
She had been born from this womanâ
which meant she could recognize even the slightest differences.
Was it simply curiosity?
Or was it something else?
As Yarang pondered,
the woman continued.
âItâs strange, isnât it? I feel like Iâve seen him somewhere⊠and yet, at the same time, I donât.â
Tilting her head slightly, she mused aloud.
âHmmm. Should I remove my veil?â
If she took it off, she would know immediately.
Yet she didnât.
She had made a rare decision to come out today,
and for now, she wanted to endure the uncertainty.
Stillâ
âHmm.â
It was bothering her.
She had returned to this body after a long time,
and with most of her form sealed beneath the veil,
she hadnât even noticed dropping the handkerchiefâ
nor that someone had picked it up.
It had been so long since she had felt this way.
She was indulging in the comfort that came with vulnerability.
As she savored that feeling,
she recalled the one who had returned her handkerchief.
âHmm.â
His face was hazy.
Even though she had seen him up close.
Perhaps it was because she had dulled her senses in this body, butâ
âStrange.â
Even so,
she found it oddly difficult to recall his features.
What did he look like?
The boy who had spoken to herâ
what expression had he worn?
And what kind of voice had he used?
She couldnât remember that either.
Yet, in the gaps of her memory,
she sensed something peculiar.
That was why she asked.
âWas he someone you knew?â
It would be odd to feel such emotions for a complete stranger.
There had been something familiar in his voiceâ
a trace of longing, for some reason.
And in his reply,
an unplaceable sadness.
Thatâ
That was what unsettled her.
So she asked Yarang,
wanting to know if she recognized him.
Butâ
ââŠâ
Yarang simply shook her head slightly.
Seeing this,
the woman gazed at her with slow, crimson eyes.
âI see.â
ââŠâ
âIs that so?â
She didnât press further.
She didnât think Yarang was lying.
After all,
Yarang could not lie to her.
Howeverâ
âHmm.â
There was still something off.
Why?
If she was curious, she could simply investigate.
And yet,
not only did she refrain from asking Yarangâ
she didnât try to find out herself either.
That wasnât like her.
If something piqued her interest, she would uncover the truth.
On this land,
there was nothing she couldnât know.
âHmmm.â
The woman did not dwell too deeply on her own doubts.
Or rather,
it felt as if something was preventing her from doing so.
And yetâ
ââŠWhat was it?â
The curiosity lingered.
The voice that had spoken to her
echoed in her mind.
She couldnât help but stop walking for a moment.
***************
After my mother left,
I stood frozen for a while.
It wasnât just because I hadnât processed the situation yetâ
my mind was simply too tangled to move.
So all I could do was
try to sort through everything, piece by piece.
âFirstâŠâ
Why had my mother appeared here?
That was my first question,
but there was no way to answer it right now.
If this world belonged to her,
then it wouldnât be strange for her to appear anywhere.
Even soâ
âI need to know how often she shows up.â
It was better to have that information than not.
I had to be certain.
And more importantlyâ
âShe really doesnât recognize me.â
After looking into her eyes,
I could no longer doubt it.
The cold gaze she had given me
was nothing like how she used to look at me.
I had to accept it now.
I forced myself to let go of the last sliver of hope I had been holding on to.
The mother before me truly had no memory of me.
Andâ
âYarang is pretending not to know me.â
The one I regarded as the Divine Sword,
who had been watching me all this time,
She had looked at my mother,
and still chosen not to say anything about me.
Did she not realize I was a dragon?
I had no way of knowing.
But the important thing wasâ
âIf Yarang really is the Divine SwordâŠâ
I wasnât even sure if she was.
But if she wasâ
Did she remember me?
Like my mother, had she also forgotten?
Or did she know the truth?
I needed to find out.
ââŠRight now, it feels likeâŠâ
Like she wasnât completely unaware.
Like she knew,
but was choosing to stay silent.
And I couldnât help but hopeâ
that if my mother had forgotten me,
then at least she hadnât.
âDamn it.â
I hadnât expected to run into my mother so suddenly,
and my mind was a mess because of it.
The situation was already complicatedâ
ââŠAnd now, what the hell is this?â
The scene before me made my head ache even more.
Becauseâ
âOh, youâre here.â
Shin Noya greeted me with a bright smile.
But the problem was what he was holding.
Someoneâ
bound tightly with rope.
âMmph! MmmphâŠ!!â
A general of Mangye.
Yusa was looking at meâ
in an utterly pathetic state.