Chapter 1630: Confession
âWere you sitting at the door just to see when heâd leave?â
When Dong Luorong lazily sat down, her silk robe slipped down her legs, as light and delicate as smoke being blown away. She wasnât wearing any makeup, yet her lips remained a deep, almost cruel, blood-red. A thin line of silvery-white reflections glistened off the bony shapes of her knees, calves, and ankles, clear and smooth as if they were crafted of metalâexcept, they were so extremely thin, it seemed they could break with the slightest bend.
No matter what kind of person Qiu Chantian was, he definitely had impeccable taste in women, Xie Feng thought, though she wasnât sure what to feel about it.
The only light in the room came from a small lamp, casting a hazy, dream-like glow. Dong Luorong lowered her head, as if she sighed softly, but Xie Feng couldnât quite hear it.
âWhy arenât you saying anything?â Dong Luorong tilted her head and asked, âAre you mad at me?â
Xie Feng raised her hand and slowly untied the belt of her hotel robe, letting it fall to the ground. Under Dong Luorongâs slightly surprised gaze, she turned away, biting her lip as she pulled off her s.h.i.+rt, clutching it in her hands.
The cold air in the room made her skin p.r.i.c.kle with gooseb.u.mps the moment it touched her bare body. Her shoulders, chest, and back were all exposed to the light and shadow, yet strangely, Xie Feng didnât feel vulnerable. Maybe because taking control of the situation is a kind of power in itself.
âCan you see these scars?â
Dong Luorong made no sound.
âRight before the surrender, the public opposition was at its most intense. Tear City was still technically its own country, but it was already imperial soldiers patrolling the streets, hunting us down.â Xie Fengâs voice trembled. âOnce, we got separated by a group of security officers, and in the chaos, I panicked and ran the wrong way and got chased by two or three of them. One of them kicked me hard in the lower back, his boot was so heavy. I fell face-first into the ground, and then they started hitting me with batonsâŠâ
She usually acted as if none of this had ever happened.
âI used to think batons were blunt weapons. That day, I learned a blunt weapon can still tear you apart, split your skin open, and make your head bleed just as easily if they hit hard enough.â Xie Feng looked down at the floor. âHonestly, I donât remember most of it. I just recall an old lady nearby, screaming at them to stop hitting, stop hitting, sheâs just a little girl, sheâll be beaten to death by you guysâŠ
âIt hurt so much while they were hitting me that I thought to myself, hurry up and grab me, just stop beating me. As long as they stop beating me, anything was fine. When they finally did stop, a man grabbed me under my arms to lift me up, and I almost started crying out of fear.â
Dong Luorong rose from the couch, her clothes rustling softly as she moved. She walked up behind Xie Feng, and that distinct presence of hers wrapped around her like water. When Dong Luorongâs cool fingers touched Xie Fengâs skin, the chill made her shudder.
Despite how abrupt the gesture was, it didnât feel awkward coming from her. It was like a mother instinctively wanting to soothe the wounds of a child who had been hurt.
âAnd then? How did you escape?â she asked quietly.
âBy that point, I was half-unconscious, couldnât even stand. They probably thought Iâd pa.s.sed out, so they let their guard down and only left one guy to watch me⊠There were a lot of people around, shouting that heâd hit me too hard and shouldnât have done it. The security officer got distracted and didnât notice the taxi that had just pulled up at the curb behind him.â Xie Fengâs voice was hoa.r.s.e. âThe driver and I locked eyes for a few seconds, and after a momentâs hesitation, he opened the door. I crawled past the officerâs feet, and I donât even know where I got the strength, but I jumped up and ran into the car⊠The driver didnât dare keep me in the cab for long though, he dropped me off a few streets away.â
âItâs his departmentâs style,â Dong Luorong said slowly. âDo you hate him?â
Xie Feng thought about it. âNo,â she replied honestly. âHeâs too distant from me, as the leader. He never personally hurt me⊠I donât hate him, Iâm afraid of him.â
A low-ranking security officer was already enough to ruin Xie Fengâs life. Someone like Qiu Chantian, far above in rank and countless security officers, was so distantly powerful that he only filled her with fear.
