The diner hadnât been a study session so much as three hours of pharmaceutical foreplayâLatin terms and drug interactions dressed up as conversation while my brain quietly fantasized about things the FDA definitely wouldnât approve.
By the time we stumbled outside, night had staged a hostile corporate takeover of the city. Streetlights carved amber scars into the dark, and everything looked like a David Fincher establishing shotâmoody, expensive, and vaguely threatening.
"I still canât process the fact you wore fingerless gloves and wrote poetry about darkness," I said, picturing Valentina in full emo regalia. "Thereâs video evidence somewhere. Donât lie to me."
"Buried deeper than Epsteinâs client list," she deadpanned, her shoulder brushing mine like it was just
supposed
to be there. "And notice how youâre dodging your own humiliation reel."
"Currently living it. Viral mugshot, assault charges, aggressively hitting on women who could ruin my entire future with one phone call to the school board."
She raised an eyebrow sculpted like it had been designed by a surgeon. "Study date? Thought we agreed this is a real date."
Without hesitationâfine, hesitation disguised as bravadoâI reached for her overstuffed messenger bag. "Give me that before it dislocates something I might eventually want to monetize."
Her eyes widened like no guy had ever volunteered to carry forty pounds of institutional trauma before. "I can handleâ"
"I know you can." I slipped the strap off her shoulder, contact brief but nuclear. "Same way you could probably perform emergency surgery with a butter knife. Doesnât mean you should. My mom raised me to be useful, even if I occasionally redirect those skills into reupholstering administratorsâ faces."
"Such a gentleman," she murmured, and the sarcasm didnât fully land. "Where were guys like you when I was seventeen?"
"Getting our heads shoved in toilets by future JCPenney assistant managers."
Her laugh detonated down the streetâsharp, bright, vandalism in sound form. We fell into rhythm, me hauling her bag like Iâd been drafted as her long-term pack mule. Jesus Christ, the weight. Either she moonlighted as a cadaver smuggler or medical textbooks were printed on neutron star matter.
"Whatâs in here? The shattered dreams of pre-meds who failed organic chemistry?"
"Just essentials. Three textbooks, drug reference guides, laptop, and maybe the powdered remains of first-years who thought medicine would be like Greyâs Anatomy."
"Ah. Crushed souls. Densest material in the universe. That tracks."
We cut down a quieter street, where the campus chaos bled into trust-fund condos. She walked close, arms brushing mine in these accidental-but-not-really collisions that lit up my nerves like faulty wiring.
"You know," Valentina said, eyes flicking sideways at me, "most teenage boys would be milking todayâs fight. Dangerous bad boy. Bragging rights. That whole thing."
"Iâm secure enough in my violence to multitask as your sherpa." I adjusted her bag. "Besides, if I lean too hard into the brooding thug thing, I donât get to hear about your Hot Topic era."
"I showed you mine. Show me yours. What was Baby Peterâs cringe phase?"
"Bold assumption itâs past tense."
"Spill." Her hand wrapped around my arm, fingers sketching absent patterns that werenât remotely accidental.
"Fine. Conspiracy theorist arc. Convinced the Old estate was a vampire coven thanks to my friend who started it and convinced the young me too. Tommy and I spent months gathering âevidence.â Thought we were Van Helsing, turned out we were just trespassing idiots with camcorders."
Her eyes lit like paparazzi bulbs. "The vampire house? Everyone knows that place. Lincoln Heights folklore."
"You know it?"
"Native daughter, Carter. Every kid had a theory. Mine was a witch brewing potions out of missing pets."
"Jesus. Dark. Very proto-Wednesday Addams."
She smirked. "I had her whole aesthetic down. Braids, deadpan one-liners, casual homicide energy."
"And now youâre training to save lives. Thatâs either character development... or the perfect cover."
"Why not both?"
"Note to self: Never piss off the woman who knows which drugs are untraceable."
We finally hit the part of town where apartments came with doormen and the parked cars outside were worth more than my extended familyâs combined net worth. Valentina didnât slow down.
The building screamed âyoung professional, parental subsidy requiredââglass, steel, and a security system that probably cost more than my tuition.
"Home sweet subsidized home," she said, breezing past the marble entrance. "Or at least the container that holds me when Iâm not at school reminding teenagers that my ass is not part of the anatomy syllabus."
