Chapter 1.2 - Back To the Beginning
Su smiled as well. He, who had never been too good with words, continued to remain silent.
After laughing just a few times, Ricardo began to feel so much pain that he began to gasp. He couldnât help but latch onto Su to stabilize himself. When he saw the nurse that was half-suppressing her laughter from the side from the corners of his eyes, his right hand suddenly reached out, and with a power that came from who knew where, forcefully squeezed down on her largely exposed chest. This nurse who had a rather sexy body released a cry of alarm, but her way of moving out of the way seemed to be a more playful one.
Ricardo groped a few times before letting go. He gave her a smile and said, âIâm fine, you can leave first.â
The nurse gave Ricardoâs face another look, and only after deciding that he probably wonât die immediately did she leave. Before walking through the door, she still gave Su a look, her eyes rippling with waves full of undisguised flirtation.
Since the day the bandages covering his body were removed, Su was used to seeing both women and men sneak greedy glances or flirtations looks at him. Towards this nurseâs hints, he naturally remained indifferent. However, Su, who possessed exceptionally sharp perception, noticed that the gaze the nurse sent Ricardo was many times more passionate than the one sent towards him, to the extent where it even contained a bit of craziness.
Su had never felt pride in his own appearance and instead thought of it as something troublesome. However, for some reason, with the increase in his abilities, Su felt as if his appearance was similarly changing. At the very least, from the perspective of most people, Su was currently becoming more and more pretty. Correct, pretty. This was an extremely suitable adjective. Even if he stood next to Persephone, Su still wouldnât look much inferior.
Ricardo seemed to have sensed what Su was thinking and suddenly laughed mysteriously. âDo you know why she feels more passionate towards me than you?â
Su noticed the difference in the nurseâs attitude, but he didnât think that it was something worth thinking too much about. As such, he replied with a smile, âDoesnât matter.â
Ricardo shook his head. He patted Suâs shoulder and said while laughing, âDonât always act like such a great person! You have to know that most of the people who make up this world are ordinary. Only if you look at it from their point of view will you be able to understand them. For example, that woman just now would get 100 yuan from me each time she lets me feel her up. This isnât something I promised, but I would always pay her, so it became a type of agreement. When my injuries are cured, I wouldnât mind spending some passionate nights with her, so her income this year might double. This isnât a type of promise either, but I will pay up. She doesnât have natural talents and wonât produce high levels of ability, so she will never be able to become a great individual. For her, money is the most realistic, as well as the most dependable thing. Do you now understand why I am far more handsome than you? Why even though Iâm not as cool as you, she will like me more?â
âIâve always paid in the past as well.â Su frowned. This was his principle. However, he understood clearly that when he was in the wilderness, he was extremely poor, so there was no way he could compare to someone like Ricardo with the support of a family behind him. Even now, he still wouldnât do things like Ricardo did. Su immediately remembered that Persephone was still carrying a huge debt in his place.
Ricardo smiled and said, âThatâs not what I meant. Itâs just that I had nothing to do while lying in the hospital for two days and let my imaginations run wild. I was wondering, what was it that made us think of ourselves so high above everyone else that we could casually take the lives of others? And the answer I came to was abilities. We, with abilities, in front of the mobs surviving in the wilderness, are like gods. We can do whatever we want while not receiving any restrictions, because there is no way those mobs can pose a threat to us. Similarly, when those with even higher levels of abilities appear before us, they could do whatever they want with us as well. That is why we have become used to focusing our attention on the bodies of ability users and turn a blind eye to the majority of normal people without abilities.â
Su began to think about this matter.
âPerhaps this world doesnât belong to us, and insteads belongs to these normal people that are silently getting trampled on.â
Just as Su began to think about the implications behind these words, Ricardo who seemed like a wise man just now suddenly had a strange smile on his face, and with a suppressed and somewhat mysterious voice, he said, âHey! Letâs not talk about these boring things anymore. Brother, did you know? I discovered a smoking hot beauty here! You canât even imagine how sexy she is!â
âSmoking hot beauty?â Towards Ricardoâs sudden change in expression that left Su between laughter and tears, no matter how Su thought about it, he couldnât think of any smoking hot beauties in this entire hospital, and he had seen every nurse and doctor in this hospital. Unless, Ricardo thought of the nurse just now as a smoking hot beauty? In that case, Su would start to doubt his tastes.
