After leaving Sydney and the office room in urgency to calm down my raging emotions, I joined Rebecca outside in the corridor and followed her down the long, sterile hallway.
I tried to recover as much as I couldâsteadying my ragged breathing and willing away the arousal that was still making my pants uncomfortably tight.
Thankfully, Rebecca seemed completely oblivious to what Sydney and I had been about to do. Then again, she clearly wouldnât expect that I would dare to have sex with someone in one of the office rooms of the Municipal Office. Hell, I could barely believe Iâd been ready to do it myself.
"I already asked Claraâshe said Rachel left the main office but didnât come back," Rebecca said, her voice tight with worry as we walked past different rooms.
"She must be somewhere else around the building," I said. "You donât have to watch out for Rachel every second of every day, you know."
"You donât know anything about my sister," Rebecca snapped, her pace quickening as we turned another corner. "Sheâs too careless and always acts submissive toward others, even when itâs clearly the other personâs fault. People are constantly taking advantage of her kindness."
"Arenât you doing the same thing with your sister?" I asked, glancing at her profile.
"What?" She whipped around to glare at me, her green eyes flashing with indignation.
"Speaking to her harshly and raising your voice, even though sheâs your elder sister," I said matter-of-factly.
"My relationship with my big sister has always been good until you came along," Rebecca said, her voice getting more heated. "Now she keeps hanging around you all the time."
"Are you jealous of that?" I asked, hitting what I suspected was the real issue. "Do you think Iâm going to steal your big sister away from you? Because if thatâs what youâre worried about, you donât need to be. Rachel would never abandon you."
"W...what do you even know about how I feel!" Rebecca retorted, but the stutter in her voice told me Iâd hit the mark dead-center.
Looks like Iâd aimed at exactly the right spot. The girl was clearly terrified of losing the most important person in her world to some guy she barely knew.
"I never said I knew what you feel," I replied with a slight smile. "But I can tell just by looking at you."
"Whatever!" Rebecca said, quickening her pace even more as she stormed down the corridor.
I followed her nonetheless, noting how her shoulders were rigid with tension and her hands were clenched into small fists at her sides. The poor kid was wound up tighter than a spring.
Soon enough, we heard Rachelâs voice drifting from around the corner, soft and apologetic as always.
"I... am sorry, but I am not interested..." She was saying.
The sound was coming from just past the corner of the corridor on the left. Rebeccaâs eyes went wide with alarm, and she rushed ahead without thinking.
I followed at a more measured pace, already having a pretty good idea of what we were going to find. Sure enough, when I rounded the corner, I saw Rachel standing awkwardly against the wall while Brad loomed over her with that predatory smirk he seemed to think was charming.
This guy...
I thought with growing irritation.
Does he ever know when to quit?
"What do you mean ânot interestedâ?" Brad was saying, moving closer to Rachel until she had to press herself back against the wall to maintain any personal space. "You wonât find a better man than me in this whole damn world. Come on, Rachel, stop playing hard to get."
"Hey! What are you doing!" Rebecca immediately intervened, her voice sharp with protective anger.
"Re... Rebecca," Rachel called out, surprised seeing her sister appearing.
"Wonât you leave my sister alone, you stalker!" Rebecca shouted at Brad, stepping between him and Rachel despite being significantly smaller than the man.
Brad clicked his tongue in annoyance. "What do you want, kid? Iâm not interested in annoying girls," he said dismissively.
"Leave my sister alone, I said!"
"What does that matter to you?" Brad laughed, the sound ugly and condescending. "I can do whatever I want with your sister, and she doesnât seem to mind my approaches all that much."
That was clearly the wrong thing to say. Rebeccaâs face went red with fury, and she raised her hand to slap him across the face.
Brad caught her wrist easily, his fingers wrapping around her small bones like a vice. For a moment, something dangerous flickered in his eyes.
"You little pest," Brad snarled, then shoved Rebecca away from him hard enough that she stumbled backward.
"Rebecca!" Rachel shouted, moving to catch her sister, but I was faster.
I caught Rebecca by the shoulders, steadying her before she could hit the ground. She looked up at me with wide, surprised eyes, then quickly straightened herself and stepped away, her cheeks flushing with embarrassment at needing help.
"Youâre making enemies everywhere with that mouth of yours," I said to her quietly, but not unkindly.
Then I turned my attention to Brad, and I felt something cold settle in my chest.
"Donât you see that Rachel is just being polite to you?" I said. "How many times does she have to repeat that she isnât interested before it gets through that thick skull of yours? Sheâs too kind to say it bluntly, but she doesnât like you. Itâs as simple as that."
