A scene suddenly flashed through Kanzaki Reiâs mind.
He saw countless people across the world, hand in hand, smiles bright and joyful on their faces, all walking together toward a massive rift.
[The Deep Realm]
"Why deny it?"
"Why resist it?"
"Why reject it?"
"There is no hatred between you and me..."
The voice continued to echo within his mind.
Clang!
Kanzaki Reiâs battle technique collided head-on with Akaseiâs heavy strike. A vast shockwave spread outwardâbut beneath the heavens, the Ruilen Continent no longer existed.
There was only the two of themâ
Fighting as if to shatter the world itself.
Yet within the battle, Akaseiâs rage was abnormal, twistedâ
While Kanzaki Reiâs eyes remained hollow and vacant.
"Kanzaki Rei, I donât regret making this choice."
Luluweiâs figure appeared directly within his sea of consciousness.
Ansu silently observed the woman who had suddenly manifested there, yet said nothing.
"Being able to live according to your own desires... thatâs happiness, isnât it?"
After saying this, Luluwei fell silent.
She gazed up at theèŁćŒç sky within the sea of consciousnessâ
At the terrifying eye that loomed above, looking down upon Kanzaki Rei.
Clangâ
Clang clangâ
Outside the sea of consciousness, the battle continued rhythmically.
Invincible Flow clashed against Invincible Flow.
Kanzaki Reiâs physical strength continued to riseâ
But so did Akaseiâs.
At the same time, a faint law of destruction spread through the surroundingsâ
Continuously weakening Kanzaki Reiâs regeneration.
And yetâ
His regeneration was also increasing at just the right rate.
For a moment, it formed a delicate balance.
Outside, more than ten seconds passed.
But within those seconds, the two had already exchanged hundreds of moves.
Shockwaves from their techniques exploded across the sky!
A warriorâs battleâ
Fierce as a raging dragon!
"Youâve only been in this world for a short time, havenât you?"
"What exactly are you so determined about?"
Within the sea of consciousness, the voice changed form once again.
But this time, it was no longer Luluwei.
Insteadâ
It was a slightly heavyset, sturdy man.
Huang Minzhi.
His close friend from Earth.
But already deadâperished when Earth transformed into a monster.
"To you... the destruction of Earth doesnât really matter, does it?"
"Even if your brothers died."
"Even if your friends turned into monsters. Your coworkers, the woman you once likedâall dead."
"It doesnât matter to you, does it?"
"After all, youâre now a transcendent powerhouse who spans heaven and earth."
"Youâre no longer part of our world."
"Kanzaki Rei."
"You look down on everything from Earth, donât you?"
"Thatâs why you donât want to go back. Thatâs why you donât want to be ordinary."
These words cut like blades, accusing him.
Faintlyâ
Kanzaki Rei felt his heart begin to crack.
The once-still depths of his heart were gradually flooded by waves of sorrow.
Boom!
A heavy sword strike severed his left shoulder!
His entire armâshoulder includedâwas sliced off...
This should have been an injury that healed instantly.
But nowâ
It didnât recover.
Kanzaki Reiâs mind was no longer focused on the battle outside.
Within his sea of consciousnessâ
He stared at Huang Minzhi.
Crackâ
Even the Kanzaki Rei within the sea of consciousness began to fracture slightly.
"I..."
This is the enemyâs method. This is its attack. I shouldnât fall for this.
He repeated this to himself.
Yet Huang Minzhi before him revealed a vicious, resentment-filled smile.
"Yeah. Youâre the only one who ascended to a higher world."
"Our lives and deaths donât matter at all."
"In fact, with us dead, you have no weaknesses. No burdens."
Crackâ
With one hand, Kanzaki Rei blocked Akaseiâs crimson strike head-on with his battle spear!
But from that single clash, the tendons in his left arm snappedâbones shatteredâ
And stillâ
There was no recovery.
Not only was there no recoveryâ
Even many of his God-Tier talents seemed to have stopped functioning, as if they had gone on strike.
"Your deaths... were beyond my control."
"Beyond your control!?"
"And thatâs enough for you!?"
"Didnât you feel even a little bit of sadness!?"
"Did you ever cry for us!? Did you ever cry for your destroyed home!?"
Kanzaki Rei lowered his gaze and looked away.
"...What would be the point?"
"Crying wouldnât bring anything back."
Huang Minzhi froze for a momentâ
Then his expression twisted further in rage.
"What are you even saying!?"
"Your family, your parents, Earthâall of it was destroyed!"
"How can you be so cold!?"
"If you truly donât care about anything, then why pretend like you want to save something!?"
"Donât you think youâre completely contradictory!?"
Boom!
The greatsword shot forward like a beam piercing the sun!
It punched straight through Kanzaki Reiâs chestâ
Crimson light mixed with blood erupted outward.
This strike had pierced his heart.