The idea that she would face off against someone like him tonight felt naive, almost unreal.
âBut the more afraid you are, the more you desire it, right?â Dong Luorong gently leaned close to her ear and whispered, âYou want to see him knocked down, defeated, unable to keep that arrogance. You want to watch him fall down, feel pain, regret, just like any ordinary person, donât you?â
It was like she could read her mind.
Xie Feng put on her clothes without saying a word as there was still a part of her that worried Dong Luorong might be trying to trap her. It wasnât impossibleâafter all, she still didnât know what Dong Luorongâs true relations.h.i.+p with Qiu Chantian was. Everything was just her own speculation.
By the time Xie Feng turned back around, she had organized her emotions and asked as calmly as possible, âWhy did you save me?â
âDidnât I already tell you?â
âI didnât understand at the time. You were a strangerâwhy would you save me?â Xie Feng said quietly. âWhat Iâm asking now is, why would you, as⊠as someone from the Empire, save me?â
And not just anyone from the Empireâsomeone connected to Qiu Chantian.
Dong Luorong suddenly laughed, like mist clearing from a deep abyss to reveal a single, withered flower in decadent mourning. âYouâre still young. You donât understand⊠In a manâs world, women donât have a country.â
No, Xie Feng thought to herself, she was the one who didnât understand. Being from the Empire, Dong Luorong wouldnât comprehend the weight of responsibility she felt for Tear City.
âAre you hisâŠwhat?â Xie Feng finally asked.
Dong Luorong gave her a sidelong glance, leaning her head against the couch, and asked, âDo you want the simple answer or the full answer?â
The phone in Xie Fengâs robe pocket remained silent, so she figured she still had some time.
âWhatâs the simple one? And the full one?â
Dong Luorong smiled. âThe simple answer is, Iâm his âgirlfriend.'â
When she said âgirlfriend,â she lifted her hand and made air quotes. Even though Xie Feng had already suspected it, her heart still sank. Did that mean she was a lover? No, that didnât seem right. Qiu Chantian wasnât marriedâso what was the difference between a lover and a girlfriend in this case?
âAnd⊠the full one?â
âItâs a long story,â Dong Luorong said slowly, her eyes drifting to a point behind Xie Feng, as if she were talking to herself. âI donât like him, and he knows I donât like him. He doesnât like me, and I know he doesnât like me. He seems to prefer sweet, obedient girls without much of an opinion. As you can probably tell, Iâm not that kind of woman.â
Xie Feng was sure the confusion was written all over her face.
âIâve been with him for some years now,â Dong Luorong said with a sarcastic smile. âA lot of people know he has this long-term girlfriend whoâs supposedly head over heels for him. But to them, Iâm just someone to keep around for fun, not someone you marry. In the eyes of the Empire, a young and successful man like Qiu Chantianâif heâs willing to mess around with you, thatâs already a big deal. And if he hasnât gotten tired of you after all these years, they practically think heâs a saint.â
âBut⊠itâs not true?â
Dong Luorong gave a short âhaâ. âThere are countless young, beautiful women whoâd be perfectly content to be kept as mistresses, pop out a few kids when asked, no questions asked. Why would Qiu Chantian keep a woman he doesnât even like? Itâs not like he hasnât thought about getting marriedâhe wants to get married. I know for a fact there were two women he seriously considered marrying. As for me? Iâm a liabilityâa mark against him. Not enough to get rid of me, but enough to lower my score.â
Xie Feng quietly walked over and sat on the edge of the bed across from her.
âWhen I was twenty-one, I lost everythingâmy family, my home⊠I became an orphan. Itâs an old, tired story, not worth talking about.â
She seemed to have had a bit to drink earlier; there was a slight haze in her voice and eyes.
âIn any case, I turned my tragedy into a gift for him. It helped him take his first step up the ladder. After that, I spent years convincing him I was his good luck charm in his career path. Donât be fooled by his tough actâheâs actually pretty superst.i.tious.â
Dong Luorongâs next words came just as Xie Fengâs phone buzzed in her bathrobe pocket.
She let out a small laugh and said, âIf youâre going to be treated like an object, being a lucky charm is better than being a s.e.x tool, right?â
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