As I made my way toward Victor, he turned at the same timeâlike heâd sensed me coming. His expression was uncharacteristically serious.
"Amael, I need to ask you something."
Had he found something? Maybe about Cyril or Lazarus?
"Be honest with me," he added, eyes locking with mine like he was bracing for a revelation.
"Yeah... about what?" I asked, trying to play it cool while my mind ran through worst-case scenarios. Maybe he heard about my visit to his stepmotherâs estate. That could be it.
Donât tell he was also having a misunderstanding about me and Alicia? For Edenâs sake not you, Victor.
He leaned in a little, just enough to keep the conversation private, and then whispered, "When you had your first time... did you wear protection?"
"..."
My mind stuttered, and Iâm pretty sure my face twisted into a mix of surprise and secondhand embarrassment. That was not where I thought this was going.
"You see," Victor began again, nervously glancing around. "I had my first time withâ"
"With Selene," I finished for him.. "And you didnât use anything, and now youâre freaking out."
Victor blinked, genuinely stunned. "How the hell did you guess that?"
I shrugged. "Why else would you ask me that out of nowhere?"
He scratched the back of his neck, sheepishly. "I guess youâre right."
"If it makes you feel any better, noâI didnât wear anything either," I said.
Though if Iâm being honest, the state Elizabeth and I were in at the time... contraception wasnât exactly a thought that crossed our minds. It was impulsive. Intense. Not exactly planned.
Victorâs eyes widened. "You werenât worried? Selene told me it would be fine as long as I thought I didnât want children."
This guy...
I sighed. "Victor... youâre seriously dumb when it comes to stuff like this."
"WâWhat?"
I could already picture Selene, wrapping Victor around her finger. It was just like her to make him feel safe, to plant the idea that he didnât need to worryâbecause she was the one in control.
She wanted to be the first. And now that she was, she probably wanted more. Maybe even to seal the deal and lock down the marriage while emotions were high. It was cunning. Classic Selene. But I couldnât help but admire how perfectly sheâd played her hand.
And Victor? Heâd walked straight into it.
"You really love Selene, huh," I said with a smile.
He didnât hesitate. "Yeah, I mean... I do," he replied, grinning.
I found myself letting out a small laugh. It wouldnât have worked if she had forced herself on himâthank god that was stopped before things went down a darker path. Since then, something between them had changed. It wasnât one-sided anymore. Victor had started to really see herânot just as some girl chasing after him, but as someone he cared for and even loved now. And Selene, clever as she was, understood she didnât need to do some weird things to get him to love her.
She had him. And he was happy about it.
As I watched his goofy smile and the way his eyes lit up at the mention of her I didnât know whether I should tell him.
Should I tell him the truth? About his mother... about the man he believed was his grandfatherâwho, in reality, was his actual father?
"Victor," I said quietly, glancing over my shoulder to make sure no one was within earshot. "Thereâs something important I need to tell you later, but for now... can you keep an eye on Celes for me?"
Victor blinked at me, surprised. "Yeah, of course. Sheâs my friend, man. Butâis something wrong?"
I gave a small, grave nod. "Thereâs a high chance Behemoth will attack the capital. Tomorrow or the day after."
"What?!" He nearly shouted, his eyes going wide with alarm.
"Shhâkeep it down," I said, waving my hand slightly to calm him. "I donât want to send the others into a panic."
Victor lowered his voice. "Shouldnât you tell the professor? Or someone in charge?"
I shook my head. "And have them interrogate me instead of preparing? They already donât trust me. The moment I say anything, the first question will be how I know. And the second? If Iâm working with Behemoth to bring down Sancta Vedelia."
Victor frowned, clearly torn, but after a moment, he nodded. "Right... I get it. Thatâs rough."
"Exactly. And listenâif the trip gets canceled last minute, thereâs a chance weâll all be split up. As absurd as it might sound, staying here is actually safer for Celes and the others than sending them off somewhere without us."
I wasnât trying to sound like a hero. But with me, John, Victor, Elizabeth, and Roda still around, this place was probably the most defensible location they had right now.
"You know how it is," I continued, "Celes being the Prophetess now... Iâm sure Behemoth will come after her. Iâve got a lot on my plate, so I need you to watch over her if things go sideways."
John would tooâhe understood Celesteâs importance. But Victor had a personal stake. He cared for her as a close friend. That would make him more vigilant.
Victor gave a short nod to me. "Yeah. You can count on meâ"
"Why does he need to keep an eye on Celeste?"
A cold voice cut through our conversation. I turned to see Selene standing a few feet away, arms crossed, her gaze cold.