Perhaps women was a topic often shared by men. Ricardoâs eyes shone with brilliant radiance. He pulled Su over, and with a voice that almost couldnât be heard, he said, âHer name is⊠Helen!â
âHelen?!â Su immediately cried out involuntarily. If any other name was spoken instead, he wouldnât have reacted so greatly. Su immediately added without taking the time to think, âYou find that icy cold, machine like woman is sexy?â
Ricardo took a deep breath, and through clenched teeth, he said, âIndescribably sexy!â
Su suddenly found the atmosphere of the room to be a bit strange. Before he had time to turn around, an icy cold, machine like, and forever unchanging voice sounded. âWho are you calling icy cold and machine like?â
Su revealed a bitter smile and slowly turned around.
He truly couldnât understand how, with his perception abilities, he was completely unable to notice that Helen had already stood behind him? Could it be that his attention had been completely captured by Ricardo?
âLieutenant Commander Su, please follow me.â After speaking coldly, she turned around and left this hospital ward. Su helplessly shook his head and followed her out.
Before leaving the room, Su gave Ricardo a look. He saw that Ricardo was still staring at Helenâs retreating figure with eyes filled with infatuation.
As he followed Helen into the laboratory, Su felt a bit apprehensive as well. What he felt wasnât fear, but rather a bit of embarrassment, just like that of a child that had been caught after doing something wrong.
Even though Su usually acted cold to the point of being completely expressionless, that was only a self-preserving type of instinct during the most extreme and severe environments. In addition, Su would always be feeling a vague sense of danger around him, as if he was secretly being observed by his natural enemy. That was why he carefully avoided people and chose to not make any friends.
After being half-persuaded, half-forced by Persephone into joining the Black Dragonriders, Suâs world completely changed. Endless missions, abundant goods, powerful and complex abilities, as well as twisted and intertwined human relationships; these were all things he had never had before. Battles were carried out continuously, and the enemies were more powerful and more cunning than those he had ever faced before. Similarly, what he received in return was quite abundant. For example, the increase in his abilities he obtained in a single yearâs time was equivalent to the total of several years in the past. Of course, there were some things that couldnât be replaced and needed time to accumulate, such as combat knowledge.
The endless, high intensity battles that oftentimes couldnât be fought without soldiers brought him something else, and that was that Su felt that he seemed to have obtained a few friends. Friends, this was something that had never been a part of Suâs dictionary. Only during a battle of life and death could oneâs true heart be seen. For example, Helen, Ricardo, and even Li Gaolei, Li, and Kane, regardless of the reasoning behind their decisions, all fought by Suâs side. Even during the most dangerous times, they didnât shrink back. Su, who had an eternal memory, had a memory that was completely comparable with a computer system. However, even if his memory was extremely lacking, he still wouldnât forget these things.
Su also felt fear. When facing powerful enemies, he would also feel fear, but even more of his fear came from those at his side. He would be worried about Madeline, feel concerned over Persephoneâs hard world, and he would also feel anxious about Ricardoâs injuries.
To show softness for those he cared about, and to show toughness towards those that were against him, Su didnât feel that this was wrong. Only, after Madeline left, he never had the chance to reveal any softness during those seven years.
As he sat in front of Helen, Suâs heart began to beat disappointingly fast. Helen didnât have any abilities, not even a single level. If one didnât take her freakish intellect and the unusual feeling she gave off into consideration, she would be a completely normal woman. However, her inhuman temperament made it so that no matter how Su tried, he couldnât associate her with being sexy.
Helen didnât say anything and only silently looked at Su. However, it was clear that even though her eyes were resting on Suâs face, her mind was elsewhere. Helenâs face that didnât contain any emotion naturally didnât expose her thoughts, but Su could feel a slight bit of emotion from her eyes, which seemed to be sorrow. That little bit of sorrow turned Helen from a piece of machinery into a normal person.
Rare bloodshot veins could be seen in her eyes, and there was a fatigue hanging from the corners of her eyes that couldnât be scattered. It seemed like the amount of weariness she experienced during this period of time wasnât light either.
Su felt a bit ashamed and uneasy inside, to the point where he even had the thought to be a bit more compliant during the upcoming examination. Only, as soon as this thought surfaced, it was forcefully suppressed by every part of his body. However, Su didnât pay too much attention to this. He had confidence in his will overpowering his bodyâs instincts should the need arise.
However, what followed was just a conventional examination. Helen still had Su lay down on the bed, carried out a body scan, and obtained a vial of his blood as a sample before ending the examination. She didnât bring up any requests that would make things difficult for Su.
