Blairâs chest rose and fell too fast. Her palm burned. The whiskey sat in her stomach like broken glass.
"Youâll come with me today. Youâll answer my fatherâs questions. And youâll remember that everything you have comes from me."
"Or what?"
"Or you can explain to Monroe how you lost your academy position because you forgot who pays for it."
Misato considered this. Her finger traced the red mark on her cheek.
"Iâll come. But I wonât be your spy. I wonât sabotage my squad. And I sure as hell wonât apologize for winning."
"Then what good are you?"
"Iâm good at keeping people alive. Something your precious squad has trouble with lately."
The crack in Blairâs composure opened wider.
"You want to know what I think?" Misato stepped closer. Close enough that Blair could see the gold flecks in her green eyes. "I think youâre terrified that Daddyâs going to make an example of Monroe. And I think youâre even more terrified of what happens if Monroe decides heâs tired of playing defense."
"He wouldnât dare."
"Wouldnât he? The kid who now has Vale covering for him?" Misatoâs smile turned vicious. "What happens when he stops being nice, Blair?"
Images flashed through Blairâs mind. Monroeâs golden eyes meeting hers across the combat arena. The way heâd looked at her during that pull-up demonstration. Hungry. Interested. Like she was prey he was considering hunting.
A shiver ran down her spine that had nothing to do with cold.
"Maybe Daddy should be asking different questions," Misato continued. "Like what happens if you keep pushing and Monroe decides to push back. What happens if you lose that little bet you made. What happens if you become his for a semester."
"Like hell!" The words exploded from her throat before she could stop them. "That broke lottery loser? That nobody? Iâd rather die than crawl for him!"
The declaration rang hollow even to her own ears. The protest came too fast, too desperate, carrying all the defensive energy of someone trying to convince themselves more than their audience.
Because the images wouldnât stop.
Monroe standing over her. Looking down at her with those amber eyes that had started seeing too much, understanding too well. Making her kneel because he could. Making her beg because it amused him. Putting her in something completely humiliating while he watched with that new confidence he wore like expensive cologne.
His hands on her throat. Just resting there. Not squeezing. Just a reminder that he could.
His voice in her ear. Low and private and saying things that would make her want to set him on fire if they didnât make her stomach twist with something far more dangerous.
His weight pinning her down until the fight drained out of her completely and she couldnât remember why sheâd resisted in the first place.
Blairâs pulse kicked up several notches. Heat pooled low in her stomach. Insistent. Unwelcome. Utterly refusing to be ignored no matter how hard she tried to smother it.
The mental images came faster now.
Something ridiculous. Something with ears. Stockings that would dig into her thighs just enough to make walking uncomfortable. Monroe watching her bend to pick up whatever heâd dropped on purpose, just so he could remind her whoâd won their stupid bet. Just so he could see her struggle to maintain dignity while dressed like a fantasy pulled straight from some perverted corner of the internet.
His hands on her waist. Holding her still.
His voice in her ear, telling her exactly what he wanted. What she was going to give him whether she liked it or not.
Blair jerked her head to the side hard enough to make her neck crack. The sharp pain cleared her mind for exactly three seconds before the images tried to creep back in.
What the actual fuck was wrong with her brain?
"Why am I even thinking about that broke lottery loser?" The words came out sharper than sheâd intended. Defensive. Too loud. "Heâs nothing. Less than nothing."
But the crack in her voice gave her away completely.
Misatoâs expression said sheâd heard it. Worse, sheâd understood exactly what it meant. Those green eyes cut straight through Blairâs bullshit like it was written on glass in permanent marker.
"Are you coming or not?"
"Iâm coming." Misato pushed off from the counter and headed for the door. "But Blair? When this blows up in your face, donât expect me to clean up the mess."
The door clicked shut behind her.
Blair stood alone in her perfect kitchen. Heart racing. Palms damp. Mind full of images that made her want to set something on fire.
She grabbed her purse and keys. The helicopter would be waiting. Her father would have questions. Somehow she was going to have to sit through lunch pretending she wasnât falling apart at the seams.
The ride to the helipad passed in silence. Misato stared out the passenger window while Blair focused on getting her breathing under control. The carâs climate control couldnât do anything about the uncomfortable heat under her skin.
Monroeâs fault. All of this. The lottery nobody whoâd somehow crawled out of obscurity just to make her life exponentially more complicated than it needed to be.
Her phone buzzed against her thigh.
Landing in twenty. Donât be late.
Her fatherâs text. Terse as always.
Blairâs thumbs moved fast across the screen.
On my way.
The helipad sat at the islandâs northern tip. Clean concrete surrounded by safety barriers. Their pilot stood waiting beside the sleek corporate aircraft that would ferry them to San Francisco.
"Miss Davenport." He touched the brim of his cap. "Ready for departure?"
"Weâre ready."
The flight would take forty minutes. Forty minutes of sitting across from Misato while pretending nothing was wrong. Forty minutes of absolutely not thinking about Monroeâs hands or his voice or the way heâd moved through those pull-ups like gravity didnât apply to him anymore.
The helicopterâs rotors began their familiar whine. Blair strapped herself into the leather seat and closed her eyes.
She was Blair Davenport. Elite Ten Rank Two. Heir to a hunter dynasty. Platinum-tier ability user. She did not think about lottery nobody perverts who probably spent their free time fantasizing about making her wear cat ears and thigh-highs.
The aircraft lifted smoothly into the California sky. San Francisco spread out below them, all glass and steel and traffic patterns that looked like circuit boards from this height.
Her father was waiting at the other end of this flight.
Blairâs stomach twisted.