"R... Ryan..." Rachel breathed, clearly surprised by the steel in my tone.
I was trying to refrain from acting like I was actually her boyfriend, but even I had limits. And watching this asshole harass and intimidate both sisters had definitely pushed me past mine.
"What did you say, you punk?" Brad turned his glare toward me, his face darkening with anger.
I was about to respondâprobably with something that would have escalated the situation considerablyâwhen another voice cut through the tension.
"Enough, Brad."
The footsteps that followed were measured and confident, and when I turned to see who was speaking, my eyes widened.
It was Christopher.
Brad clicked his tongue in annoyance when he saw Christopher approaching, his earlier confidence deflating like a punctured balloon.
"What do you want?" Brad said, annoyed. "Why donât you just take care of your own problems and stay out of mine?"
Christopher stopped a few feet away, his posture relaxed but his eyes sharp.
"It is my problem," Christopher said with a casual shrug. "Those three happen to be close friends of mine. Now I suggest you leave before I have to mention this incident to Margaret."
The threat was delivered so smoothly it almost sounded like friendly advice, but Bradâs face twisted at the mention of their leader.
Brad glared at Christopher for a long moment.
"Fine," Brad muttered, straightening his shirt with jerky, irritated movements. "This isnât worth my time anyway."
He stalked off down the corridor, his footsteps echoing aggressively against the polished floors until he disappeared around the corner. The tension in the air seemed to dissipate with his departure, leaving the rest of us standing there in the sudden quiet.
Rachel was the first to break the silence, a warm smile spreading across her face as she approached Christopher.
"Christopher, how are you?" She asked, opening her arms for a hug.
Christopherâs stern expression melted away, replaced by genuine affection as he embraced her. "Iâm fine. What about you? That guy isnât giving you too much trouble, is he?"
"I can handle Brad," Rachel said, though her voice carried a note of gratitude. "But thank you for stepping in."
"What about you, Rebecca?" Christopher asked, turning his attention to the younger sister with that slightly teasing tone heâd always used with her. "You seem to have grown up quite a bit since I last saw you."
"Stop treating me like a kid!" Rebecca glared at him, crossing her arms defiantly. "Iâm fifteen, not five!"
Christopher laughed. "Right, my bad. Youâre absolutely right."
Then his gaze shifted to me, and the easy warmth in his expression became more guarded. An uncomfortable silence settled slightly.
Usually I would just leave without saying anything but...
Rachel, perceptive as always, seemed to sense what needed to be done. She glanced between Christopher and me, then gently grasped Rebeccaâs arm.
"Come on, Rebecca," she said quietly.
"But I want toâ" Rebecca started to protest.
"Rebecca," Rachel said more firmly, giving her sister a meaningful look that clearly communicated they needed to give us privacy.
Rebecca looked like she wanted to argue, but something in Rachelâs expression must have convinced her. She allowed herself to be led away, though she kept glancing back at us with obvious curiosity.
"Take care of yourselves," Rachel called over her shoulder as they disappeared down the corridor, leaving Christopher and me alone in the hallway.
The silence that followed was even more awkward than before.
Christopher cleared his throat softly.
"You look terrible, Ryan," he said, and there was no malice in his voice, just concern.
"Right..." I couldnât exactly deny that. A lot of things had changed in a month.
Another small silence settled between us.
Finally, Christopher spoke up again.
"Want to talk?" He asked.
"Yeah..." I nodded, relief flooding through me. "I think we need to."
With that decision made, we both headed for the exit. The walk through the municipal building felt calmâour footsteps echoing in the empty corridors.
The main doors opened with a soft hiss, and we stepped out into the courtyard. The fresh air was a welcome relief after the stale, recycled atmosphere of the building. The courtyard wasnât large, but it was well-maintained, with several wooden benches arranged around for everyone to seat.
Christopher stopped near a bench and turned to face me, taking a seat.
"How is everyone doing?" He asked, trying for a casual tone. "I hope my absence didnât completely shatter the balance of the house."
"Your absence has left quite a hole, yeah," I admitted. "With Jason away at college and you living in your own place, Iâm the only guy around the house now."
"Every guy would be in heaven in your situation, you know?" Christopher said with a laugh.
"Iâm not complaining about it," I replied, not sure how to express what I was really feeling. "Itâs just... you know."
"I know," Christopher said, his expression growing more serious. "Even at Lexington Charter, I never had a friend as close as Iâve been with you."
"Yeah, thatâs the same for me," I replied awkwardly.
Maybe because we had fought together in death and life situation and covered each otherâs back until now.
"Howâs Cindy?" he asked then, and I felt my entire body tense up.
The question Iâd been dreading, the one I knew was coming but still wasnât prepared for.