I sighed inwardly. Of course sheâd overhear just the wrong part.
"I thought John had set the bar high for difficult in-laws," I muttered, giving her a dry look. "But congratulations, youâre catching up fast."
She ignored the jab. "Why canât you do it yourself?"
I looked at her, meeting her glare calmly. "Because Iâll be busy. More than you can imagine."
I didnât offer any more than that.
Seleneâs fingers tightened around her arm at my words, her expression darkening with barely suppressed emotion. Yeah... definitely a yandere though not really recently but still one though a meeker one.
If it were about any other girl, she wouldnât have batted an eye. But Celeste? That was a different story. Sheâd been close to Victor for yearsâpractically his shadow at timesâand lately, there had been rumors. Whispers of a possible engagement between them. So it made sense Selene would be... on edge.
I couldnât help myself. "Whatâs wrong? Worried Victor might fall for Celes?" I asked with a chuckle.
"Huh?" Victor turned his head, glancing at Selene. His face fell when he saw how cold and distant her expression had become. Not even angryâjust frosty, like sheâd shut down emotionally in the span of a heartbeat.
Ah. Spot on.
I smirked seeing that.
"Hey, Selene..." Victor stepped toward her, placing his hands gently on her shoulders. "You know youâll always be my number one, right?"
She looked up at him slowly, her eyes softening for just a moment. Then, without a word, she leaned in and kissed himâsudden and fierce, like she needed to remind both him and everyone else that he belonged to her.
Yeah, Iâd had enough of this romance drama for one day.
"Alright, Iâll just... give you two your moment," I muttered, turning around and walking off without waiting for a reply.
Still, that line lingered in my head. "Selene is number one."
I didnât like ranking the people I cared about. I loved them all, in different ways, for different reasons. But if I had to be brutally honest with myself...
Ephera would probably come first. Then Cleenah...
I paused mid-thought. Why was I thinking of Cleenah like she was already mine?
She wasnât. I didnât even know if she loved me the way I hoped she didâor if she only saw me as the boy sheâd watched over all these two last years. A child sheâd come to care for, not a man she could ever love.
She was a goddess, after allâageless, eternal. Maybe the idea of love didnât even hold the same weight for her anymore. And somehow, that thought stung more than I expected. Like I was already mourning something I hadnât even lost yet.
Before I could spiral deeper into that train of thought, a loud clap snapped me out of it.
"Everyone, attention."
We all turned to face Priscillaâand behind her, a massive, circular structure loomed into view, its exterior carved with ancient reliefs and golden accents. The Museum of the Behemoth War.
"This," Priscilla began, "is the museum dedicated to the Behemoth Warâwhat was once called the Third Great Holy War by those overseas. But to us, itâs better known as the War Against Deborah Dolphis."
Right, Sancta Vedelia was that much separated from the other Kingdoms.
"This museum holds critical artifacts, historical documents, and recorded accounts of the war that took place nearly three hundred years ago. It is, in every sense, sacred ground. Youâll be tested on what you learn here, so take your time, absorb whatâs important, and use your judgment. You wonât have time to see everything, but make what you do see count."
Her gaze swept across our group sternly.
"And honestly," she added, "you shouldnât need a museum to know the history of this war. Itâs something all of you should have already studiedâespecially those of high noble blood."
She was right, of course. This war had been drilled into their heads since they were kids. Nobles were expected to understand it down to the finest details. But now that they were olderâand at an academy that took warfare and magic education seriouslyâwe were expected to go even deeper. Strategy. Politics. The ugly truth behind the names carved into monuments.
Of course, when it came to the political narrative, everything would be skewed in Sancta Vedeliaâs favor. That much was a given.
Take the Utopian War, for example. I could already picture how the official records were shaping upâmeticulously penned accounts of Sancta Vedeliaâs glorious conquest and their triumphant victory over a monstrous enemy. Neatly tied up. Sanitized. Heroic.
And naturally, theyâd leave out the inconvenient details.
Like the part where I killed the Utopian King.
Not that I really cared. I wasnât looking for medals or statues. Hell, they could carve someone elseâs name into the archives for all I cared. I hadnât done it for recognition.
Still, it was a little funny how history workedâwho got remembered, and who got erased.
"You have the entire museum to yourselves for today and tomorrow," Priscilla announced then as she walked. "Make good use of the time, and pleaseâact like the Elites you claim to be while inside a historical institution."
There was a sharp edge to her words. She was definitely looking at me.
And Rodolf.
I mean, come on.
Why was I always cast as the damn delinquent when I was doing nothing in class?