Sarah was still holding her tongue about Kayla, carrying a quiet, misplaced guilt Iâd long ago told her she didnât need to bear.
I remembered sitting with Sarah, listening to her torment herself, convinced it was her fault. Iâd been so pathologically chill back then, so used to being the helpful genius who got used.
Connor Hayesâs phone was already recording from his strategic vantage point like a war correspondent. I could practically hear his livestream chat losing its collective goddamn mind.
Across the room, Jack Morrison sat with the pathetic remains of his once-mighty friend group, looking like someone had reached into his chest, ripped out his soul, and stomped on it. He watched Sofia clinging to my arm, saw the easy laughter she shared with Madison, and saw her choosing me. Publicly. For the second time today.
Weâd barely settled into our seats at a prime table near the windows when Tommy appeared, dragging a second table with the grim determination of a man building a fortress against a coming siege.
"MOVE!" he grunted, maneuvering it across the floor with a screech of tortured linoleum. His trayâI use that term loosely, as it was more of a culinary Jenga tower, a monument to gluttony that defied gravityâthreatened to collapse at any moment. Three pizza slices were stacked like pancakes. Two burgers were engaged in an abusive relationship under a slice of cheese.
A whole rotisserie chicken was there, the fucking price tag still dangling from its leg. A mountain of fries. A lonely, pathetic-looking salad for show. Andâ
"Is that an entire fucking pie?" Madison stared, aghast and impressed.
"Apple," Tommy said proudly, puffing out his chest. "They hid it in the back. Fifty bucks."
"Tommy. Itâs cafeteria pie."
"Itâs
my
cafeteria pie now," he declared, biting into a burger with a savage intensity that sent grease running down his chin. "Iâm bulking."
"Youâre going to bulk yourself into a
cardiac
arrest," I informed him.
"Gains donât make themselves, bro."
"Neither does type 2 diabetes."
Then a slim figure materialized at his side. Mia. Tommyâs girlfriend. But sheâd changedâshed maybe thirty or forty pounds since Iâd last really looked. Her face was sharper, more defined, her body swimming in an oversized hoodie that couldnât hide her new, lean form.
She took one look at Tommyâs food mountain and cycled through all five stages of grief in about three seconds flat. Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression.
"Tommy.
What. The. Fuck
."
"Hey babe!" Tommy grinned, his mouth full of burger. "Want some?"
"I want you to not die before graduation." Mia sat and immediately started reorganizing his tray like she was defusing an unstable explosive device. "We talked about this. Portion control. Remember?"
"Iâm celebrating!"
"Youâre committing slow suicide by saturated fat!"
"Thatâs metal as fuck though."
"TOMMY."
Madison was crying she was laughing so hard. Sofia had her face buried in her hands, her shoulders shaking. Even my stoic sister Sarah cracked a smile.
"Babe, I love you," Tommy said, his voice dropping to a shocking level of seriousness, "but if you take my pie, weâre going to have our first real fight."
"Our first real fight was when you tried to install a gaming chair with seventeen motors and a cup holder that heated beverages in my bedroom!"
"That was a GIFT!"
"THE FUTURE IS NOW!" Tommy bellowed.
Ashley Park materialized at Madisonâs side, looking on with dead-eyed amusement. "I could hear you two from across the cafeteria. You sound like a married couple fighting at Costco over which brand of toilet paper to buy."
"WEâRE NOT MARRIED," Mia and Tommy said simultaneously, then whipped their heads around to look at each other in pure, unadulterated horror.
"Yet," Ashley added, pouring salt in the wound.
Emma Reeves
(A/N:
we will call her Reeves now) bounced over with an energy level that suggested sheâd mainlined three energy drinks for breakfast. "OH MY GOD ARE WE ALL SITTING TOGETHER? THIS IS LIKE THE AVENGERS BUT FOR LUNCH AND THEREâS MORE HUGGING!"
"Please donât," Ashley said flatly, the voice of a woman who had seen too much.
"PETER IS IRON MANâ"
"Reeves, I will literally pay you to stop talking." Ashley barked.
"HOW MUCH?"
"Twenty bucks."
Emma considered it, tapping her chin. "Make it thirty and I wonât post the video of you tripping over absolutely nothing yesterday."
"Youâre the worst."
"Iâm the best and youâre in denial!"
Our table went from a quiet lunch gathering to complete and utter chaos in ninety seconds flat. Conversations overlapped, laughter cut through the dull roar of the cafeteria, Tommy and Mia were still bickering, Ashley was roasting everyone with surgical precision, and Emma was documenting the whole beautiful train wreck for her Instagram story.
And through it all, I felt the eyes.
So many fucking eyes.
Girls at nearby tables werenât even pretending not to stare anymore. The Lust Presence had done its work with ruthless efficiencyâI had become impossible to ignore.
Some looked confused, like their brains couldnât reconcile their old apathetic view of Peter Carter with the sudden, inexplicable need to know everything about him.
Some looked hungry, discovering a craving they never knew they had. Some looked angry, furious at themselves for wanting someone they hadnât even noticed a week ago.
I ignored them. Focused on our island of glorious chaos. On Madison laughing with Ashley. On Sofia beside me, her hand finding mine under the table and squeezing like she needed to confirm I was real, that this wasnât a dream.
On my sister Emma, grinning like a maniac as she documented the live-streamed collapse of Lincoln Highâs entire social order.
On Sarah, watching everything with a proud, fierce satisfaction in her eyes, even as her own gaze kept drifting across the room, checking, worrying, carrying that guilt.
And then, like a cockroach skittering out from under a baseboard, Connor fucking Hayes materialized at our table.
Phone angled casual but obviously livestreaming, that fake influencer smile plastered on his face.
"PETER! My guy! Quick question for the peopleâ"