"I was too angry to see what I was doing. In my childish mind, my mother deserved to be punished not just for betraying my father, but for betraying me.
"So this was why she sent me away? Not because of my animals, but because she wanted to have her fun. She chose that man over me.
"Even when the room swarmed with animalsābirds clawing at their faces and hair, rodents biting at their feet until they bledāI didnāt stop. I could hear my motherās hoarse, panicked voice begging me to call them off, but I was already gone, swallowed whole by the rush of my own power.
"Itās easy to give in to the thrill when youāre emotional. In that moment, you feel untouchable, like a god, while everyone else is just an ant you could crush between your fingers. And at that moment, I wanted to crush them all."
Romanās gaze shifted to Violet, testing her. He was searching for the flinch, the judgment, the fear anyone else would have shown. But she met his stare head-on, unshaken.
If he thought that was enough to scare her, he was in for a loss.
Violetās steady gaze didnāt falter, and when she offered no condemnation, he finally looked away. Then Roman went on.
"Thankfully, my father arrived in time and snapped me out of it with his Alpha command. The animals scattered, and when the chaos settled, I realized the gravity of what Iād done. My motherās lover was dead.
"Iāll never forget the sight of those empty eye sockets clawed away by birds, and the strips of flesh torn from bone. It was a grotesque sight, one I couldnāt move away from.
"My mother was lucky. Or maybe, somewhere deep down, Iād gone easier on her than on him. But that didnāt change the fact that I hadnāt meant for it to go that far. I hadnāt meant to hurt her like that.
"After that day, I shut that part of me off. The part the animals were drawn to. I told myself Iād be a normal kid again... whatever ānormalā meant for me. So I stuck to morphing into my favorite animals instead. The one that was safe and controlled.
"Because every time I even think about using that ability again, that scene comes back. And itās like Iām standing in that room all over again. Itās something Iāll carry for the rest of my life. So maybe youāll think Iām weak for not developing it. But Iād appreciate it if you didnāt push me." Romanās voice was tight, tension radiating off him.
Violet shrugged. "I didnāt force you to keep an eye on Griffin through the bird, did I?"
Roman gave a sheepish grin, scratching the back of his head. "Yeah, sorry. Itās just, most people who find out I can control animals think itās way cooler than turning into one."
She rolled her eyes. "No one gets to tell you how to use your powers as long as youāre not hurting anyone. Besides, you did the bird thing on your own, so I believe youāll get there someday."
Her lips curved into a sly smile. "Theyāre only saying that because they havenāt seen you turn into a dragon yet." She tilted her head, studying him. "You have turned into a dragon, right?"
"Not yet." Romanās smile turned almost boyish. "Mystical creatures are harder. Iāve never seen one in real life, only in movies and books. I have to get every detail right. The only one Iāve managed is a yeti. Always been obsessed with them. Plus, it rivals the height of Griffinās hulk form, so it drives him insane." He chuckled, clearly savoring that last part.
Violet laughed too, because if there was one constant in the world, it was the ridiculous rivalry between Roman and Griffin over who was stronger.
"A dragonās more intricate," Roman went on, "and it would drain a lot of power..." Then his gaze softened, locking on her. "But for you, Iāll pull it off one day."
Her chest warmed at the sincerity in his voice. "Aww, thatās so sweet," she said, smiling despite herself.
Then without warning, Romanās eyes changed, and the beautiful warm green eyes was replaced with the glassy black of a birdās. The transformation was so abrupt that Violet instinctively tensed, her fingers twitching as though ready to stir her power. But when he didnāt move, and his breathing stayed steady, she forced herself to relax.
"Theyāre in," Roman said, his voice quite low as if he was speaking from somewhere far away.
Violetās gaze lingered on him, noting how his pupils seemed to dart as though following something she couldnāt see. Roman had told her before that when he linked with an animal like this, it was like borrowing their vision, and everything the bird saw, he saw.
The only catch was in that state, he was distracted, and his focus tethered there entirely. Hence, he was extremely vulnerable to attack. Her job right now was simple: protect him, or snap him out of it if things went wrong.
"Griffinās looking around the house... thereās sight of her," Roman murmured, his tone almost conversational but his eyes fixed on an unseen world. "Thereās a shack behind the house. Looks like storage. Heās just opened it, thereās noā"
Roman stopped suddenly and the air in the room seemed to still.
Violet straightened, frowning. "What is it?"
"Oh, wait..." His voice dipped, then hardened. "What the hell?"
Her brows knitted tighter. "Roman?"
His jaw clenched. "Griffinās found the witch, Janice, and her throat is slit."
"What?" Violet was stunned. She didnāt recall slitting the witchās throat.
Romanās gaze stayed distant, still seeing through the birdās eyes. "Griffinās reaching for her now, and heās saying, āThis doesnāt make sense. Sheās been dead for hours, long before the attack.ā"
"Wait," Violet said slowly, "If Janice is dead, that meansā"
"The other witch killed her and took her place," Roman cut in, his eyes snapping back to normal.