Chapter 313: Chapter 313: Love.
Chapter 313 â Love.
âA protector you no longer needed or a foolish sister?â
Her words shook the already fragile and broken hearts of her siblings. For a moment, they forgot to breathe as the cold words of Shadeva echoed through their minds like the whispers of the damned.
They stood there, frozen, not even knowing what to say or do. But that didnât last long.
Mortisâs eyes flared with anger, but also with indignation.
âWe did all this for you! We did all this for you, sister! We enslaved ourselves to these powers because we didnât want you dead!â Mortis said as he glued his face against the prisonâs bars, looking like he wanted to break through them so badly.
âDo you think we enjoyed this?! Please, sister⊠who the fuck would enjoy being at the mercy of those bastards?â
âBut we did it. WE DID IT FOR YOU!â
âFOR YOU!!â
Mortis bellowed, his voice echoing like thunder through the prison, making the very air quake with dread.
After that, he lowered his head, his body shaking as if about to collapse at any moment.
âWe⊠did this for you, sister. And now⊠and now you come here discarding everything you were? Discarding everything that made us⊠siblings?â His voice was meek, almost a whisper.
Ebony and Sylphira bit the insides of their lips tightly, holding themselves back from shedding tears, but they couldnât stop their trembling bodies and their sporadic, broken breathing.
Shadeva looked at all of them, her expression calm outwardly but inwardly⊠inwardly her heart was being squeezed tightly.
It hurt⊠it hurt so much to see her siblings like this, in pain.
It hurt so much to see them looking at her as if she was no longer their sister.
It hurt so bad⊠so, so badâŠ
Her fingers started to tremble, but none of them noticed. They were all inside their own teary bubbles, thinking the world was falling apart.
Shadeva steeled herself. She couldnât let goânot today. No⊠because if she did, it would mean that all the suffering she went through when they sealed her meant nothing.
And that would be a lie.
It did mean something. And it was something agonizing.
âYou did all that for me⊠you chained yourselves for me⊠but why? Why didnât you tell me? Why didnât you discuss it with me so we could find a way together?â she asked, her voice shaking softly.
âYou wouldnât have accepted,â Ebony said, staring at Shadeva with a disappointed and hurtful gaze. âYou wouldnât have accepted that fate. You wouldnât have accepted being locked away. You wouldnât have accepted us being chained. So we did the best we could at that time. We chose for you. We chose the path where youâd still be alive, even if you suffered. But at the end, you wouldnât die by their hands. At the end, our sister would still be somewhere. At the end⊠we wouldnât lose you. We did all this because we love you.â
She paused, then said more softlyâ
âYes⊠we love you.â
There was a sorrowful silence after her words.
Because all of them felt the weight of those words.
LoveâŠ
What a beautifulâbut dreadfulâfeeling.
It can make you do anything, and you wouldnât even know if what you did was wrong or not because⊠you loved.
A person can be changed for the better⊠because of love.
A person can overcome their trauma⊠because of love.
But in the same way, a person can kill because of love. A person can hurt you deeplyâwithout even realizing itâbecause of love.
Just like Shadevaâs situation.
Her siblings sealed her away because they loved her too much to let her be killed by those beings. And in the process, they hurt her so deeply, so profoundly, that if not for Noah and his familyâŠ
Shadeva wouldâve become something entirely harrowing for all of them.
Because even love and gentleness have limits.
And the most terrifying bad people⊠are those who were once kind and gentle, but the world made them cruel.
Shadeva chuckled bitterly in defeat.
She wouldâve loved to make them understand that what they did was wrong. But if all they thought was that they did it out of love, and that she should be grateful to themâŠ
Then itâs useless.
They wouldnât understandâŠnot just by talking.
âFineâŠâ
âThen let me return the favor. Let me imprison you for eons, because I love you, my dear siblings. Because I donât want you to suffer outside the universe where beings that can kill you roam freely. Or even after what you did to my children⊠Premier and Lorna.â
She smiled.
âYou angered their father. That was a very stupid thing to doâespecially when heâs the only one who can get rid of the chains binding you. But now itâs too late.â
âTo protect you from my love⊠Iâll have to seal you to appease him.â
It was bullshit.
Noah would hardly do anything to them just because of Shadeva. Well⊠as long as they didnât cross the line.
And they hadnât yet.
So all of this was Shadeva trying to make her siblings feel the same way she had felt butâŠ
âYou are not our sister anymore,â Mortis spat with anger.
âYou no longer have shadows within you. You no longer carry the scent of shadows⊠how could you call yourself our sister in that case? Us? The originals born of shadows?â
âYou are not our sister.â
Those words hurt more than Shadeva had ever expected. Her heart sank, her breath became raggedâbut she steeled herself even further, trying not to show how affected she was.
And the worst partâŠ
They werenât even done.
âYou⊠you are not the sister I spent eons tormenting myself to meet again. You are not the one whose shadows and presence made me feel at ease. Protected.â Sylphira said, as tears started to fall from her face.
âRight now all I feel is an unfamiliar power⊠an unfamiliar presence⊠so who are you?â
Shadeva stayed silent.
She was afraid that if she spoke, she would break and tears would fall from her face.
But she couldnât stay silent after all, not replying would mean rejecting the one who had saved her from eternal damnation.
So she opened her mouthâand a cold but warm voice echoed through the air, making her siblings want to cry.
âI am Shadeva Shadow Vaelgrim, the Womb of the Fallen, the Elysiari of Motherhood, and wife of Noah Vaelgrim.â
A small, woeful smile appeared on her lips.
âAnd⊠and⊠your sister, against all odds.â
âAh⊠I am so pathetic.â
âEnd of Chapter 313â