Chapter 485: Frejaâs tears
Nathan cut through the skies, Romeâs ancient silhouette slowly coming into view beneath the fading light of dusk. The wind howled past him in rushing waves, but his grip remained steady as he carried Freja securely in his arms. Just beside him, Medea soared with effortless grace, her long hair trailing behind her like a cometâs tail.
He had deliberately chosen to carry Freja himself. The decision wasnât merely practicalâit was born of caution. Nathan knew Medea well enough by now. She was volatile, prideful, and her jealousy burned like wildfire. If he had entrusted Freja to her, Medea might have let her slip through her fingersâor worse, discarded her deliberatelyâjust to sate that venomous envy she sometimes struggled to contain because Nathan went to save Freja like a hero. It wasnât beyond her. In fact, it was exactly the sort of thing she was capable of.
Freja, however, was drowning in her own turmoil.
Her cheeks burned as red as the evening sky, and though she tried to compose herself, she could not ignore how exposed she felt, how vulnerable she seemed in Nathanâs hold. She had neverânever in her entire lifeâbeen carried this way by a man. Her body was rigid, but her heart hammered as if it wanted to burst from her chest.
The strength in Nathanâs arms was undeniable, the warmth of his body seeping into hers, steady and unyielding. Even his scent lingered faintly, clean yet faintly earthy, grounding. She hated how safe she felt in his hold, how comforting it was, because it made her far too aware of him. Each beat of her heart only amplified the realization that she wasnât resisting this closeness at all.
Her mind swirled with dangerous thoughts, so she did the only thing she could to distract herselfâshe spoke.
âIâŠI am sorry,â she whispered, her voice barely audible over the rushing wind.
Nathan didnât look down at her. His eyes remained fixed ahead. âFor what?â he asked, calm as ever.
Frejaâs lips trembled. âIâŠI gave your name when she asked itâŠâ The guilt weighed heavily on her words. Even now, the memory clawed at her chest. To her, it was nothing less than betrayal.
Nathan didnât falter. His voice was steady, unshaken. âI donât care.â
Her eyes widened in surprise. âEh?â She tilted her head up to see his face, searching for any hint of anger or disdainâbut there was none.
âYour life was in danger,â Nathan said evenly. âDid she also threaten Elin, maybe?â
Frejaâs throat tightened. She gave a small, guilty nod.
âThen you did good,â Nathan replied, his tone carrying the weight of certainty. âI wouldnât get upset or angry just because you gave out the name of someone you barely know. You acted to protect your closest friend. That was the right choice. In factâŠâ His eyes hardened with seriousness. âI would have been disappointed in you if you had chosen to sacrifice Elin just to remain âloyalâ to me.â
His words cut deepânot because they wounded, but because they illuminated something Freja had never considered. If she had chosen Elinâs death for the sake of pride, of some abstract notion of loyalty to Nathan, then her loyalty would have been nothing but brittle glass, ready to shatter under the first real weight.
Her lips quivered. Her eyes blurred. Then the tears came.
The guilt, the fear, the tensionâeverything she had been holding inside spilled out the moment his words reached her. She trembled in his arms, tears sliding freely down her cheeks. They werenât just tears of sorrow, but of release, of something she had denied herself for far too long.
Nathan didnât flinch when she pressed her forehead against his chest. He simply held her a little closer, allowing her to let go.
âIâŠI was so scaredâŠâ Her voice cracked, barely holding together as she confessed what she had buried deep.
Freja had always been strong. Even back on Earth, she had stood tall, refusing to bend. And when she had been dragged into this cruel world two years ago, she became a pillar, forcing herself to endure for Elinâs sake, for the sake of all her girls classmates who leaned on her. She had worn strength like armor, never once allowing herself to falter.
But she was not unbreakable. She was not invincible.
And tonight, with Nathanâs arms around her, she allowed herself to fracture. The façade crumbled, and the flood of fear, exhaustion, and buried anguish poured out. Every moment of dread she had endured, every sleepless night, every time she had swallowed her terror to protect othersâit all found its release in quiet sobs against his chest.
Nathan said nothing. Words werenât needed. He let her cry, his silence a shield for her breaking heart.
He understood her in a way few could. He felt her pain as though it were his own, and strangely, he admired her all the more for it. For two years she had been the figurehead of resilience, the silent guardian for her class. Even now, as she wept, he didnât see weakness in her tearsâhe saw humanity. He saw strength in the fact that she had endured this long without shattering sooner.
And as he gazed at the horizon, the memory of another surfaced unbidden. Amelia.
His beautiful teacher and also wife, who had always worn a smile no matter the weight she carried. Who buried her own fears so her students could stand tall. Who gave warmth even to those who resented the path forced upon them. Amelia, the one who never wavered when others needed her most.
Frejaâs tears, her trembling, her courage beneath the fearâit reminded him of Amelia.
A few minutes later, Nathan descended from the clouds, Romeâs ancient skyline stretching beneath him in solemn grandeur. The fading sun cast a molten glow over the ruins and domes, gilding the city in twilight fire. Yet he did not land within the city itself. Instead, he stopped just outside, far from the curious eyes and whispers of onlookers.
He looked to Medea, her black hair rippling in the air beside him. âBring Elin here,â he said simply.
