She always thought that by wearing fake scars, she could ward off some unnecessary attention, including from Nian Shen.
She thought he might have realized they were fake, but then again, even before he knew, from day one, he never showed any intention of distancing himself from her.
That is to say, Nian Shen never seemed to care about the scars on her face at all; he was different from others.
Actually, Heather just asked casually today, thinking Nian Shen would deny it, feel somewhat embarrassed, and then let her go. But she was wrong; his answer left her even more at a loss.
He said, "Yes."
"..." Heather couldnât find any words in response. She looked up at him, stunned for a few seconds.
Nian Shen continued, "Did you finally realize?"
"..."
No... She wasnât sure at all! She just wanted to make him awkward!
Who knew!
"Mr. Nian, this joke... isnât it a bit out of place?"
"Why is it out of place?"
"Arenât you still with Qu Leqi?"
"What if weâre not anymore?" he interrupted her.
Split Up?
"No, no, no!" Heather tried to push him, but he was like a mountain, unmovable!! "Mr. Nian, think carefully about your relationship, even if you split, donât do it because of me! I canât bear that responsibility! If Miss Qu blames it all on me, youâre free, but Iâd be in big trouble!"
"She wouldnât."
"She would!" Heather said confidently, "Now she sees me like a rival and targets me every day! If you split with her and be with me, she might even throw acid at me!"
Of course, whether sheâll succeed is another matter, but Qu Leqi would probably have such a radical thought, and Heather just didnât want the trouble.
"She wonât have that chance."
Qu Leqiâs path was blocked, so Heather had to take another approach: "Sorry Mr. Nian, I donât want to discuss personal feelings right now. If you continue like this, I will consider resigning from being your bodyguard."
"Why? Because you donât like me?"
"Yes, because I donât like you!" Heather looked into his eyes, very earnestly told him, "I really, really canât like you!"
"Because of your Ah Nian?"
"Yes!"
"Didnât you say I resemble him? Since you canât be with him, why not be with me? I also know your life isnât long. You donât like me, so you wonât be worried about me being devastated by your leaving. After all, Iâm not him, yet I can make you feel like I am him. Isnât someone like me a good fit for you right now?"
Heather was stunned.
He...
understands it all!
The things she said before, the meanings she tried to convey, he had taken to heart and understood.
And now, she understood what he was saying too.
Because she didnât like him, she wouldnât care about his feelings, so regardless of what happens in the end, she wouldnât have any regrets for him. But at the same time, she would have someone close to accompany her through this part of her life journey.
In other words, he was willing to be "his" substitute and had no complaints.
From an emotional standpoint, it was plausible.
But from a rational perspective, she couldnât convince herself.
She tried to observe Nian Shenâs expression, but in the end, she found...
He seemed to be telling the truth.