When he left the private hospital, Su had a feeling that there was something Helen was keeping from him.
Today was a rather busy day. Su hurried over to dragonrider general headquarters to replace the tactical tablet that was to be carried around with him. Then, after sifting through the equipment available, he selected what he needed to rearm himself. After making it back alive, the only thing he had apart from a standard rifle was a military knife.
The procedure of acquiring equipment was an extremely simple process. The time it took for everything to be completed was only a bit over ten minutes. Of course, speed and convenience came at a cost, as all of the goods general headquarters offered were widely known to be expensive. Combat suit, rifle with secondary sniping mode, ammunition, all types of equipment kits, as well as a tactical computer system added together made it so that Suâs account only had a few thousand yuan remaining again.
Even though roughly half of the injuries on his body had recovered, he decided that now was still not the time to fix his poverty-stricken state. Right as Su was about to look through some newer missions, a beautiful dragonrider clerk walked up to him. With a polite and standard smile, she said, âCaptain Su? Lieutenant Colonel Julio wants to discuss something with your distinguished self. He is waiting for your distinguished self inside the general headquarters building.â
âLieutenant Colonel Julio?â Su didnât recall meeting this person. However, since he was a lieutenant colonel, he was naturally still a great figure.
âLieutenant Colonel Julio is the tactical manager of general headquarters. He is in charge of formulating missions, releasing them, and selecting the personnel involved in the missions.â This young girl was clearly smart and good at understanding others. There was also an undisguised passion in her eyes when she looked at Su.
This sounded like quite the important person, this was what Su thought. He organized his belongings before following the clerk into general headquarters. Several minutes later, Su was already standing on the second floor of headquarters in front of Lieutenant Colonel Julioâs office. After the clerk reported her arrival through the communicating system, a rough voice sounded from the speaker next to the room. âHave him come in!â
The door opened on its own, and the concentrated smell of cigarettes that filled the air immediately assaulted Suâs face. The powerful stimulation his eyes and nose felt immediately sent back a wave of sharp pain to his brain. Su frowned. He held his breath and sealed up all of his skinâs pores before walking into the smoke filled office.
There was a pile of documents on the lieutenant colonelâs office table just like the style of an olden eraâs office, completely different from the new era that relied on computer systems to complete all tasks. The office table in front of him was a somewhat ridiculously sized ashtray, but what was somewhat terrifying was that the cigarettes on it had already piled up high into the air, to the extent where it was already starting to spill over. The lieutenant colonelâs curly and thin hair stuck tightly to his forehead, and his eyes that were completely bloodshot were somewhat protruding from their sockets. He looked like someone who hadnât slept for several days and nights.
âSu?â The lieutenant colonel looked at a document in his hands and then stared at Su with his two small and red eyes before asking.
âI am. Your distinguished self should be Lieutenant Colonel Julio? Is there something you need from me?â Su maintained a proper amount of etiquette, but he didnât wish to speak too much. Something he was certain of was that inside the general headquarters building, he had far more enemies than friends.
Lieutenant Colonel Julio tossed the document in his hand towards Su, but what was rather odd was that when the dozen or so sheets of paper that werenât bound together slid across the entire length of the table, they were still neat and tidy.
Su smiled slightly. He didnât even look at the documents in front of him before saying, âI do not believe that these are matters I should be resolving. Your distinguished self can find Lieutenant Colonel Kafen and Maria instead. They should be the ones giving your distinguished self an explanation.â
Julio stared at Su, but the green eye that stared back at him revealed a soft and resolute gaze that didnât seem to give any room for leeway. After roughly a dozen seconds had passed, the lieutenant colonelâs obese body leaned backwards. âMy time is extremely valuable! Letâs just speak bluntly. Captain Su, I heard you killed the two of them, so these missions canât even be completed. Among them, some have only been completed halfway. This has brought me quite a headache!â
Suâs gaze gradually became colder, but he still maintained his smile. âEven if your distinguished selfâs head splits open from pain, that has nothing to do with me. Since your distinguished self heard a few rumors, shouldnât you have received their death reports as well?â
The lieutenant colonelâs face immediately became pale, seeming to have recalled some extremely unpleasant matters. He heavily slammed down on the table and roared, âAre you threatening me?â
Su calmly said, âOf course not. I am just reminding your distinguished self not to try and push matters that have nothing to do with me my way.â
If you find any errors ( Ads popup, ads redirect, broken links, non-standard content, etc.. ), Please let us know < report chapter > so we can fix it as soon as possible.