Pfftâ
Blood spilled from Kanzaki Reiâs mouth.
His eyes remained unfocused.
"I... am contradictory."
"Yuna said the same thing about me."
"Yes... I do enjoy this power."
"I can soar through the skies, traverse the earth, chase clouds and grasp the moon. With a single move, I can destroy mountains and rivers. My mind is clear, my spirit sharpâtruth itself bends beneath my power."
"Whatâs not to enjoy?"
"Does that make me hypocritical?"
"I enjoy this power. Iâve never denied that."
"And your deaths... they do make me sad."
"But does being sad mean I have to cry?"
"Without power, there are simply things you cannot do. Thatâs how this world works."
"I want more power. Is that wrong?"
"Is it a sin to want to become strong?"
Luluwei: "Yes... itâs incredibly contradictory."
"If you seek power, why not embrace purity?"
"If you truly wish to pursue strength, shouldnât you discard the things that have no meaning?"
"For example... me."
"And this burden as well."
Luluweiâs form flickeredâ
Transforming into Aoyama Kiyomi.
Within the sea of consciousness, Aoyama Kiyomi spoke:
"Luluwei was corrupted, and you didnât even know what to do."
"You werenât willing to decisively kill her, nor were you willing to let her live normally."
"Kanzaki Rei, the people around you would never be as conflicted as you."
The people around him...
In an instant, he thought of Kumironi, Akasei, Obadesâ
They would never abandon Luluwei.
Even Aoyama Kiyomi wouldnât.
If it were Izâ
Perhaps, after confirming there was truly no way to save her, he would grant her a swift death.
Am I really that indecisive?
"Yes. Youâre stronger than most people, so you want everything."
"You always want both sidesâyou refuse to give anything up."
"But do you really think someone like that can reach a good ending?"
"Donât forgetâthe greatest thing youâve gained... was given to you by someone else."
Doubt of the world.
Doubt of himself.
Doubt of others.
Within Kanzaki Reiâs sea of consciousness, these doubts churned into a massive vortex.
Vortices collided, merged, devoured one another.
His sea of consciousnessâ
Was shrinking.
It was collapsing.
And yet Kanzaki Rei, staring at the figure before him, seemed completely unaware of its destruction.
Aoyama Kiyomiâs figure faded.
Another figure took her place.
But this timeâ
It was not Huang Minzhi.
Not Luluwei.
It was himself.
His 28-year-old self, stepping into middle age.
He walked forward and patted the younger Kanzaki Rei on the shoulder.
"Wake up."
"This is just a dream. You should wake up now..."
"If you donât, youâll miss your flight."
"You only wanted to become the strongest in some worldâso why insist on this one?"
"If it were Earth, plenty of people would willingly enter a perfectly happy virtual world and live out a complete life."
"And our world isnât even virtual."
His older self crouched down, meeting his gaze, confusion filling his voice.
"Then why... am I resisting entering the Deep Realm?"
"Do you really feel no attachment to Earth at all? Are you really that desperate to escape it?"
Whooshâ
In the real worldâ
Akasei held Kanzaki Rei by the throat with one hand.
A massive hole gaped in Kanzaki Reiâs chest.
Akaseiâs expression burned with rage as he lifted him.
Kanzaki Reiâ
No longer resisted.
Akasei could feel it.
One strikeâ
That was all it would take to end him.
There was no reason to hesitate.
Akasei raised his sword againâ
Preparing to deliver the final blow.
But suddenlyâ
A hand rested on his shoulder.
Akasei turned sharply.
"Iz..."
Iz spoke calmly.
"He isnât fighting at all."
Iz looked at Kanzaki Rei, suspended in Akaseiâs grip.
Akaseiâs voice was hoarse with anger.
"So what if he isnât? Are you saying we should let him go?"
Iz shook his head.
"The magic within him... shares too many similarities with mine."
"Perhaps there is some connection between us."
"If thatâs the case... then whatâs happening today might partly be my fault."
Akasei: "Fault or not doesnât matter. Regardless of where his power comes from, what heâs done is wrong."
Iz: "Mm... I know."
"But his confusion... I canât ignore it."
"Akasei, give me a moment."
Iz extended his hand and placed it on Kanzaki Reiâs head.
...
Within the sea of consciousnessâ
Kanzaki Rei stared at the rift before him.
This wasnât the first time he had seen it.
But now, he understood clearlyâ
As long as he passed through itâ
He would reach a world of happiness.
A world where he had lost nothingâ
And would never lose anything again.
Right now, Kanzaki Rei feltâ
That if he stepped through that rift, everything he currently possessed could be preserved.
He could return to the world called Earthâ
Where he alone wielded absolute power, free to do as he pleased.
...Yes.
What was so bad about that?
Why had he instinctively assumed this was something malicious?
Kanzaki Rei stepped toward the rift.
But just thenâ
A hand reached outâ
And rested on his shoulder.
...
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