CapĂtulo 592: Giving Hope to Julia
After Nathan finished laying out every one of his conditions, he did not add another word.
Silence settled over the chamber, heavy but not hostileâmore like the quiet that follows a verdict already understood.
There were, of course, other matters still hanging in the air. Talks of Tenebria, of a future alliance, of the inevitable confrontation with the Light Empireâall of it lingered unspoken, deliberately postponed. Those discussions would come later, when tempers had cooled and foundations had been properly set.
Rushing such things now would be foolish.
Rome had only just clawed its way out of disaster. The city was wounded, exhausted, and fragile. Streets needed rebuilding, authority needed reasserting, and trustâmost of allâneeded time to be restored. Throwing Rome straight into another large-scale conflict would only tear open scars that had barely begun to heal.
âFor the matter of Tenebria,â Nathan finally said, his voice calm and measured, âI will speak of an alliance later. I will inform you when the time comes.â
Crassus released a breath he hadnât realized he was holding and nodded.
âThat is acceptable to us,â he replied, genuine relief evident in his tone. He was gratefulâdeeply soâthat Nathan was not demanding immediate troops or pressing Rome into yet another war against the Light Empire while the city was still struggling to stand.
âThen we are settled,â Nathan said, pushing himself to his feet.
He adjusted his cloak as he rose, his presence commanding without needing to raise his voice.
âI will leave the matter of welcoming Cleopatra as queen to you. She will also be overseeing the recovery of the Heroes.â
âThat suits us just fine,â Fulvius said, waving a hand dismissively. âWe have no desire to keep the summoned Heroes here either.â
If anything, they were more trouble than they were worthâimmensely powerful, politically sensitive, and dangerously difficult to control. A headache Rome could do without.
Nathan turned toward the exit, already halfway out of the room, when he suddenly stopped.
He looked back.
His gaze settled squarely on Crassusâand then shifted to Fulviusâsharp, cold, and deliberate.
âOh, one more thing,â he said quietly.
Both men stiffened.
âI may live thousands of miles away,â Nathan continued, his eyes narrowing slightly, âbut do not mistake distance for absence. I can return here whenever I wish.â
The air grew tense.
âAnd when I do,â he added, voice lowering just enough to make the words bite, âI expect to find things exactly as they should be. Servilia treated with the respect she deserves, for example.â
He paused, letting the implication sink in.
âIt would be a shame,â Nathan said calmly, âto have to pull off another Caesar on you⊠simply because you chose to be stubborn.â
It was not shouted.
It was not dramatized.
But it was unmistakably a threat.
A clear warning not to treat his women as disposable tools, not to forget whose shadow loomed over Rome now.
Fulvius clicked his tongue irritably.
âWe understand, boy,â he grumbled. âYour woman will be safe.â
Servilia, standing nearby, allowed herself a small, satisfied smile.
The warmth that spread through her chest made her want to rush forward and embrace Nathan right then and thereâbut she restrained herself. There were still negotiations to be had, discussions to oversee, and Romeâs future remained far from settled.
âGood,â Nathan said simply.
Without another glance, he turned and left the chamber.
Now, all that remained was to wait for Cleopatraâs arrival. Once she was settled and the final loose ends were tied, his work in Rome would finally be complete. Only then could he return to Tenebria with a clear mind and an unburdened conscience.
With that thought steadying him, Nathan made his way through the Senate Castle.
His steps carried him down familiar corridors until he reached a section far more heavily guarded than the rest. Soldiers stood at attention outside the doors, armor gleaming, expressions rigid.
When they recognized him, they immediately bowed their heads.
âLord Septimius.â
âLet me in,â Nathan said.
Without hesitation, the guards stepped aside and opened the door. Once he passed through, it closed softly behind him, sealing the corridor away.
Inside was a set of quarters unlike any other in the Senate Castleâlavish even by Roman aristocratic standards. Marble floors, rich drapery, and furnishings so expensive that even the wealthiest nobles could never hope to afford them.
Which made sense.
These chambers were not meant for just anyone.