She nodded, and before she could vanish into the ether, Nathanâs voice cut in again, quieter, but firm.
âCarefully, Medea.â
She nodded and left.
Nathan exhaled slowly before lowering Freja to her feet. She stumbled slightly when her boots touched the earth, her legs still trembling faintly from exhaustion and her earlier tears. Nathan didnât say anythingâhe simply stood beside her, arms crossed, waiting.
The silence lasted only a few minutes before the air stirred violently, and Medea appeared again. In her grip was Elin, dangling by the arm as though she were nothing more than a parcel. Medea released her without ceremony, and Elin dropped ungracefully onto the ground with a muted thud.
âEâŠElin!â Freja gasped.
She darted forward, heart clenching in panic, but relief washed over her almost instantly. Elin was already pushing herself upright. She was shaken, her knees brushing dirt, but unharmed. She was a Heroâher body was far sturdier than that of an ordinary girl. If something as small as a fall could break her bones, she wouldnât have survived this long.
âElinâŠâ Frejaâs voice cracked as she fell to her knees beside her. âI am backâŠâ
Elin blinked several times, her sapphire eyes shimmering as recognition dawned. Then, as though the dam had broken, tears welled and spilled down her cheeks.
âFâŠFreja!â she cried, throwing herself forward, clutching Freja tightly. âIâŠI was so scared! Where were you?!â
Freja hugged her back, burying her face in Elinâs shoulder, a smile breaking through despite her exhaustion. âI just got caught in a fight,â she said softly.
Elin pulled back suddenly, panic flashing across her tearstained face. âA fight?! Youâre hurtâŠdonât move!â She immediately placed glowing hands over Frejaâs body, her healing Skill flowing without hesitation.
Freja, despite the warmth seeping into her wounds, couldnât stop her voice from trembling. âNothing happened to youâŠright?â
Elin shook her head quickly, though tears still streamed down her cheeks. âNâŠnothing⊠itâs you, Freja⊠youâre the one whoâs hurtâŠâ
âIâm fine,â Freja murmured, her gaze flickeringâjust for a heartbeatâtoward Nathan. âSeptimius saved me.â She bit her lip, turning her eyes away almost instantly. The memory of herself crying like a child in his arms still burned with embarrassment.
âNâŠNathan!â
The moment her healing spell was complete, Elin dashed toward him and, to his surprise, threw her arms around him. Nathan raised a brow at the sudden warmth her large and consequent breasts pressing against his chest.
âThank you!â Elin sobbed, burying her face against him. âThank you so much!â
Her tears stained his tunic as she clung to him, her body trembling. The weight of her relief, her gratitude, was almost overwhelming. Nathan did not return the embraceâhe only raised a hand to rest lightly on her shoulder, keeping his composureâbut his sharp eyes shifted to Medea.
The sorceress stood nearby, her expression carved in perfect calm, but her aura betrayed her. Jealousy darkened her presence like a spreading storm, her gaze narrowing each second Elinâs arms remained around him.
Behind them, Freja watched the scene in silence, lips parted. If her classmates could see Elin like thisâpure, untouchable Elinâembracing a man so desperately, they would be dumbstruck. No doubt some of them had dreamt of this moment, being hugged by Elin and her large twin mounds.
âItâs fine,â Nathan said finally, his hand gently pushing against Elinâs shoulder, easing her back.
Elin blinked, realization dawning as heat flooded her cheeks. She quickly stepped away, wiping her tears with the back of her sleeve, her blush staining her pale skin a deep crimson. âIâŠIâm sorryâŠâ she stammered. Then, lifting her gaze shyly, she added, âThank youâŠfor bringing Freja back.â
âIf you want to thank me,â Nathan said calmly, âthen come with me for the night treatment.â
At his words, Elin straightened, as though reminded of her duty. âAhâyes!â She nodded quickly, determination replacing her embarrassment.
âNight⊠treatment?â Freja muttered, blinking in confusion.
Elin clenched her fists, her eyes alight with conviction. âIâll do my best! You wonât be disappointed!â
âI hope you donât disappoint me,â Nathan replied evenly. Without hesitation, he stepped forward and swept Elin into his arms.
âKyaa!â Elin yelped, her face vanishing into Nathanâs chest in mortified embarrassment.
âWâŠwait!â Freja cried out, panic surging through her as her mind jumped to the worst conclusions. âWhere are you taking her?!â
Nathan barely spared her a glance. His eyes narrowed with seriousness. âAlexander didnât hesitate to sell you off. I trust this time you wonât have any doubts about beating him.â
Freja froze, her heart clenching. Then her hands balled into fists, her eyes burning with resolve. âIâŠI will beat him!â
âThen good.â Nathanâs reply was simple, final. With that he launched into the sky, carrying Elin with him toward Serviliaâs estate.
âWâŠwait!â Freja called after him, stumbling forward helplessly. She could not fly. She could only watch as the two figures became smaller against the darkening heavens. âWâŠwhat is night treatment?!â she cried, her voice breaking, her face burning red with both fear and something else she could not name.
Her frantic eyes turned to Medea, desperate for an explanation. But Medea only met her gaze with a cold, mocking look, lips curling faintly, before vanishing like smoke into the night.
Freja was left behindâconfused, blushing, and drowning in thoughts that only grew wilder with every passing heartbeat.