Charlotte Thompson. Virgin. On her first date. With me.
No
pressure.
"This is too much, Peter," she finally said.
But I heard what she really meant. Not
too expensive
or
too fancy
. She meant
too much effort
. Too much care. Too much of someone actually thinking about what would make her happy.
"Itās exactly enough." I pulled out her chair for her. "Sit. Drink wine. Let me take care of you for one night."
She sat. Looked up at me with those soft brown eyesāand I saw it. The wonder. The disbelief. The tiny part of her that couldnāt quite accept that someone had done this
for her
.
"You donāt have to take care of me."
"I know." I took my own seat across from her. "I want to."
Her first date.
The sommelier appeared moments laterāa distinguished man with silver hair and the kind of accent that suggested heād been born in a vineyard and raised by grapes. He launched into an explanation of their wine selection that was half poetry, half chemistry lecture.
I let Charlotte choose. She knew wine better than I didāone of those skills that came with growing up in a world where fourteen-year-olds were expected to distinguish between a Bordeaux and a Burgundy.
She chose a ChĆ¢teau Margaux. 2010. The sommelierās eyebrows rose in approval.
"Excellent selection, mademoiselle. A wine of exceptional character."
He disappeared to retrieve it. Charlotte watched him go, then turned back to me with a small smile.
"Youāre staring."
"Iām
admiring."
I leaned back in my chair. "Thereās a difference."
"Is there?"
"Staring is creepy. Admiring is
appreciating art."
"Iām not art."
"Youāre better."
I grinned. "Art just hangs there. You actually do things."
She laughedāa real laugh this time, full and warm, the kind that made heads turn at nearby tables. Charlotte Thompson laughing was a rare and precious thing, and I intended to make it happen as many times as possible tonight.
"Youāre ridiculous,"
she said.
"I prefer
ācharmingly
absurd.ā"
"Same thing."
"Semantics."
"You already used that one."
"Itās a good word. Iām getting my moneyās worth."
The sommelier returned with the wine. Performed the ritual of openingāthe careful cut of the foil, the precise extraction of the cork, the ceremonial pour for Charlotteās approval. She swirled, sniffed, sipped, nodded.
He filled our glasses and vanished again.
I toggled on my Taboo Aura. Just a little. Let the Lust Presence seep out into the restaurant like invisible smoke.
Iād missed this.
The honest thoughts of strangers. The unfiltered desires of women who didnāt know me, didnāt have history with me, just responded to something primal and undeniable.
The effect was immediate.
The hostess at the frontāmid-thirties, wedding ring, professional smileāglanced in my direction. Her thoughts hit me like a wave:
{God, look at him. Iād let him bend me over this podium right now. Tell my husband Iām working late. Wouldnāt even feel guilty.}
A woman at the barāblonde, expensive dress, here with what looked like a business associateāturned on her stool. Her mind was louder:
{I would literally pay him. Whatever he wanted. Empty my accounts. Just for one night. One hour. One fucking minute with those hands on me.}
The waitress whoād brought our menus earlier passed by again, completely unnecessarily. Her thoughts were almost pornographic:
{He could have me in the bathroom. Against the wall. On the floor. I donāt care if I get fired. I donāt care if anyone hears. Please, God, please let him look at me again.}
I smiled to myself. Humans were so beautifully
honest when they didnāt know anyone was listening.
Charlotte took a long drink of her wine. Then another.
"Easy," I said. "Thatās a $2,000 bottle. At least pretend to savor it."
"I am savoring it." She took another drink. "Iām just savoring it quickly."
"Thatās called
āchugging,ā
Charlotte."
"Itās called
āself-medication.ā"
But she set the glass down, smiled at me. "Sorry. Itās been a day."
"Itās been a day,"
I agreed. "Which is why weāre here. No work talk. No Aurelia talk. No anything talk except whatever makes you smile."
"Thatās a tall order."
"Iām a tall person."
She laughed. Covered her mouth with her hand like she was embarrassed by the sound.
"Okay," she said. "Make me smile."
I leaned back in my chair, considering her. "You know what I realized about you today?"
"What?"
"You color-code your sticky notes by urgency level. Pink is āend of the world,ā yellow is āmildly catastrophic,ā and blue is ācan probably wait until after lunch.ā"
Charlotte blinked. "How do you know that?"
"I spent an hour in your office. Thereās a system. I cracked it." I tilted my head. "What I couldnāt figure out is why you have a green one on your monitor that just says āNOā in capital letters."
She burst out laughing. "Thatās my reminder not to agree to every meeting request. My assistant made me put it there."
"Does it work?"
"Absolutely not. I agreed to three meetings while looking directly at it this morning."
"Charlotte Thompson. CEO. Worth $1.8 trillion. Defeated by her own
inability
to say no to a calendar invite."
"Itās a sickness," she agreed, grinning now. "I see an empty slot and I think,
āwell, someone might need that time.ā
And then suddenly Iām in a four-hour strategy session about bathroom tile for the new building."
"Bathroom tile."
"A. Fucking. Bathroom tile. Peter, I have opinions about bathroom tile now.
Strong
opinions. Do you know what that does to a person?"
"Destroys them from the inside?"
"Completely.
Iām hollow now. Just a shell filled with thoughts about
grout
patterns and water-resistant finishes."
I laughed.
Another wave of thoughts hit me from across the restaurant. A woman dining with her elderly mother:
{I would leave right now. Walk over there and give him my number. My address. My spare key. Mom would understand. Mom would probably ask if she could watch.}
I dialed the aura back slightly.
"You know what your problem is?" I said.
"I have so many. Which one?"
"Youāre too nice. You think saying no to a meeting is the same as saying no to a person. Like youāre rejecting their entire existence by protecting your calendar."
Charlotte paused mid-sip. Set her glass down slowly.
"Thatās...
uncomfortably accurate."
"I pay attention."
"Clearly." She studied me. "What else have you noticed?"
I could see the anticipation in her eyes, she wanted me to notice something sheās been trying to show me since the office.