[An hour and a half ago.]
"Right when I was starting to climb."
The words stayed in the room a second after he said them, and a moment later, the door opened again.
Nolan stepped back in first, phone still in hand, now by the specialist.
The doctor closed the door gently and moved straight to the foot of the bed while Nolan came to the side.
"Dawsonâs on his way," he said.
The doctor nodded.
"Good. Weâll need everyone aligned."
He glanced down at Leoâs raised leg, propped carefully on a cushioned platform.
"We take this slow. Iâll speak with a couple of physiotherapists I trust. Weâll see what we can do to optimise recovery without forcing anything."
Leo didnât react much, just watched the doctor as he pressed his index and middle fingers against his thigh.
"Iâll draft a proper plan," the doctor continued.
"Phases in the caretaking. The Load management and reference material. It might not be the same as the others, but itâll at least help with certain things."
Nolan gave a short nod.
"Whatever gives him the best chance long term."
The doctor picked up his bag from the chair, slipping the strap over his shoulder.
"Iâll get started."
He headed for the door, where Nolan followed him out, pausing only long enough to glance back at Leo.
"Heâll be here soon," he said.
Then they were gone.
The room quieted again as Leo adjusted slightly on the massaging chair, back against the raised headrest, leg still elevated.
He picked up his phone and opened Instagram without thinking too much about it, and he soon found something about him that the Wigan Athletic account had posted.
It was a picture of him mid-strike from the goal with the rain suspended around him like frozen glass.
And below was the caption, "
Get well soon, Leo,"
with a little blue heart on the sides.
The comments were flooding in with similar hearts, prayers and fire emojis.
Seeing that helped him loosen up a bit as he liked that post, but just as he did so, the door opened once again, and this time, Dawson stepped in.
"Doctor gone?" he asked, to which Leo nodded.
Dawson hummed, eyes flicking briefly toward the assistants in the corner before they quietly stepped away to give them space.
Dawson pulled a chair closer and sat beside Leoâs, and for a while, neither of them spoke.
Dawson leaned back, elbows on his knees, studying the floor like he was mapping something out.
"Iâve got to find someone to take your job," he said finally with a little chuckle.
Leo nodded and hummed, his only reply as the former leaned forward.
"At least," Dawson added, glancing at him, "until youâre healed."
Dawson reached out and gave Leo a small shove to the shoulder after he didnât respond.
"Oi. Donât sink."
Leo finally let out a breath through his nose.
"This is a bump," Dawson said. "Not a wall. Youâre not done climbing."
Leo stared at the ceiling for a moment before speaking.
"I couldâve used these months to get ready", he said quietly. "You know, for when we get to the Premier League."
At that, Dawson let out a short scoff. "Premier League?"
Leo turned his head toward him. "You wouldnât laugh if you didnât think we could."
Dawson held his gaze for a second, then looked away, a corner of his mouth twitching.
"Weâve just crawled into playoff contention."
"And weâre staying there," Leo said. "Or better."
Dawson shook his head, amused despite himself, while Leoâs voice softened.
"Feels like Iâm missing everything."
"Youâre not," Dawson said.
Leo looked at him.
"Thereâs opportunity in this," Dawson continued.
"You just donât see it yet."
He reached into his coat pocket and pulled out his phone, tapping a few times before turning the screen toward Leo.
The runtime at the bottom read 4:57:32.
Leo squinted at it.
"You want me to watch a five-hour film when Iâm sulking?"
Dawson snorted.
"Relax. Just the start."
Leo sighed and then took the phone as the video opened to a series of clips.
Clips of different matches and different angles.
Clips of almost every little touch Leo had taken over the last few months were stitched together.
Movements.
Passes.
Turns.
Presses.
Missed runs.
The camera tracked him constantly, isolating him even when the ball wasnât near.
"This is what the analysts have been building," Dawson said. "Since you started playing real minutes."
Leo watched himself receive the ball under pressure and then watched himself spin away.
He saw himself drive forward, attempt the ambitious pass and then some more, but he saw something else too.
There were moments where he overreached.
Times when a safer option existed.
Instances where a teammate shifted to cover the space heâd vacated.
Dawson studied his reaction and then continued.
"Youâre good," he said plainly. "Sometimes, I feel like youâre a veteran, but at times, too, your inexperience shows, and it shows how chaotic you really are."
Leo exhaled softly.
"You rely on instinct. It works. But sometimes it works because someone else cleans up behind you."
"This," Dawson gestured toward the screen, "is your chance to understand your own game. You might not even know it fully yet."
Leo kept watching.
"If, and if we get to the Premier League," Dawson continued, "you wonât always have someone covering you like that. The margins shrink, and the mistakes get punished."
Leo nodded slowly.
"There are more," Dawson said.
"Breakdowns and side-by-side comparisons."
"With who?" Leo asked.
"Pirlo. Busquets. Iniesta."
Leoâs eyebrows lifted slightly.
"Rodri," Dawson added while Leo kept watching.
"And De Bruyne."
That made him look up.
Dawson rolled his eyes.
"Donât look at me like that. You can learn a thing or two from the Belgian. His passing weight alone would fix half your chaos."
Leo huffed a faint laugh while Dawsonâs voice grew steadier.
"This isnât the end. Itâs a bigger road. When you come back, you wonât just be fit. Youâll be sharper. Smarter."
He tapped the phone lightly.
"There will be a place for you. Thatâs not changing."
Leo stared at the screen, but he wasnât really seeing it anymore.
There was something in Dawsonâs tone.
Trust.
And it hit him quietly, so much so that a tear slipped down before he even registered it.
Dawson noticed but didnât make a thing of it.
He just reached over and rubbed Leoâs shoulder once.
"All thatâs left is time," he said. "And the work youâre willing to put in."
He leaned back slightly.
"Because, unlike the main character in my favourite novel, Izan Hernandez, you donât have a system!"
Leo blinked and wiped at his cheek.
"What?"
Dawson shrugged.
"What? I read sometimes."
Leo stared at him.
"Characterâs well written," Dawson went on.
"Bit much with the constant smiling, though."
"You should check it out, itâs called the God of Football," Dawson said, illustrating the title with his hands like some grand thing.
For a second, Leo just looked at him.
Then he laughed, to which Dawson smirked.
"There you go," he said. "Thatâs better."
Leo shook his head, still chuckling, and looked back down at the screen.