"Nice place." I took in the manicured hedges, the obscene architecture. "School nurse salary must come with stock options."
She laughed, but it cracked at the edges. "Not exactly. Mother insists on paying. Calls it an âinvestment in my focus.â Translation: she doesnât trust me with roommates who might know how to mix tequila shots."
"Smart woman."
"She has her moments," Valentina admitted, voice casual but edged. "Though sheâd probably reconsider if she knew I was bringing home teenage boys who specialize in reconstructive violence on administrators."
"Technically, youâre just letting me carry your books to your door." I hefted the bag higher on my shoulder. "Very Eisenhower era. Chivalry, malt shops, and zero statutory concerns. Your reputationâs untouchable."
Her eyes glinted, predatory under all that professionalism. "Is that what youâre banking on? A chaste little doorstep goodbye? Flowers, curfew, the whole Norman Rockwell fantasy?"
"Among other things."
The key fob chirped at the reader like punctuation that cost more than my entire wardrobe. The lobby greeted us with marble floors and curated modern artâmoney that whispered instead of shouted, like the kind that owned judges instead of bribed them.
She didnât slow down.
Straight for the elevators, like this path had been paved long before I showed up.
"Coming up?" she asked, pressing the button. Her eyes slid everywhere but mine. "Unless youâve got a bedtime story waiting back home."
"Momâs on shift. Sisters assume Iâm chaos incarnate. Tonight? Iâm yours."
The elevator announced itself with a soft dingâlike opportunity politely clearing its throat. Once those mirrored doors slid shut, the air shifted: no longer potential, but inevitability. Valentina pressed eight and leaned back against the wall, studying me with the kind of intensity you usually reserve for EKG spikes and mystery chest pain.
"What?" I asked, catching her stare ricocheting in four identical reflections.
"Processing the absolute insanity," she said softly, dissecting every inch of me. "This morning I was a functioning adult with boundaries. Now Iâm smuggling jailbait into my apartment."
"Youâre letting me walk you to your door," I corrected. "Different legal classification. Any competent attorney could spin it."
"Right. Very legal. Completely above board." The corners of her mouth betrayed her, curling into something criminal. "But full disclosureâmy mother runs the emergency department at Mercy General."
The elevator slowed, or maybe it was just my nervous system registering the bomb sheâd dropped. "Mercy General? Thatâs where my mom spends her nights saving people."
Her gaze never wavered, diagnostic. "Dr. Sonya Luna. Genius. Tyrant. Would happily vivisect you on principle if she knew you existed in my apartment."
Of course. Because my life required more
Greek tragedy incest-adjacent plot twists
.
"Momâs mentioned her," I said flatly. "Calls her the kind of boss who makes God nervous."
Valentina laughed, sharp and unguarded. "Perfect description. If she knew what I was doing right now, sheâd turn it into a teaching hospital spectacle."
"And what
are
you doing?"
Her smile sharpened. "Apparently whatever the fuck I want for once."
The elevator sighed open onto the eighth floor, a hallway dressed like a Four Seasons corridorâplush carpet, muted lighting, silence expensive enough to hum. She walked ahead, pulling keys from her bag with the smoothness of someone whoâd already made this decision ten floors ago.
At 812, she paused, key hovering in the lock. "Last chance," she said, eyes daring me. "Cross this threshold and youâre not just a guest. Youâre officially stepping into career-ending territory."
"Iâve been in inappropriate territory since I asked about beta-blockers."
"True." She unlocked the door but paused, turning, eyes catching mine like headlights on a deer that knew it was already fucked. "Peter, what are we doing? Really?"
The question hung in the air like a live grenade with no pin. I set her bag down gently, then stepped close enough she had to tilt her chin upâclose enough that her perfume hit me, some expensive chemical weapon designed to make bad decisions smell justified.
"Weâre two peopleâ"
"Youâre sixteen."
"âwho connected over coffee and cardiac medications. Now weâre seeing where that connection leads. Simple."
"Nothing about this is simple." Her voice barely above a whisper, like confessing to a priest with a gun. "But I canât seem to care."
"Do you want me to leave?"
"No." The word shot out, surprising even her.