"Fine," I said, trying to keep my voice level. "Sheâs doing fine."
"Knowing you, youâre taking good care of her, arenât you?" Christopher said, then.
"Christopherâ"
"I donât mind it anymore, man," he cut me off. "Donât worry about it."
I lowered my gaze, guilt washing over me in waves. Even though he was saying he was okay with it, I didnât feel the same.
"You saved her life," he continued. "Thatâs all that counts. A month has passed, and Iâve turned the page already. Knowing Cindy, she has too, hasnât she?"
He asked the last question with a smile, and I gave him a small nod in response.
"Weâre both from Lexington Charter," he said. "Weâve been taught to keep our emotions under control, and... in the end, we were never officially together anyway. Just crushes on each other. Iâm kind of glad, actually, that we never made it official or took things too seriously."
"Cinderella said the same thing," I said, smiling bitterly at the memory of that conversation.
"Cinderella, huh?" Christopher smirked at me.
I averted my gaze, feeling heat creep up my neck.
"Stop feeling guilty already!" Christopher said suddenly, reaching out to slap my back hard enough to make me stumble forward.
"Ugh!" I groaned, glaring at him. "What the hell was that for?"
Christopher laughedâa real laugh this time, not the careful, measured sound heâd been making before.
"Look, itâs not like Cindy was my wife or girlfriend!" He said, his voice light. "We didnât even kiss properly! If she had been my wife, I might have beaten your ass before and after, but thatâs not the case. So chill out. You can feel guilty for like a week if you need to, but then turn the page, man."
"Yeah... but you left because of that," I replied quietly.
Christopher looked at me and sighed, running a hand through his hair.
"Dude, itâs not like I moved to Europe or anything. Weâre literally ten minutes away by car. I just needed some space to figure things out, and I thought it would be easier for everyone if I wasnât around complicating things."
"I suppose, yeah," I replied, knowing his decision was both obvious and completely understandable given the circumstances.
"Come on, we have a lot to catch up on," Christopher said.
I took a seat besides him.
"We managed to take down the Frost Walker, but that Screamer is still out there, right? Do you have a plan for dealing with it?"
Of course heâd cut straight to the heart of our biggest problem and he clearly didnât forget about it.
"Iâm working on it," I said.
"Then if you need help, you know where I am, right?" Christopher said with a grin. "Donât hesitate to call me. Weâre still a team, even if Iâm not living under the same roof anymore."
"Yeah..." I replied with a smile.
I was really damn lucky to have a guy like this as my friend. Even after everything that had happenedâthe awkwardness with Cindy, the complications with the other girls, the way Iâd been keeping secrets about my abilitiesâhe was still willing to have my back when things got serious.
After that initial exchange about the Screamer, we ended up falling into a more natural conversation about what weâd both been up to over the past month. It felt good, talking to him like this again. Like sliding back into a comfortable old habit that I hadnât realized how much Iâd missed.
"So, what have you been doing with yourself?" I asked, genuinely curious.
Christopher laughed, running a hand through his hair. "Iâve been hanging around with Martin mostly, helping him coordinate the scavenging operations in the northern districts. You know how he isâbrilliant tactician, but terrible at the actual interpersonal stuff. Someone needs to make sure his scavenging teams donât kill each other before they can bring back supplies."
I nodded, knowing already how Martin was. He was sometimes overdoing it even.
"Whatâs the situation like up north?" I asked. "Are you finding decent supplies, or has everything been picked clean by now?"
"Itâs mixed," Christopher said, leaning back against the bench. "The residential areas are mostly tapped outâanything useful was grabbed in the first few weeks after the outbreak. But weâve been hitting some of the industrial areas, places that most people wouldnât think to check. Found a whole warehouse full of medical supplies last week that had somehow been completely overlooked."
"Thatâs good," I said, genuinely impressed.
"What about you?" Christopher asked. "I heard through the grapevine that youâve been working the outskirts, trying to keep the Infected from getting too close to Jackson Township."
Rachel must have told him.
I nodded, stretching my legs out in front of me. "Yeah, mostly patrol work along the eastern perimeter and just placing traps against them.
"Dangerous work," Christopher said. "Especially doing it solo."
"I manage," I said with a shrug.
Throughout our entire conversation, I noticed that Christopher carefully avoided asking me about certain topics. He didnât bring up my abilities. He didnât ask about my current relationship with Rachel and the others, though I could tell he was curious about it.
I was grateful for that discretion. Even though we were close friends, even though I trusted him a lot.
It was just that my relationships with Rachel and the others... was an even more complicated topic. Because honestly, even we didnât fully understand the nature of what was developing between us.