Patt, who hadnât even stepped foot on the estate. Who hadnât contacted me. Who hadnât replied when Iâd reached out.
I asked ARIA.
"Sheâs busy,"
ARIA had said, in that tone she used when
busy
was a polite translation for something more complicated.
"And also experiencing a midlife crisis of sorts.
The sex was good
. Everything was good. But now
there are feelings involved
, and she feels alien to herself. Her old independent selfâ
no attachments, no feelings, no man with any kind of claim on her
âthat woman is looking at the new version and doesnât recognize her.
"She needs time to reconcile the two."
So Iâd let her take her time. Reach out softly from afarâa message here, a small gesture there.
Not overwhelming. Not pressuring.
But also not disappearing entirely. Walking the razorâs edge between space and neglect with the kind of care most men reserve for defusing bombs and I intended to walk it carefully.
Patt was worth the patience.
The most stubborn ones always are. Especially when theyâre finally learning they donât have to win every war alone.
The most stubborn of my mature women was still
Margaret
.
Okayâstubborn was overselling it. Margaret wasnât stubborn. She was
cautious
.
Specifically cautious about Charlotte.
Her daughter.
The woman whoâ
in one of the more beautifully fucked-up overlapping circles of my existence
âis in love with me without knowing her own mother is carrying my child.
Margaret was pregnant.
Very
pregnant. And she still hadnât pulled the trigger.
Still hadnât told Charlotte about our relationship. Still hadnât told Charlotte about the baby.
When we spent time together, it was in the guest mansion.
Or at the estate when Charlotte was at workâ
doors closed, curtains drawn,
stolen hours that felt like a secret we were both tired of keeping but too careful to drop.
The kind of afternoons where the light leaked in anyway and we pretended it was normal to be this careful with something this dangerous.
And
private dates.
Yes, I did so many private dates with all three of my pregnant womenâ
Theyâd insisted on spending time together, even dragging me into it, and since all three of my children would be roughly the same age... they wanted the
bond
to start now.
Before birth. Before names. Before the world got complicated and tried to decide what any of this meant.
They spent time together while the babies were still inside them. And the mothers
created
something between themselves that was unbreakableâa
sisterhood
forged in shared cravings, shared complaints, shared wonder at the absurdity of all three of them being pregnant by the same man at the same time and somehow being
fine with it
.
The unhinged ARIA had even declared sheâd make sure they all gave birth almost simultaneously if they wanted to.
The fact that nobody told her no said everything about the kind of world we were living in.
Dominique
and
Catherine
had joined this pregnancy group when they werenât busyâbringing food, rubbing feet, offering the kind of practical, unsentimental support that women whoâd been through it understood instinctively.
I usually wasnât there when they visited.
It felt like
their
space.
Sacred in a way that didnât need me in it.
But unlike what Iâd expected, Catherine
wasnât asking
me for a child.
She just continued her relentless, steady support for the three womenâorganizing doctor visits, managing schedules, being the logistical backbone of a situation that wouldâve overwhelmed anyone less capable.
If she wanted a baby, she kept it to herself.
And Catherine keeping something to herself meant it would surface exactly when she was ready and not a second before.
Dominique usually had that look, though.
The one that said
Iâd love a baby too...
if only I wasnât running seventeen things for the agency, at once and sleeping four hours a night.
Sheâd glance at the pregnant women, something would flicker in her eyesâsoft, longing, quickly buriedâand then sheâd check her phone and the moment would pass.
Someday. Not today.
The day was here.
Paris.
This very evening, weâd be heading to the Ghost Mansion, where ARIA had finishedâwhatever the fuck sheâd finished.
The jet upgrade.
The thing sheâd been working on with the obsessive, manic energy of a divine intelligence whoâd decided that air travel wasnât good enough and needed to be reinvented from scratch.
I didnât know what that beautiful lunatic had created.
All I knew was that sheâd bought two jetsâone assigned to Meridian Agency, straightforward, functional, a business tool.
The other sheâd taken to the Ghost Mansion and
rebuilt
. From
A to Z.
Stripped it down to the rivets and reimagined it as something that probably shouldnât exist and definitely violated several international aviation regulations.
I was looking forward to seeing it. That mix of excitement and terror that came with any ARIA creationâthe certainty that it would be extraordinary and the equally strong certainty that it would be
unhinged
.
But the day wasnât close to ending despite it being evening.
We arrived home. Vanessa and me. Together.
In the kind of post-sex, post-confession,
everything-has-changed
quiet that made the air between us feel new.
I was still drinking a carton of strawberriesâpicked up on the way back.
I walked through the front door.
And stopped.
Luna was waiting for me in the living room.
But she wasnât alone.
Standing beside herâsame height, same bone structure, the kind of resemblance that wasnât just familial but
genetic blueprint
âwas another woman.
Older.
But the word
older
was doing some very heavy and very
misleading
lifting here, because this woman looked like Luna had been sent back in time to show the world what her DNA was capable of at full maturity.
Dr. Maria.
Lunaâs mother.
No one had warned me. Not Luna. Not ARIA. Not a single member of my extensive network of women who usually communicated every relevant detail of my day down to the minute. Not one heads-up.
Not one
hey, by the way, Lunaâs bringing her
impossibly hot mother
to the house tonight, maybe donât show up looking like a man who just fucked someone in a penthouse suite for three hours.
Not one.
The strawberry carton slipped from my fingers.
The Homebot caught itâsmooth, silent, efficientâbefore a single berry hit the floor. Cradled the carton in its mechanical grip and glided it safely to the kitchen counter without a sound.
At least something in this house had its reflexes intact.
Because mine were gone.
Fuck.
She was hot.
Not Luna-hot, which was its own category.
This was not the borrowed-beauty of a woman who resembled her daughter.
This was independent, standalone, fully realized hotâthe kind that had been refined by years and experience into something that a younger womanâs body couldnât replicate because it hadnât earned it yet.
Dr. Maria stood there in the living room of my estate, looking at me with eyes that were Lunaâs but deeper, a mouth that was Lunaâs but knew more, a body that was Lunaâs but Latina fullerâand my brain, which had been functioning at approximately twelve percent capacity since Vanessa had climbed into my lap four hours ago, simply shut down.
Fuck! Sheâs HOT!