Wen Yuzhi hadnāt meant to eavesdrop.
Heād been touring the warships inside the weapons manufacturing plant with Alvin and the others.
Warship after warship sat parked in neat rows across the open lot, like a lineup of luxury cars.
Only their price tags were far higher than any luxury car could ever be.
Only the Saint Clanās kind of wealth could leave them sitting here like roadside cabbageāand still let Wen Yuzhi choose one at random.
āThese are all the newest models, Your Highness. See anything you like?ā
Alvin said it.
But Wen Yuzhi was distracted.
Just a moment ago, heād been excited for this tour.
But maybe because Mansendis wasnāt here, Wen Yuzhi couldnāt stop thinking about how the silver-haired sovereign had looked when he left...
And with that, the warships in front of him stopped being all that interesting.
Alvin noticed the cubās mood had dropped.
So after they finished this section, Alvin offered, āWould you like to rest for a bit first, Your Highness?ā
Wen Yuzhi didnāt refuse.
But on the way to the lounge, Wen Yuzhi wanted to stop by the restroom first.
Thinking there was a restroom back where theyād just passed, Wen Yuzhi didnāt have Alvin and the others follow. He fluttered his wings and went to find it by memory.
Only... this base was simply too big.
Wen Yuzhi meant to retrace his steps, but the longer he walked, the more he realized he might have gotten lost.
He didnāt know where he was anymore.
Just as Wen Yuzhi was debating whether to contact Alvin on the light-brain, he passed a corridor and sharply caught the sound of Saint Clan voices talking.
Curious, Wen Yuzhi looked over.
And saw several unfamiliar Saint Clan women, and also...
Dad?
When he saw the silver-haired sovereign seated at the head, Wen Yuzhi froze.
It looked like they were discussing something, everyoneās expression a little serious.
...Probably something important?
Thinking that, Wen Yuzhi was about to leave when he heard them mention the royal cocoon.
Wen Yuzhi stopped.
He hesitated, warring with himself for a moment, but in the end he still couldnāt help quietly ducking behind a potted plant.
Just a little.
Heād only listen to one line... and then heād go.
And thenā
One line turned into two, then three...
Until without even realizing it, Wen Yuzhi had listened to the entire thing.
Even after Mond left with Kasha and the others, Wen Yuzhi still hadnāt noticed the conversation inside had already ended.
Which was how the cub still on the scene got called out by Mansendis directly.
When Wen Yuzhi heard Mansendis call toward this side, he nearly toppled out from behind the plant in sheer fright.
He hurriedly pulled his wings in, but it was already too late.
Knowing his hiding spot had been exposed, Wen Yuzhi walked out from behind the plant, looking a little embarrassed.
He kept his head lowered, but still snuck a glance in Mansendisās direction.
And when he realized the silver-haired sovereign was looking right at him, Wen Yuzhiā
Ah... oh no...!
He snapped his gaze back and kept his head down, acting like he hadnāt done anything at all.
At the same time, the cub called out very obediently, āDad.ā
Only, maybe because he felt guilty, that soft voice unconsciously slowed, dragging out the last syllable until it practically sounded like he was acting cute.
And the little wings behind him trembled faintly with nerves.
Mansendis hadnāt even spoken yet, and Wen Yuzhi already looked like the word guilty should be stamped on his forehead.
Seeing that, a trace of amusement flickered through Mansendisās eyes.
You couldnāt deny itāwhen the cub appeared in that moment, the irritation and gloom Mansendis had been feeling over what Kasha said vanished in an instant.
But outwardly, Mansendis didnāt show it. He tapped the tabletop.
āCome here.ā
His tone wasnāt heavy.
But Wen Yuzhi was already guilty, and the moment Mansendis spoke, he immediately flapped his wings and flew straight over.
He didnāt pause once, diving right into Mansendisās arms.
āDad...ā
Before Mansendis could react, Wen Yuzhi warmly rubbed against him, little wings even resting on Mansendisās hand.
He looked up, those round eyes blinking, lashes fluttering. His hair fell down, brushing against snow-white, soft cheeks.
Obedient. Cute.
And this was a move Wen Yuzhi had used all the time when he was younger.
As long as he put on this look, those well-born ladies couldnāt help handing over all the desserts on the table, calling him their precious baby.
As for everything else?
Gone, straight to the clouds.
Thisā
worked.
Mansendis knew Wen Yuzhi was trying to win him over, and he very much enjoyed the cubās closeness.
He set the cub on his own knee. While plucking off a leaf that had gotten stuck in Wen Yuzhiās hair back by the plant, he asked, āYou heard it all?ā
ā...Yeah.ā
Whether it was about Tasiya, or the royal cocoon being stolenāWen Yuzhi had heard it all.
āIāll investigate this thoroughly.ā
Mansendis promised it solemnly.
Wen Yuzhi blinked and replied softly, āI believe you, Dad.ā
The cub trusted Mansendis almost unconditionally.
Even though not long ago, Mansendis had openly admitted he would have killed him.
And yet Wen Yuzhiās attitude toward Mansendis hadnāt changed in the slightest.
When Mansendis looked over, Wen Yuzhi even tried to comfort him instead. āIām actually not that bothered by this...ā
At first, when Wen Yuzhi heard his birth had been something Tasiya planned in secret, he really had felt conflicted.
But what heād been conflicted about was Mansendisās attitude toward him.