Nathan walked deeper into the room, his footsteps echoing faintly, until his gaze caught on a figure curled up atop a large, ornate sofa.
She lay on her side, knees drawn close, curly blond hair spilling across the cushions.
Julia.
Nathan stood there for a long moment, simply looking at her.
Under Fulviusâs orders, Julia had been confined to these quarters, kept under constant guard. It wasnât a decision Nathan particularly blamed him for. As Fulvius himself had said, Julia might be kindâgentle, evenâbut she was still Caesarâs daughter. Blood alone was enough to make things complicated in Rome, and hatred did not care for nuance.
Some despised her purely because of whose blood flowed through her veins.
Here, at least, she was safe. She was treated with care, given comfort, protected from the sharpest edges of the Senateâs resentment.
Yet it was immediately obvious that safety was not what she lacked.
Julia looked⊠broken.
Not physicallyâher body bore no woundsâbut her posture, the way she lay curled in on herself as if trying to disappear, spoke of a far deeper injury. Her eyes were swollen and red, skin raw from tears that had clearly fallen far too often, far too freely.
âJulia,â Nathan called.
Her body flinched, a small involuntary shiver running through her as she slowly turned her head.
When her gaze met his, her breath caught.
There he stoodâNathanâsolid, real. Her eyes widened slightly, disbelief flickering across her face.
âS⊠SeptimiusâŠâ She whispered, voice hoarse and fragile.
âHow are you doing?â Nathan asked.
The question might have been shameless in its simplicity, but he had to begin somewhere.
Julia didnât answer. She turned her head away, lips pressing together as if afraid that if she spoke, everything she had been holding back would spill out at once.
Nathan didnât push.
Instead, he dragged an ornate chair closer, the legs scraping faintly against the marble floor, and sat down in front of her. He leaned forward slightly, crimson eyes steady and attentive, never leaving her face.
Up close, the extent of her misery was even clearer. This wasnât exhaustion of the bodyâit was exhaustion of the soul.
There were many reasons for it. Learning the truth about her father. Discovering the depth of his crimes, the countless lives he had destroyed. Being forced to confront the fact that she carried his name, his blood, his legacyâwhile having had no power to stop any of it.
A prison without bars.
âHas my father⊠been executed?â Julia asked at last, her voice so small it almost vanished into the air.
âNo,â Nathan replied calmly. âHe wonât be.â
Juliaâs fingers tightened slightly in the fabric beneath her.
âKeeping him alive is better for Rome,â Nathan continued, âand a far harsher punishment for someone as prideful as him.â
âI seeâŠâ she murmured, nodding weakly.
Silence lingered again.
âAre you worried about him?â Nathan asked gently.
That was all it took.
A tear slipped free, rolling down her cheek and dripping onto the cushion below.
Julia let out a broken, shaky breath.
âItâs⊠pathetic, isnât it?â she said, her voice trembling. âThat Iâm worrying about such an evil manâŠâ
âNo,â Nathan said immediately, shaking his head. âIt isnât.â
She glanced at him, surprised.
âHe is your father,â Nathan said simply.
Even if Caesar was nothing but rot and cruelty to the rest of the world, Nathan had no doubt that, to Julia, he had been something else entirely. A man capable of love, twisted though the rest of him might have been.
Juliaâs composure finally cracked.
âHâŠHe killed so many people,â she cried, clenching her hands tightly, knuckles whitening. âInnocents⊠I saw it. I watched it happenâand I couldnât do anything. Nothing at allâŠâ
âI saw you helping people,â Nathan said quietly. âSaving them. Protecting them.â
Julia shook her head harder, tears falling faster.
âIt wasnât enough⊠It was never enoughâŠâ
âYou are not responsible for your fatherâs actions,â Nathan said firmly. âIf you were, you wouldnât be here now.â
Her shoulders shook.
âE⊠Everyone looks at me like Iâm a monster,â she whispered.
