Kyle comforted Aiysha the best way he knew how, keeping everything light, keeping his distance, making sure no boundaries got crossed. Truth be told, he could have anyone he wanted at this point. Heād proven that over and over. Hell, just a few hours ago heād had Isabeau Delacroix on her knees in front of him, her elegant composure completely shattered as she worked him over with her mouth.
But there was something about this moment that made him deeply uncomfortable in a way those other encounters never had.
Kyle couldnāt quite understand it. Why was he Aiyshaās designated therapist? When had he become the person she came to for emotional support? He wasnāt qualified for this. Wasnāt built for handling someone elseās marriage problems while sitting shirtless in his apartment with a woman whoād just kissed him.
The old saying ran through his head: "A shoulder to cry on is a cock to ride on." And that had nearly happened. Would have happened if Kyle hadnāt stopped it.
But the thing was, if Aiysha had shown up at any other manās apartment in that state, dressed like that, vulnerable like that, her panties would absolutely be at the other end of the room by now. Most guys wouldāve taken advantage without a second thought. Seen the tears and the alcohol and the low-cut top and decided she was fair game.
Maybe it was good that sheād come to him instead. That way he could act as a safeguard, make sure nothing happened that sheād regret, keep the marriage intact for as long as he could manage it. Jones was his friend. A good man. They deserved a chance to work through their problems without Kyle becoming another complication.
Kyle focused on the ice cream with almost manic energy, pulling out ingredients that made absolutely no sense together. Chocolate ice cream, crushed pretzels, a drizzle of olive oil, sea salt, a tiny bit of cayenne pepper, honey, and some crushed cookies heād found in the back of the cabinet.
It looked absolutely disgusting. Like something a drunk college student would create at three in the morning as a dare.
Aiysha watched him from the couch, skepticism written all over her tear-stained face. "Kyle, what are you doing? That looks terrible."
"Trust the process," Kyle said, sprinkling the final touches on top. He brought over two bowls, handing her one and keeping the other for himself. "The Kyle Special. Patent pending."
Aiysha stared down at the concoction like heād just handed her a bowl of dirt. "I donāt know about this."
"Just try it. One bite. If you hate it, Iāll make you something normal."
She hesitated, then scooped up a small spoonful, eyeing it warily before finally putting it in her mouth.
The change was immediate. Her eyes went wide. Her skeptical expression melted into something close to shock.
"Oh my God," she said around the mouthful.
Then she swallowed it quickly, immediately going for another bite. And another. She was practically gulping it down, all hesitation gone, devouring the ice cream like she hadnāt eaten in days.
Kyle watched in amazement, a smile spreading across his face. Heād perfected this recipe through trial and error over the years, but watching someone else discover it never got old.
"This is amazing!" Aiysha couldnāt hide her enthusiasm, her earlier distress momentarily forgotten in the face of unexpected deliciousness. "How is this so good? It looks like it should be disgusting!"
"Secretās in the contrast," Kyle explained, taking a more measured bite of his own. "Sweet and salty, smooth and crunchy, hot and cold. Your taste buds donāt know what to do so they just say yes to everything."
Aiysha laughed, a real genuine laugh that lit up her whole face. It was the first time sheād looked happy since arriving.
Kyle noticed sheād gained a little weight since the last time heād really looked at her. Not much, just a softness around her middle and face that hadnāt been there before. She must not have been going to the gym as much, or maybe sheād been stress-eating to deal with the marriage problems. Either way, it didnāt matter. She was still attractive, still clearly taking care of herself despite everything.
"See? I told you," Kyle said, finishing his own bowl.
Aiysha set down her empty bowl and looked at him, her expression turning serious again. "Thank you, Kyle. For everything youāve done for us. For me and Jones. For not... for stopping me earlier. For just being a good person when I needed someone to be good."
Kyle quickly waved it off, uncomfortable with the gratitude. "Donāt thank me. Honestly, my life wouldāve been in the shitter if not for Jones. If heād thrown me out when I first moved here, if heād decided I was too much trouble or too weird..." Kyle shook his head. "Iām certain things wouldnāt have worked out."
He meant it. Back then, broke and desperate and seeing no way forward, heād been in a dark place. Jones offering him cheap rent and basic human decency had been the lifeline that kept him going just long enough for everything to change.
"And if that had happened," Kyle continued, his voice quieter, "I never wouldāve activated the rebate system. Never wouldāve met Jane or any of the others. Never wouldāve built any of this." Kyle thought to himself.
The butterfly effect was a crazy thing when you really thought about it. One small act of kindness from Jones had set off a chain reaction that led to everything Kyle had now. The wealth, the women, the power, the danger, all of it traced back to a random neighbor deciding to cut him a break on rent.
The rest of the afternoon passed quietly. They talked some more, carefully avoiding anything too heavy. Kyle put on a movie neither of them really watched. Aiyshaās emotional exhaustion combined with the alcohol in her system eventually caught up with her.
She passed out on his couch around 6 PM, curled up on her side, breathing deep and even.
Kyle grabbed a blanket from the bedroom and draped it over her carefully, making sure she was covered and comfortable. He stood there for a moment, looking down at her sleeping face, still showing traces of the tears and stress.
He thought about Jane, about Cassandra, about Ella. About all the women in his life and the complicated web of relationships heād built.
He could never make any of them feel the way Aiysha clearly felt right now. That lost, that abandoned, that desperate for connection that theyād throw themselves at the first person who showed them kindness.
Whatever else happened with his unconventional arrangement, whatever judgment people might have about his harem or his choices, heād make damn sure the women he cared about never felt this kind of pain. Never felt so alone that theyād show up at someoneās door dressed for attention, drunk and crying and willing to compromise themselves just to feel wanted.
That was a promise he could keep.