He hadnāt been born out of anyoneās expectations. So would Dad hate him for that?
Wen Yuzhi thought it almost cautiously.
Heād already lost Wen Che and Madam Jilanya. After finally getting a new family, he didnāt want to lose it a second time.
And when Wen Yuzhi heard Mansendis ā NоvеlŃgŅ»t ā (Only on NоvеlŃgŅ»t) say he would kill him, Wen Yuzhiās mind had gone almost completely blank.
It felt like his heart hurtāhurt so badly he could barely breathe.
But at the same time, he could understand Mansendis.
A change of power was bloody and cruel by nature. And a sudden childāstill a product the previous sovereign had schemed into existence for some purposeā
It went without saying how awkward his existence was.
So Wen Yuzhi didnāt hate Mansendis for making that decision.
Besides...
He could feel it. When Mansendis said that line, his emotions had been pressed down hard.
It was exhaustion.
Wen Yuzhi had felt that fatigue on many Saint Clan members.
But on Mansendis, it was especially intense.
Like the first time Wen Yuzhi saw him on Kanirilaāthe silver giant beast covered in wounds, like a blade packed with cracks, visibly pushed right to the edge.
That pain, that wearinessāit was too vivid.
So even hearing Mansendis say he would kill him, Wen Yuzhi still couldnāt bring himself to hate Mansendis.
āI wonāt blame you, Dad. Whether you wanted to kill me or not, I wonāt blame you.ā
Mansendis stared down at the cub in his arms.
Wen Yuzhi lifted his head, meeting the silver-haired sovereignās gaze.
Those eyes were clear and clean, without the slightest shadow. Mansendis couldnāt find even a trace of resentment toward him in them.
Wen Yuzhi said it calmly, and willingly.
Mansendis fell silent for a moment. After a long while, he finally sighed, his fingertip brushing the cubās cheek.
āYouāve already seen a Saint Clan member lose control. This kind of pain stays with us our entire lives. Only death brings release. Itās our fixed fateāsomething we canāt shake off and canāt escape.ā
āAs long as even one Saint Clan member is still alive, we have to keep enduring that pain. And as long as one Salilaino is still alive, that pain will never end.ā
āIn the past, I only wanted to end it all faster. But later, I realized I was wrong.ā
As Mansendis said this, he lowered his head to look at the cub in his arms.
This was his child.
His blood ran in the cubās veins. The cub would nestle against him, get close to him, bring him the most important feelings in life.
Mansendis didnāt doubt it for a secondāif heād truly destroyed that royal cocoon back then, he would regret it now.
And so, about the person heād been then, Mansendis admitted his mistake to the cub plainly.
āI shouldnāt have been running away. And I didnāt have the right to decide for youāor for the Saint Clan. Iām sorry, Zhizhi. Iām not a qualified dad.ā
He was also a derelict sovereign.
Because of the Salilaino identity, heād always carried a kind of self-punishing mindset. Heād thought heād already done what a sovereign was supposed to do.
But all these years, heād never truly cared what the Saint Clan beneath him thought. Heād only gone ahead and decided everything for them.
āHe was the one who chose to give up first.
With Mansendisās status, for the silver-haired sovereign to admit his own mistake out loud was already almost unthinkableālet alone to his own child, with such directness and sincerity.
Wen Yuzhi hadnāt expected it.
Heād never imagined Mansendis would apologize to him... or say outright that he wasnāt a qualified dad...
The cub stared at the silver-haired sovereign in front of him, almost dazed.
Mansendis used his fingertip to ruffle Wen Yuzhiās hair.
It was like these words had been buried in his heart for a long time, never saidāand now, with this moment in front of him, Mansendis simply let everything heād been holding back come out.
Wen Yuzhi blinked slowly. A faint sting gathered at the corners of his eyes.
But he knew the Saint Clan couldnāt stand seeing him cry. Every time he cried, Mansendis always ended up flustered and at a loss.
So Wen Yuzhi held it in.
He didnāt cry. Instead, his brows softened, and he pressed his head into the silver-haired sovereignās palm.
āI heard what you said after that.ā
Wen Yuzhi had heard everything Mansendis said afterward, too.
āDad loves me, right?ā
Wen Yuzhi asked it quietly.
Mansendis answered without hesitation. āRight.ā
Wen Yuzhi smiled.
He said, āThatās enough.ā
In his heart, Mansendis was already a qualified dad. Not just qualifiedāhe was the best dad in the world.
āDad, can you say it again?ā Wen Yuzhi sat on Mansendisās knee, rubbing his cheek against Mansendisās palm, eyes shining as he looked at him. āI want to hear you say it one more time.ā
Before, Mansendis had said it to Kasha and the others. Wen Yuzhi wanted to hear him say it to him, in person.
āYou said I get one willful request a day.ā
Now the cub was righteously using his right to be willful.
Mansendis lifted a brow.
A rare smile surfaced on his face.
The silver-haired sovereignās lips curved slightly. He was obviously in a good mood.
Under the cubās eager gaze, Mansendis spoke slowly:
āIāll give you all my love, Zhizhi. Iāll love you with my life, I swear it in the name of Mansendis Salilaino.ā
His voice was low. Different from usual, it sounded solemn and unwavering.
Wen Yuzhi still couldnāt hold his tears back. They slid down at last.
And he saidā
āDad... I love you too.ā