âNot everyone,â Nathan replied. âJust some senators who hate anything connected to Caesar.â
He paused, then added, âYou should know thisâamong the people of Rome, you are loved. Deeply. Alongside Servilia, you are one of the most beloved women in this city.â
âBut⊠Iââ
âYou donât have to answer for Caesarâs sins,â Nathan said, cutting her off. âBut if you want to do somethingâif you want to make a differenceâthen help rebuild Rome.â
Julia hesitated, listening.
âYou may have lost your influence in the Senate,â Nathan continued, âbut among the people? That influence is still very much alive. They listen to you. They trust you. And right now, Rome needs that more than ever.â
Julia lowered her gaze, her breathing unevenâbut for the first time, something other than despair flickered behind her eyes.
A fragile, uncertain possibility.
âI⊠I am scared,â Julia admitted in a weak, trembling voice. âScared of facing everyone.â
Her fingers tightened against the fabric beneath her as she spoke, knuckles paling. It wasnât the fear of danger that haunted herâit was something far more painful. The thought of walking into rooms filled with people who would look at her with hatred, suspicion, or thinly veiled disgust. Being judged not for who she was, but for whose blood ran through her veins.
For someone as gentle and innocent as Juliaâsomeone who had known little but affection and sheltered kindness for most of her lifeâthat kind of rejection cut deeper than any blade ever could.
Nathan watched her quietly for a moment before speaking.
âThen donât look at them,â he said calmly. âIgnore those who hate you and focus instead on the people who love youâon those who believe in you.â
Julia swallowed.
âW⊠who?â she asked softly, as if she genuinely couldnât imagine such people existing anymore.
Nathan didnât hesitate.
âServilia believes in you, for one,â he said. âMore than you think.â
Juliaâs eyes flickered.
âSheâs in a similar situationâarguably worse,â Nathan continued. âShe was openly your fatherâs lover for a year. The Senate despises her for it. They glare at her, whisper behind her back, curse her existence.â
He allowed a faint, knowing smile.
âAnd yetâhave you seen how she walks? How she carries herself?â
Julia nodded slowly.
âShe doesnât care,â Nathan said. âNot about their gazes, not about their hatred. She walks forward regardless. And she will do the same for you. Sheâll stand beside you.â
Something stirred in Juliaâs blue eyes at the mention of Servilia.
She had always admired herâher strength, her grace, her pride, her refusal to bow no matter how heavy the pressure became. Servilia had always been her model and Julia had never hide it.
âAnd you wonât be alone,â Nathan went on. âFulvia will be there as well. And Licinia.â
Julia blinked.
âSince it seems youâll be adopted by Crassus,â Nathan added casually.
âAâAdopted?â Julia lifted her head sharply, eyes widening in pure shock.
Nathan raised an eyebrow.
âWhat? You donât want Licinia as a sister?â he asked lightly.
Licinia had quite the character, to say the least.
âNâŠNo!â Julia shook her head immediately, almost panicked. âI love Licinia!â
Of course she did. Julia was Caesarâs daughter. Licinia was Crassusâs. Two daughters raised in the shadow of Romeâs greatest powers, educated together from childhood, sharing tutors, lessons, expectations. They knew each other better than most sisters ever would.
âThen itâs settled,â Nathan said. âIf you truly want to stay hereâif you truly want to help Romeâthen start anew from there.â
That was all it took.
Tears streamed freely down Juliaâs cheeks, but this time they were different. They werenât born purely from despair. Something warm had rekindled in her chestâfragile, uncertain, but undeniably there.
Hope.
All from a simple conversation.
Nathan had always been good with words, whether he intended to be or not.
But then Julia clenched her fists, her expression tightening once more. She hesitated, drawing in a shaky breath before speaking again.
âSeptimiusâŠâ
âYes?â Nathan asked gently. âIs there something you want to ask?â
âYes⊠IâŠâ She swallowed. âIâm not stupid.â
Nathan remained silent, allowing her to continue.
âI believe you joined my fatherâs side⊠in order to bring him down,â she said slowly, carefully choosing each word. âBut⊠is that really true?â
Her tear-filled blue eyes locked onto his, searchingânot accusing, but desperate for honesty.