"No..." Eleven propped her head up with her right hand, tilting her face so they could look at each other.
She looked listless, almost too lazy to speak. But she spoke anyway, otherwise she was worried that Gu Liancheng would interrogate her until sunrise.
"Actually, I feel quite calm now. Iām not regretting our past, Iām just reminiscing on some memories. Has Mr. Gu never loved anyone? Canāt understand it? Itās a kind of...even if you donāt love anymore, when you recall it, itāll still be painful and happy memories, itās very strange."
Gu Liancheng snorted, "Do you think you know me very well?"
Eleven didnāt argue with him, she continued, "A few years ago I was very miserable, without a boyfriend, I lost my academics, my future was bleak, it made me lose hope in the whole world like the sky was falling... But later, I got new motivation for life, and some insignificant things were thrown to the back of my mind."
Yes, later, she discovered she was pregnant.
Her private life wasnāt that chaotic, so she was sure that the child was from the man in the room that night.
Everyone was saying it was Gu Liancheng, but at that time she wasnāt sure.
It was only when Jiujiu was growing bigger and started looking more like Gu Liancheng that she was sure.
In the early stages of pregnancy, she dared not tell anyone, she couldnāt afford to support the child, she once thought about getting an abortion, but she couldnāt bear to. She didnāt know her future, and she felt like she had loved someone so deeply in the past, and she wouldnāt love anyone else in the future.
She had no parents, no friends, maybe giving birth to the child was her salvation?
When Gu Liancheng wanted to ask her what was her new motivation for life, she continued, "Some people are not that important, and so many years have passed, even if he didnāt mean for that to happen, as long as he chose to marry Yao Ruoshui, it has nothing to do with me anymore."
"But I saw that you didnāt want to push him away just now," Gu Liancheng said, "it looked like you wanted him to hold you till the end of time."
"I didnāt!" Eleven defended, "I just didnāt think about some things. Bai Xiaoxiao...she did more bad things than I thought."
"That woman, she deserved to die," Gu Liancheng said indifferently about these things, "I have some information about Jin Xiangbei, do you want to hear it?"
"No," Eleven refused, looking out the window and saying, "Big White, weāre here, pull over."
Su Bai parked the car at the side of the road, in the rear-view mirror, he saw that the person getting out of the car was also the president.
"Mr. Gu, weāre here." Eleven stood at the right side of the car, looking at the man standing opposite her.
"Iām thirsty, letās go up for a drink."
"....."
Eleven looked at her phone, damn it...why hasnāt Feiāer replied to her message yet! She sent one to Jiujiu too and he didnāt respond. Could it be those two were watching TV at home and completely ignoring their phones?
In the elevator, Eleven tried calling Ye Fei, and the prompt was actually that she had her phone off! Whatās going on...
Seeing Gu Liancheng beside her, Eleven felt uneasy.
"Who are you calling?"
She thought lying about not bringing her keys wouldnāt be the best idea, as she felt that if she gave him that excuse, Mr. Gu would probably immediately call a locksmith to come over and pry open her door.
Thatās definitely Mr. Guās style, heās capable of doing it.
So, Eleven obediently took out her keys, her hand trembling slightly as she opened the door.
God, please make sure that Feiāer and Jiujiu arenāt home...