Saul couldnât really remember the moment he had first crossed over into this world.
When he had just arrived, heâd entered a completely unfamiliar body. On top of that, the body had a head injury, leaving him dazed and muddleheaded. That was why those little boys had ganged up on him, forcing him to shoulder the most dangerous task of guarding the dorms at night, all by himself.
It turned out, back then, Mentor Gorsa had already discovered him.
That master of his was really good at pretending!
Saulâs tense shoulders gradually relaxed. His soul form no longer flickered in and out, and even the faint rejection this body once had toward him had been completely suppressed through body refinement techniques.
Using his own consciousness and mental energy, he had transformed his entire skinânow, it looked completely like the ânewâ Saul.
âFor the next few days, I followed you in secret,â Gorsa continued. âYour soul was fusing more and more smoothly with the new body. It had already surpassed the best results weâd ever achieved in resurrection experiments. If I hadnât caught you at the very beginning, I wouldnât have been able to tell you apart from a normal person. So I kept wonderingâwas it your body that was special, or was it your soul?â
âUntil that day, when you encountered that pool of blood on the thirteenth floorâŠâ
Of course Saul remembered. That night had changed his lifeâthe night that awakened the Dead Wizardâs Diary.
To escape the death that pool of blood heralded, Saul had knocked on Kongshaâs door across the hall.
âYour instinct was startling,â Gorsa swayed slightly as he spoke. âThough your soul was unfamiliar, it didnât seem especially powerful. Only your mental energy was a bit higher than averageâbut even that was within the range of an ordinary prodigy. So how did you know that pool of blood was deadly?â
âI donât knowâŠâ Saul deliberately blanked his mind and replied in a daze, âIt was like a voice inside me just kept shoutingâdonât touch it, or youâll die. But I also understood that if I left that blood there, Iâd be the one dealt with the next morning.â
What Saul said wasnât false. The voice had indeed come from within himâspecifically, from the diary on his left shoulder.
Gorsa didnât doubt him. In fact, he nodded in agreement. âFrom that day forward, I realizedâthe special part of you isnât the body you merged with. Itâs your soul. Perhaps the dimensional leap you went through left your soul with a unique adaptive property, allowing you to resist the bodyâs rejection and avoid mental contamination due to cognitive dissonance.â
âEverything you did afterward only confirmed that. The greatest issue you faced was the occasional out-of-body episode as your soul grew stronger. And even that you managed to fix through body refinement.â Gorsaâs swaying body suddenly went still. He leaned forward slightly and looked Saul in the eyes. âSaul, though youâve been researching vessels, thatâs only the foundation. Sooner or later, your path will lead to the soul.â
âYes, Master. I already understand my task.â
Gorsaâs voice gradually grew soft. âMy time is running out. Which means your time is also running out. Five years⊠I hope youâll have an answer by then. Otherwise, Iâll have no choice but to take matters into my own hands.â
Most soul-based wizard experiments were irreversibly damaging to soul bodies. Faced with such risky experimentation and only one high-level expendable to work with, Gorsa preferred to wait a bit longer.
He would wait for Saul to grow. Wait for his soul form to become stronger. Wait for him to unravel this mystery himself.
âThis too is a kind of experiment,â Gorsa thought to himself.
It was like planting a weak little seed in a petri dish. Maybe it would wither midway. Maybe it would grow into a bloodthirsty vine. Or maybe it would grow into an ordinary little sprout.
But that didnât matter. He still had some time left. He wanted to see what kind of fruit this rare seed would ultimately bear.
âFive years, huh?â Saul understoodâthat was Gorsaâs absolute limit. âNo problem. If I donât complete my task in five years, Iâll lie down on the experiment table myself.â
Since there was no other choice, he might as well bet everything on this!
âVery good.â Gorsaâs silver eyes curved into a smile. âOne final piece of adviceâwhen it comes to souls, the wizarding world has already made very deep inroads. But even so, there are vast domains that remain unknown. If you want to study the soul, you canât stay in the safety zone. A true wizard is always treading the path of the unknown.â
Saul silently savored those words.
Was Master Gorsa⊠encouraging him to take risks?
Did he think Saul had been playing it too safe lately?
Indeed, ever since acquiring the diary, Saulâs actions might seem risky on the surfaceâbut in truth, heâd always remained inside his comfort zone.
And because of that, he understood many things only on a superficial levelâknowing that something worked, but not why it worked.
He was beginning to lack that most vital quality for any wizard: the spirit of exploration.
If he kept relying on the diary, he could indeed cruise through the early stages of becoming a wizard.
But that was like building a hundred-story skyscraper with no foundation.
Eventually, at the very end of the road, he would face a life-or-death crisisâone he could neither avoid nor escape.
It would be like floating high in the sky in a hot air balloon without knowing any flight spells. Once the balloonâs energy ran out, the only outcome waiting for him would be a fatal crash.
The thought sent a chill through Saulâs spine. Cold sweat beaded all over his body. He was more terrified than he had been when Gorsa had exposed his identity as a transmigrator!
âI canât let myself use the diaryâs power for research or study anymore. If I grow dependent, Iâll lose the habit of learning on my own. Iâll become a puppet of the diaryâa failure of a wizard who doesnât dare try a new spell without it!â
When Gorsa spoke those words to him, he probably meant them as a casual piece of adviceâbut by sheer accident, they helped Saul unearth the greatest hidden crisis he was currently facing.
Gorsa was very satisfied with Saulâs shaken reaction. He could tell that Saul had experienced an epiphany.
Sometimes, vague philosophical truths, when matched with oneâs personal experience, could transform into specific warning signsâthus becoming lessons with far greater impact than others could ever appreciate.
Of course, the prerequisite was thinking it through.
âWeâve talked enough for today,â Gorsa said. âAs for the experiment, think it over after you go back. If you have no other questions, Iâll send you back to the second storeroom now.â
Saul snapped out of his deep thoughts. Hearing the implicit dismissal, he was about to nod when a question suddenly came to mind. âMaster, back then, that pool ofâŠâ
âHmm?â
âNo, itâs nothing.â Saulâs heart skipped a beat and he gave up the question. âPlease send me back.â
Gorsa smiled slightly. The halo above their heads abruptly vanished, plunging the surroundings back into darkness.
A wave of dizziness hit Saul. His mind felt like it was plunging downward. Once more, he fell through a world filled with eyes, until he landed on the single bed in the storeroom.
He didnât get up. Just lay there in the same posture, staring blankly at the ceiling.
âKongsha once told me the dorm across from hers was unoccupied. Then that night⊠that pool of blood⊠who put it there?â
Recalling the calm look in Gorsaâs eyes at the end, Saul finally chose to let it go.
âSo, the trial⊠began all the way back then, huh?â
(End of Chapter)
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